25th Feb 20009 An evening of Sweet and colors

Yea!!!! Got back my baby today after almost 2 weeks struck with that problematic wiper VIOS. Went all the way down to Enous. Not really a good drive as it was raining. Anyway… after getting back my car. went down to Jun’s school to fetch her home… upon reaching West Coast area, saw rainbow across the sky... Beautiful will be the word I use to describe. Not 1 but 2 rainbow some more… It stretches across the sky of the whole west coast. Was really amazed by the beautiful slight that I took photo of it when the car stopped at traffic light. And guess what… the drivers around me all were doing so too… funny slight… lolx. Called Jun and told her about the rainbows and she told me she saw it too. After meeting up with her… we find a spot and took some photo with the rainbows… from the photo can only see 1 as the another 1 fade in color… Think due to my camera… The rainbows definitely looks much nicer and bigger than it’s shown in the photo.

Anyway… after sending Jun home. Meet up with Wm and went for dinner at S11 before we headed down for soccer. We were the earliest 1 lo. And to our horror no one brought the ball… luckily in the end the decisive man came.. . phew~ Had a great time as we won most of the round.

After soccer went to 907 with Wm, Pb & PBB as Sweet Jun told me she’s playing Majong. Crapped around at 907 about a lot of issues including whose going to get marry 1st so and so… Quite looking forward to 2-3 years from now =) * hint * * hint *

Send wm home before I headed for home.. reached home around 12+am going to 1am… bath and called Hyper Active, Spoilt yet cute and adorable Jun. Got a lecture from her for being home so late and without telling her… luckily in the end she spared my ears and updating what each of us did.

Was quite tired after the call. Didn’t manage to watch Chelsea Match but was glad that Chelsea won the 1st leg against Juventus . ^_^ Go Chelsea Go.! ! !

25th Feb 2009 1 more day remaining at Keppel + thoughts that's driving me crazy -.-

Today will be mine 2nd last day working in Keppel. To be frank… the feeling is great except that a little worry of the challenge ahead that I will be facing. Informed Sugu (Senior Project Manager) that tomorrow will be my last day here.. Have to say he is really a nice boss although I only start working for him only 1month... gave me some advices and wishes me all the best. Believe Din and WY will do well under his wing.

Anyway, called the work shop as they are taking a little too long in fixing my car… glad they told me today can get the car le, will be heading down to Enous later. ^_^v Miss my car a lot lo… not only me but my sweet Jun also.

Anyway… having some thoughts again… some negatives thoughts I guess. Share with whoever happens to be reading this…
Ever wonder the meaning of Life??? Why we are here… How we are actually form apart from what science explains… How amazing that all these actually form from dusts… what comes after life? Or rather… what comes after death… Is there really life after death? Or is it just human way of self comforting. People always say “ after death we will go heaven, hell, transform to animals… back to human… souls that wondering around.. God… enlightenment and become Buddha “ Ever doubt these saying? I am a Buddhist. But somehow these question keep appearing to me over the years… What if there isn’t such stuff at all, and we human or anything will just get old, die and that it. .. Like a black hole… Just like a sudden black out… no feeling .. No thoughts… no sight… no nothing… just blank and finish… scary?? At least to me… I keep asking myself… isn’t that unfair if this is really the case… living a whole life to achieve total doom… people keep saying life to the fullest since you won’t know what’s ahead… how to live fullest when you don’t know what’s ahead… Being a nice and good guy the whole life and turn out to be in vain as there isn’t karma which will bring forward to your next life… same for bad guys…

To be frank, these thought has been bothering me since young… when I was a kids, I will cry in bed asking my mum why must we die and my mum will be so lost. Even when at times my dad will explain to me… it still doesn’t convince me. If there really life after death and the final destination of this cycle will be enlightenment and becoming a god or Buddha. Do we really want it? Is that really good? No wars, no quarrels, no emotional… everyone being enlightened will surpass emotion and fully concentrate on just teaching of good… no sex no game no nothing…

Really confusing… everything that is coming into my mind… memories will not stay with you after death… starting a new life in a new body… but isn’t that totally different… Just like inserting others brain into our body… still looks the same but the fact is it totally different person… another example will be your computer hard disk spoilt beyond repairs… by changing a new hard disk installing new programs doesn’t not mean it the same as before… the old 1 is still scrap and destroyed…

Funny thoughts huh?? Some times these thoughts actually confuse me till the extend that I also not sure what I want from the conversation anymore… Guess this is the greatest fear within…

24th FEB 2009 Thoughts from within... memories lane..

