healthy lifestyle.

woke up around 12noon and went sch.. same old stuffs... went home around 5pm then meet ww 6.30pm as i jio him go gym run... but postphone till around 6.50pm cos was chatting in msn with pj they all... meet up ww around 7.30pm-.- knn..he super late sia.. and went gym... dunno why today so siao on.. we 2 actually 1 striaght go jogged 2.4km. then pull dun wat stuff for 20min.. till now hand still aching.. and ran another 2 more round b4 we warm down... cool...went for a light dinner and slack around bukit panjang`s park there... saw gina again.. dunno is suay or good sia...then dunno where came a cute little cat and we played with it..damn gay sia.. 2 guys play with cat...but really cute sia.. still noe how to play see saw 1..lolx.. and we 2 actually talk cock till 12am again b4 went home.. reached home can't sleep sia... too excited about later morning bike test.. hope can pass.. damn.. wanna sleep but can't.. think go watch prince of tennis i juz dl-ed

30th jan sport`s afternoon

woke up around 2+pm..prepare and went out meet jy they all as we meeting at john`s place tennis and gym...we were meeting 3.30pm..but when i and reaching le.. then saw a sms jy msg me say postphoned to 4pm...-.- ended up went nearby get a drink and wait.. meet jy at 4pm.. YinJ was on his way cycling..john.. mia..but soon all still manage to meet up.. and had some games of tennis... tennis indeed not a easy game.. wat i find it really hard is serve the ball.. around 5+pm then went for gym... nv ran much.. like not in the right condition.. went home around 7pm.. bath slack around the house with dad and mum.. ya sis too.. happy family.. but dunno why until when i was going out around around 10pm then i noe sis was at home..lolx..some kinda bro i am...
met up ww,lou and wz and usual crapping... about ns enlistment stuffs and gals.. and damn.. we actually chatted till 3am b4 went home and sleep

a sleepless night

5am now and i still can't seem to sleep... was thinking alot.. about my plan for the coming up few yrs.. what i wanna achieve.. and stuffs regarding friends.. when we were young.. we were told to study hard so next time can live easy life.. but think of it.. after study so much.. u still need to work hard to not be ditch behind all the way till retire.. by the time maybe like wat adult said "the right time to enjoy".. but really still have the passion for all those things? the energy?? Life is really totally confusing .. dun think i can ever figure it out even till the day i die... the cafe pub thing.. planning don't come juz 1 day.. alot of stuffs and research needed..$$..sponser...loan... damn... why not even in my mid 20s and i had to start thinking for all these...
Was listening to Jay`s GeQian while a friend shared her problem with me.. dunno why think this song suit her so much..she`s juz another 1 who need a listening ear to shout out i think.. hope she`s feeling better le... and sucks..dunno why tonight my lungs ach so much... think really is time to stop smoking..but wat to do.. -.-..... think i rubbishing alot now.. juz hope tomorrow will be a better day.. at least i can wake up and say " ah.. i am gald i am still breathing" ^_^v

