Tuesday, May 31, 2005

29,30,31 may 2005 sunday,monday,tue..

29/05/2005 sunday (fixing com)

basically the whole day about fixing com...dunno wat error it got.. only then noe the fault is lie with ww`s hdd.. so removed and it works...afternoon called nd they all at night wanna majong? tell me tml sch start so cannot.. but ended up at night ask me wanna majong ma.. lolx..so went and played till 3+am b4 we went home.. used a bit of com b4 i slept

30/05/2005 monday.. chalet..

woke up.. chat online..and with mum... was talking to dennis about chalet and he said he not going today.. i didn't wanna go too as alot stuffs cope up... then afternoon vincent called me ask me going ma.. told him no... then he asked me to go as wanna drink with me..kana trigger by the word drink.. so on him...chat online with berena about ktv on tue.. as jb trip not enough pple.. pj,john they all also agree... but when i left home around 6+pm to meet daniel bro get muti tag...pj sms me say they dun wan ktv and ask us go ahead...so called her back..told her juz change it back to jb even if juz 3 of us ba... ask her inform the rest as i am bz.,.after that went juirong west fetch vincent.. he 1st time sit my bike sia.. b4 we start he already told me dun go fast..told him i wun..then he told me dun be like adam..(but adam that time didn't go fast..) so told him maybe he need to worry alittle..lolx... half the jurnoey..bike overheat i think as maintaince at low speed too long.. so stop by road shoulder for awhile then continue...
reached down down east at 8.30pm...then put stuffs and find thomas and simon togather with james played some pools.. around 10pm went back help the bbq.. infact.. juz starting.. help them set fire as i as usual the best choice for playing with fire...soon start and bbq... nice gathering even though juz a small no. of us... and played winning eleven at chalet as vin brought ps2... heng got muti tag + i brought 2 controllers..vin brought 2..daniel 1.. can 5 pple play togather... fun la thought not as easy as 1 person play...chat and played till 4+am then jian hao joined us..lie on bed chat and lisiao them with some horrible singing.. not bad la.. they company me till 8.30am b4 i left..

31/05/2005 tue ( jb trip again..)

rushed home 9.15am.. lie on bed rest for 15min then bath and change.. but ended up still late.. reached kranji around 10.25am.. pj brought a friend along.. so..john,pj,pj`s friend and me start the trip.. along the way abit quiet at 1st as very tired... reached jb took a cab over to permas karting circuit. for those who wanna go..it located at [ lot.681,jalan permas jaya,81750 johor bahru. tel:07-3868512 ]. it haven opened when we reached there.. opened at 2pm while it`s only 11+noon then. so went over to a nearby shopping mall(like giant) and have lunch at sushi king... but frank speaking.. the food sucks..SUCKS!!!!!!!!around 1+pm we walked to the go kart place... look short.. but took us almost 20min to reach there... -.- but luck the go kart fun la... pj was quite fast sia.. and she really enjoying it.. smile all the way... john also good at it..but only last 10min.. 30rm.nice experience.. took some pics with the dog there.. shishi and chiwawa mixed breed.. cute dog.. then called cab to archry place... but no 1 noe where that iss.. think daniel gave me wrong name..but really was no 1 noe.. ended up brought us to jb stadium there a cc archry club..-.-.... took another cab to da ma garden for food as 4pm...early dinner... choose another stall.. and the food not as nice...hai~ but the beggar chicken not bad la... after dinnner took a cabto city square.wanna sing ktv.. and realise i dropped $50rm.. sian1/2.. the newway ktv at city square damn exp.. 32rm++ .. damn sian 1/2 dun even have mood buy roti boy...then took another cab to pelangi plaza. (after asking around and jy then remenber then name).. each person 34rm.. but inculde a buffet... quite worth it... i more intrested in the food than singing.. dunno why dun really have the mood to sing...so let them sing ba sing it`s only 2 1/2hrs..think i was really tired as last part of the trip i became very quiet...took cab back to custom.. ask them each help me buy a pack of cigg.. then came back sg and went home...on the train wave good bye to them as this is poperly the last meeting up b4 my ns le..reached home chatted with jy online awhile about the trip... but really tired...jy ask me keep my contact point with pj so wun lost touch as it`s impossible to contact everyone in ns.. guess it`s true,, but see how ba... alot stuffs messed up.. but still not a bad trip..at least this is wat i think. sms-ed a friend and soon dropped dead on bed. dun even have strenght to go back to chalet...4 days to army

