1st May 2008 Thursday [Labour Day… Even the doctor also on holiday. Improving]
Went back to the hospital around noon… Dad been staying at the hospital for the past few days with 4th uncle and some time 3rd uncle… always proud of dad for being so filial… He’s always my role model and someone I look up to.
Doctor supposed to update us on the progress but was on leave. Joked that even doctor will enjoy public holiday…Jun came visit grandma again and also after that going for dinner & movie Everything turn out better today and grandma in a more stable state. Around 6+ left NUH. Before leaving went in ICU to tell grandma… and she response by nodding... was really glad she’s improving everyday. When leaving cousins and aunties joked whether grandma got gave permission to leave or not… And laughed when I told them I got her approval as she nodded her head. Went Vivo thinking of changing the tickets from marina to Vivo city… but can’t. Wanted to go over marina square but bike cannot start… push start heng can and went over marina had dinner, movie before heading home…
2nd May 2008 Friday [Back at work,]
Back at work today. Had to push start the bike in the morning... -.-… at work no one dare to ask me much but I also never say much about it. Just like any normal day. Finished most of my stuff earlier as the FELS side want the report by Sat/Mon plus ED’s meeting on Monday. Lunch time went to bike shop to check out what’s wrong with the bike… thought can make it back to office with it before 1pm…ended up need to leave the bike there and took cab back… $6.80 ^^$^^ . Bike shop called afternoon to said the magnetic coil, Retiflier, battery spoiled, repair need $700-$800. OMFG!!... But no choice.
Went visited grandma after work taking company transport to Clementi then cab to NUH…DAMN LONG lo... 4.30pm knock off, 4.45pm transport reached, 5.10pm then left the yard, 5.45pm then reached Clementi. Can you imagine that… ended up 6pm then reached NUH... should have just took cab from the start… A lot of people around when I reached… dad being playful tried to match make for me…got teased by cousins. The nurses Shifted grandma to ward 21 instead of the current ward 26 as ward 21 is operation ready and her team of doctor usually station there… The waiting room was so much smaller and the nurse were not flexible about the visiting hours. But also understand they have their concerns too. Met WW & WZ at night at S11 as need to borrow WW bike. Got warning from Jun not to fall asleep the next day -.-
3rd May 2008 Saturday [Board Way Beng at national library]
Never work today. Had Fever in the morning so took MC at polyclinic. Went down visited Grandma around noon. Got a nagging from dad for not working… thanks to KPO mum… but after awhile dad back to normal… phew~ today grandma looks better.. Glad my prayer being answer… promised I will be a better person from now on. Chatted with cousin about Jun before she reached… I am really sure she’s the 1 of my life and looking forward to really made her my wife 1 day… But seriously… I need to change my temper… although Jun is quite unreasonable sometimes… But she always there to advice me on some issues… though she quite innocent and easily taken advantage of… but that’s also 1 of the reason why I love her so much.. Jun reached around 5pm… Had a slight quarrel but things work out fine at the end of the day… Left NUH around 6+pm to Newton for dinner… then after that to national library for the play “Board Way Beng” Really a nice and funny play… Enjoyed it a lot.. Most important was because the company. After the play… went esplanade for Chocolate drinks. Very long never come le… Not as nice but still not bad… Sent her home around 11pm. Meet up WW and friends for a short while and reaches home around 2+am…
4th May 2008 Sunday [ Worst game of my life]
Woke up 7.30am when my phone rang. WenYong & Din reached my void deck waiting for me… jumped out of bed faster change and went down… today joining the KRC basketball challenge… Went over to my nearby neighborhood to fetch another guy Jackson but that guy never answer the phone… after waiting for quite sometimes no choice but to go without him…
Let me just this cut short… basically the match was a disaster as I am the only 1 that know how to play… I had never once in my life lost a match like this before… or should I say when with WW & KW, We only lost once from all the playing… Quite upset and affected by it… luckily got the food make up for it. We took a few packets and went back yard to eat as still got jobs need to finish. Fever came back together with Flu. Poor me..
Work till 5pm then Wenyong sent me to NUH as I never ride… Visited grandma and chatted with the cousins… reached home around 8+pm and sooner fell asleep at 10+ due to the fever.
5th May 2008 Monday [Grandma conscious]
Work as usual… watched some show as job finished. Sis sms-ed me that grandma changed to ICU ward 25 as now stable le. Morning even scolded her and my uncle as she wanted to drink watermelon juice.. Ha ha ha… glad she had the energy to scold. Went down after work at 4.30pm. Had dinner at NUH food court after went and see grandma… She’s now conscious but still a bit weak, still having fever so help her fan with a magazine which later the nurse saw and got a fan for us… Very kind of the nurse. Grandma able to drink water but better not let her drink too much. Jun came visited her and was also glad she is getting better. Sent Jun home around 8pm before I too went home do my stuff and then sleep…
6th May 2008 Tuesday [ Getting better and better]
Went down to bike shop after work… apparently the bike still got some problems… after do this do that also like that… quite pissed off.. spent so much $$ ended up still like that.
Reached NUH around 6pm. Sis,4th aunty, cousin weijian, mum, 4th uncles and a few more… (too many to name). Dad went back grandma’s house to bath then came back. Bought watermelon juice for grandma… she asked sis and me to drink 1st… glad she getting better and better each day. Hope she recover soon. ( need to discharge from hospital 2weeks to regain energy then go for 1 more major operation… I know she can do it.. cos I have a very strong will grandma).
Jun was tired today so asked her to go home rest instead of coming… she had done enough during this period.. I should be grateful. ^_^
Had dinner with mum and dad then went up see grandma again… then after that sitting around with all the cousins and aunties talking about curtains and stuff as cousin Jichao is in this line. Joked a lot and dad asked mum to get 1 curtain from him.. think mum must be quite glad..lolx.. then also talk about marriage… my sis 1st ba as I keep tai ji it away… dad in front of everyone told sis if she want to marry can do so anytime le… make sis speechless… think can expected it soon le after she graduate.
