Sunday, October 16, 2005

up and down..ended with happiness

Really pack up with stuff here and there... wanted to find time to update the past whole mth events as quite meaningful to me... but can't seem tofind the time... anyway... think will do that when i am really free ba....

ok.. let talk about last week...basically a very bz week in army.. training and training... but thanx goddess..jun always there for me after a long tiring day....to brighten u p my day...that`s how important she mean to me...always gif me the energy to goes on....had some up and down here and there but wun go into that....

sat 15 oct 2005... reached home around 1pm had lunch...something happened which nearly made my heart stopped...This was what happened...(cut short) was polishing my bike.. left my puch on my sis bike. in between us was another empty lot for bike.. then this scooter came in between... as my hand was dirty.. nv keep th e pouch by my side...inside >>>my dad wallet which i accidentally took from house..my wallet...my hp..and keys...did keep an eye on it till i turn around wash my hand... when i turn back.. the puch gone..so was the scooter.... totally blank at that moment...can't think much...main reason no t cos my stufff..but my dad wallet which has quite some important document and cash...

Ran all the way to police station which around 600m away...lend the phone and call my hp... then called home ask them to keep calling...not much help..ran all the way back to the carpark hoping the soul will retrun... negative too.. so helpless..went home.. kana scold... deserved it... juz when dad saying.."u think now call the hp still got use meh if the person really meant to take it..." the house phone rang... the voice in the phone say "ni bu jian dong xi ah" >>u lost something ah?... the feeling as if kana toto 1st prize.... met the kind soul back at the carpark....he delivered it all the back from somewhere els...then explained that he was riding then keep hearding hp ringing..then only when reached the location then realise got a pouch infront of his bike... *think must be that scooter took my pouch from my sis bike and place in in that basket..nbz... cos only we 2 were there all the long...and the greatest thing was... everything still inside... $$,document...phone...everything... really grateful for his honesty..the uncle said he last time also kana these kinda thing b4 and the person send it back to his house.. so he noe how i feel...

The End

what i wanna say... really feel lucky.. 9 out of 10 pple.. saw $$ hp... will take and heck care... only 1 will return the ic or so... and 1 dunno out of how many will return everything... so why not try to be the 1/10 pple next time... cos u wi ll nv noe how grateful the other will be... and how important these stuff meant to them...

then evening met ww for prata b4 i meet pj at 6pm..went cine for movie..40yrs old virgin... damn funny...tru out the show laughing..but jun can't understand some of it...after the movie met up with jy go get a cake for ms b4 head for ktv... ms was late..but good la.. manage to surprise her in the end...enjoyed myself singing with jun and eating the cake..haha... only till 2am when it end then sent jun home...and headed to boonlay meet up ww they all for a small gathering which ended up playing majong...won a little bit thanx to jun my lcky star as usual...*nd they all said nxt time cannot let me recieve any call b4 i play le..lolx* around 5am went home and then sleep

16oct 2005

had a weird dream...ok...not really weird... juz something that made me dun feel good...feel low or whatever... affected me totally... and i am really d umb enough to accidentally affected jun too...spoiling her wonderful morning...nothing to eat at home...lazy to buy food also...lazy to do anything..had a slight fever...then talked to jun for awhile she said she bz..had to hang up...so no choice...around 1/2hr later.. she called.. said she is outside my house... -.- that dumb gf..actually came all the way down... though touch but wun wan her to do this kinda stuffs especially when she`s bz... bought food for me somemore knowing i will not step out of the house... very sweet of her...sort things out also.. and promise won't think that way again... then ..****very important**** ... around 1.30pm then company her to the taxi stand to wait for cab as she going tuition... really love her for all these things she do for me... really guilty of me to be such lousy bf... she deserved to be treat better...ya....i dun mean i am giving her up to some better guys... juz saying i will improve and be better...cos dunno how many good gals are there out there.. but at least i found 1 of them.. and i will cherish this only 1 that i love with all i can and forever...now 4.53pm le.. time to pack bag le... tml field camp... going to miss jun alot...looking forward to next book out...

**And jun..if u happened to read.. juz wanna tell u.. dun worry... i know how to take care and look after myself...will prmoise not to do what u told me again..and ya pls.. try sleeping early and have proper meals...look after urself... if unwell dun take stuff that will make u feel worse... though nv always say but i do will worry... especially in army now and can't really take good care of u..so pls do help me by taking good care of urself... **

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Been a long time....

well.. lost count on how long i haven update...so consider good news or bad... hmm.. basically due to insufficient time now adays..alot i wanna say and sare yet not enough time..or maybe i am juz lazy...will update what i didn't next week...=)

1st oct 2005 (ww`s bday + chatting heart to heart + freedpm + meet gal)

hmm..yesterday was consider a wonderful night...met gal go ww`s bday..met up the rest there ..gal abit bore...sorry*.. really grateful for her company..though can tell she abit bore...went to the beach for a walk and sat down with gal..when wanna go accidentally let her foot wear dropped into the the sea and helpless-ly watches it being wash away..due to my dumb-ness...went back cut cake and then went off for movie...bought a pair of slipper for gal as ..the lousy 1 snapped..after movie C bride..went TB hill to tour..can't find that place ..think i remenber wrongly ba..after sent gal home.

went back chalet..had alot of funs.. and after that went to the beach hoping to find back that lost foot wear..drank abitwith the rest and lie on the stone for a chat..indeed heart to heart session..guess this is what we always do...wht`s bro for...though life bz and may stress sometimes..but will always be there for 1 another..think alot and realise how xinfu i was... but to be frank..alot of things in life is not up to us control weather to come or go...but we can make a different by thinking the solution to it after it happened instead of giving out...life is like a game..every level a different difficulties...a new expreience..focus on what u should now...a little bit by bit make a very dfferntt... anyway.. alot to say about tonight and the past 1 mth.. will definetely go into details next week..alot thoughts in mind..

for those whose always there for me...thanx alot..to gal "thanx for everything u did...u r more than i can ask for..." to those who think living a mess...dun give up..look around us and realise how many worse..but we all pull tru..alittle down will gain u big steps in future..hang on there...there`s always be someone there lending u a shoulder...if not.. i will be the 1...

quite rush now so everything ver unclear..but..i will be back=)

Monday, September 05, 2005

2nd-3rd Sep 2005 A busy..tiring..yet..enjoyable week

a slacking yet alot sai gang and admin time burning week in army...but hmm.. at least had a great weekend.. so worth it la.. like what many said... there`s always up and down in life... =)

2nd Sep 2005 (Fri) cherish every moment..

Book out at 8.30pm...although rushed..but only managed to reach home 9.45pm..quickly bathed..change and went out to cck meet up gal who was at friend`s bday..understanding gf i had.. told me not to rush and take my time.. even bought quite afew sushi for me as i requested..^_^ and suprised me with another peice of cake and a candy foss... really alot but managed to finish the sushi and cake with alittle of her help.. then went for dinner and farm mart..but the zi cha finished..so took alittle walk around b4 went to Kh camp there for the hokkien mee...shared with her of course as somehow knew she never ate much..

After dinner as still early..went to lebetor park for a little walk and chat..enjoyed every moment with gal..wun say mushy stuff..so no worry..juz wanna say it`s great to see someone u love after a week in army..make every book out such a looking forward 1.

Send gal home around 1.30am as usual.. the usual walk to her house..all these little stuff..and sweetness.. :)

met ShiH at 2am and went over to WanQ`s chalet..bought afew mineral water and crackers...reached around 2.50am... once reached started to drink as lost in everything i played..-.-... and alot photo taking of course..=) glaD to see all of them after afew mths.. enjoyed myself alot even though only a few hrs...and fool around..haha..the same old buddist friends...=)

3rd sep 2005 Sat. (WanQ`s celebration )

with only 1/2hr rest.... and still abit headach from the drinks... changed and went off to changi prison for the yellow badge walk with the comapny of dongH who can't sleep and decided to see me off...damnn...no bus from pasi ris mrt station.. ended up took cab over... saw the rest of my company mates and fall in after that..FALL in AT 7.30am!!!! and the WALK ACTUALLY START at 9.50am...STAND there under the sun for 2 long hrs.. nearly melt... ok.. i am juz a sugar soldier...ahhhh...suppose to be a realxing walk.. but due to the sun...m y garang platoon mate... ended up jog and fast walk most of the time....-.-........ but the achievement when reached finishing point was great...finally rest under shade... then dismissed at 10.50am.told the rest i got something on maybe after that then join them(they went katong play lan and pools) rushed to get my bike and went back to chalet bath..then changed and rushed over to JE meet gal for lunch..she nv expected i would really come..so quite happy ba..at least that`s wat she told me...had duck rice..really full...then took bus to her je tuition place as raining and i said no to bike although she want..(noe u care but ur safety and health come 1st) but her tuition kids last min cancel..and both of us . . .but good lor.. then took my own sweet time to send her home b4 meeting ww at queensway as he getting his bike.. guided him home b4 i rushed down to toapayoh stadium...kinda tired so rested at the stadium aawhile during the match.. but 2nd hald then went off le as sgt allowed..went back to the chalet help out abit here and there..wanQ dad mum quite suprise to see me cutted abit weight..haha.. and of course.. still praised me and the rest for our long yrs of friendship... around 7+pm sis came to... ate the food.. chatted around .. took pics and finally bday cutted cake.. then the few of us went back to room and chat..while i was on phone..made gal admitted her lie.. then tried to sound abit offended.. but ended up cheer her up again dun bare to make her feel uneasy...

left the chalet around 12mn..think wanQ quite ... that most of us leaving.. really sorry...met up ww ,wz,wm... had some fun together..also ww`s 1st night out with his bike.. but around 4+ went off as really tired..need some rest...

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alot to write..but not enough time... will continue this week end i guess.. especially 4th sep was t he day i enjoyed most..