Saturday, May 28, 2005

28/05/2005 Sat (fix com & night cycling)

forgotten wat time i woke up.. called ww to try my luck and woooo.. he booked out le... told him i will meet him get hdd to back up my com..then rushed to taman jurong to get win xp from wz...
went back to bukit panjang get the stuff from ww.. then have lunch at kfc and chatted awhile.. been 2 weeks nv see him le.. cos bz la...around 4.30pm went home start fixing com and chat online awhile.. and that pj... msg me said she watching that anime with her sis....hai~ dunno why cannot load ww hdd as back up.. and his hdd kinda lag... only manage to back up my files in his hdd b4 i noe around 9+pm...quick change and search for some stuffs.. cos going to meet jy they all at 10.30pm ecp.. when i was about to leave home at 10pm.. pj called said she missed her bus... so went orchard fetch her to ecp also.. called jy and john rent the bicycles 1st...
reached ecp around 10.50pm...sat there wait for ms b4 we started cycling... could see most of them were 1st time night cycling or cycling on the road..so tried to play safe and lead/guide them along..abit lost on the way.. but as usual juz follow wat we believed togather with a little help of sis`s road directory.. ms who oragnised this trip had a little difficulty at 1st as she dunno how to change gears to suit the conditon of the road.. but got use to it on the way..the only thing they worried me was they dun really noe how to react when saw busing coming or so.. but nothing happened in the end so stll ok..b4 we knew already cycled around 1+hrs.. reach loryang area..so brought them to loryang 大伯公庙as they been hearing it from me but dunno how to go..haha..tried to race with them..but..haha..nvm... reached the place..had some diffculties locking all the bicycles togather but later on figured how.. drank some soya bean drinks they offered to for pple visiting there.. kinda cooled down..then taught them how to pray and stuffs..even john followed althought he`s a christian..cool.. after praying and rest enough.. continued the juroney to changi village..shorter time as compare to earlier on..cycled a few rounds looking at the ah gua...then went to the market for supper.. had lasi lemak and satays.. basically only me eating the satays.. ended up feed the satays to 2 cute cats...even they noe how to enjoy the foods..left the place around 3.30am.. cycle to changi beach... found a spot and settle there.. enjoy the wind..the areoplanes.. the peace..took some pics.. and drank some fruit champange that jy brought... after awhile jy,john and pj drozz off i think.. so sat alone and have some thoughts... around 5+am then woke them up and continue the juroney back to ecp along the airport road... looks like nv ending...john riding quite fast sia.. b4 long can't see him anymore..then ms and jy rode infront as pj cycling quite slow and i followed behind..saw other cyclists on the way back.. jy,john,ms waited for us a stop. then continue all the way back till ecp...!!! stopped at the jetty for a rest but john drozzing off.. so woke him up and continue all the way back to the bicycle shop.. but not opened yet.. so went to 7-11 got a mineral water and rest awhile chatting to this old man..a friendly old man.. around 7am went return bicycle..then had breakfast at mac b4 sending pj home and went hom.. damn tired.. slept striaght away...(will post some pics when got it)

Friday, May 27, 2005


Another Pic Take on yanli bday..in the room... Posted by Hello

27/05/2005 Yanli Bday


met pearl around 7.30am.. haven sleep the whole night after majong...wanna cancel the breakfast meeting but pearl insisted on meeting..so meet her at mac... dun really have the energy to chat... after breakfast... juz only 8.30am... no choice juz dragged her up to my houseand let her entertain herself with the computer. while i finally can rest on my bed...around 10am then she decided go sch..still dragged me up send her to mrt station... almost tired till die..
rushed home slept till 1pm... woke up do some stuffs... wash up prepared this and that b4 i lef t home to fetch john around 3pm...but ended up 3.30pm then reach.. went over to ahloha for yang bday help out..
reached there saw yl`s friends but not yl.. was issued a room..after awhile youW reached also..then youJ too..finally then saw yl.. asked him need any help but he said most done waiting for arrangement of tables and chairs later.. so told him we help him later..slack in the room.. playing cards i brought..youJ damn suay sia... out of the 20+ round we played.. never won once...i win the most i think...slowly the rest pj,yr,angeline,bokai,xl,yanW,jy,yinJ also reached 1 by 1.. and went for the food...(ended up nv help out at all) sat around chit chat and li siao one another...
drank some wine and stuffs.. smoke with xl while the other taking pics... time to sing bday song for yl... his younger cousin suay sia.. kana hit by the cork.. the cake was nice... but abit disappointed he intro us as everywhere friends..
went back to out room after getting a piece of the cake... took some pics here and there and passed yl the gift and have some group pics togather... around 11+pm then left the place...pillion pj to great world as wanan watch movie total with jy and john.. but the show kinda late and john dun wan.. so dropped the idea... met john,jy,yr,xl at the rivervalley prata.. had supper and chat for awhile b4 went home.. Posted by Hello

love the gal with all ur heart

find this kinda meaningful...from a forward email.. so share.. how true it is i dun really noe

>Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
>>Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't>substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
>>Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her.
>>Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.
>>Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
>>Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
>>Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
>>Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
>>Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
>>It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
>>Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
>>Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.
>>Sweet talking only applies for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
>>It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
>>Promise her & make sure you never break the promise. Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.
>>Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Same goes for her,giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting u>not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well? That's love.
>>Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
>>Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
>>Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
>>Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage,
love>her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
>>She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart back & love her all over again.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

24-26 may 2005

24th and 25th may 2005 tue wed (KL trip)

went mac for breakfast around 8am.. pop 2 painkiller as i headach... around 8.45am board bus.. wz back off last min.. cos of emma.. dunno wat woman thinking sometimes.. we guys all going in army le.. can't we friends have sometimes togather.. not even 2 day 1 night?sad to see wz tears sia... but no choice.. msg-ed us sorry but told him nvm..not his fault.. the ride took quite a no. of hrs ..reached kl around 2+pm striaght booked bus for return..and booked the hotel as usual at argora...tooke the suite of the hotel.. sound high class huh.. but only cos 200rm per night.. got phone in the toliet somemore...
went over to bb plaza for lunch.. ate pizza..shop around and bought water supply back to hotel...slack and took pics .. around 7pm went china town get stuffs...stupid rain... RAINNED WHole DAY.. nvm.. reached there walk in rain..nvm.. WORSE of ALL.. CAN't GET tHAT STUFF I WANTED!! walk round and round but can't find.. only then noe that cos raining they unable to open that stall in the rain... lost from joe they all..heng got auto roaming between 2 of us so found them soon...and i decided to search 1 more round.. but still fail...hai~ went to to the hokkien mee stall which around 20min from china town.. still taste good but the hok fan there nicer...took the railway back to hotel..bath and change.. wanan go club but too nosiy.. the bass too strong.. so change to some pub..then to buy some beers and foods back to hotel eat and play till 3+am... b4 wm and lou went out for awhile while the rest of us slept.

woke up at 10am..dragged up by joe.. so ss,nd,lou,wm and me no choice but to wash up.. and pack up.. went over bb plaza and wash our head at the saloon.. nice... then saw JC cousin there.. !!! he was on attachment from osim... after that went over to klcc.. cos joe wanan get stuffs.. so the rest of us ate our late breakfast at A&W!!!..nice.. around 1pm went back to bb plaza get stuff b4 2.30pm then went get the bus back to sg... reached home around 9pm.. chatted online with the rest of the pple and mum dad sis ..even bought some durian for them.. slept around 2+am.. to tired to watch soccer.

26thmay 2005 thur..

meet up pj john,youW for badminton.. i sucks.. this all i can say... went bought the gift with them.. and dinner too... saw the pj`s gossip gal... she really noe too much about us.. must slient her her... too bad nv caught the movie.. think kinda give up le... tml yl`s bday celebration.. going early to help out.. now 11pm.. think going out soon as meeting nd they all majong..then tml meet pearl(my little PLAY TRAUNT GOD SIS..U better start study and wake up!!).. guess i will stop here... wooo..spend the pass few hrs updating...

Monday, May 23, 2005


and a group pic of some new pple i met tru this trip.. at the Mukut Waterfalls Posted by Hello

not to forget all the beautiful surrounding that add light to the trip Posted by Hello

beside the bad room.. everyone goes well.. cos friends like us make things fun and enjoyable...^_^ Posted by Hello

the lousy room pic.. the stair the wall the shower..aircon everything...-.- Posted by Hello

