20th to 31st july 2005 ....

wow.. been almost 2weeks since i last touch this corner... no much time have to say...was bz meeting up folk here and there.. or maybe rather juz cos i am getting lazier. life was smooth for the past 2 weeks..meeting up peeps like ms,jy,pj for movie and supper at river valley... saw jacquline with her *friend* too.. met pearl too on last sat..still as talkative and chattable. fail to meet up YuJ and the rest due to the rain.. ok.. those were last week...

As fo this week.. quite a few events... 1st our sgt heew leaving us(ord lo).. we planned since last sunday to give him a suprise till the last day(wed).. thanx to our sir and ps who help us in this too.. wed heew talking to us during ro.. ask if we have any last word for him.. alll say no.. can tell he damn sian 1/2..keep repeating ask us.. only when after ro le.. we went up prepare the pizzas..gifts..and stand by with other sgt waited till he arrived the room..then he showed his pai sei-ness..the whole face turn red and not to forget his eye too.. haha..that`s the only night we saw him smiling all the way and taking quite some pics of us...

event 2.. my rifle kana taken by sgt when i asked a mate look after for me and went up bunk took my notebook. luckily they decided to forget about it.. if not have to sign extra on NATIONAL day week..phew...

event 3.. hurt my ankle on thur while having a sport game.. luckily with the help of the ankle guard later on... i still manage to jog at night with another friend.. this was the 1st time i jogging at a slow pace to motivate other.. actually..the feeling kinda not back.. maybe jog with some company also not that bad.. pj sms me about fri night.. replied her around 1.50am that wun be joining as hurt my ankle...and chatted for awhile on the phone.. think she was wondering if i really did hurt my ankle ba.. haha.. next day feel better asked her again.. but that efficient gal said she already cancel it with the other le..so nvm.. -.-..

event 4.. friday night(dunno how to type sia..sure die if pearl read this..).. decided to meet up ww after knowing he not meeting lit for the night... and called xp too.. and juz nice...she was free too.. met up at ww void..all said i now getting abit build...^_^can't decide go where eat... suddenly thought of leah was called me earlier on during the day..so rang her up too..as i th ought.. she was at home..so asked her to join us too as she live very near to ww... concluded newton circle in the end..i pillon ww while xp pillion leah..xp as usual still not a very fast rider..(which is good la..but abit.. . ..) had bin he,crab,shells,chicken wings and sotong mee..never really at much..a ready a habit i think.. after dinner went to C bay.. finally noe how to go there at last..thanx to xp.. stayed there till 3+am b4 going home.. and thanx leah for the gift(my belated bday gift..some nice lighter and ash tray from thailand..quite special)

event 5.woke up at 2pm on sat.. went meet yuJ for snooker.. very long nv see him.. it`s good to meet up some important friends once in awhile..around 4+pm went grandma house as usual..grandpa chatted alot sia..haha.. which was good.. grandma as usual update me with stuffs happening around.. =) sms pj if wanan watch little brother..read the review seem quite nice.. she took quite sometimes then miss called..my phone was in slient mode and nv realised till i reached home.. she was ok with it but left the booking to me cos working.. -.- checked online and realised no mn for that show.. ended up ask her again if red candy wan ma(cos quite alot pple say nice but kinda scary.. ps: i kinda timid).. and she actually agreed.. around 7+pm went fetch ww to lou house for ss and nd bday. on the way decided to buy a cake for them.(sweet huh).. as usual.. the group of us had steamboat together..feeling kinda different now compare to last time as now the whole group hard to all gather togather due to lifestyle and living location..made this kinda gathering worth even more..(joe and pb nv join us as struck in field camp..HAHAHA).. booked the tickets at lou house using ss card..then cut cake when wz reached.. played majong with them for awhile b4 pj called said about her mac supper..lolx... so let wz took over my place and i went off 1st.. meet her up at tpm.. and went gl for light supper b4 headed for ps.. ps toliet really .. .. .. they put the maid`s model inside the toliet and u can hear some pple screaming while going in... scary.. the movie turn out really quite nice..kinda touching at the ending..and wasn't as scary as thought(phew~) haha..and dunno who..earlier on saying throat quite ok now and start coughing after the movie..-.- after movie sent pj home b4 i went back to lou house..continue abit of majong till 7am then went home..bought some breakfast for mum and ice cream for sis b4 i went and sleep...

and as usual.. now sunday 4.30pm... booking in at 6.20pm later... better go bath and start packing up le.. will be having long weekend next week again due to national day wooo hooo.. will try to update as often as possible

19th- morning july 2005 tue (and early wed morning)

wanna update then realised i got the date mixed up the last update...fixed anyway... now 4.29am le.. still no sleeping.. really tired.. but i noe better if i sleep now sure die...5.40am have to start moving le...anyway let`s get started...