As for me…dad know my decision le… actually I do hope to marry soon… Cos I really love kids a lot and also want Jun to live with me a lot. But Jun don’t think so… After all these while together… I slowly also accepted her choice… actually now I also think a few years more will be good as we can save more and be more prepared.
7th may 2008 [Typing day]
Nothing much to do at work today.. basically been slacking since morning and updating the blog entries like now.. Since 10am I been typing non stop till now 12.50pm.. can you imagine that.. Huey Wen on MC today.. a bit hungry.. lucily Wenyong help me get lemon chicken rice.. . but the food here really cannot make it… lunch break going to over le… going to watch some show soon.. wahhahaha.. envy right?? Going to visit grandma and soccer after work today… ^_^
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
28th April – 7th May 2 long weeks of worry and relief... PART I
Ok now... once again… 2weeks had passed… since my last entry. Reason?? Due to someone whom is very important to me being hospitalize. Let me do a belief summary of the 2 week.
28th April 2008 Monday [A night of surprise and worries]
Normal working day…the only thing different was that played basketball with WY today after work at the park near my house. Wanted to see where his standard is and see what can be done... quite a fun session. After basketball went home bath b4 sending him home.
Dad and mum were leaving the house too when I was about to left the house with WY also... dad told me grandma was sick (food poisoning) and ask me go down visit her when I am free... Of course... told him I will.
While sending WY back home... drops by shell to pump petrol... saw this Ferrari model size 1:16. It really attracted me toward it. Despite the price tag saying $89.90, I bought the model. COOL!!! I really liked it.
After sending WY home... Went home put down my stuff b4 meeting Wz, Ww and Lou (joined us after work). Around 11+pm… Saw dad’s miss call and called back… Dad said they brought grandma to NUH to see doctor, told me not to worry and reminded me to go home early as next day there’s work. Thinking that it’s just usual normal food poisoning… I continued with Wz they all until 1am+ b4 calling to check if they had left NUH. As dad never answers my call, I assumed they either on the way home or back at grandma’s house. So headed home wash up and get myself ready to bed. Just when I was about to fall asleep around 3am. My hand phone rang... It was cousin Ah Bing. Told me grandma was admitted to ICU (Intensive Care Unit). As soon as the call ended, immediately jumped of my bed to change and rushed down to my bike to NUH.
Was still in shock while riding... keep asking myself “Didn’t they said it’s just food poisoning… how come becoming so serious??” Speeded down along pie at 140km half way bike dies off… but managed to start the engine again and continue heading for HUH.
Went straight to ER after parking my bike. Meet Up with mum and relative who explained to me what happened… My grandma was diagnosed with kidney failure… Critical and need to operate in 2hrs time… Mum told me dad cried earlier on but went back to grandma’s house to rest to alone for awhile. Wanted to call Jun to tell her what happened… but as usual can’t get her as she always off her phone while sleeping. Mind in a mess… just like everyone.
29th April 2008. Tuesday [Fighting back my tears]
Messaged Siti earlier on told her that I might need to take leave due to the situation... but in the end decided to go back and work 1st as still don’t know when the operation will take place as grandma’s blood still not stable yet.
Back at work... didn’t really have the energy as whole night had not sleep. Plus mood really down. Applied 1/2day afternoon leave. While telling Siti the reason… can’t really hold back my tears... Excused myself to the toilet to calm myself down before going back to the office.
Around 10.45am. My phone rang… It was from cousin Yin Jie. Told me come hospital straight as Grandma may not be able to make it and doctor advice all relative to go down and see her… told Siti I have to leave although it not 12noon yet.. Being understand, she told me to go ahead and she will cover for me. Really grateful toward her.
Went to the ICU once I reached. Most of the really were there. Learnt from them that during the operation… they realized a tumor in her large intestine and it was there for quite sometimes but none of use knew it… her kidney were not functioning and her lung and heart were very weak… heart stopped once during the operation. Went in to see her… she was lying on the bed with all the tubes in her. The strong and loud voice grandma. Can’t believe she is in this state now… can’t hold back my tears... went to the toilet and let out my emotional side… keep thinking… Sat when I visited her... she was still alright and talking as normal…but now…
Jun called and talked awhile on the phone... can’t hold back my tears while telling her… she reached in the evening to see grandma after her tuition.
Asked dad if he wanted to let sis know about it. At 1st he rejected the idea as wanted to let her concentrate on her studies… But later in the afternoon changed his mind asked me to get sister to fly back from Aus.
Called sis on her Singtel line but she didn’t pick up. So called Yongxian for her Aus no. and called her… Told her what happened and she can hardly react. Only when called again to inform us she will be taking the night flight and reaches Singapore morning 5+am… Then she started crying… made me cried in the end again… I can really understand how she feel… so far away and hardly anything she can do…She is suppose to be at Gold Coast enjoying her short break...she was looking forward to it so much but now have to cancel due to families…
30th April 2008 Wednesday [A Slight improvement and a Chelsea’s fan night]
Woke up from bed and saw sis. She’s back. She went straight to NUH once touched down in Singapore. Updated me that when she reached hospital… grandma was conscious and able to replied to her by nodding her head and opened her eye... But after that put under drug to stay semi conscious only as she still in pain from the operation. Was glad to hear that... sms-ed Jun to tell her and she was glad for grandma too... Really haven’t been nice to Jun since the incident happened… Really sorry toward her… she was always so nice & tolerance toward me when I was in the mood. Really love her a lot.
Went back to NUH after she unpacked her stuff and really saw much more improvement. Grandma would move her legs at times to find the comfortable position. She now able to hear what we say but not really able to react due to the drugs. Together with Yong Xian, Sis and I… sent Jun to her tuition place before we went to Singapore pools to buy some 4D. Was relief that there’s improvement… so when WW they all asked me out at night to watch soccer... Went home change and took a cab down as Ww will send me home.