21-23 may 2005.. a long week of holidays... 10 days to ns

21st may 2005 sat 1st day at tioman

meet jy,pj,john 5am at rivervalley prata.. damn tired as 2 night nv sleep le..but still manage to hang on till meet ms at orchard and board the bus... once changed bus at jb then fell asleep le...long juroney to timon... lost count of the travelling time b4 we reached the jetty... waited an hr b4 we manage to board the boat... damn heaty and i keep sweating.. mood totally spoiled as i was tired somemore...drozzed off on the boat or so... reached tioman around2+pm if i am not wrong.. went to our resort >>tropical forest... sound nice huh.. but the room sucks totally...+raining.. -.-..the stair spoil..wall got hole..aircon spoil.. flush cannot flush... shower tap brusted...-.-.. so went complain and ask the person fix it..but the problem still on and off.. give up~~~will post pic of it later... went for late lunch at this ktv restruant..had prawns, crabs,soup,fishes alot stuffs as the water fall trip canceled due to rain..after dinner went to the beach and enjoy the water.. already forgotten about the rain.. at 1st juz wanna took awalk to a level where we wun get wet.. but after pj accidentally slipped from the rocks and got wet... all started to fool around and make each other wet in th e sea.. really fun.. at least fogot all about the lousy room... after awhile decided to went back to te room put our stuffs b4 continue... played inthe sea till 6+pm b4 we went back to the room and wash up...
flush and stuffs spoil again.. so asked the person to come.. but took so long.. so pj went bathe followed by ms.. when ms bathing.. the person came..so we all 催 her faster.. and joke with herr warap up in towel and come out... but to our suprise-.-... she really did that.. sochase her back in and ask her to take her time and come out...can't stop laughing sia... after everyone clean up..went malay stalls near the jetty ordered food to eat.. damn suay.. everything i want also dun have...ordered egg prata gave me plain 1... damn low morale... then moved on to this beach pub and settle down.. ordered drinks and sat there chit chat and played some truth dare game...only pj did the dare once... but also dunno how many of us really answering those question..went back to the room around 2+am and sleep..finally....

22nd may 2005 sunday (a better and fun day at tioman)

woke up at 7.30am..now then realised my hp alarm so loud..no wonder ever since i change phone nv late for sch...only,pj,jy,ms and me went for the breaskfast as john prefer more sleep i think.. ok alright la the breakfast...went back to the room change and rent the equirement for the snookling... meet 8.30am at jetty and went for the trip...a long ride i must say..but everything quite worth it once we reached... clear water..changed and jumped in.. the fishes and corals all very intresting..this my 1st time.. really enjoyed it.. think the event last around an hr+.. saw a turtle togather with pj and john... try to swim toward it but the turtle dive deeper once saw us... nice experince.. but we 5 were the last to get back to the boat.. abit paisei...
then went to a dunno what place for lunch.. the lunch box sucks.. so went bought rame burger.. alot of flies..even caught some lolx.. then when into the water for awhile b4 went back to the boat..alot of fishes around.. really nice.. somemore the water here much shallow.. can feel some of the fishes..
went back to the boat and moved on to duty free shop.. also around tioman airport..not much stuff to get.. but did get some insect keychain for family... and also a wine for mum and dad.....and also a henniken beer..cos really very cheap.. this tioman trip i kinda drink quite a few beers..maybe cos wheather too hot..suppose to leave the place at 3.30pm.. but got delayed as soem idiot tried to steal nemo(clown fish)....
back to our resort jetty..jy and me went back to ge the camera as earlier on was another group (lauren,berena,jasmine,shirely) who tooke pics for us as we nv brought along the cam..but.. ended up due to miscommunication between jy and me.. we left the the digi cam on the bed..-.- damn guilty sia cos along the way alot of intresting stuffs..hai~...
a long juroney to the water fall.. heng lousy pj was behind me.. lolx.. only john and berena very enthu.. really look like a pair..keep making fun of them after that..:X... the water fall uite nice sia.. and t he water very cooling.. or rather cold for the rest... enjoyed ourself at the water fall.. took pics here and there of course.. really fun.. also get to noe berena they all abit better after that..
Reached back to our resort jetty around 6pm+.. the view and sight of the sun setting really nice.. jy tried to rush back to the room get camera but too late.. but we still took quite some pics of course... after bath ate dinner at tropical.. ok alright..then went get some stuffs for family at the gift shop.. brought along the red wine to the beach pub again..(cos cannot bring back to sg..)sat there chat and drink as usual.. but the rest dun drink much.. most of it i drank i think.. the sat around the beach and chat.. but i fell asleep.. then woke up again.. lie on the beach chat awhile and fell asleep again till 4+am.. then went back room to sleep...