It nice to meet up old friend

slept till 5pm today.. wasted a day.. hai~ chased mum out of my room when she wanna mop.. nv like my room being disturb.. lolx.slacked around house thinking today i can stay home all day.. then mum asked me gave her some help in choosing cloth..going out with dad again... argh... now adays they keep disappearing after dad got home awhile... ditch me aside..-.- sis no where to be found to.. have a mate so good sia.. hai~ then jingY msg me in msn.. very long nv hear from him le.. then chatted awhile and he ask me wanna go watch movie.. since so long nv meet up with him(think got 2-3mths le).. so agreed and went prepare..
reach je mrt around 6.45pm when i was meeting him at 6.30pm..-.- heng he noe my pattern and called b4 he took train over... and updated me about his trip to thailand with YuJ.sound so fun sia.. hopefull i can go thailand this yr also.. always wanna go bangkok especially after he told me where nice to play... see can find anyone when time nearer..
alighted at city hall.. then walk the open air so we can smoke.. then reach marina square.. damn... the place changed so much sia.. renovating somemore.. nearly got lost inside.. guess i too long nv visited this place.. the movies at marina square all quite late.. so walk over to suntec and see got any earlier show since i nv ride today. ended up we choose Elektra 9pm show.
And went for dinner at the food court as JinY wanna eat.. sucks man.. on diet and i still eating..ordered yong tao hu bee hoon soup.. JinY can't stop laughing.. cos i choose 2 veg..2 tao po 1 tou fu and tomato. after dinner we went outside of suntec for a smoke and discussed about my future plan about the cafe.. think it time to start really working on it le like wat he said.. althought still got quite some yrs b4 i will have enough $$ to open my dream cafe but now can start working on it...find someday ask t hat SJ wanna plan this togather ma.
9pm..show started.. heard alot negative comment about this movie.. but still ok la..watch the special effect.. storyline abit... the bad guys die damn easily... but Jennifer Garner is really pretty..haha.. the show ended around 10.30pm and we took a train home.. on the way asked yuJ they all at where.. actually wanna meet them up.. but abit lazy after awhile.. think YuJ quite fed up with me le ba..ask me out keep reject..(somemore this time was i asked where he was) lolx... saw james on the train.. was with his friends.. all look damn kiddy sia..can't believe they all juz 1 yr younger than me.. or maybe i really look old now.. hai~ ended up reached home and slack.. and .............. dad and mum bought durians again.. still D24 keep aske me eat.. damn evil.. but did ate abit.. hai~ food again.. and continue slacked till now..3am le.. tml meeting jy they all jog.. must run extra miles le..

Shopping

decided to skip sch today.. and damn the lesson end at 10am.. hai~

woke up at 12noon prepare for the ftt abit.. and left home around 1.40pm fetch ww go bbdc also.. the test ok ok la.. so see how ba...
went grandma house after ftt.. very long nv went le.. dunno to say i am bz or lazy.. did went afew times.. but everytimes see the door close then i went off.. today finally knock.. gald to see them..ah ma still as healthy as as always... grandpa also.. still sleep alot anywhere.. haha..

grandma wanted to give me $$.. but told her no need.. enough to spend.. so old le still take $$ from her then i can go die le... chatted alot with grandma as usual.. dunno why i juz can't find anything to talk with grandpa... think i really too long nv see them le except the time they came my house.. my cantonese not as 顺口 le... really miss them alot.. must come down more often le..then talking about my studies.. told her i maybe study till poly that`s it.. cos abit old le.. and i not the type like to study.. but she encourage me say "go ahead study..not too old actually..28 only ma.ur dad also wan u to go uni" . then told her see how ba.. after poly then say.. told her my sis go uni also can le.. and she said.. gals study so much for wat.. after she poly can married le.. can't help but laugh... then chatted about my cousin(the same surname 2 mth older than me).. think he graduating next yr.. soo asked grandma he planning to go uni ma... quite suprise that she replied to me " can let him go poly already not bad le.. uni where got $$" onli then i knew my grandma and grandpa are the one supporting him the fee to poly.. hai~ hope he get good result too ba althought not close with him.
went off from grandma`s house to queensway meet pj they all.. thought i was the earlier.. but jy actually already inside.. then the 3 of us went in and shop 1st.. then john came follow by ms.. shopped around.. jy keep playing "ninja" with us.. walk infront of us awhile suddenly disappeared.. had to search for him..lolx.. got myself a levis jeans.. 2 shirt and make a pants.
left queensway to the opp market waiting for youW for dinner..but the WHOLE MARKET CLOSED.... WTF.. so went over to the road side coffee shope where selling zi cha.. then youW came and join us.. ordered alot of foods.. the fish soup tasted really nice.. the rest also not bad. share my rice with john.. must keep to diet..but think i still ate quite alot.. hai~
then wanan find a place slack.. ended up went ikea... and we actually walked in ikea till it close from 8.40pm... worse of all.. all those walking were guys.. pj and ms got sick of us.. lolx... got myself a toolbox..jy got himself a mat..while john got a chair for his sis..lovely bro.. while youW juz follow along..lolx..
company john wait for his dad b4 all of us went home..lolx.. now slacking at home ..empty again... argh.. now writing this blog..worse.. someone spotted i said bad things about her and nagging now..lolx

