Typing something here has never been easy… as it’s either something joyful happened or the opposite … well for this entry… needs not say more… from the way I started already can catch some lead…
Sometimes really wondering what am I doing… to achieve goals in life… by giving this and that believing others will do the same for me… but in the end… it just don’t turn out that way. Trust and belief… totally down the drain… numerous promises… are just words to cover up for lies… pathetic this might sound… but truly what I am going through… Really feel like giving up sometimes… but feeling holding me back… believing everything will be better and turn out fine.
Why can’t life be simple… or just let me be stupid… and not realizing the world still rotating and life is full of huge contrast… I am not a very demanding person I will say… just over protective over stuff I believe in… wrong??? Maybe I should learn to let go then…
There’s always a limit in me… just like boiling kettle filled with hot boiling water trying to rush out and grab some air…
I know life is full of obstacles for us to overcome it… but once awhile I believe I do deserve a break from reality right. Human nature can never change like what many experts said... You and suppress your feeling but you can never change it... just like your normal being… I agree. But I will tell myself… at least I try to suppress the darkness within me… but what have you done for me or the others??
Laughing at myself once again… years after years… this has been repeatedly happening over and over again… and I really a fool not to see it… or am I just foolish enough to believe a leopard can change its spots…
Confusion… disappointment… don’t think I will ever understand this theory… aren’t there things worth one to change. Or human are creature that will just behave and go ahead to do things as they like… scary will be the word I use to describe this behaving… but what to do…?? There’s nothing I can do… I did what I can and I tell myself I owe no one nothing.
Just have to carry on.. maybe 1 fine day I will find enough courage to dump this pathetic life I having behind
Friday, December 12, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Money not enough 07-12-2008
sunday night.. and i am actually at work.. so sad... waiting for time to pass actually cos meeting friends later..
Recently really understands the meaning of $. the impotant of $. Bills, Loans.. petrol.. unforeseek situation... all need money. going to be broke lo especially now recession taking place.. and dad asked me to treat all the relative makan... -.- x2.
Quite envy of dad's earning... when can i be like him... i hope i wish and i want.
Good News too.. Jun has been very nice and sweet. Just can't stop loving him although her attitude need to change abit little bit more... same goes for me.
Good news no. 2. some how things getting alittle better for me toward her family... hope is not just my own one sided thinking... will jia you regarding this.
Good news no.3 mum buying a excerise machine for me and sis... SAVE $$ ^_^
good news no.4 I am just so gald mum dad grandma sis jun are always around... love all of them so much and always...
Last but not least... money not enough..so most properly need to go neighbourhood country to "SHOP".. lolx.. kk.. lame... but maybe driving in to malaysia to expolre later... getting excited.. key word.. malaysia... not johor.. EXCITMENT!!!!!!!
Recently really understands the meaning of $. the impotant of $. Bills, Loans.. petrol.. unforeseek situation... all need money. going to be broke lo especially now recession taking place.. and dad asked me to treat all the relative makan... -.- x2.
Quite envy of dad's earning... when can i be like him... i hope i wish and i want.
Good News too.. Jun has been very nice and sweet. Just can't stop loving him although her attitude need to change abit little bit more... same goes for me.
Good news no. 2. some how things getting alittle better for me toward her family... hope is not just my own one sided thinking... will jia you regarding this.
Good news no.3 mum buying a excerise machine for me and sis... SAVE $$ ^_^
good news no.4 I am just so gald mum dad grandma sis jun are always around... love all of them so much and always...
Last but not least... money not enough..so most properly need to go neighbourhood country to "SHOP".. lolx.. kk.. lame... but maybe driving in to malaysia to expolre later... getting excited.. key word.. malaysia... not johor.. EXCITMENT!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
29th Nov 2008 ( Just not right )
I am back… Took less than a month for me to be back... it’s either good or bad... as simple as that… it’s either I have a lot to say… or something I want to say.. As simple as that…
Things just wasn’t right… at least that’s what I think. Life wasn’t good for me. Not sure how to express it… not going to further explain also… fast moving track… suddenly slowed down… kind of lost even though direction is so clear. This is absolutely bad…
Putting on a smile to hide troubles yet expecting people to understand… something I really wondering what am I thinking… things starting to change in all aspect… definitely not a good sign..
Fickle mind I am… lost I am... Just can’t find any words to describe my mood now days… when will uncertainty becomes certainty…
The person I thought would understand me the most failed me… the person that I needed support from crushed me…
Deep within me.. I have this fear… toward failure or what I am not sure… but this makes me to create a wall and shield to protect myself from any harmfulness.
What to do what to do… I can only have myself to blame… trusting no 1… not even those I once trusted…
Things just wasn’t right… at least that’s what I think. Life wasn’t good for me. Not sure how to express it… not going to further explain also… fast moving track… suddenly slowed down… kind of lost even though direction is so clear. This is absolutely bad…
Putting on a smile to hide troubles yet expecting people to understand… something I really wondering what am I thinking… things starting to change in all aspect… definitely not a good sign..
Fickle mind I am… lost I am... Just can’t find any words to describe my mood now days… when will uncertainty becomes certainty…
The person I thought would understand me the most failed me… the person that I needed support from crushed me…
Deep within me.. I have this fear… toward failure or what I am not sure… but this makes me to create a wall and shield to protect myself from any harmfulness.
What to do what to do… I can only have myself to blame… trusting no 1… not even those I once trusted…
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Nov issues and highlight (me the lazy blogger)
Won’t be going into too much detail this month. (Ok and ya... now this place has becoming a monthly blog -.-)
Things to highlight:
1.Gotten my Honda Fit 2008 on the 3rd of Nov. Intended to make it into VIP theme but now becoming a chip & dale car due to influence of Jun. Went for my 1st car servicing yesterday (15th nov).
2. Looking forward to sis coming back from Aus this coming Thurs (20th Nov). Looking forward to the gift she bringing back too.. lolx
3. Busy with work... have a few head to head incidents with big boss. But issue solved. Now rushing reports for Monday big war... (#-.-)
4. Looking for job now. Sending resume here and there. Hope to secure a better pay job. Will be better if the company willing to wait for me till Keppel’s bonus. ^_^
5. Had a heart to heart chat with Dear yesterday (15th nov). Glad she actually told me everything... or most of it. Conclusion…she really thinks and worried too much and some how loving acting but she can’t really act… But this will only make me love her more and more everyday by her innocent and blurry Princess... don’t always hide stuff as there should be no hidden facts between us… remember this.
6. Everyone getting married, every adult urging me to get marry… I urging sis to get marry to stop them from urging me... lolx… ok to be frank... I also want to settle down with Jun soon. But 1st of all must be more stable in my job 1st… another few years will be fine but sooner I don’t mind too * hint * * hint *. (^_^)
7. Grandma recover very well and mum decided to move back next wed. happy and sad at the same times... happy as grandma wins the battle between the illness and her. Sad as I know although grandma and mum always argue… but grandma actually like mum a lot. Mum also but the 2 of them are too strong headed… and grandma definitely will feel lonely after mum & dad move back.
Conclusion… once again.. despite I said won’t be going into too much detail… still typed quite a long entry.. but that’s me… a lot of thoughts and stuff to share always.. not enough time to blog… =P anyway… will be stopping… came back on Sunday to rush work.. but till now I haven started… WAHAHAHA…
And oh ya.. RIP to that cleaner that got bitten to death by the white tigress in ManDai Zoo. I not sure why you wanted to jump into the tiger’s ground but the pain was brought to your family for your action. Next life please do not do this again. Personally think the tigress should be put to sleep as they are wild life predators after all. Once they have the instinct to hunt and taste of flesh blood. It’s not easy to control them anymore.
Just 1 last thing for my princess. No matter what, when, where, how… you will always be my beloved Princess jun for life. I promise.
Things to highlight:
1.Gotten my Honda Fit 2008 on the 3rd of Nov. Intended to make it into VIP theme but now becoming a chip & dale car due to influence of Jun. Went for my 1st car servicing yesterday (15th nov).
2. Looking forward to sis coming back from Aus this coming Thurs (20th Nov). Looking forward to the gift she bringing back too.. lolx
3. Busy with work... have a few head to head incidents with big boss. But issue solved. Now rushing reports for Monday big war... (#-.-)
4. Looking for job now. Sending resume here and there. Hope to secure a better pay job. Will be better if the company willing to wait for me till Keppel’s bonus. ^_^
5. Had a heart to heart chat with Dear yesterday (15th nov). Glad she actually told me everything... or most of it. Conclusion…she really thinks and worried too much and some how loving acting but she can’t really act… But this will only make me love her more and more everyday by her innocent and blurry Princess... don’t always hide stuff as there should be no hidden facts between us… remember this.
6. Everyone getting married, every adult urging me to get marry… I urging sis to get marry to stop them from urging me... lolx… ok to be frank... I also want to settle down with Jun soon. But 1st of all must be more stable in my job 1st… another few years will be fine but sooner I don’t mind too * hint * * hint *. (^_^)
7. Grandma recover very well and mum decided to move back next wed. happy and sad at the same times... happy as grandma wins the battle between the illness and her. Sad as I know although grandma and mum always argue… but grandma actually like mum a lot. Mum also but the 2 of them are too strong headed… and grandma definitely will feel lonely after mum & dad move back.
Conclusion… once again.. despite I said won’t be going into too much detail… still typed quite a long entry.. but that’s me… a lot of thoughts and stuff to share always.. not enough time to blog… =P anyway… will be stopping… came back on Sunday to rush work.. but till now I haven started… WAHAHAHA…
And oh ya.. RIP to that cleaner that got bitten to death by the white tigress in ManDai Zoo. I not sure why you wanted to jump into the tiger’s ground but the pain was brought to your family for your action. Next life please do not do this again. Personally think the tigress should be put to sleep as they are wild life predators after all. Once they have the instinct to hunt and taste of flesh blood. It’s not easy to control them anymore.
Just 1 last thing for my princess. No matter what, when, where, how… you will always be my beloved Princess jun for life. I promise.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Oct 2008 roller coaster mood
So, it's Oct already... in fact 1/2 way in oct... life's still the same... everyday doing the same thing seeing the same people... but still not too bad (if i am comparing to those less fortunate).
Looking forward and counting down for my ride to come in nov... don't know will delay or not but not going to care too.. haha.. getting use to public transport but still trying to get use to wake up earlier.. -.- sigh*
anyway grandma finally when for the patch back intestine operation and discharged.. (07th oct-17th oct) So gald that it's over and hope she will live strong and healthy at least too 100.
Poor gal of mine having chicken pox now..since last sun. Pity her especially she such an outdoor person... but good also la... at least she can spend more time at home these 2 weeks.. =X
Read quite alot of fatal car accident news recently... are everyone in the craze of F1 still?? cherish life... we live only once.. don't leave behind those who shear tears for you...it's always quite demoralising to read this kind of news as i will always tend to put myself in the families's shoe... hai~
Spent quite some amount from last month till this month..excluding the deposit that leeco deduct.. Just this week itself i already spent $1500. (inculding of bills of course) must control my spending.
headache at work as usual and typing this at work as usual... what to do.. this is life... just like song yue ting song ---- Life's struggle " life's a struggle ri zi hai yao guo" >>> "life's a struggle...and life still goes on... " a simple lyric...explained the whole meaning of life....
anyway... think will be going home soon... mind blank doing nothing... Just hope to remain this way and spend my quiet afternoon since won't be seeing my dear dear Jun.
Looking forward and counting down for my ride to come in nov... don't know will delay or not but not going to care too.. haha.. getting use to public transport but still trying to get use to wake up earlier.. -.- sigh*
anyway grandma finally when for the patch back intestine operation and discharged.. (07th oct-17th oct) So gald that it's over and hope she will live strong and healthy at least too 100.
Poor gal of mine having chicken pox now..since last sun. Pity her especially she such an outdoor person... but good also la... at least she can spend more time at home these 2 weeks.. =X
Read quite alot of fatal car accident news recently... are everyone in the craze of F1 still?? cherish life... we live only once.. don't leave behind those who shear tears for you...it's always quite demoralising to read this kind of news as i will always tend to put myself in the families's shoe... hai~
Spent quite some amount from last month till this month..excluding the deposit that leeco deduct.. Just this week itself i already spent $1500. (inculding of bills of course) must control my spending.
headache at work as usual and typing this at work as usual... what to do.. this is life... just like song yue ting song ---- Life's struggle " life's a struggle ri zi hai yao guo" >>> "life's a struggle...and life still goes on... " a simple lyric...explained the whole meaning of life....
anyway... think will be going home soon... mind blank doing nothing... Just hope to remain this way and spend my quiet afternoon since won't be seeing my dear dear Jun.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
2weeks passed. 3 great events.. happy touching and envy...
Wow... i thought i did update last week and guess what... i was wrong... ok.. lame...
Can't recall much about these 2 weeks except for the load of work that vacumming all my breathe away... andy my sweet gal jun that took care of me when i was sick last week.