23rd may 2005 mon (left tioman..to jb...then to lou house for majong..)

woke up at 8am as none of us wan breakfast.. then wash up pack up and went to jetty..damn hot...took some pics and wait for boat.. stand at the back of the boat for the whole trip back.. but not bad la.. at least got wind... and chat abit with berena they all.. reached jetty and went for lunch b4 we board bus back to jb... reached jb around 3+pm.. went bought tickets for starwar.. dun really feel like watching cos abit rush.. but i always anything.. so go along lor.. sad to say..i fell asleep tru out the movie.. maybe the chair too comfortable + i abit tired..after movie went get roti boy for myself and family...then went find pj who doing hair...
then all of us went to holiday inn wanted to try the archery...but called daniel and he said is near holiday inn and not at holiday inn..-.-so gave up and stay there bought some dvd for mum as she always like to watch and sing chinese stuffs... then went 大马花园for foods.. DELICIOUS!!!! that all i can say... must go try out if u pple have the chance.. then took a cab back to jb and back home...
everyone was at home.. so gave them all the stuffs i bought.. and can tell they quite happy..keep talking until i forget i meeting wz as we going kl the following day..so he no choice but to come up 1st...unpack and changed b4 we go again... -.-..meet wm at je and we went the new market aat taman jurong for supper b4 go over to lou house... played majong till morning ... bet with rm.. lolx..

Friday, May 20, 2005

18-20th may 2005

18th may 2005 wed

basically nothing much.. today paper a killer... but shouldn't be a problem...met up with pj and ms at lps till morning 5am b4 we went home... can't imagine these 2 ladies had so much to chat....

19th may thur

woke up and called simon.. he was helpful enough to come over my place and teach me the graph... but change location to hkcc as james they all they.. dunno suay or wat.. this guy dun really noe how to sit bike ba.. shake and move around.. the spoil my brake light~~~~ stay at hkcc for around 1hr b4 i went off..cos most of the stuffs i noe already.. went over to ah lai to get all the stuffs fixed...wasted $38.... then went home.. slack .. then at night when studying dennis suddenly msn me said simon and a few going to study tru the night... so went over find them and study togather.. lucky i went.. cos got a formula wrong... around 2+am kinda bore so sms pj and later chatted for awhile b4 continue studied till morning..

20th may fri. LAst day as a student.

reached sch around 6.40am with jh,ben,simon..eat breakfast and relax.. rest my mind telling myself not to think of anything learound 8+am went to the hall.. the paper was easy..hope can score... ended around 10+am.. went home and change as dennis they all coming over my here to soccer.. our last soccer as ite student..was damn tired as haven sleep but still play la...around 2+pm then went home.. took a bath ,change and went to visit simon(pri)..but can't find the place..+raining and rushing time.. so give up.. definetely will find it b4 my army...meet dongH at clementi.. bought the stuffs and went over fetch WanR(wanQ sis).. went back to ave 4 set up the bbq stuffs and so.. took pics wait for the rest come and chat...was very fun.. and nice... cos now adays all of us quite bz and seldom meet up.. but t he bond always there...bbq till 2+am b4 went home as they noe i haven pack bag for tioman trip..

Wednesday, May 18, 2005


ok..now taking a break from studying... can't update much as rushing tru my note and try to memorise as many as i coould as a lot of stuffs can't remenber... damn... i hate this feeling... can't make a mess out of it tml.. gotta make it...... left 2 papers only..must not mess up... anyway... share this pic with u alll.. waws looking tru the net while takeing a short break and found this... quite meaningful... will update the blog after friday.. or may not.. cos will be real bz once exam over all the way till army.. wish me luck pple ... need it badly Posted by Hello

Monday, May 16, 2005

a lonely night

went out for a short break juz now meet up with wz and lou.. smuggle the super4 out.. 1st time ride it at night.. feeling quite different... only meet up for awhile 1/2hr maybe.. juz to enjoy a break.. after send lou back.. went home..tried to go faster than i tried on the way back from sch that day.. and woo.. can reach 160km/hr.. can continue somemore.. wonder how fast is the top for orignal super4 vetec.. as i close throttle once it reaches 160km/hr
study awhile msn awhile.. reward myself a 15min break for wvery 2 pages i memorise.. but after that hard to concentrate as sis sick.. quite worried about her cos since yesterday till now.. still 38.8...is a very high temperture.. think later 6am still like this must send her to hospital le...as she keep vommiting the water that she drank.. hai~ wat a night.. me and my self.. fighting for tml.. think stop here... end of break


continue of the lonely night.......4.43am 16th may 2005

finally finished prepare most of the stuff for exam later..shouldn't be a problem i hopeso much happened juz now... been studying and taking care of sis at the same time juz now...keep vomiting.. around 2+am then she deicded to give up and go hospital.. so i woke up dad and mum...mum juz jumped out of the bed when she heard hospital...over worrying...so they pack up and change to head for nuh i think..can't tag along with them as i having exam later...but did ask sis bring a bottle of water along ..and the medicine.. ask her ask the doctor izit she dun suit the 药..and if no need stay there then ask for a injection for her fever... afew more hourse to the 1st paper of the week.. hopefully everything goes well later... same thing goes for sis also...