Met them around 11.30pm at Cineleisure. Lou went and bought Harold and Kumar movie tickets for 1.30am show… was so puzzled as we supposed to watch soccer at 3am. Only then know kana conned by them to come down… if I knew earlier I would had stay home to watch soccer. Played some LAN games at E2 Max before watching the movie. The movie turned out to be excellent. Had a good time laughing…a good break away from all the tension these few days. After the movie managed to catch the 2nd half of champion league Semi clash between Chelsea Vs Liverpool. Chelsea really played with style... won 3-2 in extra time. After that went home rest for another day.
28th April 2008 Monday [A night of surprise and worries]
Normal working day…the only thing different was that played basketball with WY today after work at the park near my house. Wanted to see where his standard is and see what can be done... quite a fun session. After basketball went home bath b4 sending him home.
Dad and mum were leaving the house too when I was about to left the house with WY also... dad told me grandma was sick (food poisoning) and ask me go down visit her when I am free... Of course... told him I will.
While sending WY back home... drops by shell to pump petrol... saw this Ferrari model size 1:16. It really attracted me toward it. Despite the price tag saying $89.90, I bought the model. COOL!!! I really liked it.
After sending WY home... Went home put down my stuff b4 meeting Wz, Ww and Lou (joined us after work). Around 11+pm… Saw dad’s miss call and called back… Dad said they brought grandma to NUH to see doctor, told me not to worry and reminded me to go home early as next day there’s work. Thinking that it’s just usual normal food poisoning… I continued with Wz they all until 1am+ b4 calling to check if they had left NUH. As dad never answers my call, I assumed they either on the way home or back at grandma’s house. So headed home wash up and get myself ready to bed. Just when I was about to fall asleep around 3am. My hand phone rang... It was cousin Ah Bing. Told me grandma was admitted to ICU (Intensive Care Unit). As soon as the call ended, immediately jumped of my bed to change and rushed down to my bike to NUH.
Was still in shock while riding... keep asking myself “Didn’t they said it’s just food poisoning… how come becoming so serious??” Speeded down along pie at 140km half way bike dies off… but managed to start the engine again and continue heading for HUH.
Went straight to ER after parking my bike. Meet Up with mum and relative who explained to me what happened… My grandma was diagnosed with kidney failure… Critical and need to operate in 2hrs time… Mum told me dad cried earlier on but went back to grandma’s house to rest to alone for awhile. Wanted to call Jun to tell her what happened… but as usual can’t get her as she always off her phone while sleeping. Mind in a mess… just like everyone.
29th April 2008. Tuesday [Fighting back my tears]
Messaged Siti earlier on told her that I might need to take leave due to the situation... but in the end decided to go back and work 1st as still don’t know when the operation will take place as grandma’s blood still not stable yet.
Back at work... didn’t really have the energy as whole night had not sleep. Plus mood really down. Applied 1/2day afternoon leave. While telling Siti the reason… can’t really hold back my tears... Excused myself to the toilet to calm myself down before going back to the office.
Around 10.45am. My phone rang… It was from cousin Yin Jie. Told me come hospital straight as Grandma may not be able to make it and doctor advice all relative to go down and see her… told Siti I have to leave although it not 12noon yet.. Being understand, she told me to go ahead and she will cover for me. Really grateful toward her.
Went to the ICU once I reached. Most of the really were there. Learnt from them that during the operation… they realized a tumor in her large intestine and it was there for quite sometimes but none of use knew it… her kidney were not functioning and her lung and heart were very weak… heart stopped once during the operation. Went in to see her… she was lying on the bed with all the tubes in her. The strong and loud voice grandma. Can’t believe she is in this state now… can’t hold back my tears... went to the toilet and let out my emotional side… keep thinking… Sat when I visited her... she was still alright and talking as normal…but now…
Jun called and talked awhile on the phone... can’t hold back my tears while telling her… she reached in the evening to see grandma after her tuition.
Asked dad if he wanted to let sis know about it. At 1st he rejected the idea as wanted to let her concentrate on her studies… But later in the afternoon changed his mind asked me to get sister to fly back from Aus.
Called sis on her Singtel line but she didn’t pick up. So called Yongxian for her Aus no. and called her… Told her what happened and she can hardly react. Only when called again to inform us she will be taking the night flight and reaches Singapore morning 5+am… Then she started crying… made me cried in the end again… I can really understand how she feel… so far away and hardly anything she can do…She is suppose to be at Gold Coast enjoying her short break...she was looking forward to it so much but now have to cancel due to families…
30th April 2008 Wednesday [A Slight improvement and a Chelsea’s fan night]
Woke up from bed and saw sis. She’s back. She went straight to NUH once touched down in Singapore. Updated me that when she reached hospital… grandma was conscious and able to replied to her by nodding her head and opened her eye... But after that put under drug to stay semi conscious only as she still in pain from the operation. Was glad to hear that... sms-ed Jun to tell her and she was glad for grandma too... Really haven’t been nice to Jun since the incident happened… Really sorry toward her… she was always so nice & tolerance toward me when I was in the mood. Really love her a lot.
Went back to NUH after she unpacked her stuff and really saw much more improvement. Grandma would move her legs at times to find the comfortable position. She now able to hear what we say but not really able to react due to the drugs. Together with Yong Xian, Sis and I… sent Jun to her tuition place before we went to Singapore pools to buy some 4D. Was relief that there’s improvement… so when WW they all asked me out at night to watch soccer... Went home change and took a cab down as Ww will send me home.