Slacking 1 whole day in office again…Bore with nothing to do, so watch 2 meaningful movies. “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” “10 promises to my dog”. Nice but draggy especially “TCOBB”. like the part where brad pitt describe how things can be different if everything take place earlier or later just by a few sec or few min… every event play a part for something that happened. Rate it 3.3/5.

As for “10PTMD”, it’s about a little gal who lost her mum due to illness and company by her dog and dad through her growing up and the 10 promises set by her mum to her dog... a heart warming show I will say… 3/5.

Anyway…recently really quite bore… till the extend I am actually reading my own blog right from the beginning all the way till the most recent post... Have to say, it’s really refreshing when you read your own stuffs… bringing up memories that hidden deep within… the changes that took place over the years… quite amaze by myself that after almost 6years..I am still updating this blog… think next time must print all these entries out and keep as a dairy... lolx.

Set aside the jokes… time do really flies… almost 6 years of changes… a lot of good and bad things came along the years… One of the biggest changes shall be my languages… English dialog to be exact… not use to speaks in English in the past until I start meeting up the Pri school people… took quite awhile to actually adjust myself. Also credit to Sweet Jun for correcting me all these years… don’t be mistaken… she’s not fussy… I requested for her coaching… o.O Anyway, the 3 happiest things that happened these few years…

1) 21st ague 2005 4.25am – Our love story started… until now everything that had happened were like the previous day and night still fresh in my mind… *blush*
2) Grandma recovered from her illness… Till now I still believe it was a miracle as even the doctor said she won’t pull through
3) Getting my car… a Very big decision to make.

Of course… when there is something to be happy about. There will surely be some misfortunate event too. Till now… the greatest loss will still be the death of grandpa during my army time. I held his hand till his last breathe, not sure if that was considered lucky… everyone was there and the sadness in the eye of all… for the 1st time someone really so close actually passed away… regretted why I only talked to grandma most of the time for the past 20+years and so little words with grandpa… but like I said.. he will always be remember.

Read about those younger days or shall I say the time before most of us went to army… those endless night chat by playground/ s11 or just with ww or wz travel around eating… talking about how things will change after a few year and can never be the same again… cherish all the time that we can have while we are still students… now looking back.. quite grateful that I actually jotted all these stuff down… and so glad that after 5-6years writing that down… we still meeting up weekly.. not as often as before due to work and gf commitment… guess this will stick on and continue for another 10years or so…

Have a lot of thoughts after reading…. Seeing how much we have progress.. improve… the promises we made and whether we actually still keeping it… even if it’s something bad… learn from it and grow…

Wondering why I writing all these…?? Actually all these thoughts came to me after talking with sweet Jun for awhile regarding reading my own blog… had a good time laughing and refreshing the images from the past… really grateful that after so many years… most of the people that are important to me are still in my life… *Cherish*

23rd FEB 2009

Very tried… Think not enough sleep yesterday…really tired today… wanted to say this morning… but till now still feel like sleeping…
Drove with ½ opened eye… -.- nothing to do at work as basically not wise for me to do also since Thursday will be last day. Anyway… slacking and hoping time will pass faster so that I can go home and relax sooner… lolx… talk with Wy and Din regarding the new job…. hope it will really be a better job… going to miss this 2 cocksters.

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shopping spree

Continual of 21st FEB Very Very Sweet Girl of Mine

Knocked off at 11.30am. Went over to grandma’s place… She was sleeping soundly when I reached… Da Gu ma was there doing household. Was told that grandma went out early in the morning to red hill on her own to buy vegetables… just reached home and exhausted from all the walking -.-… It’s not that we don’t allow her to go out, but always think it will be good if there’s someone accompanying her as her age is catching up, also to prevent her from getting injure… anyway, had lunch with grandma after she woke up, talked about current job and the upcoming 1… really chatted for quite awhile till it was 1.50pm before I left to bukit timah to pick Sweet Jun from tuition.

Raining cats and dogs lo… went over to IMM. Manage to find a parking lot at level 2. ( just nice when we reach the spot, the other driver going off). Jun always bring me luck. Went get a ice crem cone from mac.(I seriously love the ice cream there). Then bought a banana crepe and a roti mama. Really enjoy this kind of small small stuff. With her. After finishing we went to G2000, recommended by WZ but sweet Jun claimed that she also know this place having offer. No kidding.. it’s seriously cheap… We bought 2 shirt at $29 each and 1 shirt at $39… and~ 2 pants for $50. cheap right!!! All the color chosen by Sweet Jun… and she paid for all the items and including a pair of shoes which cost $53 ^_^ . Very sweet of Jun to actually pay all the stuff saying it’s for starting of my new job. Went home put down the stuff and rest awhile as it was raining heavily…left home again at 6pm went Rui Chun for diam sum dinner. Food nice.. we ordered 11 items but the bill on $20.70.
Was really full by the end of the meal.

