Typing something here has never been easy… as it’s either something joyful happened or the opposite … well for this entry… needs not say more… from the way I started already can catch some lead…
Sometimes really wondering what am I doing… to achieve goals in life… by giving this and that believing others will do the same for me… but in the end… it just don’t turn out that way. Trust and belief… totally down the drain… numerous promises… are just words to cover up for lies… pathetic this might sound… but truly what I am going through… Really feel like giving up sometimes… but feeling holding me back… believing everything will be better and turn out fine.
Why can’t life be simple… or just let me be stupid… and not realizing the world still rotating and life is full of huge contrast… I am not a very demanding person I will say… just over protective over stuff I believe in… wrong??? Maybe I should learn to let go then…
There’s always a limit in me… just like boiling kettle filled with hot boiling water trying to rush out and grab some air…
I know life is full of obstacles for us to overcome it… but once awhile I believe I do deserve a break from reality right. Human nature can never change like what many experts said... You and suppress your feeling but you can never change it... just like your normal being… I agree. But I will tell myself… at least I try to suppress the darkness within me… but what have you done for me or the others??
Laughing at myself once again… years after years… this has been repeatedly happening over and over again… and I really a fool not to see it… or am I just foolish enough to believe a leopard can change its spots…
Confusion… disappointment… don’t think I will ever understand this theory… aren’t there things worth one to change. Or human are creature that will just behave and go ahead to do things as they like… scary will be the word I use to describe this behaving… but what to do…?? There’s nothing I can do… I did what I can and I tell myself I owe no one nothing.
Just have to carry on.. maybe 1 fine day I will find enough courage to dump this pathetic life I having behind
Friday, December 12, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Money not enough 07-12-2008
sunday night.. and i am actually at work.. so sad... waiting for time to pass actually cos meeting friends later..
Recently really understands the meaning of $. the impotant of $. Bills, Loans.. petrol.. unforeseek situation... all need money. going to be broke lo especially now recession taking place.. and dad asked me to treat all the relative makan... -.- x2.
Quite envy of dad's earning... when can i be like him... i hope i wish and i want.
Good News too.. Jun has been very nice and sweet. Just can't stop loving him although her attitude need to change abit little bit more... same goes for me.
Good news no. 2. some how things getting alittle better for me toward her family... hope is not just my own one sided thinking... will jia you regarding this.
Good news no.3 mum buying a excerise machine for me and sis... SAVE $$ ^_^
good news no.4 I am just so gald mum dad grandma sis jun are always around... love all of them so much and always...
Last but not least... money not enough..so most properly need to go neighbourhood country to "SHOP".. lolx.. kk.. lame... but maybe driving in to malaysia to expolre later... getting excited.. key word.. malaysia... not johor.. EXCITMENT!!!!!!!
Recently really understands the meaning of $. the impotant of $. Bills, Loans.. petrol.. unforeseek situation... all need money. going to be broke lo especially now recession taking place.. and dad asked me to treat all the relative makan... -.- x2.
Quite envy of dad's earning... when can i be like him... i hope i wish and i want.
Good News too.. Jun has been very nice and sweet. Just can't stop loving him although her attitude need to change abit little bit more... same goes for me.
Good news no. 2. some how things getting alittle better for me toward her family... hope is not just my own one sided thinking... will jia you regarding this.
Good news no.3 mum buying a excerise machine for me and sis... SAVE $$ ^_^
good news no.4 I am just so gald mum dad grandma sis jun are always around... love all of them so much and always...
Last but not least... money not enough..so most properly need to go neighbourhood country to "SHOP".. lolx.. kk.. lame... but maybe driving in to malaysia to expolre later... getting excited.. key word.. malaysia... not johor.. EXCITMENT!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
29th Nov 2008 ( Just not right )
I am back… Took less than a month for me to be back... it’s either good or bad... as simple as that… it’s either I have a lot to say… or something I want to say.. As simple as that…
Things just wasn’t right… at least that’s what I think. Life wasn’t good for me. Not sure how to express it… not going to further explain also… fast moving track… suddenly slowed down… kind of lost even though direction is so clear. This is absolutely bad…
Putting on a smile to hide troubles yet expecting people to understand… something I really wondering what am I thinking… things starting to change in all aspect… definitely not a good sign..
Fickle mind I am… lost I am... Just can’t find any words to describe my mood now days… when will uncertainty becomes certainty…
The person I thought would understand me the most failed me… the person that I needed support from crushed me…
Deep within me.. I have this fear… toward failure or what I am not sure… but this makes me to create a wall and shield to protect myself from any harmfulness.
What to do what to do… I can only have myself to blame… trusting no 1… not even those I once trusted…
Things just wasn’t right… at least that’s what I think. Life wasn’t good for me. Not sure how to express it… not going to further explain also… fast moving track… suddenly slowed down… kind of lost even though direction is so clear. This is absolutely bad…
Putting on a smile to hide troubles yet expecting people to understand… something I really wondering what am I thinking… things starting to change in all aspect… definitely not a good sign..
Fickle mind I am… lost I am... Just can’t find any words to describe my mood now days… when will uncertainty becomes certainty…
The person I thought would understand me the most failed me… the person that I needed support from crushed me…
Deep within me.. I have this fear… toward failure or what I am not sure… but this makes me to create a wall and shield to protect myself from any harmfulness.
What to do what to do… I can only have myself to blame… trusting no 1… not even those I once trusted…
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Nov issues and highlight (me the lazy blogger)
Won’t be going into too much detail this month. (Ok and ya... now this place has becoming a monthly blog -.-)
Things to highlight:
1.Gotten my Honda Fit 2008 on the 3rd of Nov. Intended to make it into VIP theme but now becoming a chip & dale car due to influence of Jun. Went for my 1st car servicing yesterday (15th nov).
2. Looking forward to sis coming back from Aus this coming Thurs (20th Nov). Looking forward to the gift she bringing back too.. lolx
3. Busy with work... have a few head to head incidents with big boss. But issue solved. Now rushing reports for Monday big war... (#-.-)
4. Looking for job now. Sending resume here and there. Hope to secure a better pay job. Will be better if the company willing to wait for me till Keppel’s bonus. ^_^
5. Had a heart to heart chat with Dear yesterday (15th nov). Glad she actually told me everything... or most of it. Conclusion…she really thinks and worried too much and some how loving acting but she can’t really act… But this will only make me love her more and more everyday by her innocent and blurry Princess... don’t always hide stuff as there should be no hidden facts between us… remember this.