19th july 2005

booked out at 6.30am... ended up took cab home again... reached home only mum awake.. dad went grandma house while sis sleeping... treat mum breakfast.(her chinese bday but i nv celebrate for her 1..only eng then i will )..

slacked at home till 12noon..then change and went dover get cert...kinda sian...nv attend the speech got my cert le then sat a canteen catching up with some classmates or ex-classmate..kl called say i tua them..but actually was not knowing how to tell her we going to pan sei her as i at night watching movie..raining whole day...
meet y and ql 3pm at party world clementi...sat till 6.30pm b4 we left.. got a small for Y as her bday this coming fri which i wun be around either. pearl mei sms me say i fly her plane.. sorry.. cos ur phone low batt i thought u afternoon dun wanna meet up le..
then went grandma house chit chat with her till 8pm b4 i went home..the usual chat about my army..my cousins..and the herb tea she keep asking me to drink.. love her..as usual grandpa sat there smiling..look stronger(i mean grandpa).. no 1 was at home so went wash bike as few months nv do so. the feeling when the bike clean really is woo..finally look more like a road bike now...
after done.. went up saw dad and mum.. they went went bowling... without me.. ok la..was my fault actually..nv tell them properly...ended miss out all the fun =~~( chatted on msn with yr... leak a Top S to me.. wahaha..but in the end nv told him any S i noe... =P

stay home till 11+pm b4 i leave the house again.. meeting pj for movie..was suppose to watch an earlier show but changed last min and booked the midnight 1. never late at last..^_^.f 4. not bad la... not like what other said... ate the cookies pj brought..(think using me as gunnie pig..)yuck......kk joking...infact it`s delicious..dunno she could bake all these..only then found out of course she not the only 1 doing it..expected.. LOLX!!! =X shouldn't have bought the jumbo hotdog..=~( after movie.. send her home as usual.. b4 i went home.. on the way back a dog came into my path..honk it and it came running toward my bike...heng from yuJ experience..i already slow down quite some distance back so manage to avoid running over it... phew... speed alittle while go down express way.. and saw flash light from that speed camera..fxxk... hopefully i am not the target... pray hard*.. must wait 2 weeks then will noe...hai~ dumb me.. reached home sat down infront of com now cos dun wanna sleep..already 4.52am now.. going to prepare soon le... damn... was zz-ing off while writing all these.. if some part dun make sense dun blame me... tiring day + night but at least i making full use of it... ^_^

wed morning now... 3 more days to book out again!!!!!!haha... think stop here.. time to bath..know the writing as usual kinda rush..no choice.. think u all also no why... (*..*)

*no topic*

won't talk about army stuff this week either...as many noe i dun really like talking much about army stuffs during book out..not cos having problems..i am coping fine and having fun..thanx for concern..juz dun wish to bring army into my normal life.

so will juz update about my book out day..haha..

15th july 2005 friday - *rain rain rain* -

been raining on and off..reached home from camp around 9.30pm sharing cab with ws as didn't wanna waste time travelling..unpacked and chatted with dad mum awhile b4 leaving house at 10.15pm.and ya..hanx a million to my dearest sis who came all the way back from outside juz to pass me her bike key as the helmet inside..=) so went over tpm and meet up pj for supper..that . . . looked blur when i arrived and said she can't recognise me -.-... some friend she was.. went over to bedok market there for prata.. went the wrong direction at 1st.. THAnx to mike who give me the opp infor earlier on...luckily we were smart enough to ask pple at the control station. tried the bomb prata there.. quite nice..juz what i wan compare to the one last time i went with ww at thomson. but damn... 老天不作美..started to rain.. and worse was that i nv realised it until pj said so as i wearing cap..lolx.. so changed location and went ecp trying our luck to find that water pub... and phew... it`s really located at beside big splash so count our self luck as after awhile when we settled down started raining cats and dogs..the place itself quite well decorated..juz like what seem in the pics that time.. only wasted was th e rain.. sat there chit chat and waited for the rain to stop..but b4 we know already 3am but still raining...decided to go against the rain since not very heavy.. walked back to my bike and found out my rag kana stolen... can't stop laughing and speechless... rag also WANNA STEAL.!!!! wanna use then use la..what for steal ... ended up go took a rag on the other bike and wipe off the water.AND I DID PUT IT BACK!! send pj home and went home... on the way back phone rang and stopped at bus stop to check .. and realised it`s a sms that warm the heart despite the rain.. reached home and change my clothes.. saw ** on msn..so chatted what i didn't manage to continue due to surrounding last week.. came out with a conculsion.. was fine with it.. after all.. not kids anymore.. and went rest around 5.30am..

