Been quite sometimes since lighted up a stick... what's actually got into me... Why do things have to turn out this way...when trust is being treated like a fool... betray surface.. Not very sure how should i discrib this feeling... definitely not anger.. but really feel the pain in the heart... always thought this kinda pain only happened in movie... never expected that the pain can really be felt...
How trust can be build when everything started with lies.. and no doubt is going to end due to lie.. I admit i was at fault too... but one things for sure... there`s no way i can ever accept lies.. in fact.. it`s amazing that this has go so far... I don't wanna go back to my old self.. years!!! i used years to be what i am today.. but i am detorying it !! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The pain is still there... no one will understand.. and i don't think i will ever share with anyone... Let dreams remain as dreams.. reality remain as they are.. stop dreaming and come back to reality... not all ugly ducklings can ever become a swam 1 day...
hopes fade..heart ach... I`m really Giving up... Because i am really tire of trying...
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