6. Everyone getting married, every adult urging me to get marry… I urging sis to get marry to stop them from urging me... lolx… ok to be frank... I also want to settle down with Jun soon. But 1st of all must be more stable in my job 1st… another few years will be fine but sooner I don’t mind too * hint * * hint *. (^_^)
7. Grandma recover very well and mum decided to move back next wed. happy and sad at the same times... happy as grandma wins the battle between the illness and her. Sad as I know although grandma and mum always argue… but grandma actually like mum a lot. Mum also but the 2 of them are too strong headed… and grandma definitely will feel lonely after mum & dad move back.
Conclusion… once again.. despite I said won’t be going into too much detail… still typed quite a long entry.. but that’s me… a lot of thoughts and stuff to share always.. not enough time to blog… =P anyway… will be stopping… came back on Sunday to rush work.. but till now I haven started… WAHAHAHA…
And oh ya.. RIP to that cleaner that got bitten to death by the white tigress in ManDai Zoo. I not sure why you wanted to jump into the tiger’s ground but the pain was brought to your family for your action. Next life please do not do this again. Personally think the tigress should be put to sleep as they are wild life predators after all. Once they have the instinct to hunt and taste of flesh blood. It’s not easy to control them anymore.
Just 1 last thing for my princess. No matter what, when, where, how… you will always be my beloved Princess jun for life. I promise.
Things to highlight:
1.Gotten my Honda Fit 2008 on the 3rd of Nov. Intended to make it into VIP theme but now becoming a chip & dale car due to influence of Jun. Went for my 1st car servicing yesterday (15th nov).
2. Looking forward to sis coming back from Aus this coming Thurs (20th Nov). Looking forward to the gift she bringing back too.. lolx
3. Busy with work... have a few head to head incidents with big boss. But issue solved. Now rushing reports for Monday big war... (#-.-)
4. Looking for job now. Sending resume here and there. Hope to secure a better pay job. Will be better if the company willing to wait for me till Keppel’s bonus. ^_^
5. Had a heart to heart chat with Dear yesterday (15th nov). Glad she actually told me everything... or most of it. Conclusion…she really thinks and worried too much and some how loving acting but she can’t really act… But this will only make me love her more and more everyday by her innocent and blurry Princess... don’t always hide stuff as there should be no hidden facts between us… remember this.
6. Everyone getting married, every adult urging me to get marry… I urging sis to get marry to stop them from urging me... lolx… ok to be frank... I also want to settle down with Jun soon. But 1st of all must be more stable in my job 1st… another few years will be fine but sooner I don’t mind too * hint * * hint *. (^_^)
7. Grandma recover very well and mum decided to move back next wed. happy and sad at the same times... happy as grandma wins the battle between the illness and her. Sad as I know although grandma and mum always argue… but grandma actually like mum a lot. Mum also but the 2 of them are too strong headed… and grandma definitely will feel lonely after mum & dad move back.
Conclusion… once again.. despite I said won’t be going into too much detail… still typed quite a long entry.. but that’s me… a lot of thoughts and stuff to share always.. not enough time to blog… =P anyway… will be stopping… came back on Sunday to rush work.. but till now I haven started… WAHAHAHA…
And oh ya.. RIP to that cleaner that got bitten to death by the white tigress in ManDai Zoo. I not sure why you wanted to jump into the tiger’s ground but the pain was brought to your family for your action. Next life please do not do this again. Personally think the tigress should be put to sleep as they are wild life predators after all. Once they have the instinct to hunt and taste of flesh blood. It’s not easy to control them anymore.
Just 1 last thing for my princess. No matter what, when, where, how… you will always be my beloved Princess jun for life. I promise.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Oct 2008 roller coaster mood
So, it's Oct already... in fact 1/2 way in oct... life's still the same... everyday doing the same thing seeing the same people... but still not too bad (if i am comparing to those less fortunate).
Looking forward and counting down for my ride to come in nov... don't know will delay or not but not going to care too.. haha.. getting use to public transport but still trying to get use to wake up earlier.. -.- sigh*
anyway grandma finally when for the patch back intestine operation and discharged.. (07th oct-17th oct) So gald that it's over and hope she will live strong and healthy at least too 100.
Poor gal of mine having chicken pox now..since last sun. Pity her especially she such an outdoor person... but good also la... at least she can spend more time at home these 2 weeks.. =X
Read quite alot of fatal car accident news recently... are everyone in the craze of F1 still?? cherish life... we live only once.. don't leave behind those who shear tears for you...it's always quite demoralising to read this kind of news as i will always tend to put myself in the families's shoe... hai~
Spent quite some amount from last month till this month..excluding the deposit that leeco deduct.. Just this week itself i already spent $1500. (inculding of bills of course) must control my spending.
headache at work as usual and typing this at work as usual... what to do.. this is life... just like song yue ting song ---- Life's struggle " life's a struggle ri zi hai yao guo" >>> "life's a struggle...and life still goes on... " a simple lyric...explained the whole meaning of life....
anyway... think will be going home soon... mind blank doing nothing... Just hope to remain this way and spend my quiet afternoon since won't be seeing my dear dear Jun.
Looking forward and counting down for my ride to come in nov... don't know will delay or not but not going to care too.. haha.. getting use to public transport but still trying to get use to wake up earlier.. -.- sigh*
anyway grandma finally when for the patch back intestine operation and discharged.. (07th oct-17th oct) So gald that it's over and hope she will live strong and healthy at least too 100.
Poor gal of mine having chicken pox now..since last sun. Pity her especially she such an outdoor person... but good also la... at least she can spend more time at home these 2 weeks.. =X
Read quite alot of fatal car accident news recently... are everyone in the craze of F1 still?? cherish life... we live only once.. don't leave behind those who shear tears for you...it's always quite demoralising to read this kind of news as i will always tend to put myself in the families's shoe... hai~
Spent quite some amount from last month till this month..excluding the deposit that leeco deduct.. Just this week itself i already spent $1500. (inculding of bills of course) must control my spending.
headache at work as usual and typing this at work as usual... what to do.. this is life... just like song yue ting song ---- Life's struggle " life's a struggle ri zi hai yao guo" >>> "life's a struggle...and life still goes on... " a simple lyric...explained the whole meaning of life....
anyway... think will be going home soon... mind blank doing nothing... Just hope to remain this way and spend my quiet afternoon since won't be seeing my dear dear Jun.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
2weeks passed. 3 great events.. happy touching and envy...
Wow... i thought i did update last week and guess what... i was wrong... ok.. lame...
Can't recall much about these 2 weeks except for the load of work that vacumming all my breathe away... andy my sweet gal jun that took care of me when i was sick last week.