Sunday, August 28, 2005

26-28 aug 2005 better and better.. Jy bday

26-08-2005 Fri [Any moment also a great moment]

sms and thinking of her as usual. keep counting down book out timing.not sensitive enough to realise i sms something wrong.. still have the cheek to sms dear gal that "up to u lor"..heng later on call back..phew...so set time meet around 10pm..

reached home around 6.45pm.nothing much to unpack as only went back to camp 1 day only..had a little chat with mum for awhile b4 i went out meet ww for dinner... juz hang around neighbourhood area as later on have to send him back..got this feeling pj will call and chnage the time..and true enough.. haha..meeting her at 9pm.. so after dinner with ww and chat alittle while then send him back and went off to orchard le..

Reached around 9pm waiting for my princess who went ktv...came after awhile.. and wanted to go over to thomson for prata..but.. recently my road direction abit....went paya lebar.. also... ended up went to bedok market* for the prata... went to the 1 pj and jy they all had when they were at ssc. the cheese egg really taste good.. manage to force her eat alittle bit more...had a good time..maybe cos juz the 2 of us.. after eating as still early..went over to end of ecp there sat down by the rocks and chitchat..dunno why i mistaken some trees or what for some humans... -.-.. but really with her around.. any simple stuff also seem so wonderful.. ya.. some will think this is juz some sweet talk..but i mean it..and the reward from her was so sweet. ^_^send pj home around 12.15 as someone had to reach home by 12.45am..不舍得but had to do so ba.. after sending dear gal home.. went pick up ww and meet wz at s11.(think this will be the last time i need to do that as ww bought bike le).as usual.. crap around..till 4am then went home..

27-08-2005 [JY`s bday.]
woke up at 9.45am..thanx to berena..then ginna..and afew other..but realised i accidentally sms pm instead of am..only when berena told me then noe..bath nd change as going to fetch dear pj for breakfast b4 her tuition..went clementi market for my you tiao.. and not hot curry rice..someone said she can't finish and share with me..but ok la since she did quite some of the stuffs...shared table with a family with 2 little boys... cute and cunning i guess.. like to act in order to drink the sugarcane drink..lolx..tabao some you tiao and stuff for grandparents b4 send pj to tuition.told me later no need to fetch her as her parent meeting her.. so after visited granny and grandpa.. went to woodland link bike shop wrapped the seat...(DUNNO WHICH ASS HOLE JEALOUS AND CUT THE SEAT WITH PEN KNIFE).. ^^^$$^^^ then went fetch ww who also wanna go queensway buy bike.. while i go settle installment..damn slow sia that counter lady...ended up met yuJ late.. played billard till almost 5pm b4 going over to HF to meet up yr go sentosa as pj will be late and asked me to go 1st..
reached sunset bay around 5.45pm.. nothing much for us to help out except a few balloon need to be blow up..then slack there.. and took a walk with yr..sound abit gay but ok la.. around 7pm yanli reached.. then berena they all also..slowly everyone reached except the 1 i waiting for and angeline..chatted till until almost time.. took awalk with yr again to try luck weather will see gal along the walk..but fail..took the shuttle bus back and notice they already there.. -.-.. was abit disappointed when she ignored me for awhile...then cut cake.. manage to hold her hand for awhile but also dunno why let go.. think still not ready to let the rest noe..
but dunno why everyone very keen tonight.. all start asking about my msn nick till i also dunno what to reply..and my dear gal didn't even help me... ...only when xr drag me to a corner and question me... then finally decided to tell them ba.. dunno if they were suprise or all the long expected this.. but think yanL quite stunned ba.. haha.. but also good la..no need to hide or what.. party ended around 10+pm..then decided to go bukit Merah mac to chat.. and of course.. pj with me while yr,youJ,ms,wanX share cab while jy join later. me and pj took the bus out to get bike.. 1st time took bus together.. somehow kinda sweet cos we say before we will take public transport and travel around someday...also cos she not allow to take bike.. long yet i hope the time can stop there longer...reached mac arou nd 11.50pm..even jy reached... chatted till 1+am b4 send gal home.. and walked her home also... somehow all these walking really helps us spent more time together also ba.. reached home around 2.30am.. still in my own world thinking of all the wonderful stuffs.. then chatted online with pj and then on phone.. that gal.. damn tired le also wun say.. and dunno how come i keep talking and talking for the night.. dunno what got into me... chatter box i guess...-.- but really a great night i must say.. thanx to Jy.. enjoyed myself ..

28th aug 2005 sun book in day
.. woke up at 11am.. bath everything and develop some pics.. going to get them later when i book in.. pj came online..doing some planning for next week also... now 3.16pm le.. must go prepare soon... sian.. really a enjoyable week..

Thursday, August 25, 2005

24th and 25th morning our 1st shooting star + john`s farewell

A day of fetching my princess from places to places.. feeling was great..maybe cos it`s still honeymoon period..but dun think that`s the case... fetch pj from sch and went chinatown for lunch..had 猪肉粥and鱼生 at chinatown market as well as soyabean milk... then went 大中国get mooncake for mr dear john who wanna eat that b4 he leaving sg..was deciding beside da dong hotel and da zhong guo b4 finally decided on da zhong guo...

As still early... went went to science center to take a walk and sit down rest awhile...as usual her head on my shoulder making me feel so wonderful..around 2.15pm then send her to tuition..sudden attack which fail... and i headed for home..finish up the card for john and something els... quite rush as going to fetch pj after that as thought her tuition ended at 4.30pm but turn out to be 4pm-415pm..

But ok la..wasn't late..phew~..wanna give her a suprisebut ended up kana suprised by her tuition`s kids..then send her to clementi for another tuition lor..can see she was quite tired as fall asleep on bike...so ride slower so as for safety...after reaching.. found a elderly corner and sit down let her rest for awhile as she really quite tired and time still early..but this gf really can't stay still and rest.. keep look around and check when hear any风吹草动..then send her up around 5pm b4 i went home..

At home until 11+pm.. slack chatted with pj..touch up on the farewell card..then meet wz 1st b4 i go fetch pj.. and oh ya.. thanx to wz for the little help.. if not sian1/2 sia. around 12.40am then went over to fetch her.the feeling really ^_^v . met her and she brought some tutu kui that she bought from clementi earlier on for me saying she noe i haven eat...sweet..really enjoyed it..then decided to go ECP 1st b4 go airport..enjoyed the walk with her...called ms up and she told us not to hurry.. so no choice but to "respect" her .found a spot and sit down chit chat...talk alot as usual... the scent from her hair..infact everything..hoping time wun tick so fast..was chatting happily 1/2 way when we saw A SHOOTING STAR!!!!!! can't believe my luck.. althought it`s not the 1st time... but saw it with someone special really is different... =)

finally around 3.15am then left ecp for airport T1..ms already there.. reached around 3.30am..met ms up but she like no expression sia...no reaction or nothing when saw us together..so juz sit and chat until 4am when john reaching..called john up ask where is he.. then gei siao said that "all the best..sorry that i can't send u off cos in camp". he sound touch but that`s not end of it..while waiting for john.. dunno pj or me asked ms she already guess so that we were together b4 we hold hand ah.. to our suprise..ms said she still in shock..tooshock to react at all...and the both of us was like.. ....

Finally saw john..manage to suprise him from behind..can tell how shock he was..haha..ok la..that`s what we want..manage to pass him all the letters..mooncake which later on share among the pple who send him off as cannot bring it oversea -.-.....took quite a no. of pics..as usual force me to smile... but ok la.. for john.. haha..but like a chinese saying "天下无不散之宴席" still have to say good bye to him no matters how..passed yr`s msg to him.. then called youJ to say some last words also...finally what come have to come.. he still have to leave...frankly..i am upset at all.. maybe cos i noe.. we will definitely meet again... and he`s now striking for his future.. his dream..rather than 依依不舍..we should support him...


after send john then send pj home while ms took mrt.. this silly gal of mine..keep worried that i will doze off or so.. ended up she was the 1 very tired..something happened when sending her home.. -.- think this will be the problem we facing now... but juz wanna say...dunno will that be the case... but i will not worry... cos what other think.. i will always prove them wrong..especially from now...and gal.. i know u will be reading this... dun keep things to yourself sometimes.. i am ready to share not only happiness but sorrow... remenber what i wrote and said.. cos it`s not juz verbally.. but will be taken in action too.. u should know better i not those who say for the sake of saying..you can have my words on this

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

22nd and 23rd Aug 2005 in my own world filled with her

Dun really noe what to say...this`s what called fall in love i guess..a very simple breakfast..a simple ride.. a simple sms of concern..a simple phone chat... and i will already think i am in some wonderland or so...who say u need to be complicated to feel love... a simple chat sitting by the roadside will make me feel great...

Was chatting on the phone.. still think it`s like a dream..from how we knew each other while we were in pri sch..lost contact after we left pri..contact again last yr.. and finally now together..thinking of it will make me smile..even if it`s juz some bo liao stuff...

althought it`s juz the begaining but some how seem like we were together very long le..maybe all the long been quite close ba.. dun really know what to write actually juz wanna share this feeling.. and voice out from my heart that i will love her with all the strength i can afford..

Monday, August 22, 2005

the amazing 24hrs (john`s farewell dim sum)

a long week this was.. there`s up and down of course. alot happened as usual.. but wun detail about that.. as what`s most important was what happened since 20th aug 4pm which really a wonderful night that i will always remenber and the things we said on the 21st..4.25am. will really cut short on this..juz wanna say I am really fortunate..and i will definitely treasure it hard.

