woke up at 12noon and wash up went sch... wearing outside clothes since it`s consider not actual sch day... went tru the papers and getting tips.. but around 2+pm went home le.. very fast sia...
reached home slack and rest... all the way till 8+pm b4 i start writting notes.. was supposed to meet simon at 8pm.. but last min told him i think i studying myself for today... then surf forum for awhile around 11pm to take a break... then msn with some friends and sms also.. told my self to continue at 12mn but still slacking now.. thinking going to start soon as already 12+mn le..
some thoughts tonight... times really flies... 2 yrs going to over juz like this... juz a few more days only... then after that army starting juz within 2week after last paper...time realy rushing.. infact.. i am racing with time now.. to accomplish more stuffs.. meet up more friends.. treasure every gathering... cos no longer young.. once army out.. alot of them will start working le.. the chance of meeting up then will nv be the same.. neither for me nor them.. so wat i can d o now is treasure every moment... sl going to aus tml le.. a safe trip for him.. time really flies.. all growing up le.. we are no longer the kids that juz play and nv think of future.. but i rather so.. thinking of future is a headach..and alot unseem obsticales ahead waiting...
how will change or remain as after 2 yrs.. i can't tell myself.. seem too many pple who changed these few yrs..some for the better some for the worse...won't say much about those stuffs... counting down the dates to exam and army...24days more..
i take it quite easy actually.. not worrying for myself except for mum... cos she`s always at home.. as sis usually stick with bf nowadays , study or working part time ... can tell she`s bore.. once joked with her that once i go army.. no one can chat with her and quarrel with her le... and to my suprise.. she actually said " 对咯..你去当兵了我不懂要家里干嘛?"a simple sentence... a few words... can tell how much she`s going to be not use with life with out me.. friends around me noe i always quarrel with her.. but like i always tell them.. maybe it`s a way we communicate.. funny but it does bring us closer...hope dad will spend more time at home with her ba.2ndly is grandparents ba... grandpa not really feeling well recently..sometime looks strong..sometime quite week.. wanna chat with him.. but dunno how also... cos since young i nv chat much with him also.. more with grandma.. until now when i go visit them.. usually also chat with grandma only..
guess i juz has to take things as it is.. worrying won't solve anything as i still have to face it after all.. going to miss alot of friends and family... making new friends definetely.. but i have no room for more.. i am happy with the friends i have now and hope nothing will change..
think i talk too much le.. now 1am.. time to continue my notes... MUST FINISH UPＴＨＩＳ EXAMINATION AND ENJOY!!!!!!
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