Met them around 11.30pm at Cineleisure. Lou went and bought Harold and Kumar movie tickets for 1.30am show… was so puzzled as we supposed to watch soccer at 3am. Only then know kana conned by them to come down… if I knew earlier I would had stay home to watch soccer. Played some LAN games at E2 Max before watching the movie. The movie turned out to be excellent. Had a good time laughing…a good break away from all the tension these few days. After the movie managed to catch the 2nd half of champion league Semi clash between Chelsea Vs Liverpool. Chelsea really played with style... won 3-2 in extra time. After that went home rest for another day.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday 27th Apr 2008 Slack Slack Slack .. n simple yet enjoyable SAt
At work now.. actually not really consider working la.. more like surfing net... playing game... cheating the $$.. lolx.. but have to say.. boring... no choice.. pay low have to do this kinda stuff lo..
going to leave company at around 6.30pm i guess.. was bore wanted to meet pple up for dinner.. msg xp whether free.. that gal actually said she can from 6pm-7pm cos bf go dentist... -.- like that i rather dun meet la..so rush.. so.. most likely heading home later and clear up my room of comic... hai~~ giving them all away to my uncle to sell... room filled with it... after 10+yrs of collection... finally really firmly decided to give this hobbit up... Good Bye my Childhood...~~~
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26th Apr 2008 Simple Couple day
Anyway...Sat was gald... had a great time with my darling jun.. end work at 11.30am and went over to grandma house... got dear jun permission and place bet on Chelsea match.. $100.. waited for jun at grandma house.. 2nd aunt was there too.. was tired and accidentally fell asleep.. when i opened my eye.. my angel was right infront of me le...
left grandma house around 1+pm and headed home... had lunch by mum.. then spent sometime "reflect" things we did over the week... around 4+pm had early dinner as i was hungry.. mum cooked all jun favourite dishes ..always like that 1...
rest a while until 7+pm and watched Chelsea Vs Man united.. Chelsea played very well until around 60min when they gave away a stupid goal to man united.. damn pissed off that i stopped watching..changed my clothes and went out with jun le..
Had thomson prata... orderd.. 1 cheese. 1 egg. 1 chocalate and a kuay teow goreng.. conculsion.. too much... after supper send jun home b4 i head home.. was too tired to do anything so went straight home and sleep.. (after i vomitted from the over eating..of course...poor me again...)
Simple sat.. but i love every moment with jun... if only jun also think this way.. ^_^
PS: CHELSEA WON 2-1 over MAN U in the END.. CHELSEA RULEZ!!! MAN U SUCKS
going to leave company at around 6.30pm i guess.. was bore wanted to meet pple up for dinner.. msg xp whether free.. that gal actually said she can from 6pm-7pm cos bf go dentist... -.- like that i rather dun meet la..so rush.. so.. most likely heading home later and clear up my room of comic... hai~~ giving them all away to my uncle to sell... room filled with it... after 10+yrs of collection... finally really firmly decided to give this hobbit up... Good Bye my Childhood...~~~
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26th Apr 2008 Simple Couple day
Anyway...Sat was gald... had a great time with my darling jun.. end work at 11.30am and went over to grandma house... got dear jun permission and place bet on Chelsea match.. $100.. waited for jun at grandma house.. 2nd aunt was there too.. was tired and accidentally fell asleep.. when i opened my eye.. my angel was right infront of me le...
left grandma house around 1+pm and headed home... had lunch by mum.. then spent sometime "reflect" things we did over the week... around 4+pm had early dinner as i was hungry.. mum cooked all jun favourite dishes ..always like that 1...
rest a while until 7+pm and watched Chelsea Vs Man united.. Chelsea played very well until around 60min when they gave away a stupid goal to man united.. damn pissed off that i stopped watching..changed my clothes and went out with jun le..
Had thomson prata... orderd.. 1 cheese. 1 egg. 1 chocalate and a kuay teow goreng.. conculsion.. too much... after supper send jun home b4 i head home.. was too tired to do anything so went straight home and sleep.. (after i vomitted from the over eating..of course...poor me again...)
Simple sat.. but i love every moment with jun... if only jun also think this way.. ^_^
PS: CHELSEA WON 2-1 over MAN U in the END.. CHELSEA RULEZ!!! MAN U SUCKS
Friday, April 25, 2008
25th April 2008 Busy Busy Day Moody Moody Mood
Been 2+ week since I updated.. not as if I was lazy…(okok..partly) but due to my internet down… Stupid Star Hub... and also everytime i wanna type.. someone came by..or need to do work.. Anyway.. Past week had been fine with work family and jun…till today..
Currently busy at work doing some manpower planning for my next coming up project.. gald to be still under the same big boss.. quite a quite week beside playing soccer with wz they on wed… work till 10pm yesterday.. but worth it la in term of money and achievement.. staying back today to finish up some stuff and surf net.. cheapo but no choice… house no connection ma..
Everything was fine until that dumb gf of mine piss me off.. luckily I don’t ever need to count on her to have a good day if not I will been long in the grave.. Jun messed up at work due to her over confident and slackness.. she deserved it I will said.. yesterday just reminded her still like that… forever push blame to the whole world instead of herself…
Cry over spilled milk..what’s the use… Hope this’ll be a good lesson to her..
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
Hope things will change for the better.. lonely and lousy..
8.17pm
Currently busy at work doing some manpower planning for my next coming up project.. gald to be still under the same big boss.. quite a quite week beside playing soccer with wz they on wed… work till 10pm yesterday.. but worth it la in term of money and achievement.. staying back today to finish up some stuff and surf net.. cheapo but no choice… house no connection ma..
Everything was fine until that dumb gf of mine piss me off.. luckily I don’t ever need to count on her to have a good day if not I will been long in the grave.. Jun messed up at work due to her over confident and slackness.. she deserved it I will said.. yesterday just reminded her still like that… forever push blame to the whole world instead of herself…
Cry over spilled milk..what’s the use… Hope this’ll be a good lesson to her..
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
Hope things will change for the better.. lonely and lousy..
8.17pm
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
wow..times flies... as usual... the whole week... 1st-9th apr
hmmm topics today.. time sure passes by even b4 we notice... been a week since i last post anything here...
kk.. let's refresh my memories then...