16th july 2005 sat tired,bright,pissed

woke up at 7am..bath change and went tpm again.. meet up bunk mate went to jamiya home for community service...have breakfast b4 we went over..quite weird sight as all in civilian clothes.. do cleaning and tidy up stuffs and so for them..serve food to the folks there and help clear up the mess also... did chat abit with the old folks and hand shake afew... quite a good experience.. styed there till 1pm..went tpm for lunch and a game of billard b4 i went to queensway meet up ww as he wanan buy bike... went to the market for a drink...wh ile chatting received a sms from **. and dunno why keep smiling till that ww say i am crazy..^_^ looked around and found a nice phatom.. tried and checked and everything quite ok..but nv comfirm on the sport as wanna look around somemore.. but in the end ww bought a helemet.. around 4+pm send him to work and went home..slacked at home till 6+pm change and went gombak meet up wq to attend celine`s wedding... celine really beautiful..especially today..no wonder pple always say the prettiest day of a woman is when she became a bride... until 9pm then the dinner started... saw a camp mate there.. was celine cousin..-.- nv really enjoyed myself as kinda bore and our table got this damn annoying guy...but heck la..not as if i will see him again... but guess wq enjoyed the food alot as whole night i was the 1 taking the food for her..pple at 1st mistaken us as couple but when realised we know each other for 15yrs all got shocked..and got even more shocked when know there another 10+ of us to make up 15yrs of good friendship..well..already used to it.. lolx..ended around 10.30pm.. went home slack and change go joe house.. damn pissed off when realised all not there yet... and went home..no going to meet them again for these few weeks... wun go into detail about what happened..(kinda rush now).. so sms pj and complain... and asked her call my house.. chat and complain till dunno what time b4 i hang and went to sleep.. real tired...

17th july 2005 sun..

really rush now.. 4.25pm... must reach pasi ris at 6.10pm and i haven change yet... so wun say much now... juz slacking all the way... still very tired... nvm.. later go back then sleep... gtg go le.. will be out on tue... tata stop here

9th july - 10 july 2005

not back huh?? at least i am updating more often than i thought... anyway thanx for those who spend some times reading.... to those i met.. thanx for sparing some moment meeting up.. and to those friends i haven got a chance to meet up with since army.. u ass]S[.. i nv forget about u all also..will find times to meet u all out of course.. =)

9th july 2005 sat (meeting up with friends and buddies)

As usual woke up 0500 then fall in 0545. kuay tiao for breakfast.. but i choose bread..then as usual area cleaning.. then swimming... i fall out myself as dun wan whole body simming pool smell when going home... book out around 10.15am.. was supposed to wait at pasi ris mrt station for WS to go home togather... but i forgotten all about him and took the train...-.- sorry lolx.. reached home unpack and wash my clothes.. chatted with dad and mum awhile b4 i start changing to civilian clothes and went west mall meet pearl around 3pm. was supposed to watch movie as she bugged me for the whole mth and went causeway point but the movie we wan not showing...-.- so walked around look for a place to eat and end up choose swen to settle down.. have curry chicken bake rice while she ate sea food pasta.. ok alright lor.. after eating went to jurong east entertainment as she wanna try her luck there again... this time round got the movie but we were late.. and somemore DEAR PEARL MEI MEI SUDDENLY SAY MEETING PARENT AT 7PM!!!!.. so ended up nv watch any show but wondering around that place and sit down drink some stuff at jurong east library b4 sending her to chinatown meet her parent... sms-ed pj thinking of trying out my luck... but she sound bz so decided not to disturb her.. meet up wm at RC for billard around 7.30pm... played till 8.55pm b4 i rushed off to TBP to meet up jy they all for WAr Of The World. heng i wasn't the latest.. haha.. went in for the movie.. have to day tom curise acting rocks.. and so was that little gal. but the show itself abit haha.. but over all quite a ok show.. some touching parts too or maybe juz me who felt so? also showed the ugly side of men when danger came... hai~ after the movie went over to BQ to the eski bar pillioning pj while the rest took train.. not bad la.. but never really enjoyed at the place as dun have much chance to be inside... went off around 1.30am b4 xl came as meeting ww they all at joe house... tamade still must buy stuffs for them... ILL TREAT ARMY KIA!!! but funny sia when reached joe`s house.. whole living room all botak.. (me,ww,wm,pb,joe).. only nd and debra were the 1 with hair~~ lolx...played majong till morning around 6+am b4 all of us went home and finally sleep...

