6th july 2005 wed (a feeling finally let out from the chest)
Forgotten what time i woke up.. or what i really did that day...all i can remenbered was before booking in back to camp..went down to grandma`s house. grandpa once see me keep smiling..maybe cos i was in smart 4 ba. haha.. grandma as usual ask me dun be late for booking in or will i be late or not... gave me some herb tea to drink as i was coughing...stupid felix called me say he not going back camp... damn that ass..let me go back alone..around 7pm left grandma house...the ferry time was 8.30pm.. but i estimate the time wrongly and reached the ferry terminal at 7.45pm...-.- luckily bought newspaper so still not that bore... saw HP at the terminal and chatted awhile.. he went for x-ray and sgh for his had.. got some facture due to last time when we still secondary sch..and warned me about my leg which might be the same case as him...(hopefully not).. reached back to company line aorund 9pm.. no 1 was around...only then i realised all of them were jogging on the track... all kana force by P.C sia... haha.. but to be frank... i wish i was jogging with them too...then dunno why i go hide behind the window when i realised they were coming back.. off all the lights and fans... juz then.. 2 of the platoon mates came back and stood at the cooridoor as heads out. and i stood at the window behind then and said "whaaatt areeee u alll lookingggg att~~~" lolx!!! scared the shit out of them.. and of course.. kana cursed after that... around 10.30pm as usual lights off... but can't sleep..maybe slept too much these 2days .thinking of some stuffs again... keep wondering what will be the result if i really say it... and also can said dunno what got into me that night... i actually found my guts.. and send the sms out...waited for quite sometimes b4 recieved replies.. and this goes on till around 2+am... well.. i also dunno what i trying to prove or what.. maybe jz trying to let out the stuffs in my chest.. maybe not.. whatever it is.. juz let it be..
7th july 2005 Thur (training )
basically juz like any other days... jogging...training.. marching..pull up... the only different was at night went gym and jogging again as requested(or rather say ordered by P.C)..
8th july 2005 Friday (slacking day)
nearly wanna fxxk a recuit from another company.. but hold back..cos must noe what`s good and bad for myself..hai~ very slack today.. as there new recuits coming in so nothing much to do.. brought us to lecture to watch american pie 2... funny show.. and went for P.C interview... then as usual... at night went jogging with a bunk mate..try to increase speed... but hai~..speed increased.. breathe decreased...-.-think need to train up more...after the jog my left ankle was killing me... took around an hr b4 the pain goes away..dunno what it`s la.. but will give it another 2weeks ba.. if still like this then go for x-ray......chatted on the phone with pj as bore... stupid Fraz suddenly appeared at my window around 11+pm gave me a scare... in smart 4 somemore..thought those dirty stuffs... he book in late and his bunk locked..heng i still awake.. so opened the door let him in and slept in our bunk...after awhile hung up the phone and went to bed too
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