21st Aug 2005 sun (last dim sum gathering with john b4 he leaving for usa on thur)

woke up late..suppose to wake up at 8am to get m/c but ended up 9.20am then woke up... rush down to my usual clinic but not open.. so went to another 1... waited damn long lor..10.05am then manage to be my turn.. stupid doctor insist not give me m/c till tue..and still charge me $44.. >:( .. rushed home wash up and rushed out again to fetch pj to harbour front meet the rest around 10.40am..tried to my best... but still 11am then met pj when we were suppose to meet the rest at 10.50am.. somemore i was the 1 that set the time..lock my helemt on the bike and bring the another with me as the weather look abit gloomy
reached HF and went up ourselve as the restwent up 1st le as table can only reserve for 15min.called back to company,ps,buddy to inform attend c while efficient pj manage to lead us to dragon gate(i forgotten which floor also.. -.-...)
quite alot pple turn up.. youjie, youwei, bokai, yanli, yinjie, yirui, jiyuan, john, wanxuan, manshao, peijun, yanwen, caiyan and of course me. been quite sometimes since so many pple meet up and what make it special also cos it`s the 1st time since dunno how many years wanxuan and caiyan meet up also..
had a hell lots of foods.. and of course alot of photos taken also.. real fun..just like before..can see john having alot of fun going around asking everyone take pics with him..(especially when we dunno when this chance will ever come again..)..not to forget about manshao who bake cake specially for john and 托john 的福.. everyone of us get to eat it also.. lolx =) .. dim sum ended around 2pm.. went and took some pics infron of HF mrt station..b4 we went to some chill place sit down and chit chat..wanX went home 1st with dim sum and came back soon after..but soon some start leaving..raining quite heavily yesterday..left pj,wx,cy,john and me chatting and taking photo again until dunno when then decided to leave after the rain stopped..
finally got my chance to.. then send pj home b4 i went home also...

around evening 7+pm meet up ww as he urge me to company him see and test bike.. so drag myself out of the house and go..the bike not bad and quite well maintained..too bad later while we had prata at gombak.. that seller called and said she sold off to another person as the person offered her $200 more..so disappointed ww no choice lor but lan lan... and dragged to my house help me warm up my ps2..very long nv touches it le.. haha.. then online chat with yr.. 1st time that we really share and chat so much althought i always quite good with him..

meet w* around 11+pm with ww and sit down chat.. also dunno what we chat but manage to chat till 1+am as the 2 of them tml need to work.. sent ww home.. on the jur as me why i so quiet.. told him i was thinking of stuffs that happened these few days and today...some how smile will juz surface for no reason.. haha..road very empty.. but we nv speed..juz enjoy the sight,breeze and chat till reached his place b4 i went home..

suprise to see jon online.. so chatted with him and got the pics from him also..damn efficient this time.. haha.. and also told him some words of encouragement hoping the best for him during his oversea studies.. definitely gonna miss him alot..the time everyone of us spend together over the past 1 yr..the photo session..the trips and crazy stuffs.. but what most important is we will definetely be looking forward to his next return.. :)

Sunday, August 14, 2005

13-14 aug 2005 2 days of my life..a mixture of feeling

wun update anything about my daily life as well this week... will only be talking about the 2 dates i stated... why..?? dun aks me why.. i always do stuffs without thinking much..juz always follow where my heart lead me to..

i dunno when she already start to stand a place in my heart.. i dunno when did i start to mind so much about her.. i dunno when did i start to mind so much how she feel..mind how she think of me..mind her up and down in mood...every single little stuff.. but i definitely noe she has already taken a big piece of my heart out from me..

i am lying if i say i feel nothing even if she choose the ans N. i am lying when i was telling her nothing will change between me and her even if the out come is N. I juz trying to put on a brave front to cover my worries.. to let her have a peace at mind instead of stressing out like me too...i wun say i am prefect.. if i am.. i wun be writing all these down here now....

confusion is what taken over me.. was i right to say the *1week* ? no wonder pple always said... <<世界上最痛苦和不安的并不是拥有或失去,而是等待的过程>> the feeling of waiting indeed is horrible..or at least to me.

nothing will change..that`s what promised.. althought i noe it`s hard to fulfil..but words out will not be taken back.. juz like smoking.. i dunno how i am going to do it.. but since i promised.. i will keep my promise..

1 week.. 7days.. haha.. some how.. it seem like 7yrs... or even juz 7sec... eager to noe..yet afraid at the same time...举棋不定....actually.. to be frank.. this long week.. saying to let her think tru how she really feel...but actually... it`s more like giving myself a chance to think tru..about stuff that happened these few mths..and learn to be patient for once instead of urging..

i have alot to say...but don't really noe how to express... mushy words are what people advice.. but i believe u will noe i dun use them.. cos it`s not how i show my care and concern... action always speak louder than words...

don't think pple out there really noe how i feel at the moment...some might even get confuse with what i am even typing now... my switching in mood and stuff.. nv expected the impact of her to be this great..

was thinking of getting m/c juz now to stay at home..but.. none open..maybe it`s juz fate..i have to accpet this week instead of trying to change the time..

enough of saying..it`s all up to waiting.. and all i can do is wait... although peeps out there told me i am 笨.. about the "slient week" and shall ignore and treat it nothing happen and take back my words and continue contacting with her till my book out..and ask for ans.. (i also feel so actually) but well.. i did my part and she need her time.. juz have to leave it to fate now though i alway say fate is in our hand..but definitely not this time... as it `s take 2 hands to clap.. what`s ur will be ur... and what`s not will nv be... thanx pple anyway..

i noe u definitely will be reading.. maybe it`s juz a hobby to u now or what i don't know..what i wanna say were said... take ur time and think...

p.s: those who can't understand.. dun try ur luck asking me..pls thanx

Sunday, August 07, 2005

1st aug to 8th aug .. a motive-less week

same stuff about army... except for some much here and there... lost all my motivation in army`s training... was wondering how come... started to slack.. no mood for otot run..i still behave like myself... when met up ww yesterday b4 what happened after that... was drinking and chatting for awhile.. come to think of it... i can't understand what i been doing for the past 2mths.. where i got all the energy and put in so much effort...and suddenly all seem to disappeared... and finally realised all the long... i haven been doing all these training for myself..

i noe this entry going to be rather short... not because nothing to write.. infact i have too much to share.. but way too much that i don't think i could ever finish... how many pple can actually really say they noe me well.. noe what i think...not many i guess... i am a frank person.. but now adays tend to keep alot of stuffs to myself...even ww who is my best pal i also will tend to keep some from him..

meeting up ww and wz later.. dun think wanan meet too many pple..sometimes.. when u really wanna chat ur heart out.. 1 or 2 pple u trust is way more enough... not everything can be share with anyone...

dun really noe what i am talking.. quite mess up now.. been thinking alot since woke up..

finally realise....

if wondering why this post have been change.. cos something happened juz now made me thought alot and guilty..won't go into detail... juz really grateful it juz minor injuries...if not will really blame myself for rest of my life... it`s really time to stop acting childish and emotional... dun wanna regret when something does really happen 1 day...

when time in need.. really see who the real buddy... for one i really thanxful i noe ww and became great pal... no matter rain or shine.. he will always be there for me..inculding juz now..

what`s more can i ask for ..

realised why this blog now so important to me.. and what i had been posting was wrong... daily life is not what needed.. but what learnt from daily life and what that should be treasure..

real sorry

Sunday, July 31, 2005

20th to 31st july 2005 ....

wow.. been almost 2weeks since i last touch this corner... no much time have to say...was bz meeting up folk here and there.. or maybe rather juz cos i am getting lazier. life was smooth for the past 2 weeks..meeting up peeps like ms,jy,pj for movie and supper at river valley... saw jacquline with her *friend* too.. met pearl too on last sat..still as talkative and chattable. fail to meet up YuJ and the rest due to the rain.. ok.. those were last week...

As fo this week.. quite a few events... 1st our sgt heew leaving us(ord lo).. we planned since last sunday to give him a suprise till the last day(wed).. thanx to our sir and ps who help us in this too.. wed heew talking to us during ro.. ask if we have any last word for him.. alll say no.. can tell he damn sian 1/2..keep repeating ask us.. only when after ro le.. we went up prepare the pizzas..gifts..and stand by with other sgt waited till he arrived the room..then he showed his pai sei-ness..the whole face turn red and not to forget his eye too.. haha..that`s the only night we saw him smiling all the way and taking quite some pics of us...

event 2.. my rifle kana taken by sgt when i asked a mate look after for me and went up bunk took my notebook. luckily they decided to forget about it.. if not have to sign extra on NATIONAL day week..phew...

event 3.. hurt my ankle on thur while having a sport game.. luckily with the help of the ankle guard later on... i still manage to jog at night with another friend.. this was the 1st time i jogging at a slow pace to motivate other.. actually..the feeling kinda not back.. maybe jog with some company also not that bad.. pj sms me about fri night.. replied her around 1.50am that wun be joining as hurt my ankle...and chatted for awhile on the phone.. think she was wondering if i really did hurt my ankle ba.. haha.. next day feel better asked her again.. but that efficient gal said she already cancel it with the other le..so nvm.. -.-..

event 4.. friday night(dunno how to type sia..sure die if pearl read this..).. decided to meet up ww after knowing he not meeting lit for the night... and called xp too.. and juz nice...she was free too.. met up at ww void..all said i now getting abit build...^_^can't decide go where eat... suddenly thought of leah was called me earlier on during the day..so rang her up too..as i th ought.. she was at home..so asked her to join us too as she live very near to ww... concluded newton circle in the end..i pillon ww while xp pillion leah..xp as usual still not a very fast rider..(which is good la..but abit.. . ..) had bin he,crab,shells,chicken wings and sotong mee..never really at much..a ready a habit i think.. after dinner went to C bay.. finally noe how to go there at last..thanx to xp.. stayed there till 3+am b4 going home.. and thanx leah for the gift(my belated bday gift..some nice lighter and ash tray from thailand..quite special)

event 5.woke up at 2pm on sat.. went meet yuJ for snooker.. very long nv see him.. it`s good to meet up some important friends once in awhile..around 4+pm went grandma house as usual..grandpa chatted alot sia..haha.. which was good.. grandma as usual update me with stuffs happening around.. =) sms pj if wanan watch little brother..read the review seem quite nice.. she took quite sometimes then miss called..my phone was in slient mode and nv realised till i reached home.. she was ok with it but left the booking to me cos working.. -.- checked online and realised no mn for that show.. ended up ask her again if red candy wan ma(cos quite alot pple say nice but kinda scary.. ps: i kinda timid).. and she actually agreed.. around 7+pm went fetch ww to lou house for ss and nd bday. on the way decided to buy a cake for them.(sweet huh).. as usual.. the group of us had steamboat together..feeling kinda different now compare to last time as now the whole group hard to all gather togather due to lifestyle and living location..made this kinda gathering worth even more..(joe and pb nv join us as struck in field camp..HAHAHA).. booked the tickets at lou house using ss card..then cut cake when wz reached.. played majong with them for awhile b4 pj called said about her mac supper..lolx... so let wz took over my place and i went off 1st.. meet her up at tpm.. and went gl for light supper b4 headed for ps.. ps toliet really .. .. .. they put the maid`s model inside the toliet and u can hear some pple screaming while going in... scary.. the movie turn out really quite nice..kinda touching at the ending..and wasn't as scary as thought(phew~) haha..and dunno who..earlier on saying throat quite ok now and start coughing after the movie..-.- after movie sent pj home b4 i went back to lou house..continue abit of majong till 7am then went home..bought some breakfast for mum and ice cream for sis b4 i went and sleep...

and as usual.. now sunday 4.30pm... booking in at 6.20pm later... better go bath and start packing up le.. will be having long weekend next week again due to national day wooo hooo.. will try to update as often as possible

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

19th- morning july 2005 tue (and early wed morning)

wanna update then realised i got the date mixed up the last update...fixed anyway... now 4.29am le.. still no sleeping.. really tired.. but i noe better if i sleep now sure die...5.40am have to start moving le...anyway let`s get started...