1st of april (tue).. simply just a normal working day... played soccer in the evening... then had a drink and headed back home had a shower..talked to dear b4 watching soccer.... man u trashed roma 2-0... sad... nv like man u...bacelona won 1-0.. and i got owned by not sleeping...
2nd april (wed) ... totally exhausted from soccer... daze at work but still managed to finish what's given to me...went home at 6.30pm.. slack and do my own stuffs b4 sleeping...
3rd april (thurs)... worked.. went home 6.30pm and meet andy they all go ktv at 9pm.. had a great time but spent alot too... drink no drive.. ^_^ reached home at 3am.
4th april (Fri)... work.. fetched pj at 6pm and went meet up with mum and dad for my lunar bday dinner... bike batt give way... had a hard time pushing the bike to start it.. pissed off... spent $95 to change a new batt... luckily food was nice.. had a nice dinner with them b4 sending pj home while mum dad went china town.... love dear dear alot..tolerating my temper... *muak*
5th april (sat) after work suppose to visit Jy at hopital.. but was tired so changed my mind... supposed to meet up with dear but had a quarrel... ended up i fell asleep... when woke up things got woke.. met YuJ they all around 10+pm for no. ball.. lost... think i deserved it.... (i am sorry dear jun)
6th April (sun)... cousin' wedding... supposed to go work but i choosed to slack at home... finally sort things out with dear dear... (so gald ^_^) . yongxian came fetch mum dad and me at 5pm..on the way picked up pj from her house to marriot hotel..where the dinner will be host... just in time(6pm) for the ROM session but due over crowded inside.. pj,yongxian and me stayed outside.. and i got myself lectured by dad for doing that... hai~ went for the cocktail.. until around 8pm then manage to go into the ball room... leg aching lor.. dinner was alright... and my cousin really looks beautiful... dinner started at 8.30pm.. but to my suprise 10.30pm ended le... on the way send pj back.. she was so tired and lied on my shoulder.. always like the look of her sleeping.. simply so sweet and adorable... asked yong xian dropped me off at holland V as meeting up ww they for a short while.. rather short but chat out heart out... lou sent us to wz's place where later i rode ww's bike back to my place b4 ww went home... and oh ya.. special thanks to yong xian for helping me to get the ferrari cars... now left 1 more to compete my collection.. thanks to lou for exchanging too. ^_^
7th Apr (mon)... monday blue...somehow managed to woke up at 6.15am and left home 6.45am to work... finished my stuff for the day and watched some downloaded show i put in my harddisk... went home at 6.30pm had my dinner and did my stuff b4 sleeping....
8th Apr (Tue)... work..slack..watch show as usual... rained the whole afternoon... wore raincoat when i went home... meet dear dear around 6.30pm instead of 6pm due to the rain... luckily 1 of her nice work mate sent her to the nearest mrt station... had dinner at home..ok alright.. after dinner update each other our days b4 watching channel 8 "Qiang Tang Xin Dong" liked the show alot... always prefer happy ending... then watched misubitshi challenge.. not as nice as last week... dear dear was so tired that she fell asleep while watching... let her sleep until 10.30pm then sent her home... ww asked to meet up... but Jun said she wanted supper 1st ..so went jurong west prata with her..had maggi goreng and egg prata... sent her home after supper and went nandai meet up with ww they all..
And guess what.. they met at S11 lo.. miscommunication.. no choice had to from nan dai go over to taman jurong.. on the way at this junction.. i was on right of way going straight when this lancer from the opp direction made a sudden right turn right b4 me... jammed brake all the way and the taxi behind me honked him... luckily managed to avoid..if not sure jia lat.. finally made up with wz they all and called pj to update her too... sat there till around 1am b4 going home bath and get ready for soccer again... Hai.. arsenal got knocked out by liverpool... they can blame no 1.. on the bright side.. CHELSEA WON 2-0.. i believe if they continue play like they did.. champion will definely be them.. GO Chelsea go!!!!
9th april(Wed).... typing this entry this very moment.. slacked the whole day cos finished my stuff b4 lunch... was tired due to soccer.... glad dear dear make it tru her observation.. YEA!!!!!
watched some show in the office and using internet..even at this moment...lolx.. going to stayed till quite late i guess.. earning ot.. nv ot much recently... slacker me... Tonight will be another night of soccer.... althought quite impossible,,, but hope roma can fight back and knock MAN U out.. lolx.... ok.. will stop here now.. continue to surf net... =P
7.27pm
kk.. let's refresh my memories then...
1st of april (tue).. simply just a normal working day... played soccer in the evening... then had a drink and headed back home had a shower..talked to dear b4 watching soccer.... man u trashed roma 2-0... sad... nv like man u...bacelona won 1-0.. and i got owned by not sleeping...
2nd april (wed) ... totally exhausted from soccer... daze at work but still managed to finish what's given to me...went home at 6.30pm.. slack and do my own stuffs b4 sleeping...
3rd april (thurs)... worked.. went home 6.30pm and meet andy they all go ktv at 9pm.. had a great time but spent alot too... drink no drive.. ^_^ reached home at 3am.