Oh ya.. let's talk alittle regarding my "sickening" period... Not many people believe or know that despite my toughness impression that i always give others.. my body actually quite weak and fall sick often.. hai... last week was the worst... Fever on off 38.2 from fri till sun morning...
and i needed to attend a important wedding that sat... forced myself to get out of bed and go althought i can hardly stand on my feet due to an ache on my back... even my SBYM friends asked me why i looked so pale... -.- Nice wedding i must said... luckily i force myself go... the video clip of their growing up till propose till the wedding day was great. =)
Went chinese garden on sunday with jun for the moon cake festival after we had dinner with mum,dad and grandma... actually sometimes i really wondering.. is it call moon cake festival... lanturn festival.. puzzled... anyway... had a wonderful time at chinese graden just taking photos and scrolling around with Jun... And as usual... people whom asked me to take photos for them commented my photography skill quite good. Seriously thinking of getting a Mid-range or high end camera... $$$ donation anyone... i can be your personal photograher.
Attended another important wedding last thursday. SBYM also!! lolx.. great.. held at bukit batok CSC... the ball room was grand lo... like those movie shown ball room.. Catched up with alot of SBYM friends and a teacher... brought jun to the wedding to intro to my friends they all... Jun was really very understanding that night.. no doubt that i keep leaving her at the table and talk to my friends... she never complaint a single bit... *muak* blessed to have her...
So that about it for this 2 weeks update... work pile up.. sian... the car loan issue still processing only.. sian... waited for so many weeks lor.. luckily booked the car eariler.. now price went up to 58k le... phew....
Last by not least...
delication to EN HUA and HUI WEN. Congratuation!!! finally see both of you got married... really happy for both of you especially we all grown up in the same coummunity.... to en hua... I will still always be taller than you by 2cm at least... anyway... believe you will be a great wife and faster pop some babies out... of course... poor poor dong hong... jking* To Hui Wen... Really touched by your wedding... especially after 9yrs of courtship and tied-ing knot... Really like the flash anime movie that was shown... You defintely will be a great wife... Just don't be a blur 1 can le... =P times really flies... next phase of life... think i must start to plan mine too..lolx.. "someone will be scare to see this sentence"
20th sept 2008 10.00am
Can't recall much about these 2 weeks except for the load of work that vacumming all my breathe away... andy my sweet gal jun that took care of me when i was sick last week.
Oh ya.. let's talk alittle regarding my "sickening" period... Not many people believe or know that despite my toughness impression that i always give others.. my body actually quite weak and fall sick often.. hai... last week was the worst... Fever on off 38.2 from fri till sun morning...
and i needed to attend a important wedding that sat... forced myself to get out of bed and go althought i can hardly stand on my feet due to an ache on my back... even my SBYM friends asked me why i looked so pale... -.- Nice wedding i must said... luckily i force myself go... the video clip of their growing up till propose till the wedding day was great. =)
Went chinese garden on sunday with jun for the moon cake festival after we had dinner with mum,dad and grandma... actually sometimes i really wondering.. is it call moon cake festival... lanturn festival.. puzzled... anyway... had a wonderful time at chinese graden just taking photos and scrolling around with Jun... And as usual... people whom asked me to take photos for them commented my photography skill quite good. Seriously thinking of getting a Mid-range or high end camera... $$$ donation anyone... i can be your personal photograher.
Attended another important wedding last thursday. SBYM also!! lolx.. great.. held at bukit batok CSC... the ball room was grand lo... like those movie shown ball room.. Catched up with alot of SBYM friends and a teacher... brought jun to the wedding to intro to my friends they all... Jun was really very understanding that night.. no doubt that i keep leaving her at the table and talk to my friends... she never complaint a single bit... *muak* blessed to have her...
So that about it for this 2 weeks update... work pile up.. sian... the car loan issue still processing only.. sian... waited for so many weeks lor.. luckily booked the car eariler.. now price went up to 58k le... phew....
Last by not least...
delication to EN HUA and HUI WEN. Congratuation!!! finally see both of you got married... really happy for both of you especially we all grown up in the same coummunity.... to en hua... I will still always be taller than you by 2cm at least... anyway... believe you will be a great wife and faster pop some babies out... of course... poor poor dong hong... jking* To Hui Wen... Really touched by your wedding... especially after 9yrs of courtship and tied-ing knot... Really like the flash anime movie that was shown... You defintely will be a great wife... Just don't be a blur 1 can le... =P times really flies... next phase of life... think i must start to plan mine too..lolx.. "someone will be scare to see this sentence"
20th sept 2008 10.00am
Monday, September 08, 2008
continous of 06-09-08 to 08-09-08 BIG BOY TOY!!
06-09-2008 Beep Beep
Ended up packed up and went home at 1.30pm ==>>> due to bareness at work.
When walking out of the company's gate. Saw the bus I wanted to take zoom past... So decided to exercise abit and walk some distance and board the bus somewhere els... and damn... in fact it's a long walk... I think I walked more than 1km to the bus stop. Don’t know when have I becoming so healthy lifestyle. Ha-ha... anyway. Brought a Zippo lighter out to play... and realized it got craving of me and my ex... Date stated 21-06-2000… so long ago and actually still in such a good condition… but after awhile... the spark got struck… and I threw it away after keeping for 8yrs… not much feeling… just think that it about time also. =)
Took a bus 3257 to jurong point … change to mrt and went home… so long never like that sia… still adjusting my life… reached home had a little lunch mum specially cooked thinking that Jun will be coming to our house… BIAS lo!!!! ALL her favorite food!!!! After lunch rested for quite awhile b4 thinking about car and COE that’s dropping recently… approached mum and talk and finally decided to go view car instead of next yr JAN..
Called Lou at once and ask him to go with me at the same time recommend me some dealer… Met him at 5.20pm and went over to Leng kee cart mart which located at commonwealth lane. LEECO. The car agent Douglas was quite nice and answer quite a lot of my doubts… was very tempted to deposit on the spot (freebies: DVD player,32” Sony bravias LCD TV, visor, solar frame, reverse sensor, 15” spot rim) but decided to consider 1st.
So went off to orchard shop and eat dinner before meeting ww, wz and some other to zouk… what a day~
07-09-08 Sunday blue…
Use YX’s car drove to work as they were playing mahjong at my house… basically nothing much to do. or rather… not in the mood to do anything… so do a bit… nua a bit until 12.30pm before driving home to return the car and went red hill meet up with Jun. Decided to get the car today but decided to go Toyota show room for a look too. Vios sport is really cool looking… everything I want in a car can be found on it… the interior and exterior is GREAT... the only let down was the fuel only 12.9 km/l. Jun quite like the Vios too but we decided to go back LEECO for a final view although the Toyota agent lower the price till 51k and give us $500 petrol vouchers and 1 yr road tax free.