19th july 2005

booked out at 6.30am... ended up took cab home again... reached home only mum awake.. dad went grandma house while sis sleeping... treat mum breakfast.(her chinese bday but i nv celebrate for her 1..only eng then i will )..

slacked at home till 12noon..then change and went dover get cert...kinda sian...nv attend the speech got my cert le then sat a canteen catching up with some classmates or ex-classmate..kl called say i tua them..but actually was not knowing how to tell her we going to pan sei her as i at night watching movie..raining whole day...
meet y and ql 3pm at party world clementi...sat till 6.30pm b4 we left.. got a small for Y as her bday this coming fri which i wun be around either. pearl mei sms me say i fly her plane.. sorry.. cos ur phone low batt i thought u afternoon dun wanna meet up le..
then went grandma house chit chat with her till 8pm b4 i went home..the usual chat about my army..my cousins..and the herb tea she keep asking me to drink.. love her..as usual grandpa sat there smiling..look stronger(i mean grandpa).. no 1 was at home so went wash bike as few months nv do so. the feeling when the bike clean really is woo..finally look more like a road bike now...
after done.. went up saw dad and mum.. they went went bowling... without me.. ok la..was my fault actually..nv tell them properly...ended miss out all the fun =~~( chatted on msn with yr... leak a Top S to me.. wahaha..but in the end nv told him any S i noe... =P

stay home till 11+pm b4 i leave the house again.. meeting pj for movie..was suppose to watch an earlier show but changed last min and booked the midnight 1. never late at last..^_^.f 4. not bad la... not like what other said... ate the cookies pj brought..(think using me as gunnie pig..)yuck......kk joking...infact it`s delicious..dunno she could bake all these..only then found out of course she not the only 1 doing it..expected.. LOLX!!! =X shouldn't have bought the jumbo hotdog..=~( after movie.. send her home as usual.. b4 i went home.. on the way back a dog came into my path..honk it and it came running toward my bike...heng from yuJ experience..i already slow down quite some distance back so manage to avoid running over it... phew... speed alittle while go down express way.. and saw flash light from that speed camera..fxxk... hopefully i am not the target... pray hard*.. must wait 2 weeks then will noe...hai~ dumb me.. reached home sat down infront of com now cos dun wanna sleep..already 4.52am now.. going to prepare soon le... damn... was zz-ing off while writing all these.. if some part dun make sense dun blame me... tiring day + night but at least i making full use of it... ^_^

wed morning now... 3 more days to book out again!!!!!!haha... think stop here.. time to bath..know the writing as usual kinda rush..no choice.. think u all also no why... (*..*)

Sunday, July 17, 2005

*no topic*

won't talk about army stuff this week either...as many noe i dun really like talking much about army stuffs during book out..not cos having problems..i am coping fine and having fun..thanx for concern..juz dun wish to bring army into my normal life.

so will juz update about my book out day..haha..

15th july 2005 friday - *rain rain rain* -

been raining on and off..reached home from camp around 9.30pm sharing cab with ws as didn't wanna waste time travelling..unpacked and chatted with dad mum awhile b4 leaving house at 10.15pm.and ya..hanx a million to my dearest sis who came all the way back from outside juz to pass me her bike key as the helmet inside..=) so went over tpm and meet up pj for supper..that . . . looked blur when i arrived and said she can't recognise me -.-... some friend she was.. went over to bedok market there for prata.. went the wrong direction at 1st.. THAnx to mike who give me the opp infor earlier on...luckily we were smart enough to ask pple at the control station. tried the bomb prata there.. quite nice..juz what i wan compare to the one last time i went with ww at thomson. but damn... 老天不作美..started to rain.. and worse was that i nv realised it until pj said so as i wearing cap..lolx.. so changed location and went ecp trying our luck to find that water pub... and phew... it`s really located at beside big splash so count our self luck as after awhile when we settled down started raining cats and dogs..the place itself quite well decorated..juz like what seem in the pics that time.. only wasted was th e rain.. sat there chit chat and waited for the rain to stop..but b4 we know already 3am but still raining...decided to go against the rain since not very heavy.. walked back to my bike and found out my rag kana stolen... can't stop laughing and speechless... rag also WANNA STEAL.!!!! wanna use then use la..what for steal ... ended up go took a rag on the other bike and wipe off the water.AND I DID PUT IT BACK!! send pj home and went home... on the way back phone rang and stopped at bus stop to check .. and realised it`s a sms that warm the heart despite the rain.. reached home and change my clothes.. saw ** on msn..so chatted what i didn't manage to continue due to surrounding last week.. came out with a conculsion.. was fine with it.. after all.. not kids anymore.. and went rest around 5.30am..

16th july 2005 sat tired,bright,pissed

woke up at 7am..bath change and went tpm again.. meet up bunk mate went to jamiya home for community service...have breakfast b4 we went over..quite weird sight as all in civilian clothes.. do cleaning and tidy up stuffs and so for them..serve food to the folks there and help clear up the mess also... did chat abit with the old folks and hand shake afew... quite a good experience.. styed there till 1pm..went tpm for lunch and a game of billard b4 i went to queensway meet up ww as he wanan buy bike... went to the market for a drink...wh ile chatting received a sms from **. and dunno why keep smiling till that ww say i am crazy..^_^ looked around and found a nice phatom.. tried and checked and everything quite ok..but nv comfirm on the sport as wanna look around somemore.. but in the end ww bought a helemet.. around 4+pm send him to work and went home..slacked at home till 6+pm change and went gombak meet up wq to attend celine`s wedding... celine really beautiful..especially today..no wonder pple always say the prettiest day of a woman is when she became a bride... until 9pm then the dinner started... saw a camp mate there.. was celine cousin..-.- nv really enjoyed myself as kinda bore and our table got this damn annoying guy...but heck la..not as if i will see him again... but guess wq enjoyed the food alot as whole night i was the 1 taking the food for her..pple at 1st mistaken us as couple but when realised we know each other for 15yrs all got shocked..and got even more shocked when know there another 10+ of us to make up 15yrs of good friendship..well..already used to it.. lolx..ended around 10.30pm.. went home slack and change go joe house.. damn pissed off when realised all not there yet... and went home..no going to meet them again for these few weeks... wun go into detail about what happened..(kinda rush now).. so sms pj and complain... and asked her call my house.. chat and complain till dunno what time b4 i hang and went to sleep.. real tired...

17th july 2005 sun..

really rush now.. 4.25pm... must reach pasi ris at 6.10pm and i haven change yet... so wun say much now... juz slacking all the way... still very tired... nvm.. later go back then sleep... gtg go le.. will be out on tue... tata stop here

Sunday, July 10, 2005

9th july - 10 july 2005

not back huh?? at least i am updating more often than i thought... anyway thanx for those who spend some times reading.... to those i met.. thanx for sparing some moment meeting up.. and to those friends i haven got a chance to meet up with since army.. u ass]S[.. i nv forget about u all also..will find times to meet u all out of course.. =)

9th july 2005 sat (meeting up with friends and buddies)

As usual woke up 0500 then fall in 0545. kuay tiao for breakfast.. but i choose bread..then as usual area cleaning.. then swimming... i fall out myself as dun wan whole body simming pool smell when going home... book out around 10.15am.. was supposed to wait at pasi ris mrt station for WS to go home togather... but i forgotten all about him and took the train...-.- sorry lolx.. reached home unpack and wash my clothes.. chatted with dad and mum awhile b4 i start changing to civilian clothes and went west mall meet pearl around 3pm. was supposed to watch movie as she bugged me for the whole mth and went causeway point but the movie we wan not showing...-.- so walked around look for a place to eat and end up choose swen to settle down.. have curry chicken bake rice while she ate sea food pasta.. ok alright lor.. after eating went to jurong east entertainment as she wanna try her luck there again... this time round got the movie but we were late.. and somemore DEAR PEARL MEI MEI SUDDENLY SAY MEETING PARENT AT 7PM!!!!.. so ended up nv watch any show but wondering around that place and sit down drink some stuff at jurong east library b4 sending her to chinatown meet her parent... sms-ed pj thinking of trying out my luck... but she sound bz so decided not to disturb her.. meet up wm at RC for billard around 7.30pm... played till 8.55pm b4 i rushed off to TBP to meet up jy they all for WAr Of The World. heng i wasn't the latest.. haha.. went in for the movie.. have to day tom curise acting rocks.. and so was that little gal. but the show itself abit haha.. but over all quite a ok show.. some touching parts too or maybe juz me who felt so? also showed the ugly side of men when danger came... hai~ after the movie went over to BQ to the eski bar pillioning pj while the rest took train.. not bad la.. but never really enjoyed at the place as dun have much chance to be inside... went off around 1.30am b4 xl came as meeting ww they all at joe house... tamade still must buy stuffs for them... ILL TREAT ARMY KIA!!! but funny sia when reached joe`s house.. whole living room all botak.. (me,ww,wm,pb,joe).. only nd and debra were the 1 with hair~~ lolx...played majong till morning around 6+am b4 all of us went home and finally sleep...