Sunday, May 15, 2005


The another group pics of all of us with john in it... nice pics huh Posted by Hello

juz recieved another batch of sentosa`s pic from john yesterday.. so share some here.. from front left:Jy and me. back left:YinJ,pj,yanW . nice huh... i lazy to get up so all came over ..hahahaha...anyway..thanx to john for this pic(that`s why he`s not in it) Posted by Hello

14-15th may 2005 the eve b4 exam. 20days to army..

14th may 2005..

basically nothing much... after stressing myself so much yesterday... feeling better today and continued to study... around 2+am meet up with ww went newton circle ate bin he and stuffs.. he quite stressed up sia... i find it ridiculous too.. wun go into it since it`s not my problem.around 5+am then went home

15th may 2005

went studied with simon they all as usual at 1pm..but realised nothing much to pratice anymore except memories some notes now.. so left after sitting awhile with them.. went over to grandma `s house as grandpa not feeling well..sat there chat with grandma and help grandpa up or drink when he needed.. but around 3pm went home le as grandma said i going to exam tml dun stay too long.. also cos sis having high fever..so ask me brought some medicince home..
reached home..sis went to the doctor again.. and damn.. the doctor nv gave her injection... she still 38.7degree.. if tml still so will rush her to hospital maybe... called pj help me buy a 4d no. for me as my here alot pple... asked her to buy 2164 $3 big for me only as paisei ask her to buy more.. wanted to buy 6421 and 9695 as well... but nv.. and damn... at night 6421 opened in the starter.... ^^^^$^^^^nvm..juz no luck i guess..
Keep asking sis to drink water as she only listen to me..but at the main time need to revise my exam.. but ok la.. all almost done except 1 1/2 page of note to memorise..quite easy la... now 10+pm.. taking abreak 1st b4 i start my last preparation till morning le... no sleep tonight!!!! wish me luck

Saturday, May 14, 2005

juz some thought b4 i head to dreamland

If life is a staright line ---------- will we really still care about what we have? but living in a up and down world... how many of us can really asorb the stress and problems and convert it into energy...me?? neh... i am very uncertain where i am heading now.. where`s my limit??
Life is about improving and achieve the best out of this world..but what`s come next after we achieved what we want.. achieve more?sat there in blank?
What we realy achieved in our life? a cert? a stand in this reality world?what`s really important.. what do we really want? money, a name , love??

facing all the problems and solve it is the right way.. but face it and find that no solution to it.. is escaping sometimes a better choice?

this is really a night that everything suddenly come across me and around me.. from studies stress ... from friend`s who now encounter love`s stress.. another 1 who worrying about future...wooo...

always thought i can handle all these stress myself... but i was wrong.. i am after like anyone.. when stuffs goes wrong.. will stress.. when due date nearer..will stress... really a stressful night indeed... wanna take abreak from stress and found out so many around me also fell into the trap of stress...

but never worry.. been tru so much...definetely will overcome this as well... after all i am a human.. but a mighty 1.... CHEER!!!!!

enough of speech..time to sleep and fight tomolo!!!

4.28am 14th may 2005

Friday, May 13, 2005

12-13 may 2005 count 23days to army

basically... i can only say STRESS!!! STRESS!! STRESSS!!!!!!! been preparing notes and study these 2 days... ahhhh!!!!!!!! juz keep rest study rest study..some tv...then study!!!!-.-...

today meet up with simon and a few to study ie!!! my math kinda cope up... after long duration of doing the math... did not improve but worse.... can't think poperly for simple math formula...!!! ahhh... think i need a break... past examination also nv so worried... dunno why this t ime round so stressed up.... tml meeting up again... need more pratice and guide....