Oh ya.. let's talk alittle regarding my "sickening" period... Not many people believe or know that despite my toughness impression that i always give others.. my body actually quite weak and fall sick often.. hai... last week was the worst... Fever on off 38.2 from fri till sun morning...
and i needed to attend a important wedding that sat... forced myself to get out of bed and go althought i can hardly stand on my feet due to an ache on my back... even my SBYM friends asked me why i looked so pale... -.- Nice wedding i must said... luckily i force myself go... the video clip of their growing up till propose till the wedding day was great. =)
Went chinese garden on sunday with jun for the moon cake festival after we had dinner with mum,dad and grandma... actually sometimes i really wondering.. is it call moon cake festival... lanturn festival.. puzzled... anyway... had a wonderful time at chinese graden just taking photos and scrolling around with Jun... And as usual... people whom asked me to take photos for them commented my photography skill quite good. Seriously thinking of getting a Mid-range or high end camera... $$$ donation anyone... i can be your personal photograher.
Attended another important wedding last thursday. SBYM also!! lolx.. great.. held at bukit batok CSC... the ball room was grand lo... like those movie shown ball room.. Catched up with alot of SBYM friends and a teacher... brought jun to the wedding to intro to my friends they all... Jun was really very understanding that night.. no doubt that i keep leaving her at the table and talk to my friends... she never complaint a single bit... *muak* blessed to have her...
So that about it for this 2 weeks update... work pile up.. sian... the car loan issue still processing only.. sian... waited for so many weeks lor.. luckily booked the car eariler.. now price went up to 58k le... phew....
Last by not least...
delication to EN HUA and HUI WEN. Congratuation!!! finally see both of you got married... really happy for both of you especially we all grown up in the same coummunity.... to en hua... I will still always be taller than you by 2cm at least... anyway... believe you will be a great wife and faster pop some babies out... of course... poor poor dong hong... jking* To Hui Wen... Really touched by your wedding... especially after 9yrs of courtship and tied-ing knot... Really like the flash anime movie that was shown... You defintely will be a great wife... Just don't be a blur 1 can le... =P times really flies... next phase of life... think i must start to plan mine too..lolx.. "someone will be scare to see this sentence"
20th sept 2008 10.00am
Can't recall much about these 2 weeks except for the load of work that vacumming all my breathe away... andy my sweet gal jun that took care of me when i was sick last week.
Oh ya.. let's talk alittle regarding my "sickening" period... Not many people believe or know that despite my toughness impression that i always give others.. my body actually quite weak and fall sick often.. hai... last week was the worst... Fever on off 38.2 from fri till sun morning...
and i needed to attend a important wedding that sat... forced myself to get out of bed and go althought i can hardly stand on my feet due to an ache on my back... even my SBYM friends asked me why i looked so pale... -.- Nice wedding i must said... luckily i force myself go... the video clip of their growing up till propose till the wedding day was great. =)
Went chinese garden on sunday with jun for the moon cake festival after we had dinner with mum,dad and grandma... actually sometimes i really wondering.. is it call moon cake festival... lanturn festival.. puzzled... anyway... had a wonderful time at chinese graden just taking photos and scrolling around with Jun... And as usual... people whom asked me to take photos for them commented my photography skill quite good. Seriously thinking of getting a Mid-range or high end camera... $$$ donation anyone... i can be your personal photograher.
Attended another important wedding last thursday. SBYM also!! lolx.. great.. held at bukit batok CSC... the ball room was grand lo... like those movie shown ball room.. Catched up with alot of SBYM friends and a teacher... brought jun to the wedding to intro to my friends they all... Jun was really very understanding that night.. no doubt that i keep leaving her at the table and talk to my friends... she never complaint a single bit... *muak* blessed to have her...
So that about it for this 2 weeks update... work pile up.. sian... the car loan issue still processing only.. sian... waited for so many weeks lor.. luckily booked the car eariler.. now price went up to 58k le... phew....
Last by not least...
delication to EN HUA and HUI WEN. Congratuation!!! finally see both of you got married... really happy for both of you especially we all grown up in the same coummunity.... to en hua... I will still always be taller than you by 2cm at least... anyway... believe you will be a great wife and faster pop some babies out... of course... poor poor dong hong... jking* To Hui Wen... Really touched by your wedding... especially after 9yrs of courtship and tied-ing knot... Really like the flash anime movie that was shown... You defintely will be a great wife... Just don't be a blur 1 can le... =P times really flies... next phase of life... think i must start to plan mine too..lolx.. "someone will be scare to see this sentence"
20th sept 2008 10.00am
Monday, September 08, 2008
continous of 06-09-08 to 08-09-08 BIG BOY TOY!!
06-09-2008 Beep Beep
Ended up packed up and went home at 1.30pm ==>>> due to bareness at work.
When walking out of the company's gate. Saw the bus I wanted to take zoom past... So decided to exercise abit and walk some distance and board the bus somewhere els... and damn... in fact it's a long walk... I think I walked more than 1km to the bus stop. Don’t know when have I becoming so healthy lifestyle. Ha-ha... anyway. Brought a Zippo lighter out to play... and realized it got craving of me and my ex... Date stated 21-06-2000… so long ago and actually still in such a good condition… but after awhile... the spark got struck… and I threw it away after keeping for 8yrs… not much feeling… just think that it about time also. =)
Took a bus 3257 to jurong point … change to mrt and went home… so long never like that sia… still adjusting my life… reached home had a little lunch mum specially cooked thinking that Jun will be coming to our house… BIAS lo!!!! ALL her favorite food!!!! After lunch rested for quite awhile b4 thinking about car and COE that’s dropping recently… approached mum and talk and finally decided to go view car instead of next yr JAN..
Called Lou at once and ask him to go with me at the same time recommend me some dealer… Met him at 5.20pm and went over to Leng kee cart mart which located at commonwealth lane. LEECO. The car agent Douglas was quite nice and answer quite a lot of my doubts… was very tempted to deposit on the spot (freebies: DVD player,32” Sony bravias LCD TV, visor, solar frame, reverse sensor, 15” spot rim) but decided to consider 1st.
So went off to orchard shop and eat dinner before meeting ww, wz and some other to zouk… what a day~
07-09-08 Sunday blue…
Use YX’s car drove to work as they were playing mahjong at my house… basically nothing much to do. or rather… not in the mood to do anything… so do a bit… nua a bit until 12.30pm before driving home to return the car and went red hill meet up with Jun. Decided to get the car today but decided to go Toyota show room for a look too. Vios sport is really cool looking… everything I want in a car can be found on it… the interior and exterior is GREAT... the only let down was the fuel only 12.9 km/l. Jun quite like the Vios too but we decided to go back LEECO for a final view although the Toyota agent lower the price till 51k and give us $500 petrol vouchers and 1 yr road tax free.
Went back to LENG KE Car mar and was looking at some other shop to check out the price… LEE CO Still has the best offer. On 1 occasion 1 of the sale man was even quite rude…won’t go into that… anyway... forgotten to call Douglas before I went down. So was attended by his college. Everything was quite smooth and we sign the agreement and paid the deposit. Finally... I can wait for my Toy to come in Nov!!! Yea!!!!!! Really a big change…. From bicycle until 18yrs old got Bike license and brought my 1st bike in 2003. Had my 1st bike Cagiva Mito wrecked in 2003 also… then follow on riding scrambler, Super 4, Suzuki K1 750 until now getting car. 6yrs of changes…
Went Orchard with Jun and had some snack at taka… walking around the moon cake feast but never get anything except sampling… Jun can’t get what she wanted. Soon evening we went to swatch to repair her watch and realized it was a limited edition from Swatch... 8yrs ago lor..!!! Samantha they all actually bought her a $300+ watch when they were 16yrs old… omg… or is it the value now went up to $300. Never expected the watch to be so ex as it looks quite old le… Ended up spending $49 to change the stripe which needs to wait for 4-6 weeks to deliver.
Had dinner at NYDC... alright la... plus people sighting… was quite tired during the dinner... wanted to get a hair cut after that but all the saloon was closed… so took a bus back to her place… on the bus kept nodding off.. Leaning my head to an uncle… -.- Jun had to keep waking me up lo... so pai sei… after sending her back home… I secretly took a cab home again… =X
08-09-08 Monday really blue blue~~~
Wah lau… woke up 5.45am just to catch the bus... damn Sian~ anyway a lot of work to do at work again… I mean as usual…. Rushing reports which big boss will never satisfy. HEng my boss save my ass… long meeting… that why don’t intending to type long now.. looking forward to meet my ITE pals later… very long never see them le… Think I will go off earlier ba… Life~~~ 5.39pm
OK!!! That`s all.. Going off le!!! YEA!!!
Ended up packed up and went home at 1.30pm ==>>> due to bareness at work.
When walking out of the company's gate. Saw the bus I wanted to take zoom past... So decided to exercise abit and walk some distance and board the bus somewhere els... and damn... in fact it's a long walk... I think I walked more than 1km to the bus stop. Don’t know when have I becoming so healthy lifestyle. Ha-ha... anyway. Brought a Zippo lighter out to play... and realized it got craving of me and my ex... Date stated 21-06-2000… so long ago and actually still in such a good condition… but after awhile... the spark got struck… and I threw it away after keeping for 8yrs… not much feeling… just think that it about time also. =)
Took a bus 3257 to jurong point … change to mrt and went home… so long never like that sia… still adjusting my life… reached home had a little lunch mum specially cooked thinking that Jun will be coming to our house… BIAS lo!!!! ALL her favorite food!!!! After lunch rested for quite awhile b4 thinking about car and COE that’s dropping recently… approached mum and talk and finally decided to go view car instead of next yr JAN..
Called Lou at once and ask him to go with me at the same time recommend me some dealer… Met him at 5.20pm and went over to Leng kee cart mart which located at commonwealth lane. LEECO. The car agent Douglas was quite nice and answer quite a lot of my doubts… was very tempted to deposit on the spot (freebies: DVD player,32” Sony bravias LCD TV, visor, solar frame, reverse sensor, 15” spot rim) but decided to consider 1st.
So went off to orchard shop and eat dinner before meeting ww, wz and some other to zouk… what a day~
07-09-08 Sunday blue…
Use YX’s car drove to work as they were playing mahjong at my house… basically nothing much to do. or rather… not in the mood to do anything… so do a bit… nua a bit until 12.30pm before driving home to return the car and went red hill meet up with Jun. Decided to get the car today but decided to go Toyota show room for a look too. Vios sport is really cool looking… everything I want in a car can be found on it… the interior and exterior is GREAT... the only let down was the fuel only 12.9 km/l. Jun quite like the Vios too but we decided to go back LEECO for a final view although the Toyota agent lower the price till 51k and give us $500 petrol vouchers and 1 yr road tax free.
Went back to LENG KE Car mar and was looking at some other shop to check out the price… LEE CO Still has the best offer. On 1 occasion 1 of the sale man was even quite rude…won’t go into that… anyway... forgotten to call Douglas before I went down. So was attended by his college. Everything was quite smooth and we sign the agreement and paid the deposit. Finally... I can wait for my Toy to come in Nov!!! Yea!!!!!! Really a big change…. From bicycle until 18yrs old got Bike license and brought my 1st bike in 2003. Had my 1st bike Cagiva Mito wrecked in 2003 also… then follow on riding scrambler, Super 4, Suzuki K1 750 until now getting car. 6yrs of changes…
Went Orchard with Jun and had some snack at taka… walking around the moon cake feast but never get anything except sampling… Jun can’t get what she wanted. Soon evening we went to swatch to repair her watch and realized it was a limited edition from Swatch... 8yrs ago lor..!!! Samantha they all actually bought her a $300+ watch when they were 16yrs old… omg… or is it the value now went up to $300. Never expected the watch to be so ex as it looks quite old le… Ended up spending $49 to change the stripe which needs to wait for 4-6 weeks to deliver.
Had dinner at NYDC... alright la... plus people sighting… was quite tired during the dinner... wanted to get a hair cut after that but all the saloon was closed… so took a bus back to her place… on the bus kept nodding off.. Leaning my head to an uncle… -.- Jun had to keep waking me up lo... so pai sei… after sending her back home… I secretly took a cab home again… =X
08-09-08 Monday really blue blue~~~
Wah lau… woke up 5.45am just to catch the bus... damn Sian~ anyway a lot of work to do at work again… I mean as usual…. Rushing reports which big boss will never satisfy. HEng my boss save my ass… long meeting… that why don’t intending to type long now.. looking forward to meet my ITE pals later… very long never see them le… Think I will go off earlier ba… Life~~~ 5.39pm
OK!!! That`s all.. Going off le!!! YEA!!!
Saturday, September 06, 2008
these few weeks.. what's going on around me
Ok… Working now… but can’t seem to bother to do anything… recently has been really busy period for me… keep rushing report to meet dead line… numerous meeting to attend… Life is really just about how we are burning our time away…hahaha…
Been quite an amazing month for me I have to say… cope with the pile of work load… settling issue with company… having a new college to work on my project... Guiding her and get piss off by her… damn… (At least no 1 will now say I bias toward gals… lolx… this week I had 3 poly attachment students following me… I was supposed to teach them some stuff so and so… but end up also nothing much as this week I have been rushing my reports too. Manage to issue them something to do only on the last 3 days them attachment to me… but ok la... at least managed to let them do some stuff which can keep as a memories (photo taking session).