Went back to LENG KE Car mar and was looking at some other shop to check out the price… LEE CO Still has the best offer. On 1 occasion 1 of the sale man was even quite rude…won’t go into that… anyway... forgotten to call Douglas before I went down. So was attended by his college. Everything was quite smooth and we sign the agreement and paid the deposit. Finally... I can wait for my Toy to come in Nov!!! Yea!!!!!! Really a big change…. From bicycle until 18yrs old got Bike license and brought my 1st bike in 2003. Had my 1st bike Cagiva Mito wrecked in 2003 also… then follow on riding scrambler, Super 4, Suzuki K1 750 until now getting car. 6yrs of changes…
Went Orchard with Jun and had some snack at taka… walking around the moon cake feast but never get anything except sampling… Jun can’t get what she wanted. Soon evening we went to swatch to repair her watch and realized it was a limited edition from Swatch... 8yrs ago lor..!!! Samantha they all actually bought her a $300+ watch when they were 16yrs old… omg… or is it the value now went up to $300. Never expected the watch to be so ex as it looks quite old le… Ended up spending $49 to change the stripe which needs to wait for 4-6 weeks to deliver.
Had dinner at NYDC... alright la... plus people sighting… was quite tired during the dinner... wanted to get a hair cut after that but all the saloon was closed… so took a bus back to her place… on the bus kept nodding off.. Leaning my head to an uncle… -.- Jun had to keep waking me up lo... so pai sei… after sending her back home… I secretly took a cab home again… =X
08-09-08 Monday really blue blue~~~
Wah lau… woke up 5.45am just to catch the bus... damn Sian~ anyway a lot of work to do at work again… I mean as usual…. Rushing reports which big boss will never satisfy. HEng my boss save my ass… long meeting… that why don’t intending to type long now.. looking forward to meet my ITE pals later… very long never see them le… Think I will go off earlier ba… Life~~~ 5.39pm
OK!!! That`s all.. Going off le!!! YEA!!!
Ended up packed up and went home at 1.30pm ==>>> due to bareness at work.
When walking out of the company's gate. Saw the bus I wanted to take zoom past... So decided to exercise abit and walk some distance and board the bus somewhere els... and damn... in fact it's a long walk... I think I walked more than 1km to the bus stop. Don’t know when have I becoming so healthy lifestyle. Ha-ha... anyway. Brought a Zippo lighter out to play... and realized it got craving of me and my ex... Date stated 21-06-2000… so long ago and actually still in such a good condition… but after awhile... the spark got struck… and I threw it away after keeping for 8yrs… not much feeling… just think that it about time also. =)
Took a bus 3257 to jurong point … change to mrt and went home… so long never like that sia… still adjusting my life… reached home had a little lunch mum specially cooked thinking that Jun will be coming to our house… BIAS lo!!!! ALL her favorite food!!!! After lunch rested for quite awhile b4 thinking about car and COE that’s dropping recently… approached mum and talk and finally decided to go view car instead of next yr JAN..
Called Lou at once and ask him to go with me at the same time recommend me some dealer… Met him at 5.20pm and went over to Leng kee cart mart which located at commonwealth lane. LEECO. The car agent Douglas was quite nice and answer quite a lot of my doubts… was very tempted to deposit on the spot (freebies: DVD player,32” Sony bravias LCD TV, visor, solar frame, reverse sensor, 15” spot rim) but decided to consider 1st.
So went off to orchard shop and eat dinner before meeting ww, wz and some other to zouk… what a day~
07-09-08 Sunday blue…
Use YX’s car drove to work as they were playing mahjong at my house… basically nothing much to do. or rather… not in the mood to do anything… so do a bit… nua a bit until 12.30pm before driving home to return the car and went red hill meet up with Jun. Decided to get the car today but decided to go Toyota show room for a look too. Vios sport is really cool looking… everything I want in a car can be found on it… the interior and exterior is GREAT... the only let down was the fuel only 12.9 km/l. Jun quite like the Vios too but we decided to go back LEECO for a final view although the Toyota agent lower the price till 51k and give us $500 petrol vouchers and 1 yr road tax free.
Went back to LENG KE Car mar and was looking at some other shop to check out the price… LEE CO Still has the best offer. On 1 occasion 1 of the sale man was even quite rude…won’t go into that… anyway... forgotten to call Douglas before I went down. So was attended by his college. Everything was quite smooth and we sign the agreement and paid the deposit. Finally... I can wait for my Toy to come in Nov!!! Yea!!!!!! Really a big change…. From bicycle until 18yrs old got Bike license and brought my 1st bike in 2003. Had my 1st bike Cagiva Mito wrecked in 2003 also… then follow on riding scrambler, Super 4, Suzuki K1 750 until now getting car. 6yrs of changes…
Went Orchard with Jun and had some snack at taka… walking around the moon cake feast but never get anything except sampling… Jun can’t get what she wanted. Soon evening we went to swatch to repair her watch and realized it was a limited edition from Swatch... 8yrs ago lor..!!! Samantha they all actually bought her a $300+ watch when they were 16yrs old… omg… or is it the value now went up to $300. Never expected the watch to be so ex as it looks quite old le… Ended up spending $49 to change the stripe which needs to wait for 4-6 weeks to deliver.
Had dinner at NYDC... alright la... plus people sighting… was quite tired during the dinner... wanted to get a hair cut after that but all the saloon was closed… so took a bus back to her place… on the bus kept nodding off.. Leaning my head to an uncle… -.- Jun had to keep waking me up lo... so pai sei… after sending her back home… I secretly took a cab home again… =X
08-09-08 Monday really blue blue~~~
Wah lau… woke up 5.45am just to catch the bus... damn Sian~ anyway a lot of work to do at work again… I mean as usual…. Rushing reports which big boss will never satisfy. HEng my boss save my ass… long meeting… that why don’t intending to type long now.. looking forward to meet my ITE pals later… very long never see them le… Think I will go off earlier ba… Life~~~ 5.39pm
OK!!! That`s all.. Going off le!!! YEA!!!