4th april (Fri)... work.. fetched pj at 6pm and went meet up with mum and dad for my lunar bday dinner... bike batt give way... had a hard time pushing the bike to start it.. pissed off... spent $95 to change a new batt... luckily food was nice.. had a nice dinner with them b4 sending pj home while mum dad went china town.... love dear dear alot..tolerating my temper... *muak*
5th april (sat) after work suppose to visit Jy at hopital.. but was tired so changed my mind... supposed to meet up with dear but had a quarrel... ended up i fell asleep... when woke up things got woke.. met YuJ they all around 10+pm for no. ball.. lost... think i deserved it.... (i am sorry dear jun)
6th April (sun)... cousin' wedding... supposed to go work but i choosed to slack at home... finally sort things out with dear dear... (so gald ^_^) . yongxian came fetch mum dad and me at 5pm..on the way picked up pj from her house to marriot hotel..where the dinner will be host... just in time(6pm) for the ROM session but due over crowded inside.. pj,yongxian and me stayed outside.. and i got myself lectured by dad for doing that... hai~ went for the cocktail.. until around 8pm then manage to go into the ball room... leg aching lor.. dinner was alright... and my cousin really looks beautiful... dinner started at 8.30pm.. but to my suprise 10.30pm ended le... on the way send pj back.. she was so tired and lied on my shoulder.. always like the look of her sleeping.. simply so sweet and adorable... asked yong xian dropped me off at holland V as meeting up ww they for a short while.. rather short but chat out heart out... lou sent us to wz's place where later i rode ww's bike back to my place b4 ww went home... and oh ya.. special thanks to yong xian for helping me to get the ferrari cars... now left 1 more to compete my collection.. thanks to lou for exchanging too. ^_^
7th Apr (mon)... monday blue...somehow managed to woke up at 6.15am and left home 6.45am to work... finished my stuff for the day and watched some downloaded show i put in my harddisk... went home at 6.30pm had my dinner and did my stuff b4 sleeping....
8th Apr (Tue)... work..slack..watch show as usual... rained the whole afternoon... wore raincoat when i went home... meet dear dear around 6.30pm instead of 6pm due to the rain... luckily 1 of her nice work mate sent her to the nearest mrt station... had dinner at home..ok alright.. after dinner update each other our days b4 watching channel 8 "Qiang Tang Xin Dong" liked the show alot... always prefer happy ending... then watched misubitshi challenge.. not as nice as last week... dear dear was so tired that she fell asleep while watching... let her sleep until 10.30pm then sent her home... ww asked to meet up... but Jun said she wanted supper 1st ..so went jurong west prata with her..had maggi goreng and egg prata... sent her home after supper and went nandai meet up with ww they all..
And guess what.. they met at S11 lo.. miscommunication.. no choice had to from nan dai go over to taman jurong.. on the way at this junction.. i was on right of way going straight when this lancer from the opp direction made a sudden right turn right b4 me... jammed brake all the way and the taxi behind me honked him... luckily managed to avoid..if not sure jia lat.. finally made up with wz they all and called pj to update her too... sat there till around 1am b4 going home bath and get ready for soccer again... Hai.. arsenal got knocked out by liverpool... they can blame no 1.. on the bright side.. CHELSEA WON 2-0.. i believe if they continue play like they did.. champion will definely be them.. GO Chelsea go!!!!
9th april(Wed).... typing this entry this very moment.. slacked the whole day cos finished my stuff b4 lunch... was tired due to soccer.... glad dear dear make it tru her observation.. YEA!!!!!
watched some show in the office and using internet..even at this moment...lolx.. going to stayed till quite late i guess.. earning ot.. nv ot much recently... slacker me... Tonight will be another night of soccer.... althought quite impossible,,, but hope roma can fight back and knock MAN U out.. lolx.... ok.. will stop here now.. continue to surf net... =P
7.27pm
Monday, March 31, 2008
31st march 2008 Mon blue
31st march 2008 Mon blue
Dad woke me up this morning again... guess this is the normal routine to check on me le... hahaha… make it in time to work as usual. Had a slack morning don’t feel like doing anything. Ate sandwiches in the office for my breakfast and went toilet a few times… -.-
Watched some shows… talk cock with the pple in my office… sometimes really wondering whether am I really working or not… luckily I had a nice boss and department head…
Lunch time went out with yong to nan dai central da bao kfc.. nice but fattening.. and ended up got scolded by Jun over the phone when I told her… ( wo zhi cuo le).. after lunch did my stuff and showed to boss…together with my leave form under it…lolx… His eye damn sharp lo… 1 grance only saw it le… But like I said… he is a very nice guy… so approved my leave for wed afternoon as long as I get things done… ^_^
Actually nothing much now… updating blog in the office and going to visit JY later in the hospital… should be leaving office at 9pm… watching 1 more “yuan lai wo bu shuai” esp ba… LOLX…
7.35pm
Dad woke me up this morning again... guess this is the normal routine to check on me le... hahaha… make it in time to work as usual. Had a slack morning don’t feel like doing anything. Ate sandwiches in the office for my breakfast and went toilet a few times… -.-
Watched some shows… talk cock with the pple in my office… sometimes really wondering whether am I really working or not… luckily I had a nice boss and department head…
Lunch time went out with yong to nan dai central da bao kfc.. nice but fattening.. and ended up got scolded by Jun over the phone when I told her… ( wo zhi cuo le).. after lunch did my stuff and showed to boss…together with my leave form under it…lolx… His eye damn sharp lo… 1 grance only saw it le… But like I said… he is a very nice guy… so approved my leave for wed afternoon as long as I get things done… ^_^
Actually nothing much now… updating blog in the office and going to visit JY later in the hospital… should be leaving office at 9pm… watching 1 more “yuan lai wo bu shuai” esp ba… LOLX…
7.35pm
30th march 2008 my actual bday
30th march 2008 my actual bday
Woke up at 6+am today… gone to work as usual as need to settle some stuff in office. But after reaching... apparently nothing much for me to do… So left around 12noon to my 2nd aunt house as they cooked lunch... (Some sorts of tradition b4 someone get marry).
Talked to dear on the phone awhile updating her on what happened throughout the day.
Around 2+pm went home to rest before meeting ww they all for my bday dinner.
Left the house round 6.25pm when we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm… (They sure late 1) reached bugis around 6.50pm yet some of them haven reach... met them up and they passed me the gift which was a t shirt from addidas... the design not bad la… ^_^ so after that went for zi cha dinner...
The usual place we went renovated... didn’t really like it as I prefer eating in round table instead... So went to the restaurant which I went with the pri pple the time... Ordered 6 dishes… asked the waitress to serve awhile later as we were waiting for ww whom had overslept as he woke up to work 4am this morning... But after around 10min of waiting… all of us got hungry and decided to not to wait for him le... lolx … luckily when the food was served he arrived...