Anyway... know this is kind of unlike in the past where I will blog about from day to day events... due to shortage of time and most important of all... I am lazy… OK! OK!! I admitted to it k. But still … I am going to note down some major and memorable things that taken place recently…. ^_^
July 25th- now and goes on. – on Carbo free diet now… so far more than just a months I had lost 7kg..(Maybe cos I was too fat le) Basically it’s just stopping of all carbo related stuff intake like… flour, rice, noodle, bread, potato…etc… so far so good except sometimes will feel very tired due to the lost of sugar in body as carbo provide us with energy… but seriously speaking… now a days people don’t need that much energy as technology has be coming so advance and humans are becoming lazier… anyway… doing this diet due to influence of an ex-camp mate whom from bigger size than me slim down till like beach boy size due to this diet within 5mths… greatly affected… hopefully can last till dec for me and shown more result… and I must control more.. for the pass 1+ months on 3 occasions... I had eaten carbo… hai~
21st aug 2008. one of the most important date in my life as this marked the 3rd year’s anniversary of me and Pei Jun Dear. We have went through a lot to be together till today… especially both of us are strong headed…we are just like any couples whom quarrel l from time to times and would do stupid things to upset each other. But some how our (“v”) is strong and not much has change throughout these years except getting lazy to go some place sometimes...(ok! ok.!. this is referring to me and I will change) Really grateful of her love for me despite the objection of her mother all these while and her crazy hypocrite sister. Love her a lot and will be forever… gals out there… too bad… I am very contented with whom I have and feeling blessed with love. (and in case you are reading sweet… love you stubborn Jun)
29th Aug 2008 – Announcing to all those that hope I will do so… and I did… Mr Biker aka xiaobiker aka biker for life aka etc…. on this date no longer a biker anymore… sold my K1750cc to a guy in forum… transferred and settled everything… nice guy from NIE… a loaded guy too. Hahaha… anyway decided to give up this 6yrs passion and hobby due to >>>> weather, body condition, family, Jun … and some other etc… lolx… ok... seriously speaking… I still trying to get use to life without personal transport and have so far taken cab 4 times. -.-… even Jun commented that I was spoilt and she will be complaining to my mum… will not give her the chance to do so… >:) . But glad to have sell off the bike as I had been thinking so for very long… but a lot of issue with buyers and especially the most annoying 1 >> Steven Lim… hope I won’t ever get to hear from this inhuman human again…
30th Aug 2008 – Went for the Golden village club member 1st anniversary star light movie at fort canning. Met Jun at clementi and took a cab to central as so we will have enough time for dinner and then walk over to the movie… walking to fort canning was a disaster… we walked from opp MOS thinking the event will be around there and ended the event held near orchard instead… not very well organize (we managed to camp in from the back of the event without showing our tickets…) but over all still not bad la… didn’t really enjoy the movie .. “make it happen” & “my sassy girl” . one of it story line sucks while the 1 is a remake of the Korea version... still prefer the original 1 as it’s make more sense and causing more Emo.. but still the atmosphere is good and I really enjoy going this kind of events with Jun. =)
1st Sep 2008. Jun 1st Teacher day. Send her some sun flower and a recording bear… really proud of her and glad she is adapting so well in this circle.
3rd Sep 2008 - Jun’s cooking session for me!!!! Waited for this like 1yr plus le LO!!! I was always the 1 cooking… finally waited and prayed hard for this moment to come… (alright la.. actually she did cook before except this some noodles and spaghetti) Anyway.. It turns out really well and delicious except 1 of the dish ended up was cooked by me. ^_^ only negative point… she made a mess of my basin and I have to clear up for her.. ( actually is I decided to clear up for her) looking forward to next time..
5th sep 2008 – had some quarrel with Jun but sorted things out soon after… walked from clementi mrt station all the way to sun set way for the zi cha dinner… not bad la as usual… after dinner wanted to took cab to her house but she insist on walking… FROM SUNSET WAY TO WEST COAST!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!! Ended up change my mind and flag a cab down and went to Holland V swensen for ice cream instead… so much cheaper than HD’s ice cream and so many more choices… don’t think will go HD anymore…
6th sep 2008 – at work now doing all these.. lol.. hopefully dun get caught.. anyway boss and big boss not around.. think tomorrow then come back finish my stuff… this is life… today is going to be a ---------------------- day.. cos told Jun today not meeting as wanted to stay back do work…. Think after office hours then I will start working… only then will I have some peace… ^_^ ok.. that’s all for now… hopefully it will not be another few weeks or months before I post something… LolX
Been quite an amazing month for me I have to say… cope with the pile of work load… settling issue with company… having a new college to work on my project... Guiding her and get piss off by her… damn… (At least no 1 will now say I bias toward gals… lolx… this week I had 3 poly attachment students following me… I was supposed to teach them some stuff so and so… but end up also nothing much as this week I have been rushing my reports too. Manage to issue them something to do only on the last 3 days them attachment to me… but ok la... at least managed to let them do some stuff which can keep as a memories (photo taking session).
Anyway... know this is kind of unlike in the past where I will blog about from day to day events... due to shortage of time and most important of all... I am lazy… OK! OK!! I admitted to it k. But still … I am going to note down some major and memorable things that taken place recently…. ^_^
July 25th- now and goes on. – on Carbo free diet now… so far more than just a months I had lost 7kg..(Maybe cos I was too fat le) Basically it’s just stopping of all carbo related stuff intake like… flour, rice, noodle, bread, potato…etc… so far so good except sometimes will feel very tired due to the lost of sugar in body as carbo provide us with energy… but seriously speaking… now a days people don’t need that much energy as technology has be coming so advance and humans are becoming lazier… anyway… doing this diet due to influence of an ex-camp mate whom from bigger size than me slim down till like beach boy size due to this diet within 5mths… greatly affected… hopefully can last till dec for me and shown more result… and I must control more.. for the pass 1+ months on 3 occasions... I had eaten carbo… hai~
21st aug 2008. one of the most important date in my life as this marked the 3rd year’s anniversary of me and Pei Jun Dear. We have went through a lot to be together till today… especially both of us are strong headed…we are just like any couples whom quarrel l from time to times and would do stupid things to upset each other. But some how our (“v”) is strong and not much has change throughout these years except getting lazy to go some place sometimes...(ok! ok.!. this is referring to me and I will change) Really grateful of her love for me despite the objection of her mother all these while and her crazy hypocrite sister. Love her a lot and will be forever… gals out there… too bad… I am very contented with whom I have and feeling blessed with love. (and in case you are reading sweet… love you stubborn Jun)
29th Aug 2008 – Announcing to all those that hope I will do so… and I did… Mr Biker aka xiaobiker aka biker for life aka etc…. on this date no longer a biker anymore… sold my K1750cc to a guy in forum… transferred and settled everything… nice guy from NIE… a loaded guy too. Hahaha… anyway decided to give up this 6yrs passion and hobby due to >>>> weather, body condition, family, Jun … and some other etc… lolx… ok... seriously speaking… I still trying to get use to life without personal transport and have so far taken cab 4 times. -.-… even Jun commented that I was spoilt and she will be complaining to my mum… will not give her the chance to do so… >:) . But glad to have sell off the bike as I had been thinking so for very long… but a lot of issue with buyers and especially the most annoying 1 >> Steven Lim… hope I won’t ever get to hear from this inhuman human again…
30th Aug 2008 – Went for the Golden village club member 1st anniversary star light movie at fort canning. Met Jun at clementi and took a cab to central as so we will have enough time for dinner and then walk over to the movie… walking to fort canning was a disaster… we walked from opp MOS thinking the event will be around there and ended the event held near orchard instead… not very well organize (we managed to camp in from the back of the event without showing our tickets…) but over all still not bad la… didn’t really enjoy the movie .. “make it happen” & “my sassy girl” . one of it story line sucks while the 1 is a remake of the Korea version... still prefer the original 1 as it’s make more sense and causing more Emo.. but still the atmosphere is good and I really enjoy going this kind of events with Jun. =)
1st Sep 2008. Jun 1st Teacher day. Send her some sun flower and a recording bear… really proud of her and glad she is adapting so well in this circle.
3rd Sep 2008 - Jun’s cooking session for me!!!! Waited for this like 1yr plus le LO!!! I was always the 1 cooking… finally waited and prayed hard for this moment to come… (alright la.. actually she did cook before except this some noodles and spaghetti) Anyway.. It turns out really well and delicious except 1 of the dish ended up was cooked by me. ^_^ only negative point… she made a mess of my basin and I have to clear up for her.. ( actually is I decided to clear up for her) looking forward to next time..
5th sep 2008 – had some quarrel with Jun but sorted things out soon after… walked from clementi mrt station all the way to sun set way for the zi cha dinner… not bad la as usual… after dinner wanted to took cab to her house but she insist on walking… FROM SUNSET WAY TO WEST COAST!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT!! Ended up change my mind and flag a cab down and went to Holland V swensen for ice cream instead… so much cheaper than HD’s ice cream and so many more choices… don’t think will go HD anymore…
6th sep 2008 – at work now doing all these.. lol.. hopefully dun get caught.. anyway boss and big boss not around.. think tomorrow then come back finish my stuff… this is life… today is going to be a ---------------------- day.. cos told Jun today not meeting as wanted to stay back do work…. Think after office hours then I will start working… only then will I have some peace… ^_^ ok.. that’s all for now… hopefully it will not be another few weeks or months before I post something… LolX
Friday, August 15, 2008
the good and the bad... laughing at the world
very long never post le.. not that i lazy to post.. but not knowing what to post.. when i want to write something good.. something bad happens..when wanted to blog something bad.. good happens... confusing state... seriously, not knowing what i want now... life is unpredictable... when you think you found a solution to a problem... new problem occurs.... when you think that person must be so... the person turn out to be other wise...
i getting tired of this forever changing.. just want forever lasting... but reality always turn out to be cruel... how hurting words can just come out from one like nothing... how pple that you always look up to turn out to be selfish... when problem came... all turn and walk away.. when peaceful time... then they call you bros and sis...
enough of this fake world... nothing true come out of it... is it really so hard for someone to show their true self... is disguise the must do thing when we facing anyone els....
ugly world... ugly pple... how i hope i can go back to childhood days... where things are just so simple... worse come to worst also jus " u not nice, i don't friend you" . anyone??? any answer...
*me laughing at this pathetic world...only the dolls trying to others into their own dolls"
i getting tired of this forever changing.. just want forever lasting... but reality always turn out to be cruel... how hurting words can just come out from one like nothing... how pple that you always look up to turn out to be selfish... when problem came... all turn and walk away.. when peaceful time... then they call you bros and sis...
enough of this fake world... nothing true come out of it... is it really so hard for someone to show their true self... is disguise the must do thing when we facing anyone els....
ugly world... ugly pple... how i hope i can go back to childhood days... where things are just so simple... worse come to worst also jus " u not nice, i don't friend you" . anyone??? any answer...
*me laughing at this pathetic world...only the dolls trying to others into their own dolls"
Sunday, May 25, 2008
21st – 25th May 2008
This time round faster huh?? Manage to find time to sit down and type…So!!! Decided to update my blog. Although it was just a few days not being in the office… But still… my table seems to be forever messy. Need to clear up my stuffs I guess. Anyway let’s not waste time and get started.
21st May 2008 Wed [Anniversary spent not so anniversary way… But I still Love It]
Woke up at 7+am. Left home for the Primavera 6 which was located at Shenton way at 8.05am. Never like the idea of going town in the morning as traffic is really a killer… But what to do… hai~
Reached the Shenton way around 8.55am. Had some hard time finding the place and ended up reached the room at 9.05am when the class supposed to start at 9am sharp. But to my relief the class hasn’t start yet… But due to my late arrival, I only manage to find a seat at the front row.
The course was quite well conducted I must say. They even served cakes, sweets and hot beverages during tea break. Around 12noon… We were released for lunch and reminded to join back the lesson at 1.15pm… (1hr15min…Cool!!) Went lunch with Siti. As she a Muslim… she was only able to consume food from those store that stated hala which unfortunately… only restaurants….
No choice but went in with her and ordered a fish and chip set lunch >>> $15.90 (Heart pain…) . Not that I am stingy or what, but the amount of $$ spent there… I can eat for 3 days during the course…. PLUS!!! The food wasn’t nice… Called dear to complain after lunch and got a bit angry of her for lying… ( More like hiding some facts) . But eventually we solved it and set a time meeting at grandma’s house after my course.
The course went well for the 1st day except that at some occasion, I accidentally dozed off. We were dismissed around 4pm and I went straight to grandma’s house to meet up with Dear. Had late lunch at grandma’s place… our initial plan was to visit grandma, go Bugis for dinner and then KTV. Changed our mind in the end as firstly, we were full and I don’t like the kind of food she planned for us. 2ndly was because she needed to collect some home bake jelly shot cakes around KK hospital area.
Ended up went over my house to rest and watched some shows before we headed to collect her stuff around 10pm.. Slight drizzle but turned out fine when we enter expressway…
Reached the place and collected from the baker’s father… A nice old man… just that we thought he was an Indian at first when talking over the phone… you know…man makes mistake… hahaha…
Was a bit hungry and went to Maxwell market for late dinner + supper… 1 word for the food there… Sucks!