Saturday, September 06, 2008
these few weeks.. what's going on around me
Ok… Working now… but can’t seem to bother to do anything… recently has been really busy period for me… keep rushing report to meet dead line… numerous meeting to attend… Life is really just about how we are burning our time away…hahaha…
Been quite an amazing month for me I have to say… cope with the pile of work load… settling issue with company… having a new college to work on my project... Guiding her and get piss off by her… damn… (At least no 1 will now say I bias toward gals… lolx… this week I had 3 poly attachment students following me… I was supposed to teach them some stuff so and so… but end up also nothing much as this week I have been rushing my reports too. Manage to issue them something to do only on the last 3 days them attachment to me… but ok la... at least managed to let them do some stuff which can keep as a memories (photo taking session).
Anyway... know this is kind of unlike in the past where I will blog about from day to day events... due to shortage of time and most important of all... I am lazy… OK! OK!! I admitted to it k. But still … I am going to note down some major and memorable things that taken place recently…. ^_^
July 25th- now and goes on. – on Carbo free diet now… so far more than just a months I had lost 7kg..(Maybe cos I was too fat le) Basically it’s just stopping of all carbo related stuff intake like… flour, rice, noodle, bread, potato…etc… so far so good except sometimes will feel very tired due to the lost of sugar in body as carbo provide us with energy… but seriously speaking… now a days people don’t need that much energy as technology has be coming so advance and humans are becoming lazier… anyway… doing this diet due to influence of an ex-camp mate whom from bigger size than me slim down till like beach boy size due to this diet within 5mths… greatly affected… hopefully can last till dec for me and shown more result… and I must control more.. for the pass 1+ months on 3 occasions... I had eaten carbo… hai~
21st aug 2008. one of the most important date in my life as this marked the 3rd year’s anniversary of me and Pei Jun Dear. We have went through a lot to be together till today… especially both of us are strong headed…we are just like any couples whom quarrel l from time to times and would do stupid things to upset each other. But some how our (“v”) is strong and not much has change throughout these years except getting lazy to go some place sometimes...(ok! ok.!. this is referring to me and I will change) Really grateful of her love for me despite the objection of her mother all these while and her crazy hypocrite sister. Love her a lot and will be forever… gals out there… too bad… I am very contented with whom I have and feeling blessed with love. (and in case you are reading sweet… love you stubborn Jun)
29th Aug 2008 – Announcing to all those that hope I will do so… and I did… Mr Biker aka xiaobiker aka biker for life aka etc…. on this date no longer a biker anymore… sold my K1750cc to a guy in forum… transferred and settled everything… nice guy from NIE… a loaded guy too. Hahaha… anyway decided to give up this 6yrs passion and hobby due to >>>> weather, body condition, family, Jun … and some other etc… lolx… ok... seriously speaking… I still trying to get use to life without personal transport and have so far taken cab 4 times. -.-… even Jun commented that I was spoilt and she will be complaining to my mum… will not give her the chance to do so… >:) . But glad to have sell off the bike as I had been thinking so for very long… but a lot of issue with buyers and especially the most annoying 1 >> Steven Lim… hope I won’t ever get to hear from this inhuman human again…
30th Aug 2008 – Went for the Golden village club member 1st anniversary star light movie at fort canning. Met Jun at clementi and took a cab to central as so we will have enough time for dinner and then walk over to the movie… walking to fort canning was a disaster… we walked from opp MOS thinking the event will be around there and ended the event held near orchard instead… not very well organize (we managed to camp in from the back of the event without showing our tickets…) but over all still not bad la… didn’t really enjoy the movie .. “make it happen” & “my sassy girl” . one of it story line sucks while the 1 is a remake of the Korea version... still prefer the original 1 as it’s make more sense and causing more Emo.. but still the atmosphere is good and I really enjoy going this kind of events with Jun. =)
1st Sep 2008. Jun 1st Teacher day. Send her some sun flower and a recording bear… really proud of her and glad she is adapting so well in this circle.
3rd Sep 2008 - Jun’s cooking session for me!!!! Waited for this like 1yr plus le LO!!! I was always the 1 cooking… finally waited and prayed hard for this moment to come… (alright la.. actually she did cook before except this some noodles and spaghetti) Anyway.. It turns out really well and delicious except 1 of the dish ended up was cooked by me. ^_^ only negative point… she made a mess of my basin and I have to clear up for her.. ( actually is I decided to clear up for her) looking forward to next time..
5th sep 2008 – had some quarrel with Jun but sorted things out soon after… walked from clementi mrt station all the way to sun set way for the zi cha dinner… not bad la as usual… after dinner wanted to took cab to her house but she insist on walking… FROM SUNSET WAY TO WEST COAST!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!! Ended up change my mind and flag a cab down and went to Holland V swensen for ice cream instead… so much cheaper than HD’s ice cream and so many more choices… don’t think will go HD anymore…
6th sep 2008 – at work now doing all these.. lol.. hopefully dun get caught.. anyway boss and big boss not around.. think tomorrow then come back finish my stuff… this is life… today is going to be a ---------------------- day.. cos told Jun today not meeting as wanted to stay back do work…. Think after office hours then I will start working… only then will I have some peace… ^_^ ok.. that’s all for now… hopefully it will not be another few weeks or months before I post something… LolX
Been quite an amazing month for me I have to say… cope with the pile of work load… settling issue with company… having a new college to work on my project... Guiding her and get piss off by her… damn… (At least no 1 will now say I bias toward gals… lolx… this week I had 3 poly attachment students following me… I was supposed to teach them some stuff so and so… but end up also nothing much as this week I have been rushing my reports too. Manage to issue them something to do only on the last 3 days them attachment to me… but ok la... at least managed to let them do some stuff which can keep as a memories (photo taking session).