10th july 2005

woke up at 3+pm... saw alot sms coming in but lazy reply... anyway.. nothing much whole day... chatting with mum and now updating the blog... time 4.57pm.. was suppose to leave house at 5pm... will rush tru this and change then go out le... enjoyed this book out more as meet out more pple.. this coming will be a bz week.. but will still contact with who ever i am contacting... think have to stop here le... sound rush huh.. but really indeed is rushing now... hahaha... k... i will stop here le.. time to change and go back to that island

Friday, July 08, 2005

6th july - 8th july (the amazing 3 days)

6th july 2005 wed (a feeling finally let out from the chest)

Forgotten what time i woke up.. or what i really did that day...all i can remenbered was before booking in back to camp..went down to grandma`s house. grandpa once see me keep smiling..maybe cos i was in smart 4 ba. haha.. grandma as usual ask me dun be late for booking in or will i be late or not... gave me some herb tea to drink as i was coughing...stupid felix called me say he not going back camp... damn that ass..let me go back alone..around 7pm left grandma house...the ferry time was 8.30pm.. but i estimate the time wrongly and reached the ferry terminal at 7.45pm...-.- luckily bought newspaper so still not that bore... saw HP at the terminal and chatted awhile.. he went for x-ray and sgh for his had.. got some facture due to last time when we still secondary sch..and warned me about my leg which might be the same case as him...(hopefully not).. reached back to company line aorund 9pm.. no 1 was around...only then i realised all of them were jogging on the track... all kana force by P.C sia... haha.. but to be frank... i wish i was jogging with them too...then dunno why i go hide behind the window when i realised they were coming back.. off all the lights and fans... juz then.. 2 of the platoon mates came back and stood at the cooridoor as heads out. and i stood at the window behind then and said "whaaatt areeee u alll lookingggg att~~~" lolx!!! scared the shit out of them.. and of course.. kana cursed after that... around 10.30pm as usual lights off... but can't sleep..maybe slept too much these 2days .thinking of some stuffs again... keep wondering what will be the result if i really say it... and also can said dunno what got into me that night... i actually found my guts.. and send the sms out...waited for quite sometimes b4 recieved replies.. and this goes on till around 2+am... well.. i also dunno what i trying to prove or what.. maybe jz trying to let out the stuffs in my chest.. maybe not.. whatever it is.. juz let it be..

7th july 2005 Thur (training )

basically juz like any other days... jogging...training.. marching..pull up... the only different was at night went gym and jogging again as requested(or rather say ordered by P.C)..

8th july 2005 Friday (slacking day)

nearly wanna fxxk a recuit from another company.. but hold back..cos must noe what`s good and bad for myself..hai~ very slack today.. as there new recuits coming in so nothing much to do.. brought us to lecture to watch american pie 2... funny show.. and went for P.C interview... then as usual... at night went jogging with a bunk mate..try to increase speed... but hai~..speed increased.. breathe decreased...-.-think need to train up more...after the jog my left ankle was killing me... took around an hr b4 the pain goes away..dunno what it`s la.. but will give it another 2weeks ba.. if still like this then go for x-ray......chatted on the phone with pj as bore... stupid Fraz suddenly appeared at my window around 11+pm gave me a scare... in smart 4 somemore..thought those dirty stuffs... he book in late and his bunk locked..heng i still awake.. so opened the door let him in and slept in our bunk...after awhile hung up the phone and went to bed too

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

27th june to 5th july

what a long week this was right... another 1 week passed... b4 i realised it already into 4th week of my army life... dunno to say slow of fast... but things still going well i guess.

from 27th - 3rd july
some stuffs happened last week... while we having swimming lesson... saw a helicopter came... at 1st still joke around saying got someone became richest recuit of the month..but after awhile all slient as we remenbered helicopter only come when something very serious happened... true enough.. around early afternoon news were spreading that a 3rd sergent from D company died while jogging... juz only 19+ going to be 20yr old this yr... quite a pity...

started to have some negative impression of 2 of my bunk mates of some stuffs they did and decided to ignore them.but now better abit le la..

as usual.. continue to jog every night...now gettting alot better... can jog all the 2.4km without stopping if i am in the constant pace... but bad cos when i start use more speed... i soon can't caught my breathe...hai~

the "xiao di di" in my bunk dunno what he thinking sia... nv came back to camp without any notice.. think he a war or something..but do hope that`s not the case..(juz called back to me bunk..heard they say tml then will noe)

of course..the food sucks as usual... the training now getting better.. juz what i want and needed...but hate the swimming lesson.. wasting time...and very mafan....

worse of all was book out day delayed to monday...instead of sat cos tekong got some major metting so they pushed everything to sat and sun and we poor recuit have to suffer...luckily every night i managed to find replacement phone from other section after my hp low batt and use thier phone make calls till low batt.. =P.. kk.. i am sorry....

4th july 2005 monday (book out finally)

as usual.. 0500 woke up. 0545 fall in.. need to do 5 bx. but i nv do..keng say i leg pain as dunno wanna sweat on book out day. breakfast never ate much as mum buying big breakfast for me.. haha. then slack in the room as "diver" went for swimming lesson... bath and change to smart 4 really for book out.

!!!!BOOK OUT 10.15 ferry!!!! once reached pasi ris went que up for cab and went home... 12noon reached home... think this sat onward will take mrt instead.. ..save $$ as the timing almost the same as always wait here and there..

mum and sis was at home.. stupid sis ate my harshbrown =~~( hai~ my favourite... but ok la... she remenbered to buy me the ankle guard and knee guard.. love her.. mum as usual.. ask me this and that.. then slacked in room wanna use com..and realised it tio virus again as i forget to download all the virus watch and stuffs.. heng got extra hd and stuffs.. so reformat the com..was suppose to meet a sury teen at cck but i really not keen to go.. so fly her areoplane..think she accidentally sms wrong pple and sms me saying "that guy fly my plane again" hahaha..hope she wun call anymore..

Was supposed to meet pearl around 3pm but she said weather wanan meet earlier as she might be watching movie with her mum at night.. so sms back to her told her nvm then.. as i wanna stay home company mum for awhile..

Around 5+pm i also left home meet ww at euno for dinner..afew weeks nv see him so meet him up.. went over to clark quay as his friend`s shop there.. but his friend not around.. so went to a 煮炒nearby.. and saw his another friend and then saw one of my friend too.. and joined us for dinner..never ate much though... both of them working some *** stuff.. and i start to find something amiss.. and true enough.. all these stuffs were actually planned 1.. brought me to their company and see see around... ok la.. not bad.. then ask me go in listen the seminal also..quite intresting..feel like trying.. but the main point is.. i was running out of time as i am meeting ** at 10.30pm....they keep telling me awhile more awhile more.. i also paisei to lose my cool.. then had to keep sms ** tell her i will be late alittle bit... ended up... pushed the time to 11.15pm yet i reached tp mall at 11.50pm... *sigh* thanx lay buddy.... dunno if she pissed off ma.. juz keep apologizing for my delay.. hai~ went bedok for supper as it`s nearest to tp le.. after dinner... was supposed to went ecp but last min change plan to geylang for the 豆花..she wanted durian but changed mind..(thanx) but hai... damn disappointed with myself... i actually lost my way to GEYLANG 3times b4 i found it... fxxk...can't believe it myself....damn dismoralising.. chit chat till around 3am then send ** hm... dunno why some how very awake unlike the pass few weeks.. so went online chatted with her awhile..b4 realised already 5am.. wanna say something but ta lat back.. anyway after saying good night i too went and sleep..what a day..yet enjoyed myself.

5th july 2005 (M/C day)

stupid felix...10am in the morning CALLED me to ask how many day M/C le i took....no choice dragged out of bed.. and called pj as she reached her work place too early lolx..chat and went down to see the doctor..the doctor know me since i was secondary sch le.. talk cock with me for awhile then issue me 2 days m/c.. juz what i wan..but of course i am really sick la.. the cough like wun ever stop... the sore throat also almost came back...heng now took the medicine le much better..called back to company line and attend c.. wed night 8.30pm then take the ferry back.. YEAH!!!

mum cooked lunch..delicious as usual of course.. mum`s food always the best.. gain back alittle these 2days... hai hai~~ then took medicine and went sleep till evening... basically slacking around and went jogging juz now around 8+pm..must have determination... think going out in 10min time meet up wz they all as 1 mth no see them le.. hope dun meet any road block or i will die a horrible death....

still thinking of some stuffs... dunno will it be appropriate to express it out ma... quite confused sometime with stuffs...life isn't as simple as we thought althought i said i have nothing to hide from my heart.. but now i realised... not everything also can juz said and let pple noe as we wan... cos the results will nv be 100% of what we wanna noe sometimes...