Went back to grandma house to leave some of the shot cakes which sweet and lovely dear bought for my family before sending her home.
22nd May 2008 Thurs [Heart attack session]
Left home for course around 7.20am.. Had a late night watching the Champion league final. I HATE MANCHESTER UNITED..I HATE RONALDO!!! Chelsea lost in penalties… hai~ will not go into that… Pain in the heart.
Course was alright except I was really tired. Manage to hang on through out the lesson…(I also don’t know how I did it). Went over grandma’s house to visit her as usual. Glad she is getting better and better everyday except that she needed to go back for another operation another 2+weeks time… worry?? Of course I am.
Was exhausted and fell asleep at grandma house. Woke up around 7+pm feeling sweaty all over… decided to take a shower as I was going to meet dear’s mum at 8.30pm. Went to NTUC and got ½ dozen of bird nest before going over… Won’t going into detail about it but the meeting up session turn out ok… only to get my words twisted later on.
Went home watered the plants.. Washed the clothes… boiled the water… burn the jot sticks… showered and chatted with Dear before sleeping… (Tiring… but looking forward to next days meeting dear dear for lunch).
23rd May 2008 Fri [quarrel and quarrel and fine]
Met Dear for lunch at the nearly CBD area. Had chicken rice for 2 with additional eggs for $8. So big different from 1st day of the course right… Some more it was quantity for 2… ok…move on…. Went star buck for dessert b4 walking dear to the MRT. Had an argument again due to her childishness and forever empty promises… She just doesn’t get how I feel from her action… the depart was not a nice 1. Luckily things got better when we met at grandma’s place after my course (Course finish!!! Competed!!). Had lunch as mum cooked… nice I must say… always love mum’s cooking… stayed at grandma house for awhile before heading for home as we agreed to spend some quality time watching movie and so.
Everything turns out well until I decided to meet Wz they all and she insisted that I don’t bring her for supper because of it… Of course it was not true… although I said I will be meeting them at 11.30pm, but ended up 11.45pm I was still with Dear… the reason for bringing her was only because I knew she was too full for anything… which she denied but admit at the end of the day. But the main reason of the quarrel was due to safety.. Won’t be going into that
Was quite disappointed the day ended this way. Jun tried to be mean while I met Wz and Lou… But failed as she was not the kind of girl.. Unlike her friend SAMANTA and KAILING. Was glad to have her as my girl. Decided to go home early although I told her I won’t and apologies to her… Things turn out fine in the end… I love Jun.
24th May 2008 Sun [I sucks]
Almost late for work. Too use to the course timing of 9am I guess. Usual work and chatting session with people in the office… was surprised to hear HW going to apply a house soon… although sometime a bit annoy by her… but too glad she settling down with the guy she love… envy… don’t know when my turn will come…
Left work at 11.30am and went grandma house for lunch. Chatted with grandma and realized she asked sis to pass me some cash which sis didn’t. Found out after that she put my share back as she said I already working… I agreed too and that was what I always told grandma too… But still think she should at least inform me as it was meant for me… But ok la… It was just a small issue.
Met Dear at 3.30pm as she slept till quite late (Of course la… slept at 8+am!!! *angry*). Went over to Cineleisure for sushi buffet. Service very slow… Plus the waiter looks half dead… made my heart also half sank…
After the buffet… Went to level 9 ‘s E2-Max to play Wii. Quite fun as this was the 1st time we both encountered with this console. Jun was quite good with some of the games.. Lost to her in bowling and boxing… only win her in tennis… hai~ I will make a come back next time.!!!! Played for almost 2 hours before headed for movie “Made of Honor”
(Our programs very happening huh??). A comedy love show… Quite nice but Dear dozed of some of the part… (See!!! Slept so Late..).
After the movie wanted to go KTV… K box = too Exp. Party world = no room.
So decided to go for dinner but the food don’t seems to be nice… So changed our mind and decided to go Bedok 85 as very long never been there. Ended up I kept going the wrong direction until I got so pissed off with me myself that we went Wampo market for food instead.
The food there not too bad. Even saw an ex-army mate ( don’t like the guy though). After dinner went to go Holland V for ice cream… Felt a bit giddy when I reached there… Dear Jun was so sweet and wanted to massage for me but I told her it’s ok… Went home around 12mn after sent her home… basically… I don’t really know how I got home as the giddy effect came back.. was glad I made it back safety…
25th May 2008 [Collect my PPE and work OT]
Woke up 6+am this morning… washed up and change for work. Watered the plants and burnt the jot stick. Now a days do feel lonely as I will always be the only 1 at home. No choice as grandma now not feeling well so mum and dad staying over there to look after her and so was sister.
Reached work place at 7.28am ( bought breakfast and paper along the way). Basically slack and watched show the whole day… even till now… did some of my stuff but also not much. Talk to Jun over the phone for awhile B4 started on this entry. Now let see… 6.58pm le… another 4more hrs to go… if I am staying… later still need to pack up my personal equipment as tomorrow going Tuas yard for course. Big bag small bag lo… hai~
Anyway.. will stop the typing here and continue to do some work le… 1 WEEK OF COURSE AND NO WORK!!! YEA!!!!!!!!
21st May 2008 Wed [Anniversary spent not so anniversary way… But I still Love It]
Woke up at 7+am. Left home for the Primavera 6 which was located at Shenton way at 8.05am. Never like the idea of going town in the morning as traffic is really a killer… But what to do… hai~
Reached the Shenton way around 8.55am. Had some hard time finding the place and ended up reached the room at 9.05am when the class supposed to start at 9am sharp. But to my relief the class hasn’t start yet… But due to my late arrival, I only manage to find a seat at the front row.
The course was quite well conducted I must say. They even served cakes, sweets and hot beverages during tea break. Around 12noon… We were released for lunch and reminded to join back the lesson at 1.15pm… (1hr15min…Cool!!) Went lunch with Siti. As she a Muslim… she was only able to consume food from those store that stated hala which unfortunately… only restaurants….
No choice but went in with her and ordered a fish and chip set lunch >>> $15.90 (Heart pain…) . Not that I am stingy or what, but the amount of $$ spent there… I can eat for 3 days during the course…. PLUS!!! The food wasn’t nice… Called dear to complain after lunch and got a bit angry of her for lying… ( More like hiding some facts) . But eventually we solved it and set a time meeting at grandma’s house after my course.
The course went well for the 1st day except that at some occasion, I accidentally dozed off. We were dismissed around 4pm and I went straight to grandma’s house to meet up with Dear. Had late lunch at grandma’s place… our initial plan was to visit grandma, go Bugis for dinner and then KTV. Changed our mind in the end as firstly, we were full and I don’t like the kind of food she planned for us. 2ndly was because she needed to collect some home bake jelly shot cakes around KK hospital area.
Ended up went over my house to rest and watched some shows before we headed to collect her stuff around 10pm.. Slight drizzle but turned out fine when we enter expressway…
Reached the place and collected from the baker’s father… A nice old man… just that we thought he was an Indian at first when talking over the phone… you know…man makes mistake… hahaha…
Was a bit hungry and went to Maxwell market for late dinner + supper… 1 word for the food there… Sucks!
Went back to grandma house to leave some of the shot cakes which sweet and lovely dear bought for my family before sending her home.
22nd May 2008 Thurs [Heart attack session]
Left home for course around 7.20am.. Had a late night watching the Champion league final. I HATE MANCHESTER UNITED..I HATE RONALDO!!! Chelsea lost in penalties… hai~ will not go into that… Pain in the heart.
Course was alright except I was really tired. Manage to hang on through out the lesson…(I also don’t know how I did it). Went over grandma’s house to visit her as usual. Glad she is getting better and better everyday except that she needed to go back for another operation another 2+weeks time… worry?? Of course I am.
Was exhausted and fell asleep at grandma house. Woke up around 7+pm feeling sweaty all over… decided to take a shower as I was going to meet dear’s mum at 8.30pm. Went to NTUC and got ½ dozen of bird nest before going over… Won’t going into detail about it but the meeting up session turn out ok… only to get my words twisted later on.
Went home watered the plants.. Washed the clothes… boiled the water… burn the jot sticks… showered and chatted with Dear before sleeping… (Tiring… but looking forward to next days meeting dear dear for lunch).
23rd May 2008 Fri [quarrel and quarrel and fine]
Met Dear for lunch at the nearly CBD area. Had chicken rice for 2 with additional eggs for $8. So big different from 1st day of the course right… Some more it was quantity for 2… ok…move on…. Went star buck for dessert b4 walking dear to the MRT. Had an argument again due to her childishness and forever empty promises… She just doesn’t get how I feel from her action… the depart was not a nice 1. Luckily things got better when we met at grandma’s place after my course (Course finish!!! Competed!!). Had lunch as mum cooked… nice I must say… always love mum’s cooking… stayed at grandma house for awhile before heading for home as we agreed to spend some quality time watching movie and so.
Everything turns out well until I decided to meet Wz they all and she insisted that I don’t bring her for supper because of it… Of course it was not true… although I said I will be meeting them at 11.30pm, but ended up 11.45pm I was still with Dear… the reason for bringing her was only because I knew she was too full for anything… which she denied but admit at the end of the day. But the main reason of the quarrel was due to safety.. Won’t be going into that
Was quite disappointed the day ended this way. Jun tried to be mean while I met Wz and Lou… But failed as she was not the kind of girl.. Unlike her friend SAMANTA and KAILING. Was glad to have her as my girl. Decided to go home early although I told her I won’t and apologies to her… Things turn out fine in the end… I love Jun.
24th May 2008 Sun [I sucks]
Almost late for work. Too use to the course timing of 9am I guess. Usual work and chatting session with people in the office… was surprised to hear HW going to apply a house soon… although sometime a bit annoy by her… but too glad she settling down with the guy she love… envy… don’t know when my turn will come…
Left work at 11.30am and went grandma house for lunch. Chatted with grandma and realized she asked sis to pass me some cash which sis didn’t. Found out after that she put my share back as she said I already working… I agreed too and that was what I always told grandma too… But still think she should at least inform me as it was meant for me… But ok la… It was just a small issue.
Met Dear at 3.30pm as she slept till quite late (Of course la… slept at 8+am!!! *angry*). Went over to Cineleisure for sushi buffet. Service very slow… Plus the waiter looks half dead… made my heart also half sank…
After the buffet… Went to level 9 ‘s E2-Max to play Wii. Quite fun as this was the 1st time we both encountered with this console. Jun was quite good with some of the games.. Lost to her in bowling and boxing… only win her in tennis… hai~ I will make a come back next time.!!!! Played for almost 2 hours before headed for movie “Made of Honor”
(Our programs very happening huh??). A comedy love show… Quite nice but Dear dozed of some of the part… (See!!! Slept so Late..).
After the movie wanted to go KTV… K box = too Exp. Party world = no room.
So decided to go for dinner but the food don’t seems to be nice… So changed our mind and decided to go Bedok 85 as very long never been there. Ended up I kept going the wrong direction until I got so pissed off with me myself that we went Wampo market for food instead.
The food there not too bad. Even saw an ex-army mate ( don’t like the guy though). After dinner went to go Holland V for ice cream… Felt a bit giddy when I reached there… Dear Jun was so sweet and wanted to massage for me but I told her it’s ok… Went home around 12mn after sent her home… basically… I don’t really know how I got home as the giddy effect came back.. was glad I made it back safety…
25th May 2008 [Collect my PPE and work OT]
Woke up 6+am this morning… washed up and change for work. Watered the plants and burnt the jot stick. Now a days do feel lonely as I will always be the only 1 at home. No choice as grandma now not feeling well so mum and dad staying over there to look after her and so was sister.
Reached work place at 7.28am ( bought breakfast and paper along the way). Basically slack and watched show the whole day… even till now… did some of my stuff but also not much. Talk to Jun over the phone for awhile B4 started on this entry. Now let see… 6.58pm le… another 4more hrs to go… if I am staying… later still need to pack up my personal equipment as tomorrow going Tuas yard for course. Big bag small bag lo… hai~
Anyway.. will stop the typing here and continue to do some work le… 1 WEEK OF COURSE AND NO WORK!!! YEA!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Another 2 weeks past... 8th-20th may
ya.. no news = good news.. believe it or not. but i really think it indeed very true...Not going into too much detail today.. basically Life still goes on...
Grandma discharged from hospital...now coping well at home... but need to go back for another operation in another 2 weeks time... I really hope nothing will happened to her... loved her alot... really quite affected recently these few weeks when she was warded... family still well..sister doing a great job with mum looking after her....
Me and dear jun have been fine... still loving although had some major quarrel recently... we just have to learn how to give in to each other that's all... she is still my angel and always will be...
today has been a busy day at work.. finally get to breathe now... dear jun having fever..luckily temperture drop le...
went to a friend's blog and read up... realised how life has been a joke to alot of people... alot of stuff isn't what we can control.. especially events that happened recently... simon suddenly came across my mind... wonder how is he.. is life up there really care free.. if so help me reserve a place ba.. miss this friend alot.. although didn't always meet up last time after pri..but still feel close to him... it a pity how life has change for many and he don't get a chance to see it... and before anyone even notice it... we are already steping into the adulthood.....
emotional post huh?? i think so too.. maybe too many incident happened recently... regardless friends,families..or even the world... I too make use of the chance now to pray for those whom lost their life in the earth quak and flood... and hope those who survive will pick themselve up and move on... tragedy had already taken place... so be brave and move on.,..