Anyway... know this is kind of unlike in the past where I will blog about from day to day events... due to shortage of time and most important of all... I am lazy… OK! OK!! I admitted to it k. But still … I am going to note down some major and memorable things that taken place recently…. ^_^
July 25th- now and goes on. – on Carbo free diet now… so far more than just a months I had lost 7kg..(Maybe cos I was too fat le) Basically it’s just stopping of all carbo related stuff intake like… flour, rice, noodle, bread, potato…etc… so far so good except sometimes will feel very tired due to the lost of sugar in body as carbo provide us with energy… but seriously speaking… now a days people don’t need that much energy as technology has be coming so advance and humans are becoming lazier… anyway… doing this diet due to influence of an ex-camp mate whom from bigger size than me slim down till like beach boy size due to this diet within 5mths… greatly affected… hopefully can last till dec for me and shown more result… and I must control more.. for the pass 1+ months on 3 occasions... I had eaten carbo… hai~
21st aug 2008. one of the most important date in my life as this marked the 3rd year’s anniversary of me and Pei Jun Dear. We have went through a lot to be together till today… especially both of us are strong headed…we are just like any couples whom quarrel l from time to times and would do stupid things to upset each other. But some how our (“v”) is strong and not much has change throughout these years except getting lazy to go some place sometimes...(ok! ok.!. this is referring to me and I will change) Really grateful of her love for me despite the objection of her mother all these while and her crazy hypocrite sister. Love her a lot and will be forever… gals out there… too bad… I am very contented with whom I have and feeling blessed with love. (and in case you are reading sweet… love you stubborn Jun)
29th Aug 2008 – Announcing to all those that hope I will do so… and I did… Mr Biker aka xiaobiker aka biker for life aka etc…. on this date no longer a biker anymore… sold my K1750cc to a guy in forum… transferred and settled everything… nice guy from NIE… a loaded guy too. Hahaha… anyway decided to give up this 6yrs passion and hobby due to >>>> weather, body condition, family, Jun … and some other etc… lolx… ok... seriously speaking… I still trying to get use to life without personal transport and have so far taken cab 4 times. -.-… even Jun commented that I was spoilt and she will be complaining to my mum… will not give her the chance to do so… >:) . But glad to have sell off the bike as I had been thinking so for very long… but a lot of issue with buyers and especially the most annoying 1 >> Steven Lim… hope I won’t ever get to hear from this inhuman human again…
30th Aug 2008 – Went for the Golden village club member 1st anniversary star light movie at fort canning. Met Jun at clementi and took a cab to central as so we will have enough time for dinner and then walk over to the movie… walking to fort canning was a disaster… we walked from opp MOS thinking the event will be around there and ended the event held near orchard instead… not very well organize (we managed to camp in from the back of the event without showing our tickets…) but over all still not bad la… didn’t really enjoy the movie .. “make it happen” & “my sassy girl” . one of it story line sucks while the 1 is a remake of the Korea version... still prefer the original 1 as it’s make more sense and causing more Emo.. but still the atmosphere is good and I really enjoy going this kind of events with Jun. =)
1st Sep 2008. Jun 1st Teacher day. Send her some sun flower and a recording bear… really proud of her and glad she is adapting so well in this circle.
3rd Sep 2008 - Jun’s cooking session for me!!!! Waited for this like 1yr plus le LO!!! I was always the 1 cooking… finally waited and prayed hard for this moment to come… (alright la.. actually she did cook before except this some noodles and spaghetti) Anyway.. It turns out really well and delicious except 1 of the dish ended up was cooked by me. ^_^ only negative point… she made a mess of my basin and I have to clear up for her.. ( actually is I decided to clear up for her) looking forward to next time..
5th sep 2008 – had some quarrel with Jun but sorted things out soon after… walked from clementi mrt station all the way to sun set way for the zi cha dinner… not bad la as usual… after dinner wanted to took cab to her house but she insist on walking… FROM SUNSET WAY TO WEST COAST!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!! Ended up change my mind and flag a cab down and went to Holland V swensen for ice cream instead… so much cheaper than HD’s ice cream and so many more choices… don’t think will go HD anymore…
6th sep 2008 – at work now doing all these.. lol.. hopefully dun get caught.. anyway boss and big boss not around.. think tomorrow then come back finish my stuff… this is life… today is going to be a ---------------------- day.. cos told Jun today not meeting as wanted to stay back do work…. Think after office hours then I will start working… only then will I have some peace… ^_^ ok.. that’s all for now… hopefully it will not be another few weeks or months before I post something… LolX
Friday, August 15, 2008
the good and the bad... laughing at the world
very long never post le.. not that i lazy to post.. but not knowing what to post.. when i want to write something good.. something bad happens..when wanted to blog something bad.. good happens... confusing state... seriously, not knowing what i want now... life is unpredictable... when you think you found a solution to a problem... new problem occurs.... when you think that person must be so... the person turn out to be other wise...
i getting tired of this forever changing.. just want forever lasting... but reality always turn out to be cruel... how hurting words can just come out from one like nothing... how pple that you always look up to turn out to be selfish... when problem came... all turn and walk away.. when peaceful time... then they call you bros and sis...
enough of this fake world... nothing true come out of it... is it really so hard for someone to show their true self... is disguise the must do thing when we facing anyone els....
ugly world... ugly pple... how i hope i can go back to childhood days... where things are just so simple... worse come to worst also jus " u not nice, i don't friend you" . anyone??? any answer...
*me laughing at this pathetic world...only the dolls trying to others into their own dolls"
i getting tired of this forever changing.. just want forever lasting... but reality always turn out to be cruel... how hurting words can just come out from one like nothing... how pple that you always look up to turn out to be selfish... when problem came... all turn and walk away.. when peaceful time... then they call you bros and sis...
enough of this fake world... nothing true come out of it... is it really so hard for someone to show their true self... is disguise the must do thing when we facing anyone els....
ugly world... ugly pple... how i hope i can go back to childhood days... where things are just so simple... worse come to worst also jus " u not nice, i don't friend you" . anyone??? any answer...
*me laughing at this pathetic world...only the dolls trying to others into their own dolls"
Sunday, May 25, 2008
21st – 25th May 2008
This time round faster huh?? Manage to find time to sit down and type…So!!! Decided to update my blog. Although it was just a few days not being in the office… But still… my table seems to be forever messy. Need to clear up my stuffs I guess. Anyway let’s not waste time and get started.
21st May 2008 Wed [Anniversary spent not so anniversary way… But I still Love It]
Woke up at 7+am. Left home for the Primavera 6 which was located at Shenton way at 8.05am. Never like the idea of going town in the morning as traffic is really a killer… But what to do… hai~
Reached the Shenton way around 8.55am. Had some hard time finding the place and ended up reached the room at 9.05am when the class supposed to start at 9am sharp. But to my relief the class hasn’t start yet… But due to my late arrival, I only manage to find a seat at the front row.
The course was quite well conducted I must say. They even served cakes, sweets and hot beverages during tea break. Around 12noon… We were released for lunch and reminded to join back the lesson at 1.15pm… (1hr15min…Cool!!) Went lunch with Siti. As she a Muslim… she was only able to consume food from those store that stated hala which unfortunately… only restaurants….
No choice but went in with her and ordered a fish and chip set lunch >>> $15.90 (Heart pain…) . Not that I am stingy or what, but the amount of $$ spent there… I can eat for 3 days during the course…. PLUS!!! The food wasn’t nice… Called dear to complain after lunch and got a bit angry of her for lying… ( More like hiding some facts) . But eventually we solved it and set a time meeting at grandma’s house after my course.