Sunday, June 26, 2005

20-27 june 2005 slacking week + pj bday

basically... this week quite slack....but good things was.. alot free time for myself to handle some personal stuffs... and chatting with friends.. 1st of all thanx to ww and lit(ww`s gf) whom help me send the package out althought both were quite bz...only now then i noe sending a package can be so troublesome..quite some stuffs needed to be done.. and blur me forget to give them my add..so lit no choice put her own add.thanx for the hardwork u 2..owe u 2 a treat like i mentioned... point of my life now... i also dunno wat i want now... life in army kinda too care free now.. have to jog in the evening myself inorder not to slack too much.. and thanx to pj whom always entertained me =P

booked out on sat noon...nearly can't catch the ferry due to a ****...nbz... but nevermind..reached home finally got to see dad after 3weeks... he was quite delighted to see me... mum keep mentioned that dad was jealous cos i keep talking to her on phone..hehe... and for the 1st time in my life... i sat down chatting with dad for so long at least an hr=..and it`s chatting...not lecture..haha...can tell dad missed me alot...not in his usual strict mode anymore.. to be frank.. i missed dad alot too...he keep asked me not to push myself too hard.. juz serve finish the 2yrs will do...haha..ate lunch at home as usual...home cook food always my favourite..but controlling my diet too so nv gobble up everything...

around 3+pm bath and left home for grandma house with the wintermelon soup and some fishes mum ask me bring for grandma and g.pa.=) my mum and friends always say i am the very traditional grandchild haha.. chatted with grnama as usual..my cousins(kids) were there too and all keep jumping on me and called me botak..around5pm when i said wanna leave those few juz cling on to me asking me stay..haha...

meet youJ at 5.10pm fetched him to sentosa as he juz afew blocks away from grandma house...reached habourfront around 5.20pm..then angeline and youW reached too...angeline damn blur as usual sia...and i mean really... can't stop teasing her...not me only but the rest wo...after yr arrived then went into sentosa...met jy at the ticket box there to write the book for pj...ended up we never help pj decorate her party place =X reached around 6+pm.. hink we were almost the 1st group there ba... wished that birthday gal happy b.day of course... ok la.. look quite beautiful in her out fit...
then pple start to arrived and we took awalk at the beach while waiting for the rest..soon yl joinned us...follow by yanW,john,xl... nice place (pub) i must say..except the music of course... enjoyed ourselve as pj entertaining other pple... around 9+pm then the cutting cake.. the cake taste good but dunno why pj say she disappointed with the cake..as usual..john the most helpful 1...

chit chat till 10.40pm b4 all of us leave including pj for the movie at lido...watching ID..went over with jy 1st to get the tickets but ms already there...got a extra tickets so i took it..see when free maybe then use it ba...pj and the rest reached 12sharp..have to say..the ID is better than i thought...but jay acting not very good especially the crying and fighting part... but still.. it,s a great movie.. after movie xl,yanW,yr left 1st while pj,jy,ms and me went to swenson for supper...chatted till around 4am b4 sending pj home....quite tired maybe partly due to the illness... when reached her place saw opp lane got serious accident...fire engines..ambulance...police cars..tp...wah...and i was dumb enough to u turn back and caught in the jam for 20mins...really half dead...can't ride properly on the way back..beat 2 red light..heng no camera...
reached home sms awhile then dropped dead on bed...

woke up around 12noon today..slack at home.. surf net abit and now updating blog and chat online for awhile..going back to camp soon...now 4+pm le... need to go back camp at 1915hrs.. thinking of something now... and some stuffs jy they all said yesertday.. ...... .....think i stop here ba... also time to pack up le..maybe tonight ot free time then think of the stuffs again.. see ya bloggy next week..

Sunday, June 19, 2005

4th-20th june 2005 Army days---singapore my home

hey peeps..time really flies... 2weeks... i missed everyone.. and i really mean everyone.. and u peeps out there definetely noe who u r..2weeks seem very fast moving to alot pple... but to me.. is a long peroid of waiting.. waiting to go home..waiting to see parents..waiting to see friends... waiting to see the change...

was trying to update the stuffs of the whole 2 weeks earlier on.. but find it`s really quite impossible... way too many stuffs to write..too many thoughts....in short..i wanna said was.. these 2 weeks really a taste of chaning of life... from attaping enviroment.. to having pple controlling u... and a bunch of nake guys bathing togather... sleeping togather..have fun togather...striking for our goals togather....things went smoothly sometimes.. and fxxk up sometimes.. but this part of learning i guess...

met all kinds of pple... the good..the bad...the nerd...the smart... the smartalec.. the slacker(which is me).. happy or not happy... we still must face it and work out everything togather...this is life i guess.... alot pple keep asking me.. weather army life is xiong or not.. or can attap or not... i can only say..so far so good ba... part of the reason maybe because the real training haven start..also maybe because i take things as it is when encounter...hoepfully i can remain this way..

particular guy always get on my nerve.. but those out there don't worry... i will keep my anger to myself..wun do anything foolish... cos u pple are what i am thinking of.. and will think b4 i act...

2nights 2days really passes very fast... it`s already sunday today.. father`s day + book in day... going to be another week b4 i can get to see anything...anyone...going to get some stuffs over to grandma house later for dad... and .. i am make to pay for the stuffs... (dad`s idea..) ^^$^^

watched batman with pj yesterday.. a boring movie at 1st but getting more and more instresting later... look forward for the next esp...and thanx to pj who accompany me watched it... and also jy,yr who meet us later on...

and not to forget ww my best pal.. who accompany yesterday noon to go round bugis... thanx pal...haha.. wat are friends for..apperciate ur helpfulness...

guess i will stop here...but doesn't mean my blog died here... every week from now i will try to update some stuffs.. for sure... miss You PPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't believe it actually took me 30mins to write all these out.....

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

3rd june 2005 last night of freedom and 4th june

basically no time to update now.. so i cut it very short.. when back from army then continue... thanx pj,ms,john.... thanx for the night and company..nice breakfast and walking around changi airport... ms dun always so blur... john hopefully u will tell me u drink the next time i saw u.. and pj..thanx for the sms..

and alot other like andy , wan qing... actually too many le la.. thanx for the sms and calls.. will get back to u pple 2weeks time.. for the time being.. bear with it...LOLX...

love u peeps...

-gone-

Friday, June 03, 2005


needn't to say more... 1991-1996 NCHS(pri)... But that`s not where we stopped..but more pages of friendship continue till 2005 and many many more years down the road Posted by Hello

To all my friends..

Really alot pple to thanx.. it`s a short 2 weeks..
but alot events and pple taken place.

thanx to my buddist friend who hold a bbq as requested.

thanx to my secondary bros who hold a gathering too.

thanx to my god sis who requested to meet up(sorry sis..abit bz but still thanx for everything)

thanx to my secondary sch mates who met me today even though i was at a rush...

thanx to my ite friends too..u guys really must thanx too..to push the chalet forward and adjust it to the day i free...

thanx to my family who spare time and effort trying to fufil wat i want for these 2 weeks..

and most important of all.. my pri sch mates.... thanx a million for everything... the tioman trip with some of u peeps specially for the sake of me b4 army.... the JB trip... and the surprise gathering all u guys and gals held for me though i got all wet.. but still thanx..the photo sketch book with all the photos and notes u peeps written...truly touched by all the effort... by everyone and and everything... Events past and over.. but feeling in heart will never fade..

Thursday, June 02, 2005

2nd June 2005 What a wonderful and touching days

woke up at 1pm... abit headach from the drink but soon got over it... mum specially cooking the 面粉虾althought she dislike it alot as make the whole kitchen very smoky and oily...
then ginna sms me about meeting.. told her she sms me too late.. but still will meet them up as got time...
pearl sms me at night movie..but told her no..real sorry..cos already promised friends..
actually was going to have dinner with family at night but dad not free... so i go along the plan i have for the night...
took a nap at 5pm... ended up 5.50pm the woke up... when i was meeting ginna and rebbeca at 6pm... bath change and rushed to imm... 6.30pm.. have alittle chat with them.. still the same old then...though juz meeting for awhile i have to rush off but gald they still meeting me...
around 7.15pm left IMM went ginza meet pj... walk around searching for carpark of ginza ended up told me was the carpark beside ginza...-.-...
went over to west coast park mac.. sat down waited for john and jy then dinner... but suddenly someone poured water on me..nearly wacked the person until i realised it was john... and jy and yanW and YouW... wah...nv expected this at all... thought juz normal few of us dinner... ended up 2 more... and i had the ans wat`s going on le... haha.. quite speechless... really surprised by the pouring of water and the turn up of others... pj sure noe how to act now... then yr called me say he and youJ not coming... but turned up too.. more pple~~ then xl too.....wahahaha.. it`s gathering... i really gald this happened... went over to west coast had the XO fish noodles and other stuffs... then angeline came too... and so was yl... a dinner session of 4 became a dinner of 11 pple... really touched... even got me a sketch book with words and photos in it..(juz read it..love it)..took a pic togather... so by now.. should noewat it`s about.. a surprise farewell gathering for me... touched...went over to holland village (yanW,yr,xl left 1st as something on.)...
settled at coffee bean had a chat and ms joined in too..had a pic again...around 12mn coffee bean closing.. so farewell to john and angeline who have to go off too.. went over to pj`s aunt place relax..but after awhile youJ had to go off le.. so pj and me send him off.. ask pj wait for me as i sending youJ to the main road.. had some chat with youJ along the way... waved goodbye to him when he got into the cab... while walking back lost my way...dumb me... ended up need pj to recuse me... -.-.. k i owe her 1... so continue sat there chat till 1+pm b4 pj send all of us home while yl drove home.. now chatting online... will sleep abit later... alot of stuffs came into my mind now... about juz now... =)

kk.. enough of day event... what i wanna say now is... thanx... really a million thanx to all u peeps.. thanx for wat u all did for me today.... really truly touched... army is juz part of life and i and ok with it.. not feeling much...but what u pple did make me did so... really gald to have u pple as my friends.. my honour...thanx for doing so much for me...thanx for coming from all parts of singapore juz for a simple friend like me... and all the troubles too.. thanx for all the effort..the surprise..the sketch book..this event.... thanx.. special thanx to john who put in so much effort in this book..i truly love it and the notes all u guys written... and not to forget miss darling pj... who plan this event and asked everyone to turn up... really very grateful to have u as my friend..... a simple day with incredible pple... that`s wat brighten up my life... not because of what happening.. but because of you pple from my favourite N.C.H.S(pri) 1991-1996 that making all these happening...must keep in touch no matter how..lost touch once.. but this will never happened again...truly touched by all the effort... by everyone and and everything... army is nothing to me.. juz another stage of life... but what u peeps did for me will keep in my heart for life...gald to have all of with me

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

1st june 2005 clubbling night wz & joe bday

nothing much today.. simply slacked at home all the way till 7+pm... went made specs for army.. then bought gift for wz and wrapped it up myself as the person need to wait and i was late..but when reached je at 8.30pm.. i was the earlier ..and the best part was we supposed to meet at 8pm.. quite pissed so called pj and complain...but went over jp meet them... all pushing blame.. but dunno why see them le all my heat gone...
went tiong baru for dinner... not bad la.. then walk back to mrt station meet wm.. while walking a petrol car past by us... staring at us... since we never did anything wrong... juz looked at them and walked away... maybe cos we were a group of 9 guys ba..sat at the mac for awhile...a guy and gal behind us breaking up i think..cos the gal cried.. poor thing.. wm came so we went off.. but got stopped by the petrol car who spotted us earlier on..quite pissed as missed the bus... so while checking our i/c.. all nv give a damn juz light up cigg... then talk about gals and the police officers... think they quite pissed off but can't do anything...
so move on to dbl O... saw arcade there.. so share seat with him...the music sucks tonight... all of us keep drinking and playing drinking game.. by 1pm andy already almost done... met michelle there as she came over find pb they all... went back to the dance floor after that and dance.. knew a gal from ntu.. quite sui bian sia.. she brought 2 norway friends along... wm went over noe her... or rather she dragged wm up... dunno why in the end i also got the no... dun like.. after club del-ed the no. always think clubling gals are not good.. (of course not my friends..cos i noe them better) pb me mj and andy a cab..send nd home as he drunk.. the taxi driver praised us good bros..(of course)... only after that went home and sleep

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

29,30,31 may 2005 sunday,monday,tue..