Grandma discharged from hospital...now coping well at home... but need to go back for another operation in another 2 weeks time... I really hope nothing will happened to her... loved her alot... really quite affected recently these few weeks when she was warded... family still well..sister doing a great job with mum looking after her....
Me and dear jun have been fine... still loving although had some major quarrel recently... we just have to learn how to give in to each other that's all... she is still my angel and always will be...
today has been a busy day at work.. finally get to breathe now... dear jun having fever..luckily temperture drop le...
went to a friend's blog and read up... realised how life has been a joke to alot of people... alot of stuff isn't what we can control.. especially events that happened recently... simon suddenly came across my mind... wonder how is he.. is life up there really care free.. if so help me reserve a place ba.. miss this friend alot.. although didn't always meet up last time after pri..but still feel close to him... it a pity how life has change for many and he don't get a chance to see it... and before anyone even notice it... we are already steping into the adulthood.....
emotional post huh?? i think so too.. maybe too many incident happened recently... regardless friends,families..or even the world... I too make use of the chance now to pray for those whom lost their life in the earth quak and flood... and hope those who survive will pick themselve up and move on... tragedy had already taken place... so be brave and move on.,..
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
28th April – 7th May 2 long weeks of worry and relief... PART II
1st May 2008 Thursday [Labour Day… Even the doctor also on holiday. Improving]
Went back to the hospital around noon… Dad been staying at the hospital for the past few days with 4th uncle and some time 3rd uncle… always proud of dad for being so filial… He’s always my role model and someone I look up to.
Doctor supposed to update us on the progress but was on leave. Joked that even doctor will enjoy public holiday…Jun came visit grandma again and also after that going for dinner & movie Everything turn out better today and grandma in a more stable state. Around 6+ left NUH. Before leaving went in ICU to tell grandma… and she response by nodding... was really glad she’s improving everyday. When leaving cousins and aunties joked whether grandma got gave permission to leave or not… And laughed when I told them I got her approval as she nodded her head. Went Vivo thinking of changing the tickets from marina to Vivo city… but can’t. Wanted to go over marina square but bike cannot start… push start heng can and went over marina had dinner, movie before heading home…
2nd May 2008 Friday [Back at work,]
Back at work today. Had to push start the bike in the morning... -.-… at work no one dare to ask me much but I also never say much about it. Just like any normal day. Finished most of my stuff earlier as the FELS side want the report by Sat/Mon plus ED’s meeting on Monday. Lunch time went to bike shop to check out what’s wrong with the bike… thought can make it back to office with it before 1pm…ended up need to leave the bike there and took cab back… $6.80 ^^$^^ . Bike shop called afternoon to said the magnetic coil, Retiflier, battery spoiled, repair need $700-$800. OMFG!!... But no choice.
Went visited grandma after work taking company transport to Clementi then cab to NUH…DAMN LONG lo... 4.30pm knock off, 4.45pm transport reached, 5.10pm then left the yard, 5.45pm then reached Clementi. Can you imagine that… ended up 6pm then reached NUH... should have just took cab from the start… A lot of people around when I reached… dad being playful tried to match make for me…got teased by cousins. The nurses Shifted grandma to ward 21 instead of the current ward 26 as ward 21 is operation ready and her team of doctor usually station there… The waiting room was so much smaller and the nurse were not flexible about the visiting hours. But also understand they have their concerns too. Met WW & WZ at night at S11 as need to borrow WW bike. Got warning from Jun not to fall asleep the next day -.-
3rd May 2008 Saturday [Board Way Beng at national library]
Never work today. Had Fever in the morning so took MC at polyclinic. Went down visited Grandma around noon. Got a nagging from dad for not working… thanks to KPO mum… but after awhile dad back to normal… phew~ today grandma looks better.. Glad my prayer being answer… promised I will be a better person from now on. Chatted with cousin about Jun before she reached… I am really sure she’s the 1 of my life and looking forward to really made her my wife 1 day… But seriously… I need to change my temper… although Jun is quite unreasonable sometimes… But she always there to advice me on some issues… though she quite innocent and easily taken advantage of… but that’s also 1 of the reason why I love her so much.. Jun reached around 5pm… Had a slight quarrel but things work out fine at the end of the day… Left NUH around 6+pm to Newton for dinner… then after that to national library for the play “Board Way Beng” Really a nice and funny play… Enjoyed it a lot.. Most important was because the company. After the play… went esplanade for Chocolate drinks. Very long never come le… Not as nice but still not bad… Sent her home around 11pm. Meet up WW and friends for a short while and reaches home around 2+am…
4th May 2008 Sunday [ Worst game of my life]
Woke up 7.30am when my phone rang. WenYong & Din reached my void deck waiting for me… jumped out of bed faster change and went down… today joining the KRC basketball challenge… Went over to my nearby neighborhood to fetch another guy Jackson but that guy never answer the phone… after waiting for quite sometimes no choice but to go without him…
Let me just this cut short… basically the match was a disaster as I am the only 1 that know how to play… I had never once in my life lost a match like this before… or should I say when with WW & KW, We only lost once from all the playing… Quite upset and affected by it… luckily got the food make up for it. We took a few packets and went back yard to eat as still got jobs need to finish. Fever came back together with Flu. Poor me..
Work till 5pm then Wenyong sent me to NUH as I never ride… Visited grandma and chatted with the cousins… reached home around 8+pm and sooner fell asleep at 10+ due to the fever.
5th May 2008 Monday [Grandma conscious]
Work as usual… watched some show as job finished. Sis sms-ed me that grandma changed to ICU ward 25 as now stable le. Morning even scolded her and my uncle as she wanted to drink watermelon juice.. Ha ha ha… glad she had the energy to scold. Went down after work at 4.30pm. Had dinner at NUH food court after went and see grandma… She’s now conscious but still a bit weak, still having fever so help her fan with a magazine which later the nurse saw and got a fan for us… Very kind of the nurse. Grandma able to drink water but better not let her drink too much. Jun came visited her and was also glad she is getting better. Sent Jun home around 8pm before I too went home do my stuff and then sleep…
6th May 2008 Tuesday [ Getting better and better]
Went down to bike shop after work… apparently the bike still got some problems… after do this do that also like that… quite pissed off.. spent so much $$ ended up still like that.
Reached NUH around 6pm. Sis,4th aunty, cousin weijian, mum, 4th uncles and a few more… (too many to name). Dad went back grandma’s house to bath then came back. Bought watermelon juice for grandma… she asked sis and me to drink 1st… glad she getting better and better each day. Hope she recover soon. ( need to discharge from hospital 2weeks to regain energy then go for 1 more major operation… I know she can do it.. cos I have a very strong will grandma).
Jun was tired today so asked her to go home rest instead of coming… she had done enough during this period.. I should be grateful. ^_^
Had dinner with mum and dad then went up see grandma again… then after that sitting around with all the cousins and aunties talking about curtains and stuff as cousin Jichao is in this line. Joked a lot and dad asked mum to get 1 curtain from him.. think mum must be quite glad..lolx.. then also talk about marriage… my sis 1st ba as I keep tai ji it away… dad in front of everyone told sis if she want to marry can do so anytime le… make sis speechless… think can expected it soon le after she graduate.
As for me…dad know my decision le… actually I do hope to marry soon… Cos I really love kids a lot and also want Jun to live with me a lot. But Jun don’t think so… After all these while together… I slowly also accepted her choice… actually now I also think a few years more will be good as we can save more and be more prepared.
7th may 2008 [Typing day]
Nothing much to do at work today.. basically been slacking since morning and updating the blog entries like now.. Since 10am I been typing non stop till now 12.50pm.. can you imagine that.. Huey Wen on MC today.. a bit hungry.. lucily Wenyong help me get lemon chicken rice.. . but the food here really cannot make it… lunch break going to over le… going to watch some show soon.. wahhahaha.. envy right?? Going to visit grandma and soccer after work today… ^_^
Went back to the hospital around noon… Dad been staying at the hospital for the past few days with 4th uncle and some time 3rd uncle… always proud of dad for being so filial… He’s always my role model and someone I look up to.
Doctor supposed to update us on the progress but was on leave. Joked that even doctor will enjoy public holiday…Jun came visit grandma again and also after that going for dinner & movie Everything turn out better today and grandma in a more stable state. Around 6+ left NUH. Before leaving went in ICU to tell grandma… and she response by nodding... was really glad she’s improving everyday. When leaving cousins and aunties joked whether grandma got gave permission to leave or not… And laughed when I told them I got her approval as she nodded her head. Went Vivo thinking of changing the tickets from marina to Vivo city… but can’t. Wanted to go over marina square but bike cannot start… push start heng can and went over marina had dinner, movie before heading home…
2nd May 2008 Friday [Back at work,]
Back at work today. Had to push start the bike in the morning... -.-… at work no one dare to ask me much but I also never say much about it. Just like any normal day. Finished most of my stuff earlier as the FELS side want the report by Sat/Mon plus ED’s meeting on Monday. Lunch time went to bike shop to check out what’s wrong with the bike… thought can make it back to office with it before 1pm…ended up need to leave the bike there and took cab back… $6.80 ^^$^^ . Bike shop called afternoon to said the magnetic coil, Retiflier, battery spoiled, repair need $700-$800. OMFG!!... But no choice.
Went visited grandma after work taking company transport to Clementi then cab to NUH…DAMN LONG lo... 4.30pm knock off, 4.45pm transport reached, 5.10pm then left the yard, 5.45pm then reached Clementi. Can you imagine that… ended up 6pm then reached NUH... should have just took cab from the start… A lot of people around when I reached… dad being playful tried to match make for me…got teased by cousins. The nurses Shifted grandma to ward 21 instead of the current ward 26 as ward 21 is operation ready and her team of doctor usually station there… The waiting room was so much smaller and the nurse were not flexible about the visiting hours. But also understand they have their concerns too. Met WW & WZ at night at S11 as need to borrow WW bike. Got warning from Jun not to fall asleep the next day -.-
3rd May 2008 Saturday [Board Way Beng at national library]
Never work today. Had Fever in the morning so took MC at polyclinic. Went down visited Grandma around noon. Got a nagging from dad for not working… thanks to KPO mum… but after awhile dad back to normal… phew~ today grandma looks better.. Glad my prayer being answer… promised I will be a better person from now on. Chatted with cousin about Jun before she reached… I am really sure she’s the 1 of my life and looking forward to really made her my wife 1 day… But seriously… I need to change my temper… although Jun is quite unreasonable sometimes… But she always there to advice me on some issues… though she quite innocent and easily taken advantage of… but that’s also 1 of the reason why I love her so much.. Jun reached around 5pm… Had a slight quarrel but things work out fine at the end of the day… Left NUH around 6+pm to Newton for dinner… then after that to national library for the play “Board Way Beng” Really a nice and funny play… Enjoyed it a lot.. Most important was because the company. After the play… went esplanade for Chocolate drinks. Very long never come le… Not as nice but still not bad… Sent her home around 11pm. Meet up WW and friends for a short while and reaches home around 2+am…
4th May 2008 Sunday [ Worst game of my life]
Woke up 7.30am when my phone rang. WenYong & Din reached my void deck waiting for me… jumped out of bed faster change and went down… today joining the KRC basketball challenge… Went over to my nearby neighborhood to fetch another guy Jackson but that guy never answer the phone… after waiting for quite sometimes no choice but to go without him…
Let me just this cut short… basically the match was a disaster as I am the only 1 that know how to play… I had never once in my life lost a match like this before… or should I say when with WW & KW, We only lost once from all the playing… Quite upset and affected by it… luckily got the food make up for it. We took a few packets and went back yard to eat as still got jobs need to finish. Fever came back together with Flu. Poor me..
Work till 5pm then Wenyong sent me to NUH as I never ride… Visited grandma and chatted with the cousins… reached home around 8+pm and sooner fell asleep at 10+ due to the fever.
5th May 2008 Monday [Grandma conscious]
Work as usual… watched some show as job finished. Sis sms-ed me that grandma changed to ICU ward 25 as now stable le. Morning even scolded her and my uncle as she wanted to drink watermelon juice.. Ha ha ha… glad she had the energy to scold. Went down after work at 4.30pm. Had dinner at NUH food court after went and see grandma… She’s now conscious but still a bit weak, still having fever so help her fan with a magazine which later the nurse saw and got a fan for us… Very kind of the nurse. Grandma able to drink water but better not let her drink too much. Jun came visited her and was also glad she is getting better. Sent Jun home around 8pm before I too went home do my stuff and then sleep…
6th May 2008 Tuesday [ Getting better and better]
Went down to bike shop after work… apparently the bike still got some problems… after do this do that also like that… quite pissed off.. spent so much $$ ended up still like that.