The course went well for the 1st day except that at some occasion, I accidentally dozed off. We were dismissed around 4pm and I went straight to grandma’s house to meet up with Dear. Had late lunch at grandma’s place… our initial plan was to visit grandma, go Bugis for dinner and then KTV. Changed our mind in the end as firstly, we were full and I don’t like the kind of food she planned for us. 2ndly was because she needed to collect some home bake jelly shot cakes around KK hospital area.
Ended up went over my house to rest and watched some shows before we headed to collect her stuff around 10pm.. Slight drizzle but turned out fine when we enter expressway…
Reached the place and collected from the baker’s father… A nice old man… just that we thought he was an Indian at first when talking over the phone… you know…man makes mistake… hahaha…
Was a bit hungry and went to Maxwell market for late dinner + supper… 1 word for the food there… Sucks!
Went back to grandma house to leave some of the shot cakes which sweet and lovely dear bought for my family before sending her home.
22nd May 2008 Thurs [Heart attack session]
Left home for course around 7.20am.. Had a late night watching the Champion league final. I HATE MANCHESTER UNITED..I HATE RONALDO!!! Chelsea lost in penalties… hai~ will not go into that… Pain in the heart.
Course was alright except I was really tired. Manage to hang on through out the lesson…(I also don’t know how I did it). Went over grandma’s house to visit her as usual. Glad she is getting better and better everyday except that she needed to go back for another operation another 2+weeks time… worry?? Of course I am.
Was exhausted and fell asleep at grandma house. Woke up around 7+pm feeling sweaty all over… decided to take a shower as I was going to meet dear’s mum at 8.30pm. Went to NTUC and got ½ dozen of bird nest before going over… Won’t going into detail about it but the meeting up session turn out ok… only to get my words twisted later on.
Went home watered the plants.. Washed the clothes… boiled the water… burn the jot sticks… showered and chatted with Dear before sleeping… (Tiring… but looking forward to next days meeting dear dear for lunch).
23rd May 2008 Fri [quarrel and quarrel and fine]
Met Dear for lunch at the nearly CBD area. Had chicken rice for 2 with additional eggs for $8. So big different from 1st day of the course right… Some more it was quantity for 2… ok…move on…. Went star buck for dessert b4 walking dear to the MRT. Had an argument again due to her childishness and forever empty promises… She just doesn’t get how I feel from her action… the depart was not a nice 1. Luckily things got better when we met at grandma’s place after my course (Course finish!!! Competed!!). Had lunch as mum cooked… nice I must say… always love mum’s cooking… stayed at grandma house for awhile before heading for home as we agreed to spend some quality time watching movie and so.
Everything turns out well until I decided to meet Wz they all and she insisted that I don’t bring her for supper because of it… Of course it was not true… although I said I will be meeting them at 11.30pm, but ended up 11.45pm I was still with Dear… the reason for bringing her was only because I knew she was too full for anything… which she denied but admit at the end of the day. But the main reason of the quarrel was due to safety.. Won’t be going into that
Was quite disappointed the day ended this way. Jun tried to be mean while I met Wz and Lou… But failed as she was not the kind of girl.. Unlike her friend SAMANTA and KAILING. Was glad to have her as my girl. Decided to go home early although I told her I won’t and apologies to her… Things turn out fine in the end… I love Jun.
24th May 2008 Sun [I sucks]
Almost late for work. Too use to the course timing of 9am I guess. Usual work and chatting session with people in the office… was surprised to hear HW going to apply a house soon… although sometime a bit annoy by her… but too glad she settling down with the guy she love… envy… don’t know when my turn will come…
Left work at 11.30am and went grandma house for lunch. Chatted with grandma and realized she asked sis to pass me some cash which sis didn’t. Found out after that she put my share back as she said I already working… I agreed too and that was what I always told grandma too… But still think she should at least inform me as it was meant for me… But ok la… It was just a small issue.
Met Dear at 3.30pm as she slept till quite late (Of course la… slept at 8+am!!! *angry*). Went over to Cineleisure for sushi buffet. Service very slow… Plus the waiter looks half dead… made my heart also half sank…
After the buffet… Went to level 9 ‘s E2-Max to play Wii. Quite fun as this was the 1st time we both encountered with this console. Jun was quite good with some of the games.. Lost to her in bowling and boxing… only win her in tennis… hai~ I will make a come back next time.!!!! Played for almost 2 hours before headed for movie “Made of Honor”
(Our programs very happening huh??). A comedy love show… Quite nice but Dear dozed of some of the part… (See!!! Slept so Late..).
After the movie wanted to go KTV… K box = too Exp. Party world = no room.
So decided to go for dinner but the food don’t seems to be nice… So changed our mind and decided to go Bedok 85 as very long never been there. Ended up I kept going the wrong direction until I got so pissed off with me myself that we went Wampo market for food instead.
The food there not too bad. Even saw an ex-army mate ( don’t like the guy though). After dinner went to go Holland V for ice cream… Felt a bit giddy when I reached there… Dear Jun was so sweet and wanted to massage for me but I told her it’s ok… Went home around 12mn after sent her home… basically… I don’t really know how I got home as the giddy effect came back.. was glad I made it back safety…
25th May 2008 [Collect my PPE and work OT]
Woke up 6+am this morning… washed up and change for work. Watered the plants and burnt the jot stick. Now a days do feel lonely as I will always be the only 1 at home. No choice as grandma now not feeling well so mum and dad staying over there to look after her and so was sister.
Reached work place at 7.28am ( bought breakfast and paper along the way). Basically slack and watched show the whole day… even till now… did some of my stuff but also not much. Talk to Jun over the phone for awhile B4 started on this entry. Now let see… 6.58pm le… another 4more hrs to go… if I am staying… later still need to pack up my personal equipment as tomorrow going Tuas yard for course. Big bag small bag lo… hai~
Anyway.. will stop the typing here and continue to do some work le… 1 WEEK OF COURSE AND NO WORK!!! YEA!!!!!!!!
21st May 2008 Wed [Anniversary spent not so anniversary way… But I still Love It]
Woke up at 7+am. Left home for the Primavera 6 which was located at Shenton way at 8.05am. Never like the idea of going town in the morning as traffic is really a killer… But what to do… hai~
Reached the Shenton way around 8.55am. Had some hard time finding the place and ended up reached the room at 9.05am when the class supposed to start at 9am sharp. But to my relief the class hasn’t start yet… But due to my late arrival, I only manage to find a seat at the front row.