A Day of my Life *sunny*

woke up at 10am again.. when lesson at 9am.. then went back to sleep till 12noon wake up then prepare go sch.. thanx to man u Vs chelsea match -.- .. haha.. The Blues nv disappointed me.. won 2-1 . Won chicken cuttlet from dennis... lolx!! and drinks from james.. and $56 dollars from sg pools..very long nv bet soccer le..juz play small small for fun.. but ended up use $10 win so much as the rate $1:$5.6 .but will ask them credit 1st since i am on diet now.. -.- reached sch around 12.45pm.. damn hot sia.. now noe why bikers all dark complexion?? lolx.. nv join in the game of basketball today.. abit tired..that dennis nv come.. must be over slept also.. or maybe siam the cuttlet.. lolx..
Went for lesson at 1pm.. told the lecture my bike broke down.. and he gave me my attendance.. good excuse to use when u own a transport.. alot of work to do today..heng i came.. new stuffs.. and damn.. i pay attention and learn and asked around and that thomas asked me mai gei siao... (that c* kia..-.- lolx)..
lesson suppose to end at 5.30pm.. but released us at 2.45pm.. as usual.. thomas they all went continue soccer.. i went off with the rest as we were the few riding.. reached home around 3+pm and went for jog.. then reached home around 4.30pm..bath and chatted mum and sis.. wah.. sis damn wu ji sia.. went try that ride in clark quay.. so exp somemore $35+ i think. somemore the ride onli last 2-3min onli... but preparation damn long..(wun wanna see anyone go up and take off i suppose lolx) still got vcd somemore.. mum keep nagging while watching.. -.- then pj sms meet 1/2hr late cos her shooting start late i think.. so slacked around the house use com and li siao mum as usual..
bath and left home around 7pm to cdan meet pj get comic and dinner..guess i too early le.. so light a smoke 1st.. and damn.. i realised i left my hp phone at home.. so uncomfortable without my hp... then saw her and her friends came out... i can't help but laugh within myself.. she was the shortest among them as usual.. LOLX.
then rode over to the bukit batok blk 283 had the pancake.. althought i tried it b4.. still find it nice.. like the peanut with cheese.. pj showed me her "殷殷自豪" shooting result... and saw was.. among five bullet.. 1 nv hit target.. lolx!! after a short chat send her home and pas me the comic...
On the way home.. tried some speed and cornering at the 99 turns as very long nv really play with corner le.. but sian.. play 1/2 way nia then car blocking me le.. cars really slow when turning sia..
reached home around 9+pm if i am not wrong.. no one at home.. dunno dad and mum go where date again.. so old still pa toh... left me 孤零零alone at home..9.25pm wq called me from her work place.. ask me company her to little india eat curry fish head.. damn.. i am on diet.. so rejectted her... lolx.. she must be quite disappointed ba.. 1st time straight away reject her request.. 14 yr of friendship can't compare to diet..lolx..joking..
around 10+pm pj called.. call and hang call and hang... trying to be funny sia.. then called again.. said her hand like over use or wat.. don't think can badminton... then ask how.. -.- i also dunno how sia.. cos i always use her racket cos mine dunno dump where donkey yrs ago.. then said i anything.. will go if going as usual.. if cancel then next week.. ended up canceled since not enough rackets.. change plan to queensway tml shop clothings... sms youW and YinJ.. and youW quite sian 1/2 i think.. felt kinda guilty cos i am the 1 sms him the cancelling..
around 12mn my folks finally home.. dad came in had a chat with me about the other day inccident.. told him i was fine.. juz let out some 不满that day that`s all.. mum la.. bao toh me again -.-.. woman can't be trusted.. lolx.. then joke around with the family pple.. lolx..
now 2.30am le.. and haha.. i am still wide awake.. tomolo hopefully wun late... think go revise abit of my FTT b4 i sleep ba..