Reached NUH around 6pm. Sis,4th aunty, cousin weijian, mum, 4th uncles and a few more… (too many to name). Dad went back grandma’s house to bath then came back. Bought watermelon juice for grandma… she asked sis and me to drink 1st… glad she getting better and better each day. Hope she recover soon. ( need to discharge from hospital 2weeks to regain energy then go for 1 more major operation… I know she can do it.. cos I have a very strong will grandma).
Jun was tired today so asked her to go home rest instead of coming… she had done enough during this period.. I should be grateful. ^_^
Had dinner with mum and dad then went up see grandma again… then after that sitting around with all the cousins and aunties talking about curtains and stuff as cousin Jichao is in this line. Joked a lot and dad asked mum to get 1 curtain from him.. think mum must be quite glad..lolx.. then also talk about marriage… my sis 1st ba as I keep tai ji it away… dad in front of everyone told sis if she want to marry can do so anytime le… make sis speechless… think can expected it soon le after she graduate.
As for me…dad know my decision le… actually I do hope to marry soon… Cos I really love kids a lot and also want Jun to live with me a lot. But Jun don’t think so… After all these while together… I slowly also accepted her choice… actually now I also think a few years more will be good as we can save more and be more prepared.
7th may 2008 [Typing day]
Nothing much to do at work today.. basically been slacking since morning and updating the blog entries like now.. Since 10am I been typing non stop till now 12.50pm.. can you imagine that.. Huey Wen on MC today.. a bit hungry.. lucily Wenyong help me get lemon chicken rice.. . but the food here really cannot make it… lunch break going to over le… going to watch some show soon.. wahhahaha.. envy right?? Going to visit grandma and soccer after work today… ^_^
28th April – 7th May 2 long weeks of worry and relief... PART I
Ok now... once again… 2weeks had passed… since my last entry. Reason?? Due to someone whom is very important to me being hospitalize. Let me do a belief summary of the 2 week.
28th April 2008 Monday [A night of surprise and worries]
Normal working day…the only thing different was that played basketball with WY today after work at the park near my house. Wanted to see where his standard is and see what can be done... quite a fun session. After basketball went home bath b4 sending him home.
Dad and mum were leaving the house too when I was about to left the house with WY also... dad told me grandma was sick (food poisoning) and ask me go down visit her when I am free... Of course... told him I will.
While sending WY back home... drops by shell to pump petrol... saw this Ferrari model size 1:16. It really attracted me toward it. Despite the price tag saying $89.90, I bought the model. COOL!!! I really liked it.
After sending WY home... Went home put down my stuff b4 meeting Wz, Ww and Lou (joined us after work). Around 11+pm… Saw dad’s miss call and called back… Dad said they brought grandma to NUH to see doctor, told me not to worry and reminded me to go home early as next day there’s work. Thinking that it’s just usual normal food poisoning… I continued with Wz they all until 1am+ b4 calling to check if they had left NUH. As dad never answers my call, I assumed they either on the way home or back at grandma’s house. So headed home wash up and get myself ready to bed. Just when I was about to fall asleep around 3am. My hand phone rang... It was cousin Ah Bing. Told me grandma was admitted to ICU (Intensive Care Unit). As soon as the call ended, immediately jumped of my bed to change and rushed down to my bike to NUH.
Was still in shock while riding... keep asking myself “Didn’t they said it’s just food poisoning… how come becoming so serious??” Speeded down along pie at 140km half way bike dies off… but managed to start the engine again and continue heading for HUH.
Went straight to ER after parking my bike. Meet Up with mum and relative who explained to me what happened… My grandma was diagnosed with kidney failure… Critical and need to operate in 2hrs time… Mum told me dad cried earlier on but went back to grandma’s house to rest to alone for awhile. Wanted to call Jun to tell her what happened… but as usual can’t get her as she always off her phone while sleeping. Mind in a mess… just like everyone.
29th April 2008. Tuesday [Fighting back my tears]
Messaged Siti earlier on told her that I might need to take leave due to the situation... but in the end decided to go back and work 1st as still don’t know when the operation will take place as grandma’s blood still not stable yet.
Back at work... didn’t really have the energy as whole night had not sleep. Plus mood really down. Applied 1/2day afternoon leave. While telling Siti the reason… can’t really hold back my tears... Excused myself to the toilet to calm myself down before going back to the office.
Around 10.45am. My phone rang… It was from cousin Yin Jie. Told me come hospital straight as Grandma may not be able to make it and doctor advice all relative to go down and see her… told Siti I have to leave although it not 12noon yet.. Being understand, she told me to go ahead and she will cover for me. Really grateful toward her.
Went to the ICU once I reached. Most of the really were there. Learnt from them that during the operation… they realized a tumor in her large intestine and it was there for quite sometimes but none of use knew it… her kidney were not functioning and her lung and heart were very weak… heart stopped once during the operation. Went in to see her… she was lying on the bed with all the tubes in her. The strong and loud voice grandma. Can’t believe she is in this state now… can’t hold back my tears... went to the toilet and let out my emotional side… keep thinking… Sat when I visited her... she was still alright and talking as normal…but now…
Jun called and talked awhile on the phone... can’t hold back my tears while telling her… she reached in the evening to see grandma after her tuition.
Asked dad if he wanted to let sis know about it. At 1st he rejected the idea as wanted to let her concentrate on her studies… But later in the afternoon changed his mind asked me to get sister to fly back from Aus.
Called sis on her Singtel line but she didn’t pick up. So called Yongxian for her Aus no. and called her… Told her what happened and she can hardly react. Only when called again to inform us she will be taking the night flight and reaches Singapore morning 5+am… Then she started crying… made me cried in the end again… I can really understand how she feel… so far away and hardly anything she can do…She is suppose to be at Gold Coast enjoying her short break...she was looking forward to it so much but now have to cancel due to families…
30th April 2008 Wednesday [A Slight improvement and a Chelsea’s fan night]
Woke up from bed and saw sis. She’s back. She went straight to NUH once touched down in Singapore. Updated me that when she reached hospital… grandma was conscious and able to replied to her by nodding her head and opened her eye... But after that put under drug to stay semi conscious only as she still in pain from the operation. Was glad to hear that... sms-ed Jun to tell her and she was glad for grandma too... Really haven’t been nice to Jun since the incident happened… Really sorry toward her… she was always so nice & tolerance toward me when I was in the mood. Really love her a lot.
Went back to NUH after she unpacked her stuff and really saw much more improvement. Grandma would move her legs at times to find the comfortable position. She now able to hear what we say but not really able to react due to the drugs. Together with Yong Xian, Sis and I… sent Jun to her tuition place before we went to Singapore pools to buy some 4D. Was relief that there’s improvement… so when WW they all asked me out at night to watch soccer... Went home change and took a cab down as Ww will send me home.
Met them around 11.30pm at Cineleisure. Lou went and bought Harold and Kumar movie tickets for 1.30am show… was so puzzled as we supposed to watch soccer at 3am. Only then know kana conned by them to come down… if I knew earlier I would had stay home to watch soccer. Played some LAN games at E2 Max before watching the movie. The movie turned out to be excellent. Had a good time laughing…a good break away from all the tension these few days. After the movie managed to catch the 2nd half of champion league Semi clash between Chelsea Vs Liverpool. Chelsea really played with style... won 3-2 in extra time. After that went home rest for another day.
28th April 2008 Monday [A night of surprise and worries]
Normal working day…the only thing different was that played basketball with WY today after work at the park near my house. Wanted to see where his standard is and see what can be done... quite a fun session. After basketball went home bath b4 sending him home.
Dad and mum were leaving the house too when I was about to left the house with WY also... dad told me grandma was sick (food poisoning) and ask me go down visit her when I am free... Of course... told him I will.
While sending WY back home... drops by shell to pump petrol... saw this Ferrari model size 1:16. It really attracted me toward it. Despite the price tag saying $89.90, I bought the model. COOL!!! I really liked it.
After sending WY home... Went home put down my stuff b4 meeting Wz, Ww and Lou (joined us after work). Around 11+pm… Saw dad’s miss call and called back… Dad said they brought grandma to NUH to see doctor, told me not to worry and reminded me to go home early as next day there’s work. Thinking that it’s just usual normal food poisoning… I continued with Wz they all until 1am+ b4 calling to check if they had left NUH. As dad never answers my call, I assumed they either on the way home or back at grandma’s house. So headed home wash up and get myself ready to bed. Just when I was about to fall asleep around 3am. My hand phone rang... It was cousin Ah Bing. Told me grandma was admitted to ICU (Intensive Care Unit). As soon as the call ended, immediately jumped of my bed to change and rushed down to my bike to NUH.
Was still in shock while riding... keep asking myself “Didn’t they said it’s just food poisoning… how come becoming so serious??” Speeded down along pie at 140km half way bike dies off… but managed to start the engine again and continue heading for HUH.
Went straight to ER after parking my bike. Meet Up with mum and relative who explained to me what happened… My grandma was diagnosed with kidney failure… Critical and need to operate in 2hrs time… Mum told me dad cried earlier on but went back to grandma’s house to rest to alone for awhile. Wanted to call Jun to tell her what happened… but as usual can’t get her as she always off her phone while sleeping. Mind in a mess… just like everyone.
29th April 2008. Tuesday [Fighting back my tears]
Messaged Siti earlier on told her that I might need to take leave due to the situation... but in the end decided to go back and work 1st as still don’t know when the operation will take place as grandma’s blood still not stable yet.
Back at work... didn’t really have the energy as whole night had not sleep. Plus mood really down. Applied 1/2day afternoon leave. While telling Siti the reason… can’t really hold back my tears... Excused myself to the toilet to calm myself down before going back to the office.
Around 10.45am. My phone rang… It was from cousin Yin Jie. Told me come hospital straight as Grandma may not be able to make it and doctor advice all relative to go down and see her… told Siti I have to leave although it not 12noon yet.. Being understand, she told me to go ahead and she will cover for me. Really grateful toward her.
Went to the ICU once I reached. Most of the really were there. Learnt from them that during the operation… they realized a tumor in her large intestine and it was there for quite sometimes but none of use knew it… her kidney were not functioning and her lung and heart were very weak… heart stopped once during the operation. Went in to see her… she was lying on the bed with all the tubes in her. The strong and loud voice grandma. Can’t believe she is in this state now… can’t hold back my tears... went to the toilet and let out my emotional side… keep thinking… Sat when I visited her... she was still alright and talking as normal…but now…
Jun called and talked awhile on the phone... can’t hold back my tears while telling her… she reached in the evening to see grandma after her tuition.
Asked dad if he wanted to let sis know about it. At 1st he rejected the idea as wanted to let her concentrate on her studies… But later in the afternoon changed his mind asked me to get sister to fly back from Aus.
Called sis on her Singtel line but she didn’t pick up. So called Yongxian for her Aus no. and called her… Told her what happened and she can hardly react. Only when called again to inform us she will be taking the night flight and reaches Singapore morning 5+am… Then she started crying… made me cried in the end again… I can really understand how she feel… so far away and hardly anything she can do…She is suppose to be at Gold Coast enjoying her short break...she was looking forward to it so much but now have to cancel due to families…
30th April 2008 Wednesday [A Slight improvement and a Chelsea’s fan night]
Woke up from bed and saw sis. She’s back. She went straight to NUH once touched down in Singapore. Updated me that when she reached hospital… grandma was conscious and able to replied to her by nodding her head and opened her eye... But after that put under drug to stay semi conscious only as she still in pain from the operation. Was glad to hear that... sms-ed Jun to tell her and she was glad for grandma too... Really haven’t been nice to Jun since the incident happened… Really sorry toward her… she was always so nice & tolerance toward me when I was in the mood. Really love her a lot.
Went back to NUH after she unpacked her stuff and really saw much more improvement. Grandma would move her legs at times to find the comfortable position. She now able to hear what we say but not really able to react due to the drugs. Together with Yong Xian, Sis and I… sent Jun to her tuition place before we went to Singapore pools to buy some 4D. Was relief that there’s improvement… so when WW they all asked me out at night to watch soccer... Went home change and took a cab down as Ww will send me home.
Met them around 11.30pm at Cineleisure. Lou went and bought Harold and Kumar movie tickets for 1.30am show… was so puzzled as we supposed to watch soccer at 3am. Only then know kana conned by them to come down… if I knew earlier I would had stay home to watch soccer. Played some LAN games at E2 Max before watching the movie. The movie turned out to be excellent. Had a good time laughing…a good break away from all the tension these few days. After the movie managed to catch the 2nd half of champion league Semi clash between Chelsea Vs Liverpool. Chelsea really played with style... won 3-2 in extra time. After that went home rest for another day.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday 27th Apr 2008 Slack Slack Slack .. n simple yet enjoyable SAt
At work now.. actually not really consider working la.. more like surfing net... playing game... cheating the $$.. lolx.. but have to say.. boring... no choice.. pay low have to do this kinda stuff lo..
going to leave company at around 6.30pm i guess.. was bore wanted to meet pple up for dinner.. msg xp whether free.. that gal actually said she can from 6pm-7pm cos bf go dentist... -.- like that i rather dun meet la..so rush.. so.. most likely heading home later and clear up my room of comic... hai~~ giving them all away to my uncle to sell... room filled with it... after 10+yrs of collection... finally really firmly decided to give this hobbit up... Good Bye my Childhood...~~~
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26th Apr 2008 Simple Couple day
Anyway...Sat was gald... had a great time with my darling jun.. end work at 11.30am and went over to grandma house... got dear jun permission and place bet on Chelsea match.. $100.. waited for jun at grandma house.. 2nd aunt was there too.. was tired and accidentally fell asleep.. when i opened my eye.. my angel was right infront of me le...
left grandma house around 1+pm and headed home... had lunch by mum.. then spent sometime "reflect" things we did over the week... around 4+pm had early dinner as i was hungry.. mum cooked all jun favourite dishes ..always like that 1...
rest a while until 7+pm and watched Chelsea Vs Man united.. Chelsea played very well until around 60min when they gave away a stupid goal to man united.. damn pissed off that i stopped watching..changed my clothes and went out with jun le..
