Can't Really sleep...Was having some thoughts in my mind after hearing what ww told me earlier on when we went loryang pray as we tio toto last week(juz $60) and cos he going KL tml with Gf and another 2 couples.. Was sitting by the changi beach having a little chat after supper.. then talking about that wed night when lou looking for all of us (i was out with pri sch mate).. then wondering how can 1 ever lie to the extend that making pple wondering wat to believe and wat not to.. in my eye..H juz a simple gal.. maybe alittle bit think she`s a adult..but.. i also dun really noe wat to say...cos i find it very amaze if she really lie to everyone of us from the start.. if not.. pls ask that mf friend of her fxxk off..
And also ba.. in a relationship.. if u don't think the other 1 is for you.. Just let go pls.. don't ever say you don't love the person but keep holding on.. or even keep giving pple hope and play around the feeling.. it`s indeed the most horrible thing in life... have enough of seeing,consoling and scolding pple to wake up from broken hearts.. not as in i am sick of company them.. but can't bare to see buddies of my to get hurt this way...
And ya.. i look like a worries free person... quite siao onz... but doesn't mean i have to keep it this way all the time... i after all a human.. i have my life...family...and other friends too..
Was talking with ww about the sign on stuff again... his gf rejected the idea of it.. saying what happen after 10yrs... take the $$ do a little business?? what if business fail... haha.. making me also kinda confused..i did thought of signing on.. but not sure wheather to do it now or after i competed studies... if really come out work...wat i really wanna do? go shell company like my dad? i can never be like my dad.. he`s a role model to me but i can never be like him...
Got back the result yesterday..wasn't abit happy about it..didn't do well this sems as i expected myself...but wat i can't figure out was why i got D for jig and fixture... did quite well normally in class..dun tell me really is the phase test cost it..argh... really buck up for this last sems..
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