10th july 2005

woke up at 3+pm... saw alot sms coming in but lazy reply... anyway.. nothing much whole day... chatting with mum and now updating the blog... time 4.57pm.. was suppose to leave house at 5pm... will rush tru this and change then go out le... enjoyed this book out more as meet out more pple.. this coming will be a bz week.. but will still contact with who ever i am contacting... think have to stop here le... sound rush huh.. but really indeed is rushing now... hahaha... k... i will stop here le.. time to change and go back to that island

6th july - 8th july (the amazing 3 days)

6th july 2005 wed (a feeling finally let out from the chest)

Forgotten what time i woke up.. or what i really did that day...all i can remenbered was before booking in back to camp..went down to grandma`s house. grandpa once see me keep smiling..maybe cos i was in smart 4 ba. haha.. grandma as usual ask me dun be late for booking in or will i be late or not... gave me some herb tea to drink as i was coughing...stupid felix called me say he not going back camp... damn that ass..let me go back alone..around 7pm left grandma house...the ferry time was 8.30pm.. but i estimate the time wrongly and reached the ferry terminal at 7.45pm...-.- luckily bought newspaper so still not that bore... saw HP at the terminal and chatted awhile.. he went for x-ray and sgh for his had.. got some facture due to last time when we still secondary sch..and warned me about my leg which might be the same case as him...(hopefully not).. reached back to company line aorund 9pm.. no 1 was around...only then i realised all of them were jogging on the track... all kana force by P.C sia... haha.. but to be frank... i wish i was jogging with them too...then dunno why i go hide behind the window when i realised they were coming back.. off all the lights and fans... juz then.. 2 of the platoon mates came back and stood at the cooridoor as heads out. and i stood at the window behind then and said "whaaatt areeee u alll lookingggg att~~~" lolx!!! scared the shit out of them.. and of course.. kana cursed after that... around 10.30pm as usual lights off... but can't sleep..maybe slept too much these 2days .thinking of some stuffs again... keep wondering what will be the result if i really say it... and also can said dunno what got into me that night... i actually found my guts.. and send the sms out...waited for quite sometimes b4 recieved replies.. and this goes on till around 2+am... well.. i also dunno what i trying to prove or what.. maybe jz trying to let out the stuffs in my chest.. maybe not.. whatever it is.. juz let it be..

7th july 2005 Thur (training )

basically juz like any other days... jogging...training.. marching..pull up... the only different was at night went gym and jogging again as requested(or rather say ordered by P.C)..

8th july 2005 Friday (slacking day)

nearly wanna fxxk a recuit from another company.. but hold back..cos must noe what`s good and bad for myself..hai~ very slack today.. as there new recuits coming in so nothing much to do.. brought us to lecture to watch american pie 2... funny show.. and went for P.C interview... then as usual... at night went jogging with a bunk mate..try to increase speed... but hai~..speed increased.. breathe decreased...-.-think need to train up more...after the jog my left ankle was killing me... took around an hr b4 the pain goes away..dunno what it`s la.. but will give it another 2weeks ba.. if still like this then go for x-ray......chatted on the phone with pj as bore... stupid Fraz suddenly appeared at my window around 11+pm gave me a scare... in smart 4 somemore..thought those dirty stuffs... he book in late and his bunk locked..heng i still awake.. so opened the door let him in and slept in our bunk...after awhile hung up the phone and went to bed too

27th june to 5th july

what a long week this was right... another 1 week passed... b4 i realised it already into 4th week of my army life... dunno to say slow of fast... but things still going well i guess.

from 27th - 3rd july
some stuffs happened last week... while we having swimming lesson... saw a helicopter came... at 1st still joke around saying got someone became richest recuit of the month..but after awhile all slient as we remenbered helicopter only come when something very serious happened... true enough.. around early afternoon news were spreading that a 3rd sergent from D company died while jogging... juz only 19+ going to be 20yr old this yr... quite a pity...

started to have some negative impression of 2 of my bunk mates of some stuffs they did and decided to ignore them.but now better abit le la..

as usual.. continue to jog every night...now gettting alot better... can jog all the 2.4km without stopping if i am in the constant pace... but bad cos when i start use more speed... i soon can't caught my breathe...hai~

the "xiao di di" in my bunk dunno what he thinking sia... nv came back to camp without any notice.. think he a war or something..but do hope that`s not the case..(juz called back to me bunk..heard they say tml then will noe)

of course..the food sucks as usual... the training now getting better.. juz what i want and needed...but hate the swimming lesson.. wasting time...and very mafan....

worse of all was book out day delayed to monday...instead of sat cos tekong got some major metting so they pushed everything to sat and sun and we poor recuit have to suffer...luckily every night i managed to find replacement phone from other section after my hp low batt and use thier phone make calls till low batt.. =P.. kk.. i am sorry....