Had thomson prata... orderd.. 1 cheese. 1 egg. 1 chocalate and a kuay teow goreng.. conculsion.. too much... after supper send jun home b4 i head home.. was too tired to do anything so went straight home and sleep.. (after i vomitted from the over eating..of course...poor me again...)
Simple sat.. but i love every moment with jun... if only jun also think this way.. ^_^
PS: CHELSEA WON 2-1 over MAN U in the END.. CHELSEA RULEZ!!! MAN U SUCKS
going to leave company at around 6.30pm i guess.. was bore wanted to meet pple up for dinner.. msg xp whether free.. that gal actually said she can from 6pm-7pm cos bf go dentist... -.- like that i rather dun meet la..so rush.. so.. most likely heading home later and clear up my room of comic... hai~~ giving them all away to my uncle to sell... room filled with it... after 10+yrs of collection... finally really firmly decided to give this hobbit up... Good Bye my Childhood...~~~
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26th Apr 2008 Simple Couple day
Anyway...Sat was gald... had a great time with my darling jun.. end work at 11.30am and went over to grandma house... got dear jun permission and place bet on Chelsea match.. $100.. waited for jun at grandma house.. 2nd aunt was there too.. was tired and accidentally fell asleep.. when i opened my eye.. my angel was right infront of me le...
left grandma house around 1+pm and headed home... had lunch by mum.. then spent sometime "reflect" things we did over the week... around 4+pm had early dinner as i was hungry.. mum cooked all jun favourite dishes ..always like that 1...
rest a while until 7+pm and watched Chelsea Vs Man united.. Chelsea played very well until around 60min when they gave away a stupid goal to man united.. damn pissed off that i stopped watching..changed my clothes and went out with jun le..
Had thomson prata... orderd.. 1 cheese. 1 egg. 1 chocalate and a kuay teow goreng.. conculsion.. too much... after supper send jun home b4 i head home.. was too tired to do anything so went straight home and sleep.. (after i vomitted from the over eating..of course...poor me again...)
Simple sat.. but i love every moment with jun... if only jun also think this way.. ^_^
PS: CHELSEA WON 2-1 over MAN U in the END.. CHELSEA RULEZ!!! MAN U SUCKS
Friday, April 25, 2008
25th April 2008 Busy Busy Day Moody Moody Mood
Been 2+ week since I updated.. not as if I was lazy…(okok..partly) but due to my internet down… Stupid Star Hub... and also everytime i wanna type.. someone came by..or need to do work.. Anyway.. Past week had been fine with work family and jun…till today..
Currently busy at work doing some manpower planning for my next coming up project.. gald to be still under the same big boss.. quite a quite week beside playing soccer with wz they on wed… work till 10pm yesterday.. but worth it la in term of money and achievement.. staying back today to finish up some stuff and surf net.. cheapo but no choice… house no connection ma..
Everything was fine until that dumb gf of mine piss me off.. luckily I don’t ever need to count on her to have a good day if not I will been long in the grave.. Jun messed up at work due to her over confident and slackness.. she deserved it I will said.. yesterday just reminded her still like that… forever push blame to the whole world instead of herself…
Cry over spilled milk..what’s the use… Hope this’ll be a good lesson to her..
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
Hope things will change for the better.. lonely and lousy..
8.17pm
Currently busy at work doing some manpower planning for my next coming up project.. gald to be still under the same big boss.. quite a quite week beside playing soccer with wz they on wed… work till 10pm yesterday.. but worth it la in term of money and achievement.. staying back today to finish up some stuff and surf net.. cheapo but no choice… house no connection ma..
Everything was fine until that dumb gf of mine piss me off.. luckily I don’t ever need to count on her to have a good day if not I will been long in the grave.. Jun messed up at work due to her over confident and slackness.. she deserved it I will said.. yesterday just reminded her still like that… forever push blame to the whole world instead of herself…
Cry over spilled milk..what’s the use… Hope this’ll be a good lesson to her..
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
*MOODY MOODY MOOD*
Hope things will change for the better.. lonely and lousy..
8.17pm
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
wow..times flies... as usual... the whole week... 1st-9th apr
hmmm topics today.. time sure passes by even b4 we notice... been a week since i last post anything here...
kk.. let's refresh my memories then...
1st of april (tue).. simply just a normal working day... played soccer in the evening... then had a drink and headed back home had a shower..talked to dear b4 watching soccer.... man u trashed roma 2-0... sad... nv like man u...bacelona won 1-0.. and i got owned by not sleeping...
2nd april (wed) ... totally exhausted from soccer... daze at work but still managed to finish what's given to me...went home at 6.30pm.. slack and do my own stuffs b4 sleeping...
3rd april (thurs)... worked.. went home 6.30pm and meet andy they all go ktv at 9pm.. had a great time but spent alot too... drink no drive.. ^_^ reached home at 3am.
4th april (Fri)... work.. fetched pj at 6pm and went meet up with mum and dad for my lunar bday dinner... bike batt give way... had a hard time pushing the bike to start it.. pissed off... spent $95 to change a new batt... luckily food was nice.. had a nice dinner with them b4 sending pj home while mum dad went china town.... love dear dear alot..tolerating my temper... *muak*
5th april (sat) after work suppose to visit Jy at hopital.. but was tired so changed my mind... supposed to meet up with dear but had a quarrel... ended up i fell asleep... when woke up things got woke.. met YuJ they all around 10+pm for no. ball.. lost... think i deserved it.... (i am sorry dear jun)
6th April (sun)... cousin' wedding... supposed to go work but i choosed to slack at home... finally sort things out with dear dear... (so gald ^_^) . yongxian came fetch mum dad and me at 5pm..on the way picked up pj from her house to marriot hotel..where the dinner will be host... just in time(6pm) for the ROM session but due over crowded inside.. pj,yongxian and me stayed outside.. and i got myself lectured by dad for doing that... hai~ went for the cocktail.. until around 8pm then manage to go into the ball room... leg aching lor.. dinner was alright... and my cousin really looks beautiful... dinner started at 8.30pm.. but to my suprise 10.30pm ended le... on the way send pj back.. she was so tired and lied on my shoulder.. always like the look of her sleeping.. simply so sweet and adorable... asked yong xian dropped me off at holland V as meeting up ww they for a short while.. rather short but chat out heart out... lou sent us to wz's place where later i rode ww's bike back to my place b4 ww went home... and oh ya.. special thanks to yong xian for helping me to get the ferrari cars... now left 1 more to compete my collection.. thanks to lou for exchanging too. ^_^
7th Apr (mon)... monday blue...somehow managed to woke up at 6.15am and left home 6.45am to work... finished my stuff for the day and watched some downloaded show i put in my harddisk... went home at 6.30pm had my dinner and did my stuff b4 sleeping....
8th Apr (Tue)... work..slack..watch show as usual... rained the whole afternoon... wore raincoat when i went home... meet dear dear around 6.30pm instead of 6pm due to the rain... luckily 1 of her nice work mate sent her to the nearest mrt station... had dinner at home..ok alright.. after dinner update each other our days b4 watching channel 8 "Qiang Tang Xin Dong" liked the show alot... always prefer happy ending... then watched misubitshi challenge.. not as nice as last week... dear dear was so tired that she fell asleep while watching... let her sleep until 10.30pm then sent her home... ww asked to meet up... but Jun said she wanted supper 1st ..so went jurong west prata with her..had maggi goreng and egg prata... sent her home after supper and went nandai meet up with ww they all..
And guess what.. they met at S11 lo.. miscommunication.. no choice had to from nan dai go over to taman jurong.. on the way at this junction.. i was on right of way going straight when this lancer from the opp direction made a sudden right turn right b4 me... jammed brake all the way and the taxi behind me honked him... luckily managed to avoid..if not sure jia lat.. finally made up with wz they all and called pj to update her too... sat there till around 1am b4 going home bath and get ready for soccer again... Hai.. arsenal got knocked out by liverpool... they can blame no 1.. on the bright side.. CHELSEA WON 2-0.. i believe if they continue play like they did.. champion will definely be them.. GO Chelsea go!!!!
9th april(Wed).... typing this entry this very moment.. slacked the whole day cos finished my stuff b4 lunch... was tired due to soccer.... glad dear dear make it tru her observation.. YEA!!!!!
watched some show in the office and using internet..even at this moment...lolx.. going to stayed till quite late i guess.. earning ot.. nv ot much recently... slacker me... Tonight will be another night of soccer.... althought quite impossible,,, but hope roma can fight back and knock MAN U out.. lolx.... ok.. will stop here now.. continue to surf net... =P
7.27pm
kk.. let's refresh my memories then...
1st of april (tue).. simply just a normal working day... played soccer in the evening... then had a drink and headed back home had a shower..talked to dear b4 watching soccer.... man u trashed roma 2-0... sad... nv like man u...bacelona won 1-0.. and i got owned by not sleeping...
2nd april (wed) ... totally exhausted from soccer... daze at work but still managed to finish what's given to me...went home at 6.30pm.. slack and do my own stuffs b4 sleeping...
3rd april (thurs)... worked.. went home 6.30pm and meet andy they all go ktv at 9pm.. had a great time but spent alot too... drink no drive.. ^_^ reached home at 3am.
4th april (Fri)... work.. fetched pj at 6pm and went meet up with mum and dad for my lunar bday dinner... bike batt give way... had a hard time pushing the bike to start it.. pissed off... spent $95 to change a new batt... luckily food was nice.. had a nice dinner with them b4 sending pj home while mum dad went china town.... love dear dear alot..tolerating my temper... *muak*
5th april (sat) after work suppose to visit Jy at hopital.. but was tired so changed my mind... supposed to meet up with dear but had a quarrel... ended up i fell asleep... when woke up things got woke.. met YuJ they all around 10+pm for no. ball.. lost... think i deserved it.... (i am sorry dear jun)
6th April (sun)... cousin' wedding... supposed to go work but i choosed to slack at home... finally sort things out with dear dear... (so gald ^_^) . yongxian came fetch mum dad and me at 5pm..on the way picked up pj from her house to marriot hotel..where the dinner will be host... just in time(6pm) for the ROM session but due over crowded inside.. pj,yongxian and me stayed outside.. and i got myself lectured by dad for doing that... hai~ went for the cocktail.. until around 8pm then manage to go into the ball room... leg aching lor.. dinner was alright... and my cousin really looks beautiful... dinner started at 8.30pm.. but to my suprise 10.30pm ended le... on the way send pj back.. she was so tired and lied on my shoulder.. always like the look of her sleeping.. simply so sweet and adorable... asked yong xian dropped me off at holland V as meeting up ww they for a short while.. rather short but chat out heart out... lou sent us to wz's place where later i rode ww's bike back to my place b4 ww went home... and oh ya.. special thanks to yong xian for helping me to get the ferrari cars... now left 1 more to compete my collection.. thanks to lou for exchanging too. ^_^
7th Apr (mon)... monday blue...somehow managed to woke up at 6.15am and left home 6.45am to work... finished my stuff for the day and watched some downloaded show i put in my harddisk... went home at 6.30pm had my dinner and did my stuff b4 sleeping....
8th Apr (Tue)... work..slack..watch show as usual... rained the whole afternoon... wore raincoat when i went home... meet dear dear around 6.30pm instead of 6pm due to the rain... luckily 1 of her nice work mate sent her to the nearest mrt station... had dinner at home..ok alright.. after dinner update each other our days b4 watching channel 8 "Qiang Tang Xin Dong" liked the show alot... always prefer happy ending... then watched misubitshi challenge.. not as nice as last week... dear dear was so tired that she fell asleep while watching... let her sleep until 10.30pm then sent her home... ww asked to meet up... but Jun said she wanted supper 1st ..so went jurong west prata with her..had maggi goreng and egg prata... sent her home after supper and went nandai meet up with ww they all..
And guess what.. they met at S11 lo.. miscommunication.. no choice had to from nan dai go over to taman jurong.. on the way at this junction.. i was on right of way going straight when this lancer from the opp direction made a sudden right turn right b4 me... jammed brake all the way and the taxi behind me honked him... luckily managed to avoid..if not sure jia lat.. finally made up with wz they all and called pj to update her too... sat there till around 1am b4 going home bath and get ready for soccer again... Hai.. arsenal got knocked out by liverpool... they can blame no 1.. on the bright side.. CHELSEA WON 2-0.. i believe if they continue play like they did.. champion will definely be them.. GO Chelsea go!!!!
