Things hasn't been smooth recetnly..what we have worried finally came after so long..i dun even noe why...i mean from e begaining it`s this way at least i can understand..but it wasn't so... dunno what they have been thinking..their weird thoughts are driving me to e edge..after all i am still a human..no matter how much stress i cn absorb..there`s always a limit..i dunno when that limit will reach..and i won't wanna know..
worse of all....a this time of all..i can't find a soul at all even to get myself drunk..what can be worse..to forget all these for even a sec also can't...i know how important ** mean to me and i wun ever wanna lose **..but really able to pull everything??i believe i can..from young till now..everytime when stuffs goes rights..only make me wanna do it more to prove nothing is impossible..same goes for now...cos i noe this is wat i wan..and i definely will regret if i lose**..so hell no will i ever let that happen..
nothing much tonight..be a stressful week yet can't really show...wanna go out middle of e night yet e programme dun suit or can't find ww..etc..can really say...when time feeling helpless..blogging is still e best way...
very long since i last really drink..think it`s time to get back that feeling especially rarely that i will not be riding tonight...Cheer!! may all e problem be down the throat too...
Last but no least...jun ah jun...dun always stress urself with sch works..and late night..cos seeing u always get sick is soemthing i won't want...thanx for all e love u giving m..but pls do love urself more too... remenber our promises... love jun always
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