4th july 2005 monday (book out finally)

as usual.. 0500 woke up. 0545 fall in.. need to do 5 bx. but i nv do..keng say i leg pain as dunno wanna sweat on book out day. breakfast never ate much as mum buying big breakfast for me.. haha. then slack in the room as "diver" went for swimming lesson... bath and change to smart 4 really for book out.

!!!!BOOK OUT 10.15 ferry!!!! once reached pasi ris went que up for cab and went home... 12noon reached home... think this sat onward will take mrt instead.. ..save $$ as the timing almost the same as always wait here and there..

mum and sis was at home.. stupid sis ate my harshbrown =~~( hai~ my favourite... but ok la... she remenbered to buy me the ankle guard and knee guard.. love her.. mum as usual.. ask me this and that.. then slacked in room wanna use com..and realised it tio virus again as i forget to download all the virus watch and stuffs.. heng got extra hd and stuffs.. so reformat the com..was suppose to meet a sury teen at cck but i really not keen to go.. so fly her areoplane..think she accidentally sms wrong pple and sms me saying "that guy fly my plane again" hahaha..hope she wun call anymore..

Was supposed to meet pearl around 3pm but she said weather wanan meet earlier as she might be watching movie with her mum at night.. so sms back to her told her nvm then.. as i wanna stay home company mum for awhile..

Around 5+pm i also left home meet ww at euno for dinner..afew weeks nv see him so meet him up.. went over to clark quay as his friend`s shop there.. but his friend not around.. so went to a 煮炒nearby.. and saw his another friend and then saw one of my friend too.. and joined us for dinner..never ate much though... both of them working some *** stuff.. and i start to find something amiss.. and true enough.. all these stuffs were actually planned 1.. brought me to their company and see see around... ok la.. not bad.. then ask me go in listen the seminal also..quite intresting..feel like trying.. but the main point is.. i was running out of time as i am meeting ** at 10.30pm....they keep telling me awhile more awhile more.. i also paisei to lose my cool.. then had to keep sms ** tell her i will be late alittle bit... ended up... pushed the time to 11.15pm yet i reached tp mall at 11.50pm... *sigh* thanx lay buddy.... dunno if she pissed off ma.. juz keep apologizing for my delay.. hai~ went bedok for supper as it`s nearest to tp le.. after dinner... was supposed to went ecp but last min change plan to geylang for the 豆花..she wanted durian but changed mind..(thanx) but hai... damn disappointed with myself... i actually lost my way to GEYLANG 3times b4 i found it... fxxk...can't believe it myself....damn dismoralising.. chit chat till around 3am then send ** hm... dunno why some how very awake unlike the pass few weeks.. so went online chatted with her awhile..b4 realised already 5am.. wanna say something but ta lat back.. anyway after saying good night i too went and sleep..what a day..yet enjoyed myself.

5th july 2005 (M/C day)

stupid felix...10am in the morning CALLED me to ask how many day M/C le i took....no choice dragged out of bed.. and called pj as she reached her work place too early lolx..chat and went down to see the doctor..the doctor know me since i was secondary sch le.. talk cock with me for awhile then issue me 2 days m/c.. juz what i wan..but of course i am really sick la.. the cough like wun ever stop... the sore throat also almost came back...heng now took the medicine le much better..called back to company line and attend c.. wed night 8.30pm then take the ferry back.. YEAH!!!

mum cooked lunch..delicious as usual of course.. mum`s food always the best.. gain back alittle these 2days... hai hai~~ then took medicine and went sleep till evening... basically slacking around and went jogging juz now around 8+pm..must have determination... think going out in 10min time meet up wz they all as 1 mth no see them le.. hope dun meet any road block or i will die a horrible death....

still thinking of some stuffs... dunno will it be appropriate to express it out ma... quite confused sometime with stuffs...life isn't as simple as we thought althought i said i have nothing to hide from my heart.. but now i realised... not everything also can juz said and let pple noe as we wan... cos the results will nv be 100% of what we wanna noe sometimes...