9th april(Wed).... typing this entry this very moment.. slacked the whole day cos finished my stuff b4 lunch... was tired due to soccer.... glad dear dear make it tru her observation.. YEA!!!!!
watched some show in the office and using internet..even at this moment...lolx.. going to stayed till quite late i guess.. earning ot.. nv ot much recently... slacker me... Tonight will be another night of soccer.... althought quite impossible,,, but hope roma can fight back and knock MAN U out.. lolx.... ok.. will stop here now.. continue to surf net... =P
7.27pm
Monday, March 31, 2008
31st march 2008 Mon blue
31st march 2008 Mon blue
Dad woke me up this morning again... guess this is the normal routine to check on me le... hahaha… make it in time to work as usual. Had a slack morning don’t feel like doing anything. Ate sandwiches in the office for my breakfast and went toilet a few times… -.-
Watched some shows… talk cock with the pple in my office… sometimes really wondering whether am I really working or not… luckily I had a nice boss and department head…
Lunch time went out with yong to nan dai central da bao kfc.. nice but fattening.. and ended up got scolded by Jun over the phone when I told her… ( wo zhi cuo le).. after lunch did my stuff and showed to boss…together with my leave form under it…lolx… His eye damn sharp lo… 1 grance only saw it le… But like I said… he is a very nice guy… so approved my leave for wed afternoon as long as I get things done… ^_^
Actually nothing much now… updating blog in the office and going to visit JY later in the hospital… should be leaving office at 9pm… watching 1 more “yuan lai wo bu shuai” esp ba… LOLX…
7.35pm
Dad woke me up this morning again... guess this is the normal routine to check on me le... hahaha… make it in time to work as usual. Had a slack morning don’t feel like doing anything. Ate sandwiches in the office for my breakfast and went toilet a few times… -.-
Watched some shows… talk cock with the pple in my office… sometimes really wondering whether am I really working or not… luckily I had a nice boss and department head…
Lunch time went out with yong to nan dai central da bao kfc.. nice but fattening.. and ended up got scolded by Jun over the phone when I told her… ( wo zhi cuo le).. after lunch did my stuff and showed to boss…together with my leave form under it…lolx… His eye damn sharp lo… 1 grance only saw it le… But like I said… he is a very nice guy… so approved my leave for wed afternoon as long as I get things done… ^_^
Actually nothing much now… updating blog in the office and going to visit JY later in the hospital… should be leaving office at 9pm… watching 1 more “yuan lai wo bu shuai” esp ba… LOLX…
7.35pm
30th march 2008 my actual bday
30th march 2008 my actual bday
Woke up at 6+am today… gone to work as usual as need to settle some stuff in office. But after reaching... apparently nothing much for me to do… So left around 12noon to my 2nd aunt house as they cooked lunch... (Some sorts of tradition b4 someone get marry).
Talked to dear on the phone awhile updating her on what happened throughout the day.
Around 2+pm went home to rest before meeting ww they all for my bday dinner.
Left the house round 6.25pm when we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm… (They sure late 1) reached bugis around 6.50pm yet some of them haven reach... met them up and they passed me the gift which was a t shirt from addidas... the design not bad la… ^_^ so after that went for zi cha dinner...
The usual place we went renovated... didn’t really like it as I prefer eating in round table instead... So went to the restaurant which I went with the pri pple the time... Ordered 6 dishes… asked the waitress to serve awhile later as we were waiting for ww whom had overslept as he woke up to work 4am this morning... But after around 10min of waiting… all of us got hungry and decided to not to wait for him le... lolx … luckily when the food was served he arrived...
Once ww sit down and touches the chopsticks... we started to chiong the food… yummy and nice… we have no table manners 1...just poke here and there...that’s our tradition... If u are slow. Then u will be left with no food... Within 20min… we finished up our dinner. Scary…lolx. Seat there to rest awhile and had a few games of “Zhong Ji Mi Ma” loser had to eat up 2 spoonful of the left over rice… quite fun...
After that… we shifted location to cine‘s E2Max for LAN game.. Really had a great time as quite awhile since we last played together… only until 12+pm then we went home separately…
Received some sms from friends wishing me happy bday... was grateful... But the person that touches me the most… is still my dear dear Jun... and oh.. oh ya... older by 1 year once again... anyone has the time machine?
Woke up at 6+am today… gone to work as usual as need to settle some stuff in office. But after reaching... apparently nothing much for me to do… So left around 12noon to my 2nd aunt house as they cooked lunch... (Some sorts of tradition b4 someone get marry).
Talked to dear on the phone awhile updating her on what happened throughout the day.
Around 2+pm went home to rest before meeting ww they all for my bday dinner.
Left the house round 6.25pm when we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm… (They sure late 1) reached bugis around 6.50pm yet some of them haven reach... met them up and they passed me the gift which was a t shirt from addidas... the design not bad la… ^_^ so after that went for zi cha dinner...
The usual place we went renovated... didn’t really like it as I prefer eating in round table instead... So went to the restaurant which I went with the pri pple the time... Ordered 6 dishes… asked the waitress to serve awhile later as we were waiting for ww whom had overslept as he woke up to work 4am this morning... But after around 10min of waiting… all of us got hungry and decided to not to wait for him le... lolx … luckily when the food was served he arrived...
Once ww sit down and touches the chopsticks... we started to chiong the food… yummy and nice… we have no table manners 1...just poke here and there...that’s our tradition... If u are slow. Then u will be left with no food... Within 20min… we finished up our dinner. Scary…lolx. Seat there to rest awhile and had a few games of “Zhong Ji Mi Ma” loser had to eat up 2 spoonful of the left over rice… quite fun...
After that… we shifted location to cine‘s E2Max for LAN game.. Really had a great time as quite awhile since we last played together… only until 12+pm then we went home separately…
Received some sms from friends wishing me happy bday... was grateful... But the person that touches me the most… is still my dear dear Jun... and oh.. oh ya... older by 1 year once again... anyone has the time machine?
Sunday, March 30, 2008
29th march 2008 Pre bday celebration with jun
29th march 2008
Been a long long time since I updated my blog. Been busy plus lazy...hahaha.
A lot of things happened since 2007 till now... like sis went oversea studies...I got injured... dad got injured... friends got injured... … all the unfortunate incidents taking place... ok la... not really that bad actually... just being a bit kua zahng.. Now in the office slacking so make use of the chance to update some stuff...
29th march 2008 [Pre bday celebration with my dearest Jun]
As usual. Need dad to wake me up at 6.45am to wash up and go work... sometimes really wondering how life will be for me without him... (Shake head...) reached office at 7.25am. Manage to slack in the office till 11.30am as it’s sat. Packed up and went grandma’s house.
Reaches grandma’s place around 12noon. Had a chat with her and also received a ang bao from her for studies... always enjoy having grandma to myself as I can almost tell her anything... and knowing her health is good always make me feel comfort.. (Till now I still miss grandpa a lot at times)
Left grandma’s house at 1pm to fetch dear dear from her place... in the lift opened the ang bao and realized she gave me a lot $$ (won’t disclose the amount). Think I will give back some to her on the next visit.
Picked dear dear at 1.15pm... She looks gorgeous… always think she looks good in blue and white… ^_^
Went NUH to pass J.Y the DVDs I promised him... hope he recover soon…I never like visiting friends in hospital... make me feel uneasy... After visiting leaving NUH... we went back to dear’s place to get some stuff as she forgotten to take before heading to ART HOUSE for lunch. She really sweet I must said... she planned the day programes with some choices for me to choose from it like playing a board game...
Ate Vietnamese food there... the quality of the food is ok only but the service was splendid. After lunch, headed back to my house for our next program (chill??)
Reached back at my place around 4.45pm... Counted the coins meow’s stomach acuminated and whoa... it’s really quite a sum in that fat cat... then we slacked awhile before leaving my house at 6.30pm.. (Suppose to leave at 6.20pm… got nagged for dragging the time).
Luckily we reached back marina area on time... if not I will be in deep shit... dear dear surprised me by buying the Singapore flyer tickets. Really sweet of her… went and enjoyed the overall view of Singapore… took quite some photos up there too.
After alighted from the flyer… was thinking of taking a walk around the place but Jun said she had booked the movie tickets at Leisure Park (kallang). So we went down to collect our tickets before heading for a dinner at Frosti. Had carbonara, some snails and garlic bread... The meal ok only but the bread was yummy… ^_^ Went for the movie at 9.05pm… The movie sucks... lame and funny never mind... it’s not even funny… but never mind… at least dear was there.. =) went play some hoop games after the movies and head for cheesecake café at east coast rd... My favorite!!
Had an American cheese cake and a chocolate cheese cake while dear dear had a chocolate mousse cake it thinks. Had a wonderful time there… the café knowing it’s my bday gave use extra ice cream too… very sweet of them... stayed there till after 12mn.. Dear dear sang a bday song for me I made my wishes... hope all my wishes come true...
Left the café around 12+mn heading for home... on the way back along ecp... saw a wrecked convertible car [SGT plate some more]... over turned... stopped our bike and went over see any help need... the driver and the passenger managed to climb out of the car.. The passengers escaped with some scratches but the driver palm’s skin was badly torn... most of bones of his fingers can be seem…ask jun not to look but she still did... offered some water for him to rinse his palm... and advice him not to use tissue.. As the crowd getting bigger... Jun and I decided to leave...at the same time. The police arrived...
Sent dear dear home before head for home… quite tired…but enjoyed my day out with her… managed to give her a call before I knock out.. preparing myself for another working day on sun.. -.-
30th march 2008 11am. Happy Bday to me
Been a long long time since I updated my blog. Been busy plus lazy...hahaha.
A lot of things happened since 2007 till now... like sis went oversea studies...I got injured... dad got injured... friends got injured... … all the unfortunate incidents taking place... ok la... not really that bad actually... just being a bit kua zahng.. Now in the office slacking so make use of the chance to update some stuff...
29th march 2008 [Pre bday celebration with my dearest Jun]
As usual. Need dad to wake me up at 6.45am to wash up and go work... sometimes really wondering how life will be for me without him... (Shake head...) reached office at 7.25am. Manage to slack in the office till 11.30am as it’s sat. Packed up and went grandma’s house.
Reaches grandma’s place around 12noon. Had a chat with her and also received a ang bao from her for studies... always enjoy having grandma to myself as I can almost tell her anything... and knowing her health is good always make me feel comfort.. (Till now I still miss grandpa a lot at times)
Left grandma’s house at 1pm to fetch dear dear from her place... in the lift opened the ang bao and realized she gave me a lot $$ (won’t disclose the amount). Think I will give back some to her on the next visit.
Picked dear dear at 1.15pm... She looks gorgeous… always think she looks good in blue and white… ^_^
Went NUH to pass J.Y the DVDs I promised him... hope he recover soon…I never like visiting friends in hospital... make me feel uneasy... After visiting leaving NUH... we went back to dear’s place to get some stuff as she forgotten to take before heading to ART HOUSE for lunch. She really sweet I must said... she planned the day programes with some choices for me to choose from it like playing a board game...
Ate Vietnamese food there... the quality of the food is ok only but the service was splendid. After lunch, headed back to my house for our next program (chill??)
Reached back at my place around 4.45pm... Counted the coins meow’s stomach acuminated and whoa... it’s really quite a sum in that fat cat... then we slacked awhile before leaving my house at 6.30pm.. (Suppose to leave at 6.20pm… got nagged for dragging the time).
Luckily we reached back marina area on time... if not I will be in deep shit... dear dear surprised me by buying the Singapore flyer tickets. Really sweet of her… went and enjoyed the overall view of Singapore… took quite some photos up there too.
After alighted from the flyer… was thinking of taking a walk around the place but Jun said she had booked the movie tickets at Leisure Park (kallang). So we went down to collect our tickets before heading for a dinner at Frosti. Had carbonara, some snails and garlic bread... The meal ok only but the bread was yummy… ^_^ Went for the movie at 9.05pm… The movie sucks... lame and funny never mind... it’s not even funny… but never mind… at least dear was there.. =) went play some hoop games after the movies and head for cheesecake café at east coast rd... My favorite!!
Had an American cheese cake and a chocolate cheese cake while dear dear had a chocolate mousse cake it thinks. Had a wonderful time there… the café knowing it’s my bday gave use extra ice cream too… very sweet of them... stayed there till after 12mn.. Dear dear sang a bday song for me I made my wishes... hope all my wishes come true...
Left the café around 12+mn heading for home... on the way back along ecp... saw a wrecked convertible car [SGT plate some more]... over turned... stopped our bike and went over see any help need... the driver and the passenger managed to climb out of the car.. The passengers escaped with some scratches but the driver palm’s skin was badly torn... most of bones of his fingers can be seem…ask jun not to look but she still did... offered some water for him to rinse his palm... and advice him not to use tissue.. As the crowd getting bigger... Jun and I decided to leave...at the same time. The police arrived...
Sent dear dear home before head for home… quite tired…but enjoyed my day out with her… managed to give her a call before I knock out.. preparing myself for another working day on sun.. -.-
30th march 2008 11am. Happy Bday to me
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