Once ww sit down and touches the chopsticks... we started to chiong the food… yummy and nice… we have no table manners 1...just poke here and there...that’s our tradition... If u are slow. Then u will be left with no food... Within 20min… we finished up our dinner. Scary…lolx. Seat there to rest awhile and had a few games of “Zhong Ji Mi Ma” loser had to eat up 2 spoonful of the left over rice… quite fun...
After that… we shifted location to cine‘s E2Max for LAN game.. Really had a great time as quite awhile since we last played together… only until 12+pm then we went home separately…
Received some sms from friends wishing me happy bday... was grateful... But the person that touches me the most… is still my dear dear Jun... and oh.. oh ya... older by 1 year once again... anyone has the time machine?
Woke up at 6+am today… gone to work as usual as need to settle some stuff in office. But after reaching... apparently nothing much for me to do… So left around 12noon to my 2nd aunt house as they cooked lunch... (Some sorts of tradition b4 someone get marry).
Talked to dear on the phone awhile updating her on what happened throughout the day.
Around 2+pm went home to rest before meeting ww they all for my bday dinner.
Left the house round 6.25pm when we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm… (They sure late 1) reached bugis around 6.50pm yet some of them haven reach... met them up and they passed me the gift which was a t shirt from addidas... the design not bad la… ^_^ so after that went for zi cha dinner...
The usual place we went renovated... didn’t really like it as I prefer eating in round table instead... So went to the restaurant which I went with the pri pple the time... Ordered 6 dishes… asked the waitress to serve awhile later as we were waiting for ww whom had overslept as he woke up to work 4am this morning... But after around 10min of waiting… all of us got hungry and decided to not to wait for him le... lolx … luckily when the food was served he arrived...
Once ww sit down and touches the chopsticks... we started to chiong the food… yummy and nice… we have no table manners 1...just poke here and there...that’s our tradition... If u are slow. Then u will be left with no food... Within 20min… we finished up our dinner. Scary…lolx. Seat there to rest awhile and had a few games of “Zhong Ji Mi Ma” loser had to eat up 2 spoonful of the left over rice… quite fun...
After that… we shifted location to cine‘s E2Max for LAN game.. Really had a great time as quite awhile since we last played together… only until 12+pm then we went home separately…
Received some sms from friends wishing me happy bday... was grateful... But the person that touches me the most… is still my dear dear Jun... and oh.. oh ya... older by 1 year once again... anyone has the time machine?
Sunday, March 30, 2008
29th march 2008 Pre bday celebration with jun
29th march 2008
Been a long long time since I updated my blog. Been busy plus lazy...hahaha.
A lot of things happened since 2007 till now... like sis went oversea studies...I got injured... dad got injured... friends got injured... … all the unfortunate incidents taking place... ok la... not really that bad actually... just being a bit kua zahng.. Now in the office slacking so make use of the chance to update some stuff...
29th march 2008 [Pre bday celebration with my dearest Jun]
As usual. Need dad to wake me up at 6.45am to wash up and go work... sometimes really wondering how life will be for me without him... (Shake head...) reached office at 7.25am. Manage to slack in the office till 11.30am as it’s sat. Packed up and went grandma’s house.
Reaches grandma’s place around 12noon. Had a chat with her and also received a ang bao from her for studies... always enjoy having grandma to myself as I can almost tell her anything... and knowing her health is good always make me feel comfort.. (Till now I still miss grandpa a lot at times)
Left grandma’s house at 1pm to fetch dear dear from her place... in the lift opened the ang bao and realized she gave me a lot $$ (won’t disclose the amount). Think I will give back some to her on the next visit.
Picked dear dear at 1.15pm... She looks gorgeous… always think she looks good in blue and white… ^_^
Went NUH to pass J.Y the DVDs I promised him... hope he recover soon…I never like visiting friends in hospital... make me feel uneasy... After visiting leaving NUH... we went back to dear’s place to get some stuff as she forgotten to take before heading to ART HOUSE for lunch. She really sweet I must said... she planned the day programes with some choices for me to choose from it like playing a board game...
Ate Vietnamese food there... the quality of the food is ok only but the service was splendid. After lunch, headed back to my house for our next program (chill??)
Reached back at my place around 4.45pm... Counted the coins meow’s stomach acuminated and whoa... it’s really quite a sum in that fat cat... then we slacked awhile before leaving my house at 6.30pm.. (Suppose to leave at 6.20pm… got nagged for dragging the time).
Luckily we reached back marina area on time... if not I will be in deep shit... dear dear surprised me by buying the Singapore flyer tickets. Really sweet of her… went and enjoyed the overall view of Singapore… took quite some photos up there too.
After alighted from the flyer… was thinking of taking a walk around the place but Jun said she had booked the movie tickets at Leisure Park (kallang). So we went down to collect our tickets before heading for a dinner at Frosti. Had carbonara, some snails and garlic bread... The meal ok only but the bread was yummy… ^_^ Went for the movie at 9.05pm… The movie sucks... lame and funny never mind... it’s not even funny… but never mind… at least dear was there.. =) went play some hoop games after the movies and head for cheesecake café at east coast rd... My favorite!!
Had an American cheese cake and a chocolate cheese cake while dear dear had a chocolate mousse cake it thinks. Had a wonderful time there… the café knowing it’s my bday gave use extra ice cream too… very sweet of them... stayed there till after 12mn.. Dear dear sang a bday song for me I made my wishes... hope all my wishes come true...
Left the café around 12+mn heading for home... on the way back along ecp... saw a wrecked convertible car [SGT plate some more]... over turned... stopped our bike and went over see any help need... the driver and the passenger managed to climb out of the car.. The passengers escaped with some scratches but the driver palm’s skin was badly torn... most of bones of his fingers can be seem…ask jun not to look but she still did... offered some water for him to rinse his palm... and advice him not to use tissue.. As the crowd getting bigger... Jun and I decided to leave...at the same time. The police arrived...