Headed down to Orchard as we were catching the 9.40pm movie “Slump Dog Millionaire”. Drop by Hereen for a walk… think earlier on the food a little unclean or what.. both of us stomach ache and had to rush to the “little john”. While waiting for Sweety Jun.. walking around and decided to window shop watches… when Jun came out… joined me and decided to get me a watch also since I lost mine and for starting of new job. went to quite a few shop and finally stopped by fossil and both of us decided on a watch on 1st glance. Really like the watch a lot.

After all the shopping… went collect the tickets and headed for the movie. I have to say this… Never expected Bollywood movie to be this good. The way they bring out the story and explaining how the main actor actually knew the answer to the questions no doubt lowly educated… The hate and love between the brotherhood and love for his dream gal. The part that catches me the most should be the Riot in India and the reality dark life of the beggars in Mumbai. Recommend everyone to watch this movie… something new and never experience before…. Rate it 9/10.

After the movie… went home straight after sending Jun home as both of us were damn tired… Pi no long after playing some games…

Really thankful to Jun for all the stuff she bought… Especially when she always thinks twice buying stuff for herself… But do hope she will pamper herself more instead of others.. or maybe she just wanted to tied me up with all the stuff she bought… =X ok… kidding…


22nd FEB 2009

Woke up around 10.15am… quite surprised by myself to wake up at this timing as I was so tired last night… anyway, decided to go lunch with mum and also to author the length of my pant… we sure know how to drag…. From 10+am drag until 12noon then we manage to get out of the house… Sis and YX joined us for lunch too.. mum paying of course…. Was quite pissed off just before we went out after sis told me my watch was found… I had been searching for days and asked them all said never see… asked mum about it and she also said don’t know… Ended up it was like the watch I placed it on the living room table… mum as usual just drop anything that’s doesn’t not belong to her back to our room. And without asking whose watch it was… she put in on sis bed thinking it ‘s belong to her and don’t how it dropped inside sis’ s bag and only realized it after almost 1 week… Was damn pissed off as I keep asking and all say never see… ended up made Jun wasted money to buy me a watch that’s not necessary…. Feel damn angry and bad at the same time… told Jun about it and wanted to pay for the watch since the change in plan… she rejected but I decided to at least pay ½ of the price for it.

Anyway… after awhile things got calm down and we went out for lunch.. went to this place nearby Jurong East and Bukit Batok for roasted duck rice and roast pork… have to que sia… But I will say it worth the wait… Going to bring Jun here soon.

Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza with mum to walk and edit the pants… quite like spending this kind of time with mum… and also no need to pay for any expenses!! =X But BPP quite boring la… nothing much to walk…

Went home after the pants collected and dropped by NTUC… it has relocated at the condo… basement. The shops occupy the basement and 1st floor of the building. Looking forward to the grand opening but at the same time feeling the threat to the noise level in my neighbourhood… -.-

Slack at home all the way till night time… talk with Jun for awhile and meet up WZ for a short while.. at 12.55am MN … crazy huh…
Reached home jump into the bed and realized I can’t sleep… turn and turn up 4.30am before dozing off finally

writing freely

20th FEB 2009

Continual of the day event… Supposed to meet up KW and Wz for movie or chill. Ended up kw airplane as he got some issue with someone… so we try to get SS whose was damn fickle minded. Keep changing his mind until I gave up. Anyway, in the end went Safra Mt Faber to try our luck on jackpot… no luck… wasted $15 each… then played pool… won~ lucky… then headed down to pasi panjang for prata supper while Wz had Maggie goring. Very long never visited this store le... a little bit out of the way for us. Used to come here with Sweet Jun… but have to say… they do serve good food. Anyway after the supper sent wz home before headed home and “chit chatted” with jun… Tried to find my watch that MIA but so result…. Wondering where did it go.. not the 1st watch that gone MIA in the house.. creepy…

21st FEB 2009

Answering doubt of colleagues that asked me regarding my resignation… came back to office but other to do at all… more like killing time…. Surfing net… writing blog… booked tickets for SD millionaire at cine 9.45pm… hope it will be a nice show… shopping day today with Jun… amazingly… I will be the 1 going to buy stuff… looking forward to it.. going to pay his father a visit in hospital too.