I REALLY NEED A BREAK FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

wanna meet up friends for awhile to take a break.. but change my mind also... now slacking around also dunno wat to do.. dun feel like touching those notes and maths for now... guess resting awhile more ba.... luckily have my blog here for me to rant~

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

11-05-2005 wed.. date nearer...

woke up at 12noon and wash up went sch... wearing outside clothes since it`s consider not actual sch day... went tru the papers and getting tips.. but around 2+pm went home le.. very fast sia...

reached home slack and rest... all the way till 8+pm b4 i start writting notes.. was supposed to meet simon at 8pm.. but last min told him i think i studying myself for today... then surf forum for awhile around 11pm to take a break... then msn with some friends and sms also.. told my self to continue at 12mn but still slacking now.. thinking going to start soon as already 12+mn le..


some thoughts tonight... times really flies... 2 yrs going to over juz like this... juz a few more days only... then after that army starting juz within 2week after last paper...time realy rushing.. infact.. i am racing with time now.. to accomplish more stuffs.. meet up more friends.. treasure every gathering... cos no longer young.. once army out.. alot of them will start working le.. the chance of meeting up then will nv be the same.. neither for me nor them.. so wat i can d o now is treasure every moment... sl going to aus tml le.. a safe trip for him.. time really flies.. all growing up le.. we are no longer the kids that juz play and nv think of future.. but i rather so.. thinking of future is a headach..and alot unseem obsticales ahead waiting...
how will change or remain as after 2 yrs.. i can't tell myself.. seem too many pple who changed these few yrs..some for the better some for the worse...won't say much about those stuffs... counting down the dates to exam and army...24days more..
i take it quite easy actually.. not worrying for myself except for mum... cos she`s always at home.. as sis usually stick with bf nowadays , study or working part time ... can tell she`s bore.. once joked with her that once i go army.. no one can chat with her and quarrel with her le... and to my suprise.. she actually said " 对咯..你去当兵了我不懂要家里干嘛?"a simple sentence... a few words... can tell how much she`s going to be not use with life with out me.. friends around me noe i always quarrel with her.. but like i always tell them.. maybe it`s a way we communicate.. funny but it does bring us closer...hope dad will spend more time at home with her ba.2ndly is grandparents ba... grandpa not really feeling well recently..sometime looks strong..sometime quite week.. wanna chat with him.. but dunno how also... cos since young i nv chat much with him also.. more with grandma.. until now when i go visit them.. usually also chat with grandma only..
guess i juz has to take things as it is.. worrying won't solve anything as i still have to face it after all.. going to miss alot of friends and family... making new friends definetely.. but i have no room for more.. i am happy with the friends i have now and hope nothing will change..

think i talk too much le.. now 1am.. time to continue my notes... MUST FINISH UPTHIS EXAMINATION AND ENJOY!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

10th may 2005 what have i been doing??

what have i been doing today?? tueday.. 6days more to exam... am i keep on sleep... wake up look tru the exam stuffs for a while..then sms the rest about the supper thing..
pj called around 6pm told me she lost her way on the cab..lolx.. funny cab driver... dunno the way still dare to drive her.... ended up made 1 big round from ang mok kio back to clementi and heard she was late...
around 10pm left home.. took dad`s helmet along..reached clementi around 10.30pm and realised the block pj mention was those nearby yanX living now.. but dunno which block..lost her no. waited for 15min then that poor gal came down from giving tuition..so went over to orchard meet up with ms+ jy , yr and yl.. but when reached.. realised yr nv turn up cos sleeping.. yl still movie and asked us go ahead.. but sl joinned us.. so park my bike at orchard as jy say he driving us..
Went over to bedok 85 for supper.. the food of course good as usual but think not everyone used to soup bak chou mee.. also ordered some other stuffs.. after supper moved back to cine-.- then settle there for a drink and chat... till around 2+am then went home..sent pj home also.. on the way back drizzling..-.- suay sia.. forgotten wat time i reach home..think 3+am.. watched abit of soccer b4 i went to sleep//

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updating from 5-9 may 2005

Was updating the blog yesterday... update half way tru mass virus spyware intrude my com... forcing shu t down of my IE!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..all the stuffs i type gone juz b4 me..damn pissed off...and also causing my com super lag as my spyware watch keep detecting the intrude and have to try block...damn.... no choice but to unplug the internet connection and clear the virus 1 by 1...(luckily it works). so juz went sleep after that and till now then deicded to do the updating again.. -.- quite low morale now to do so actually..

5th and 6th may
basically juz test and revision for the exam...should be able to score..and a no.ball night with yuJ they all cos someone say she got programme on fri but ended up sms me wanna meet ma at 12mn..-.- but too late then...

7th may sat
meet yanW,YinJ,pj,jy,john(pri) and so called sl went sentosa... quite a fun day at sentosa teasing 1 another and fooling around with sand... got myself burn again... and quite alot pple there too.. saw vincent and his friends..weiS and alex they all also... around 6+pm left for dinner w/o y inJ and yanW at china square building.. and meet up wi th yl for ktv session at kbox china town around 10pm.. crazy singing and blasting throat till 4am in the morning b4 going home.