The course was quite well conducted I must say. They even served cakes, sweets and hot beverages during tea break. Around 12noon… We were released for lunch and reminded to join back the lesson at 1.15pm… (1hr15min…Cool!!) Went lunch with Siti. As she a Muslim… she was only able to consume food from those store that stated hala which unfortunately… only restaurants….
No choice but went in with her and ordered a fish and chip set lunch >>> $15.90 (Heart pain…) . Not that I am stingy or what, but the amount of $$ spent there… I can eat for 3 days during the course…. PLUS!!! The food wasn’t nice… Called dear to complain after lunch and got a bit angry of her for lying… ( More like hiding some facts) . But eventually we solved it and set a time meeting at grandma’s house after my course.
The course went well for the 1st day except that at some occasion, I accidentally dozed off. We were dismissed around 4pm and I went straight to grandma’s house to meet up with Dear. Had late lunch at grandma’s place… our initial plan was to visit grandma, go Bugis for dinner and then KTV. Changed our mind in the end as firstly, we were full and I don’t like the kind of food she planned for us. 2ndly was because she needed to collect some home bake jelly shot cakes around KK hospital area.
Ended up went over my house to rest and watched some shows before we headed to collect her stuff around 10pm.. Slight drizzle but turned out fine when we enter expressway…
Reached the place and collected from the baker’s father… A nice old man… just that we thought he was an Indian at first when talking over the phone… you know…man makes mistake… hahaha…
Was a bit hungry and went to Maxwell market for late dinner + supper… 1 word for the food there… Sucks!
Went back to grandma house to leave some of the shot cakes which sweet and lovely dear bought for my family before sending her home.
22nd May 2008 Thurs [Heart attack session]
Left home for course around 7.20am.. Had a late night watching the Champion league final. I HATE MANCHESTER UNITED..I HATE RONALDO!!! Chelsea lost in penalties… hai~ will not go into that… Pain in the heart.
Course was alright except I was really tired. Manage to hang on through out the lesson…(I also don’t know how I did it). Went over grandma’s house to visit her as usual. Glad she is getting better and better everyday except that she needed to go back for another operation another 2+weeks time… worry?? Of course I am.
Was exhausted and fell asleep at grandma house. Woke up around 7+pm feeling sweaty all over… decided to take a shower as I was going to meet dear’s mum at 8.30pm. Went to NTUC and got ½ dozen of bird nest before going over… Won’t going into detail about it but the meeting up session turn out ok… only to get my words twisted later on.
Went home watered the plants.. Washed the clothes… boiled the water… burn the jot sticks… showered and chatted with Dear before sleeping… (Tiring… but looking forward to next days meeting dear dear for lunch).
23rd May 2008 Fri [quarrel and quarrel and fine]
Met Dear for lunch at the nearly CBD area. Had chicken rice for 2 with additional eggs for $8. So big different from 1st day of the course right… Some more it was quantity for 2… ok…move on…. Went star buck for dessert b4 walking dear to the MRT. Had an argument again due to her childishness and forever empty promises… She just doesn’t get how I feel from her action… the depart was not a nice 1. Luckily things got better when we met at grandma’s place after my course (Course finish!!! Competed!!). Had lunch as mum cooked… nice I must say… always love mum’s cooking… stayed at grandma house for awhile before heading for home as we agreed to spend some quality time watching movie and so.
Everything turns out well until I decided to meet Wz they all and she insisted that I don’t bring her for supper because of it… Of course it was not true… although I said I will be meeting them at 11.30pm, but ended up 11.45pm I was still with Dear… the reason for bringing her was only because I knew she was too full for anything… which she denied but admit at the end of the day. But the main reason of the quarrel was due to safety.. Won’t be going into that
Was quite disappointed the day ended this way. Jun tried to be mean while I met Wz and Lou… But failed as she was not the kind of girl.. Unlike her friend SAMANTA and KAILING. Was glad to have her as my girl. Decided to go home early although I told her I won’t and apologies to her… Things turn out fine in the end… I love Jun.
24th May 2008 Sun [I sucks]
Almost late for work. Too use to the course timing of 9am I guess. Usual work and chatting session with people in the office… was surprised to hear HW going to apply a house soon… although sometime a bit annoy by her… but too glad she settling down with the guy she love… envy… don’t know when my turn will come…
Left work at 11.30am and went grandma house for lunch. Chatted with grandma and realized she asked sis to pass me some cash which sis didn’t. Found out after that she put my share back as she said I already working… I agreed too and that was what I always told grandma too… But still think she should at least inform me as it was meant for me… But ok la… It was just a small issue.
Met Dear at 3.30pm as she slept till quite late (Of course la… slept at 8+am!!! *angry*). Went over to Cineleisure for sushi buffet. Service very slow… Plus the waiter looks half dead… made my heart also half sank…
After the buffet… Went to level 9 ‘s E2-Max to play Wii. Quite fun as this was the 1st time we both encountered with this console. Jun was quite good with some of the games.. Lost to her in bowling and boxing… only win her in tennis… hai~ I will make a come back next time.!!!! Played for almost 2 hours before headed for movie “Made of Honor”
(Our programs very happening huh??). A comedy love show… Quite nice but Dear dozed of some of the part… (See!!! Slept so Late..).
After the movie wanted to go KTV… K box = too Exp. Party world = no room.
So decided to go for dinner but the food don’t seems to be nice… So changed our mind and decided to go Bedok 85 as very long never been there. Ended up I kept going the wrong direction until I got so pissed off with me myself that we went Wampo market for food instead.
The food there not too bad. Even saw an ex-army mate ( don’t like the guy though). After dinner went to go Holland V for ice cream… Felt a bit giddy when I reached there… Dear Jun was so sweet and wanted to massage for me but I told her it’s ok… Went home around 12mn after sent her home… basically… I don’t really know how I got home as the giddy effect came back.. was glad I made it back safety…
25th May 2008 [Collect my PPE and work OT]
Woke up 6+am this morning… washed up and change for work. Watered the plants and burnt the jot stick. Now a days do feel lonely as I will always be the only 1 at home. No choice as grandma now not feeling well so mum and dad staying over there to look after her and so was sister.
Reached work place at 7.28am ( bought breakfast and paper along the way). Basically slack and watched show the whole day… even till now… did some of my stuff but also not much. Talk to Jun over the phone for awhile B4 started on this entry. Now let see… 6.58pm le… another 4more hrs to go… if I am staying… later still need to pack up my personal equipment as tomorrow going Tuas yard for course. Big bag small bag lo… hai~
Anyway.. will stop the typing here and continue to do some work le… 1 WEEK OF COURSE AND NO WORK!!! YEA!!!!!!!!
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