twist and changes

17th FEB 2009

Kept talking rubbish on email with R & G. Finally decided meeting place…. knocked off at 4.30pm as I wanted to go over to grandma house. Chit chatted with grandma till around 6.30pm before I went over to Jurong point to meet G. Upon reaching… R Sms-ed said she was tied down by work… not able to meet us in time or might not even meet us…. So no choice but to use my Duo Ming Zhui Huen Call and told her that G & I will go over find her… think she don’t have a choice but to agree ba.lolx… finally met up at 8.15pm (damn long lo) and decided to go Bugis for steamboat. The food actually so so la… but the company not ba lo… after dinner bought some apple S and send them to Jun’s place … made use of the chance to intro them to her also… sent them home… vomited and rushing to stomach… bad sign…..~~~

18th FEB 2009

Diarrhea… so never go work today… plus already make up my mind to tender. So decided to rest at home. Think must be from yesterday steamboat with the girls… -.-… anyway… was quite surprise to learn that Wz was also at home… so asked him to go Queenstown’s polyclinic as there’s the fastest… within 1hr… finished everything… Pb called… so both of us met him and BH at Taman Jurong for lunch… talk cock awhile before going home rest and went soccer again…. Am I Really Sick??? O.O

19th FEB 2009

Woke up early to day as going down to sign the document. Was start in the jam. Never know from CCK to west coast actually need 40min lo… anyway after signing the LOA… went down to Taman Jurong area for the medical check up. Stupid clinic told me not much pple… my foot sia~~ made me waited for around 1hrs then my turn… reached there at 10.30am… go off at 12.30pm…. hai~
Met pb at the coffee shop below in my area as cl came to cut air… never know that my here got such a saloon that pple actually willing from east to west to trim hair~ but ok la… due to her… manage to chit chat with pb for quite awhile.
Took a nap and went school… after school meet up sweet Jun to go Yishun for tau hui. So cute lo… just love her so much of her every moment, expression and lame joke…. Think I am going to have a lot of fun living with her for the rest of my life. ^_^ After supper went to NUH to visit Jun’s dad for a short while… really was short while only as it was going to be 12mn soon.



20th FEB 2009

I finally told Siti my decision... Amazingly … I actually told her the truth why I want to tender. She said she foresee this coming actually ever since that incident happened. Frankly speaking… if you ask me whether I will miss this company… my answer will be yes. I did make a few good buddies here. But like what the old timer said “when it’s time to go, it’s time to go”

One thing funny about hr is that even if u wants to quit... got timing 1... Can only go resign at 12.30pm. Funny… hope it’s not due to feng shui stuff… lolx

Anyway… hope the next job can really be a better job… hopes really can benefit and learn from it. Hope 2009 will be smooth sailing… everything will be fine so next year I can plan something big~ ^_^

Month of Feb... AHHH!!!!!! HAI~~~ WAH!!!!!!

Month of Feb… what a month I will say… Friday 13th was just few days back… but I will remember it for a long long time… never have I been a bam dang person. But last Friday just happened to be 1 of the suay day.

Met with an accident with a prime mover hitting me from behind. Car skied … and guess what… the driver actually stepped on the accelerator and bang hit my right side also… luckily I was negotiating a right turn at green arrow. Plus I was keeping track of my petrol these few days... so the speed was quite slow for me when it happened... if not the car might have over turn lo… best thing was that the driver still accused it was my fault. And tried to frighten me with the entire claim he can claim but he “being so nice” will only want $40 dollars for his head light wiring… and said he got a eye witness saying I cut into his lane… but he don’t know who he was dealing with… I, Mr. bad boy once won’t be taken a back by all these bull shit… so I told him… go ahead and file insurance… he was taken aback and said I may not get the claim and will lose more… but I insisted on it and wanted his particular… guess what… he.. Rejected … he raised his voice saying… “Just take the plate no. and report... no need particular” of course I refused... he climbed back to his prime mover and wanted to go off… I stopped him from doing so… asked again for his particular and he refused again… so I have no choice but to take out my hp and snapped a photo of him. Realizing what I am doing… he became aggressive and got down the P.M trying to snapped my hand phone from me saying I have no right to do so and he will sue me and call police… realizing the threat.. I told him “ok then... let’s call the police” and I dialed … on seeing what I am doing... he snatched my phone from me… but of course... being much stronger and younger than him.. I easily snatched it back… the half bald driver then grabbed on my collar and threaten that he will punch me... I managed to struggle off his grab and told him to back off… as I was engaged to 999. This is what the conversation between me and the police goes

Me: “hello... is this police... I am now a benoi road and met with and accident with a prime mover… I trying to exchanged particular with the driver but he refused and turned aggressive after anew attempts of getting his particular but fail… so I have no choice but to take his photo as he trying to leave the scene”

Police: why don’t you let me talk to the driver?