8th may sunday
woke up 3pm. went grandma house to eat as it`s mother`s day.all keep asking when i army and stuffs...went home around 8pm and called up sis weather she reaching home le ma..shared $$ with her... got mum a chilli crab, hok fan and a sony reciever as she always wanna listen to something while jogging..of course.. mum was quite happy with the stuffs... slack at home.. ww airplane me.. pj`s mum dun let her out.. slack till 3+am then Josh msn ask me come out,he driving.. went bukit timah for supper and chat till almost 6am b4 sending me back home..

9th may monday

woke up and slack.. called ww and knew he failed his tp again..yvonne asked wanna sentosa or not.. told her siao ah as i juz went on sat.. but she keep asking.. dunno why agreed in the end.. maybe really bore at home ba.. met her and kl went sentosa sun tan and slack till 5pm then wash up and went home.. told them definetely will meet them up later in the night but broke my promise.. cos wz going bangkok soon asked us to supper..sorry my friends.. went s11 awhile change to west coast prata..then west coast park..did those crazy stuffs as usual.. too much strenght no place to use maybe ... then lay on the rope chatting about how we would be like after afew yrs.. told ourselve better treasure the reamaining time as this kinda of come our and gather as we wan can nv happen again once we go army.. have gf 1 have to company gf... working 1 have to work... life can nv be the same again...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

3rd may 2005 and early morning 4th may?

juz woke up from a nap or rather sleep since 8+pm now...watching LIVERpool Vs Chelsea soon

quite tired as yesterday night nv sleep at all cos lou they all came my house for soccer and WE8. took mrt to sch... not very use to it..saw thomas on the way but distance kinda too far to talk... lessos start at 8am..quite bo liao lesson la..end around 9.30am..went for breakfast and went for another lesson at 10am.. FXXK!! told us presentation today.. ended up say the Heads not free.. ask us clean the machining room.. FXXK!! gross..dirty...sweat..FXXK!!!from 11am onward we clean the machine till12noon.. went for break..all too tired to play soccer..rest awhile went back to the room.. continue clean the machine...and i really mean clean.. A Single Spot also cannot be found or have to continue..heng my group quite hardworking and finished cleaning 1st.. told us after that presentation.. but ended up around 3pm dismiss us said no need presentation..he will go tru the power point himself and the w/p..
Stayed back with them soccer awhile b4 went home.. reached home took a bath and chat with mum till dunno wat time b4 i went nap till now...

Was checking email today and a friend send me this and i find it quite meaning ful so share with u pple :

instead of waiting for happiness to come by your way, why not create your own happiness? or search for it? it's in your own hands and it's all up to you to whether you want to be happy or not. get what i mean? you don't have to have somethings before you can be happy. it's all in your mind. and sometimes, if you want the rainbow, you have to wait through the thunderstorm.

althought i not very su re why she email this.. but i find it warming from a 17yr old..guess i `ll stop here

Monday, May 02, 2005

1st & 2nd may 2005

nothing to mention about 1st of may.. basically juz a suay day with bike and a soccer session with wz they all after a long long time.. thinking of giving up riding

2nd of may.. sleeping and slacking..

rejected all tius jio by friends.. as tml having a presentation... but i dunno wat to do myself..john(1st king) msn me say recently i kinda mia... think i kinda bz recently.. told him will find him out after exam..pj,john(pri) and yl called me today too.. asking about outing and discussion of trip..really can't find much time to spare out.. this coming week 2 tests and 1 presentation.. though i quite easy going and hapy go lucky.. kinda worry for tml presentation will mess up or something..hai~ yl called to inform me his bday celebration on the 27 may at ahloha.. told him if need any help juz call me up...
now slacking at home.. meeting wm they all for awhile at my coffee shop later as i not riding my bike.. thanx to wm sia for being understanding.. very long since i sat at my coffee shop le.. really thinking of giving up riding now.. hai~
think quite alot juz now... was thinking of this after msn chat with a friend.. the Q. how not to cry while cutting onion..the correct ans was soak in in water while cutting.. but this intresting ans from another friend "juz dun look at the onion lor" really give me some thought... Life is juz Like a onion.. u already noe something going to upset u badly.. why still go try it... juz turn around and walk awhile and happiness some how will come by.. as they say.. after every heavy down pour.. the sun will always appear.. so why not juz wait for the rain to go 1st b4 we go out instead of taking a umbrella out and still get wet..
think i will stop here now.. phone rining.. time to meet them up.. 12.13am 3rd may