Sent dear dear home before head for home… quite tired…but enjoyed my day out with her… managed to give her a call before I knock out.. preparing myself for another working day on sun.. -.-
30th march 2008 11am. Happy Bday to me
Been a long long time since I updated my blog. Been busy plus lazy...hahaha.
A lot of things happened since 2007 till now... like sis went oversea studies...I got injured... dad got injured... friends got injured... … all the unfortunate incidents taking place... ok la... not really that bad actually... just being a bit kua zahng.. Now in the office slacking so make use of the chance to update some stuff...
29th march 2008 [Pre bday celebration with my dearest Jun]
As usual. Need dad to wake me up at 6.45am to wash up and go work... sometimes really wondering how life will be for me without him... (Shake head...) reached office at 7.25am. Manage to slack in the office till 11.30am as it’s sat. Packed up and went grandma’s house.
Reaches grandma’s place around 12noon. Had a chat with her and also received a ang bao from her for studies... always enjoy having grandma to myself as I can almost tell her anything... and knowing her health is good always make me feel comfort.. (Till now I still miss grandpa a lot at times)
Left grandma’s house at 1pm to fetch dear dear from her place... in the lift opened the ang bao and realized she gave me a lot $$ (won’t disclose the amount). Think I will give back some to her on the next visit.
Picked dear dear at 1.15pm... She looks gorgeous… always think she looks good in blue and white… ^_^
Went NUH to pass J.Y the DVDs I promised him... hope he recover soon…I never like visiting friends in hospital... make me feel uneasy... After visiting leaving NUH... we went back to dear’s place to get some stuff as she forgotten to take before heading to ART HOUSE for lunch. She really sweet I must said... she planned the day programes with some choices for me to choose from it like playing a board game...
Ate Vietnamese food there... the quality of the food is ok only but the service was splendid. After lunch, headed back to my house for our next program (chill??)
Reached back at my place around 4.45pm... Counted the coins meow’s stomach acuminated and whoa... it’s really quite a sum in that fat cat... then we slacked awhile before leaving my house at 6.30pm.. (Suppose to leave at 6.20pm… got nagged for dragging the time).
Luckily we reached back marina area on time... if not I will be in deep shit... dear dear surprised me by buying the Singapore flyer tickets. Really sweet of her… went and enjoyed the overall view of Singapore… took quite some photos up there too.
After alighted from the flyer… was thinking of taking a walk around the place but Jun said she had booked the movie tickets at Leisure Park (kallang). So we went down to collect our tickets before heading for a dinner at Frosti. Had carbonara, some snails and garlic bread... The meal ok only but the bread was yummy… ^_^ Went for the movie at 9.05pm… The movie sucks... lame and funny never mind... it’s not even funny… but never mind… at least dear was there.. =) went play some hoop games after the movies and head for cheesecake café at east coast rd... My favorite!!
Had an American cheese cake and a chocolate cheese cake while dear dear had a chocolate mousse cake it thinks. Had a wonderful time there… the café knowing it’s my bday gave use extra ice cream too… very sweet of them... stayed there till after 12mn.. Dear dear sang a bday song for me I made my wishes... hope all my wishes come true...
Left the café around 12+mn heading for home... on the way back along ecp... saw a wrecked convertible car [SGT plate some more]... over turned... stopped our bike and went over see any help need... the driver and the passenger managed to climb out of the car.. The passengers escaped with some scratches but the driver palm’s skin was badly torn... most of bones of his fingers can be seem…ask jun not to look but she still did... offered some water for him to rinse his palm... and advice him not to use tissue.. As the crowd getting bigger... Jun and I decided to leave...at the same time. The police arrived...
Sent dear dear home before head for home… quite tired…but enjoyed my day out with her… managed to give her a call before I knock out.. preparing myself for another working day on sun.. -.-
30th march 2008 11am. Happy Bday to me
Friday, June 22, 2007
Breaking Down
Have you ever encounter this..
no matter how hard you try.. life just isn't what it should be..
no matter how hard you try.. still get hurts..
no matter how hard you give.. in return just lies..
Really a joke..
a big big joke...
how are we going to believe in other when all we face in daily life are just lies.. hidden facts..
all i want now is to run away
hide in my room...
disappear from this world.. but i know i can't
No one will know..
You wouldn't know what it`s like..
to be me..
no matter how hard you try.. life just isn't what it should be..
no matter how hard you try.. still get hurts..
no matter how hard you give.. in return just lies..
Really a joke..
a big big joke...
how are we going to believe in other when all we face in daily life are just lies.. hidden facts..
all i want now is to run away
hide in my room...
disappear from this world.. but i know i can't
No one will know..
You wouldn't know what it`s like..
to be me..
Sunday, December 03, 2006
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试着灌醉...心却还是清醒...
试着忘记...却更记忆深刻...
许下了承诺...却也亲手一一打碎...
问你可曾...真的为我想过...
无法否认...错不完全是你...
我多多少少...也造成今天的局面...
遇上你...
究竟是上天的安排...
还是恶魔开的一个玩笑...
开心的记忆...
如今都变成伤心回忆...
很爱...所以心很痛...
真心付出..换来的却是灰色世界.....
身体上的伤口...会复原...
心灵上的伤口...却将会是永远...
爱你...并不后悔...
后悔的...是为何没能留住你...
试着忘记...却更记忆深刻...
许下了承诺...却也亲手一一打碎...
问你可曾...真的为我想过...
无法否认...错不完全是你...
我多多少少...也造成今天的局面...
遇上你...
究竟是上天的安排...
还是恶魔开的一个玩笑...
开心的记忆...
如今都变成伤心回忆...
很爱...所以心很痛...
真心付出..换来的却是灰色世界.....
身体上的伤口...会复原...
心灵上的伤口...却将会是永远...
爱你...并不后悔...
后悔的...是为何没能留住你...
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