Me: he ignoring me and refused to hear anything I said

Police: nvm you just try

Me: uncle ah... the police want to talk to you

Driver: ignore and closed his door

Me: he’s still ignoring

Police: why not you del his pic then try ask him for his particular

Me: I can’t... what if he drives away...

Driver: start engine*

Me: he going to drive away

Police: nvm... record his plate. Then make a police report.

Me: …

Moved his vehicle toward me thinking I will siam... But I didn’t so he brake and reverse and drove off... luckily I was in time to jot down his company no. and company name.

I called the no. after awhile… the man in the phone whom claims to be the boss and address himself as Mr. Leong said his driver didn’t mean to drive off but because he was late for work... and he has been late a few times...

Anyway... we concluded that we will file insurance and the rest of the story was a whole day of traveling from places to places to settle the car issue with my shoulder aching and later on realized red mark over the area where the driver grabbed me… I didn’t state that in my police report as all I want is to claim the insurance… I believe the uncle was just in the mid of panic when he grabbed me. Anyway... some of my friends told me I should have reported his road bully act… but nvm… give him a chance ba… see his age I already ½ soften my heart.



So of course on Thursday which was the 14th of Feb. Valentine Day?

Drove Vios (loan from workshop) to pick sweet up... rushed to lot 1 collect the flower and rushed down to pick her up. Hidden the gift that I wanted to give her in the compartment and the flower in the rear passenger seat… up on seeing me… she passed me the cake she made or rather yogurt. =X … presented her with the flower. Then the wallet... got scolded as we promised not to get gift but can tell she was delighted with the smile on her face.

Went esplane for choc and ate the “cake” she baked. Not easy task wor… we wasted a lot of saliva then managed to get the waitress to agree letting us have the cake... the cake looks good, feel weird and taste good! In case any gals reading my blog… learnt from my girl… guy don’t need expensive stuff or what... just some D.I.Y effort like this will melt our heart…

Anyway… we went took a walk before our dinner and then headed down for a play at Victoria. Don’t like the play... but my moody self make the play worse for sweet.

Luckily we went for supper… but I was too tired on the return journey. So sweet Jun took over the wheel and drove to her house before I continue the journey home… love my sweet… Happy 4th valentine



Sunday 15th Feb.

Met Shawn and Linus for pool competition.

Lost... hai~ don’t want to talk about it… 1st match we shouldn’t have lost... and suay enough to meet the champion in our 2nd game… that the end of our pool story…

Went home. Rest… kW came over at 3plus and help me solved my entire computer problem… my savior. Played winning 11 with him and finally won~ wahahaha.

Nua at home watched nan jiu huo. Slept after talking to sweet JUN


Mon 16th Feb.

Usual day at work. The different… the MTQ called back... offered me the pay and term… quite tempted… but with some question marks... gave me 2-3days day to answer them… will really think through properly later when I reach home.. hope to nego for $100 more... For Pride… hahaha… wish me luck

Ox Year , Ox personality

Been quite while since I touches here… have been busy lately… Chinese New Year… work… finding jobs…

Not sure what I am going to write below also… but anyway… here goes…

Chinese New Year (OX) fell on the 26th Jan 2009. Had quite a great time meeting relatives . . . ok... More like they visited my house actually as we never go anyone house except uncle’s house.

Watched fann wong’s movie with jun on chu yi night b4 sending both she and her sister home. Then headed down to Yujie’s house

Chu er was great… jun jun came over to bai nian, then we move on to grandma house. Stayed there till 12noon b4 we headed down to sentosa.

Damn crowded lo the place… but took quite some photos =X

Start coughing and sore throat… since day 1 of Chinese new year.. think spread by mum. -.-

On sat (Chu 6), 7eamX gang came over to bai nian and gamble… big win… gave mum $40 as she cook for us… then move on to mj and ss house… still… big win… was very lucky that day…

Anyway… now the main issue… I need to change… not referring to job… referring to myself… my self control… really disappointed with a lot of things that happened yesterday… but most important of all… my self… I promise I will change.. to be a better person and better man… cos there are a lot of stuff waiting ahead for me to accomplish…

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!