29/05/2005 sunday (fixing com)

basically the whole day about fixing com...dunno wat error it got.. only then noe the fault is lie with ww`s hdd.. so removed and it works...afternoon called nd they all at night wanna majong? tell me tml sch start so cannot.. but ended up at night ask me wanna majong ma.. lolx..so went and played till 3+am b4 we went home.. used a bit of com b4 i slept

30/05/2005 monday.. chalet..

woke up.. chat online..and with mum... was talking to dennis about chalet and he said he not going today.. i didn't wanna go too as alot stuffs cope up... then afternoon vincent called me ask me going ma.. told him no... then he asked me to go as wanna drink with me..kana trigger by the word drink.. so on him...chat online with berena about ktv on tue.. as jb trip not enough pple.. pj,john they all also agree... but when i left home around 6+pm to meet daniel bro get muti tag...pj sms me say they dun wan ktv and ask us go ahead...so called her back..told her juz change it back to jb even if juz 3 of us ba... ask her inform the rest as i am bz.,.after that went juirong west fetch vincent.. he 1st time sit my bike sia.. b4 we start he already told me dun go fast..told him i wun..then he told me dun be like adam..(but adam that time didn't go fast..) so told him maybe he need to worry alittle..lolx... half the jurnoey..bike overheat i think as maintaince at low speed too long.. so stop by road shoulder for awhile then continue...
reached down down east at 8.30pm...then put stuffs and find thomas and simon togather with james played some pools.. around 10pm went back help the bbq.. infact.. juz starting.. help them set fire as i as usual the best choice for playing with fire...soon start and bbq... nice gathering even though juz a small no. of us... and played winning eleven at chalet as vin brought ps2... heng got muti tag + i brought 2 controllers..vin brought 2..daniel 1.. can 5 pple play togather... fun la thought not as easy as 1 person play...chat and played till 4+am then jian hao joined us..lie on bed chat and lisiao them with some horrible singing.. not bad la.. they company me till 8.30am b4 i left..

31/05/2005 tue ( jb trip again..)

rushed home 9.15am.. lie on bed rest for 15min then bath and change.. but ended up still late.. reached kranji around 10.25am.. pj brought a friend along.. so..john,pj,pj`s friend and me start the trip.. along the way abit quiet at 1st as very tired... reached jb took a cab over to permas karting circuit. for those who wanna go..it located at [ lot.681,jalan permas jaya,81750 johor bahru. tel:07-3868512 ]. it haven opened when we reached there.. opened at 2pm while it`s only 11+noon then. so went over to a nearby shopping mall(like giant) and have lunch at sushi king... but frank speaking.. the food sucks..SUCKS!!!!!!!!around 1+pm we walked to the go kart place... look short.. but took us almost 20min to reach there... -.- but luck the go kart fun la... pj was quite fast sia.. and she really enjoying it.. smile all the way... john also good at it..but only last 10min.. 30rm.nice experience.. took some pics with the dog there.. shishi and chiwawa mixed breed.. cute dog.. then called cab to archry place... but no 1 noe where that iss.. think daniel gave me wrong name..but really was no 1 noe.. ended up brought us to jb stadium there a cc archry club..-.-.... took another cab to da ma garden for food as 4pm...early dinner... choose another stall.. and the food not as nice...hai~ but the beggar chicken not bad la... after dinnner took a cabto city square.wanna sing ktv.. and realise i dropped $50rm.. sian1/2.. the newway ktv at city square damn exp.. 32rm++ .. damn sian 1/2 dun even have mood buy roti boy...then took another cab to pelangi plaza. (after asking around and jy then remenber then name).. each person 34rm.. but inculde a buffet... quite worth it... i more intrested in the food than singing.. dunno why dun really have the mood to sing...so let them sing ba sing it`s only 2 1/2hrs..think i was really tired as last part of the trip i became very quiet...took cab back to custom.. ask them each help me buy a pack of cigg.. then came back sg and went home...on the train wave good bye to them as this is poperly the last meeting up b4 my ns le..reached home chatted with jy online awhile about the trip... but really tired...jy ask me keep my contact point with pj so wun lost touch as it`s impossible to contact everyone in ns.. guess it`s true,, but see how ba... alot stuffs messed up.. but still not a bad trip..at least this is wat i think. sms-ed a friend and soon dropped dead on bed. dun even have strenght to go back to chalet...4 days to army

Saturday, May 28, 2005

28/05/2005 Sat (fix com & night cycling)

forgotten wat time i woke up.. called ww to try my luck and woooo.. he booked out le... told him i will meet him get hdd to back up my com..then rushed to taman jurong to get win xp from wz...
went back to bukit panjang get the stuff from ww.. then have lunch at kfc and chatted awhile.. been 2 weeks nv see him le.. cos bz la...around 4.30pm went home start fixing com and chat online awhile.. and that pj... msg me said she watching that anime with her sis....hai~ dunno why cannot load ww hdd as back up.. and his hdd kinda lag... only manage to back up my files in his hdd b4 i noe around 9+pm...quick change and search for some stuffs.. cos going to meet jy they all at 10.30pm ecp.. when i was about to leave home at 10pm.. pj called said she missed her bus... so went orchard fetch her to ecp also.. called jy and john rent the bicycles 1st...
reached ecp around 10.50pm...sat there wait for ms b4 we started cycling... could see most of them were 1st time night cycling or cycling on the road..so tried to play safe and lead/guide them along..abit lost on the way.. but as usual juz follow wat we believed togather with a little help of sis`s road directory.. ms who oragnised this trip had a little difficulty at 1st as she dunno how to change gears to suit the conditon of the road.. but got use to it on the way..the only thing they worried me was they dun really noe how to react when saw busing coming or so.. but nothing happened in the end so stll ok..b4 we knew already cycled around 1+hrs.. reach loryang area..so brought them to loryang 大伯公庙as they been hearing it from me but dunno how to go..haha..tried to race with them..but..haha..nvm... reached the place..had some diffculties locking all the bicycles togather but later on figured how.. drank some soya bean drinks they offered to for pple visiting there.. kinda cooled down..then taught them how to pray and stuffs..even john followed althought he`s a christian..cool.. after praying and rest enough.. continued the juroney to changi village..shorter time as compare to earlier on..cycled a few rounds looking at the ah gua...then went to the market for supper.. had lasi lemak and satays.. basically only me eating the satays.. ended up feed the satays to 2 cute cats...even they noe how to enjoy the foods..left the place around 3.30am.. cycle to changi beach... found a spot and settle there.. enjoy the wind..the areoplanes.. the peace..took some pics.. and drank some fruit champange that jy brought... after awhile jy,john and pj drozz off i think.. so sat alone and have some thoughts... around 5+am then woke them up and continue the juroney back to ecp along the airport road... looks like nv ending...john riding quite fast sia.. b4 long can't see him anymore..then ms and jy rode infront as pj cycling quite slow and i followed behind..saw other cyclists on the way back.. jy,john,ms waited for us a stop. then continue all the way back till ecp...!!! stopped at the jetty for a rest but john drozzing off.. so woke him up and continue all the way back to the bicycle shop.. but not opened yet.. so went to 7-11 got a mineral water and rest awhile chatting to this old man..a friendly old man.. around 7am went return bicycle..then had breakfast at mac b4 sending pj home and went hom.. damn tired.. slept striaght away...(will post some pics when got it)

Friday, May 27, 2005


Another Pic Take on yanli bday..in the room... Posted by Hello

27/05/2005 Yanli Bday


met pearl around 7.30am.. haven sleep the whole night after majong...wanna cancel the breakfast meeting but pearl insisted on meeting..so meet her at mac... dun really have the energy to chat... after breakfast... juz only 8.30am... no choice juz dragged her up to my houseand let her entertain herself with the computer. while i finally can rest on my bed...around 10am then she decided go sch..still dragged me up send her to mrt station... almost tired till die..
rushed home slept till 1pm... woke up do some stuffs... wash up prepared this and that b4 i lef t home to fetch john around 3pm...but ended up 3.30pm then reach.. went over to ahloha for yang bday help out..
reached there saw yl`s friends but not yl.. was issued a room..after awhile youW reached also..then youJ too..finally then saw yl.. asked him need any help but he said most done waiting for arrangement of tables and chairs later.. so told him we help him later..slack in the room.. playing cards i brought..youJ damn suay sia... out of the 20+ round we played.. never won once...i win the most i think...slowly the rest pj,yr,angeline,bokai,xl,yanW,jy,yinJ also reached 1 by 1.. and went for the food...(ended up nv help out at all) sat around chit chat and li siao one another...
drank some wine and stuffs.. smoke with xl while the other taking pics... time to sing bday song for yl... his younger cousin suay sia.. kana hit by the cork.. the cake was nice... but abit disappointed he intro us as everywhere friends..
went back to out room after getting a piece of the cake... took some pics here and there and passed yl the gift and have some group pics togather... around 11+pm then left the place...pillion pj to great world as wanan watch movie total with jy and john.. but the show kinda late and john dun wan.. so dropped the idea... met john,jy,yr,xl at the rivervalley prata.. had supper and chat for awhile b4 went home.. Posted by Hello

love the gal with all ur heart

find this kinda meaningful...from a forward email.. so share.. how true it is i dun really noe

>Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
>>Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't>substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
>>Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her.
>>Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.
>>Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
>>Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
>>Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
>>Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
>>Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
>>It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
>>Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
>>Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.
>>Sweet talking only applies for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
>>It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
>>Promise her & make sure you never break the promise. Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.
>>Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Same goes for her,giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting u>not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well? That's love.
>>Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
>>Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
>>Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
>>Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage,
love>her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
>>She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart back & love her all over again.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

24-26 may 2005

24th and 25th may 2005 tue wed (KL trip)

went mac for breakfast around 8am.. pop 2 painkiller as i headach... around 8.45am board bus.. wz back off last min.. cos of emma.. dunno wat woman thinking sometimes.. we guys all going in army le.. can't we friends have sometimes togather.. not even 2 day 1 night?sad to see wz tears sia... but no choice.. msg-ed us sorry but told him nvm..not his fault.. the ride took quite a no. of hrs ..reached kl around 2+pm striaght booked bus for return..and booked the hotel as usual at argora...tooke the suite of the hotel.. sound high class huh.. but only cos 200rm per night.. got phone in the toliet somemore...
went over to bb plaza for lunch.. ate pizza..shop around and bought water supply back to hotel...slack and took pics .. around 7pm went china town get stuffs...stupid rain... RAINNED WHole DAY.. nvm.. reached there walk in rain..nvm.. WORSE of ALL.. CAN't GET tHAT STUFF I WANTED!! walk round and round but can't find.. only then noe that cos raining they unable to open that stall in the rain... lost from joe they all..heng got auto roaming between 2 of us so found them soon...and i decided to search 1 more round.. but still fail...hai~ went to to the hokkien mee stall which around 20min from china town.. still taste good but the hok fan there nicer...took the railway back to hotel..bath and change.. wanan go club but too nosiy.. the bass too strong.. so change to some pub..then to buy some beers and foods back to hotel eat and play till 3+am... b4 wm and lou went out for awhile while the rest of us slept.

woke up at 10am..dragged up by joe.. so ss,nd,lou,wm and me no choice but to wash up.. and pack up.. went over bb plaza and wash our head at the saloon.. nice... then saw JC cousin there.. !!! he was on attachment from osim... after that went over to klcc.. cos joe wanan get stuffs.. so the rest of us ate our late breakfast at A&W!!!..nice.. around 1pm went back to bb plaza get stuff b4 2.30pm then went get the bus back to sg... reached home around 9pm.. chatted online with the rest of the pple and mum dad sis ..even bought some durian for them.. slept around 2+am.. to tired to watch soccer.

26thmay 2005 thur..

meet up pj john,youW for badminton.. i sucks.. this all i can say... went bought the gift with them.. and dinner too... saw the pj`s gossip gal... she really noe too much about us.. must slient her her... too bad nv caught the movie.. think kinda give up le... tml yl`s bday celebration.. going early to help out.. now 11pm.. think going out soon as meeting nd they all majong..then tml meet pearl(my little PLAY TRAUNT GOD SIS..U better start study and wake up!!).. guess i will stop here... wooo..spend the pass few hrs updating...

Monday, May 23, 2005


and a group pic of some new pple i met tru this trip.. at the Mukut Waterfalls Posted by Hello

not to forget all the beautiful surrounding that add light to the trip Posted by Hello

beside the bad room.. everyone goes well.. cos friends like us make things fun and enjoyable...^_^ Posted by Hello

the lousy room pic.. the stair the wall the shower..aircon everything...-.- Posted by Hello

21-23 may 2005.. a long week of holidays... 10 days to ns

21st may 2005 sat 1st day at tioman

meet jy,pj,john 5am at rivervalley prata.. damn tired as 2 night nv sleep le..but still manage to hang on till meet ms at orchard and board the bus... once changed bus at jb then fell asleep le...long juroney to timon... lost count of the travelling time b4 we reached the jetty... waited an hr b4 we manage to board the boat... damn heaty and i keep sweating.. mood totally spoiled as i was tired somemore...drozzed off on the boat or so... reached tioman around2+pm if i am not wrong.. went to our resort >>tropical forest... sound nice huh.. but the room sucks totally...+raining.. -.-..the stair spoil..wall got hole..aircon spoil.. flush cannot flush... shower tap brusted...-.-.. so went complain and ask the person fix it..but the problem still on and off.. give up~~~will post pic of it later... went for late lunch at this ktv restruant..had prawns, crabs,soup,fishes alot stuffs as the water fall trip canceled due to rain..after dinner went to the beach and enjoy the water.. already forgotten about the rain.. at 1st juz wanna took awalk to a level where we wun get wet.. but after pj accidentally slipped from the rocks and got wet... all started to fool around and make each other wet in th e sea.. really fun.. at least fogot all about the lousy room... after awhile decided to went back to te room put our stuffs b4 continue... played inthe sea till 6+pm b4 we went back to the room and wash up...
flush and stuffs spoil again.. so asked the person to come.. but took so long.. so pj went bathe followed by ms.. when ms bathing.. the person came..so we all 催 her faster.. and joke with herr warap up in towel and come out... but to our suprise-.-... she really did that.. sochase her back in and ask her to take her time and come out...can't stop laughing sia... after everyone clean up..went malay stalls near the jetty ordered food to eat.. damn suay.. everything i want also dun have...ordered egg prata gave me plain 1... damn low morale... then moved on to this beach pub and settle down.. ordered drinks and sat there chit chat and played some truth dare game...only pj did the dare once... but also dunno how many of us really answering those question..went back to the room around 2+am and sleep..finally....

22nd may 2005 sunday (a better and fun day at tioman)

woke up at 7.30am..now then realised my hp alarm so loud..no wonder ever since i change phone nv late for sch...only,pj,jy,ms and me went for the breaskfast as john prefer more sleep i think.. ok alright la the breakfast...went back to the room change and rent the equirement for the snookling... meet 8.30am at jetty and went for the trip...a long ride i must say..but everything quite worth it once we reached... clear water..changed and jumped in.. the fishes and corals all very intresting..this my 1st time.. really enjoyed it.. think the event last around an hr+.. saw a turtle togather with pj and john... try to swim toward it but the turtle dive deeper once saw us... nice experince.. but we 5 were the last to get back to the boat.. abit paisei...
then went to a dunno what place for lunch.. the lunch box sucks.. so went bought rame burger.. alot of flies..even caught some lolx.. then when into the water for awhile b4 went back to the boat..alot of fishes around.. really nice.. somemore the water here much shallow.. can feel some of the fishes..
went back to the boat and moved on to duty free shop.. also around tioman airport..not much stuff to get.. but did get some insect keychain for family... and also a wine for mum and dad.....and also a henniken beer..cos really very cheap.. this tioman trip i kinda drink quite a few beers..maybe cos wheather too hot..suppose to leave the place at 3.30pm.. but got delayed as soem idiot tried to steal nemo(clown fish)....
back to our resort jetty..jy and me went back to ge the camera as earlier on was another group (lauren,berena,jasmine,shirely) who tooke pics for us as we nv brought along the cam..but.. ended up due to miscommunication between jy and me.. we left the the digi cam on the bed..-.- damn guilty sia cos along the way alot of intresting stuffs..hai~...
a long juroney to the water fall.. heng lousy pj was behind me.. lolx.. only john and berena very enthu.. really look like a pair..keep making fun of them after that..:X... the water fall uite nice sia.. and t he water very cooling.. or rather cold for the rest... enjoyed ourself at the water fall.. took pics here and there of course.. really fun.. also get to noe berena they all abit better after that..
Reached back to our resort jetty around 6pm+.. the view and sight of the sun setting really nice.. jy tried to rush back to the room get camera but too late.. but we still took quite some pics of course... after bath ate dinner at tropical.. ok alright..then went get some stuffs for family at the gift shop.. brought along the red wine to the beach pub again..(cos cannot bring back to sg..)sat there chat and drink as usual.. but the rest dun drink much.. most of it i drank i think.. the sat around the beach and chat.. but i fell asleep.. then woke up again.. lie on the beach chat awhile and fell asleep again till 4+am.. then went back room to sleep...

23rd may 2005 mon (left tioman..to jb...then to lou house for majong..)

woke up at 8am as none of us wan breakfast.. then wash up pack up and went to jetty..damn hot...took some pics and wait for boat.. stand at the back of the boat for the whole trip back.. but not bad la.. at least got wind... and chat abit with berena they all.. reached jetty and went for lunch b4 we board bus back to jb... reached jb around 3+pm.. went bought tickets for starwar.. dun really feel like watching cos abit rush.. but i always anything.. so go along lor.. sad to say..i fell asleep tru out the movie.. maybe the chair too comfortable + i abit tired..after movie went get roti boy for myself and family...then went find pj who doing hair...
then all of us went to holiday inn wanted to try the archery...but called daniel and he said is near holiday inn and not at holiday inn..-.-so gave up and stay there bought some dvd for mum as she always like to watch and sing chinese stuffs... then went 大马花园for foods.. DELICIOUS!!!! that all i can say... must go try out if u pple have the chance.. then took a cab back to jb and back home...
everyone was at home.. so gave them all the stuffs i bought.. and can tell they quite happy..keep talking until i forget i meeting wz as we going kl the following day..so he no choice but to come up 1st...unpack and changed b4 we go again... -.-..meet wm at je and we went the new market aat taman jurong for supper b4 go over to lou house... played majong till morning ... bet with rm.. lolx..