up and down..ended with happiness

Really pack up with stuff here and there... wanted to find time to update the past whole mth events as quite meaningful to me... but can't seem tofind the time... anyway... think will do that when i am really free ba....

ok.. let talk about last week...basically a very bz week in army.. training and training... but thanx goddess..jun always there for me after a long tiring day....to brighten u p my day...that`s how important she mean to me...always gif me the energy to goes on....had some up and down here and there but wun go into that....

sat 15 oct 2005... reached home around 1pm had lunch...something happened which nearly made my heart stopped...This was what happened...(cut short) was polishing my bike.. left my puch on my sis bike. in between us was another empty lot for bike.. then this scooter came in between... as my hand was dirty.. nv keep th e pouch by my side...inside >>>my dad wallet which i accidentally took from house..my wallet...my hp..and keys...did keep an eye on it till i turn around wash my hand... when i turn back.. the puch gone..so was the scooter.... totally blank at that moment...can't think much...main reason no t cos my stufff..but my dad wallet which has quite some important document and cash...

Ran all the way to police station which around 600m away...lend the phone and call my hp... then called home ask them to keep calling...not much help..ran all the way back to the carpark hoping the soul will retrun... negative too.. so helpless..went home.. kana scold... deserved it... juz when dad saying.."u think now call the hp still got use meh if the person really meant to take it..." the house phone rang... the voice in the phone say "ni bu jian dong xi ah" >>u lost something ah?... the feeling as if kana toto 1st prize.... met the kind soul back at the carpark....he delivered it all the back from somewhere els...then explained that he was riding then keep hearding hp ringing..then only when reached the location then realise got a pouch infront of his bike... *think must be that scooter took my pouch from my sis bike and place in in that basket..nbz... cos only we 2 were there all the long...and the greatest thing was... everything still inside... $$,document...phone...everything... really grateful for his honesty..the uncle said he last time also kana these kinda thing b4 and the person send it back to his house.. so he noe how i feel...

The End

what i wanna say... really feel lucky.. 9 out of 10 pple.. saw $$ hp... will take and heck care... only 1 will return the ic or so... and 1 dunno out of how many will return everything... so why not try to be the 1/10 pple next time... cos u wi ll nv noe how grateful the other will be... and how important these stuff meant to them...

then evening met ww for prata b4 i meet pj at 6pm..went cine for movie..40yrs old virgin... damn funny...tru out the show laughing..but jun can't understand some of it...after the movie met up with jy go get a cake for ms b4 head for ktv... ms was late..but good la.. manage to surprise her in the end...enjoyed myself singing with jun and eating the cake..haha... only till 2am when it end then sent jun home...and headed to boonlay meet up ww they all for a small gathering which ended up playing majong...won a little bit thanx to jun my lcky star as usual...*nd they all said nxt time cannot let me recieve any call b4 i play le..lolx* around 5am went home and then sleep

16oct 2005

had a weird dream...ok...not really weird... juz something that made me dun feel good...feel low or whatever... affected me totally... and i am really d umb enough to accidentally affected jun too...spoiling her wonderful morning...nothing to eat at home...lazy to buy food also...lazy to do anything..had a slight fever...then talked to jun for awhile she said she bz..had to hang up...so no choice...around 1/2hr later.. she called.. said she is outside my house... -.- that dumb gf..actually came all the way down... though touch but wun wan her to do this kinda stuffs especially when she`s bz... bought food for me somemore knowing i will not step out of the house... very sweet of her...sort things out also.. and promise won't think that way again... then ..****very important**** ... around 1.30pm then company her to the taxi stand to wait for cab as she going tuition... really love her for all these things she do for me... really guilty of me to be such lousy bf... she deserved to be treat better...ya....i dun mean i am giving her up to some better guys... juz saying i will improve and be better...cos dunno how many good gals are there out there.. but at least i found 1 of them.. and i will cherish this only 1 that i love with all i can and forever...now 4.53pm le.. time to pack bag le... tml field camp... going to miss jun alot...looking forward to next book out...

**And jun..if u happened to read.. juz wanna tell u.. dun worry... i know how to take care and look after myself...will prmoise not to do what u told me again..and ya pls.. try sleeping early and have proper meals...look after urself... if unwell dun take stuff that will make u feel worse... though nv always say but i do will worry... especially in army now and can't really take good care of u..so pls do help me by taking good care of urself... **

Been a long time....

well.. lost count on how long i haven update...so consider good news or bad... hmm.. basically due to insufficient time now adays..alot i wanna say and sare yet not enough time..or maybe i am juz lazy...will update what i didn't next week...=)

1st oct 2005 (ww`s bday + chatting heart to heart + freedpm + meet gal)

hmm..yesterday was consider a wonderful night...met gal go ww`s bday..met up the rest there ..gal abit bore...sorry*.. really grateful for her company..though can tell she abit bore...went to the beach for a walk and sat down with gal..when wanna go accidentally let her foot wear dropped into the the sea and helpless-ly watches it being wash away..due to my dumb-ness...went back cut cake and then went off for movie...bought a pair of slipper for gal as ..the lousy 1 snapped..after movie C bride..went TB hill to tour..can't find that place ..think i remenber wrongly ba..after sent gal home.

went back chalet..had alot of funs.. and after that went to the beach hoping to find back that lost foot wear..drank abitwith the rest and lie on the stone for a chat..indeed heart to heart session..guess this is what we always do...wht`s bro for...though life bz and may stress sometimes..but will always be there for 1 another..think alot and realise how xinfu i was... but to be frank..alot of things in life is not up to us control weather to come or go...but we can make a different by thinking the solution to it after it happened instead of giving out...life is like a game..every level a different difficulties...a new expreience..focus on what u should now...a little bit by bit make a very dfferntt... anyway.. alot to say about tonight and the past 1 mth.. will definetely go into details next week..alot thoughts in mind..

for those whose always there for me...thanx alot..to gal "thanx for everything u did...u r more than i can ask for..." to those who think living a mess...dun give up..look around us and realise how many worse..but we all pull tru..alittle down will gain u big steps in future..hang on there...there`s always be someone there lending u a shoulder...if not.. i will be the 1...

quite rush now so everything ver unclear..but..i will be back=)