juz another day

woke up late today.. 9am need to reach sch and i 10.15 woke up.. missed the SW again...and the QC lesson(heng this 1 got pple help me mark attentance) then went sch around 1pm for the for the last period.. till 5pm sia.. heng mr ong realease us around 4.30pm.. stupid sia.. simon morning 6am went chinatown buy bak gua..(super eng sia) and brought some to sch to let everyone try... damn.. i nv came in the morning wasted...
nothing much at home.. chatted on msn... then ** asked me why dun get a gg since there are quite a few nice gal around me.. but hey.. not say wanna get then get... must have 自知之明.. if dun really have feeling dun drag pple down too..somemore i not good looking too.. must noe self limit.. but ok la for all the concern... but my heart now got someone le.
then recieved sms from simon`s hp again.. informing us where his ash will be place.. still find it so weird somehow.. but well.. juz find the feeling quite bad looking at a msg from a dude that`s gone.. but will keep his no. in my phone as long as my simcard not lost. =)
went meet ww ,wz,wm,lou at s11.. usual crapping and updating each other life.. to be detail..it`s wm update us.. lolx.. and around 1am home.. now slacking aorund waiting for soccer.. (4am...) hope chelsea will not disappointed me.. I Wan My Chicken Cuttlet from D!! now on diet.. so will credit it till after new yr!! lolx

a Sporty day..lol

damn... woke up so early for sch... did practical from 10am till 4.30pm b4 pack up... did it all by myself..maybe i trust only my own work ba cos i noe wat i was doing and the speed i do pratical is much faster... 12 noon had a 1hr break... but nv ate.. cos wanna on diet.. somemore fetch jh went get his bike from workshop and then rush back to sch play basketball.... that Daniel injured himself.. looks pain indeed.. told him b4 careful when playing sport le.. not bad today.. the feeling of the ball was juz right..maybe cos it` the standard size and weight.. got quite a no. of 3 points in.. haha.. 1pm went back did pratical.. the stuffs like forever can't sut finish.. somemore alot similar pieces.. skip the break to do the practical cos wun be in sch in the morning cos going bike tp.. so pia more so my group will had lesser to do when i not around ba.. pack up around 4.30pm.. and finally went home at 5pm.. once reach home quickly pack my stuffs and went bbdc get that ww.. and went cck gym.. kept cycle.. jog and some leg muscle training... and of course bio chiou bus.. lolx.. but quite suprise we actually really stay there from 6.30pm till 8pm..cos ww wasn't the type like to gym.. my honour i guess.. then went for dinner at GH camp there.. not bad the meal.. then went home bath and slack around com and do some stuffs till 2.30am then sleep..

a ----------------- day

nothing much happened today.. went sch like the the usual monday.. learn some 3d autocad as usual.. 1st time find this subject quite instresting.. maybe cos i finally pay full attention to it now le ba.. find myself really listening to lesson and asking questions nowadays.. guess my study mood back.. afew months left.. let not let it be a waste.. reached home around 5pm.. the ususal slacking at home... had a small *quarrel* with dad for some misplacement of stuff.. 1st time i really so pissed off that i juz talked back in the face ba.. then left house meet ww had a little chat at a nearby park.. while having a chat.. saw a familiar gal from a distance.. happened to be gina.. that idiot... still nv change much..been quite some time since last meet up her.. and still the usual crazy her...
around 1am then we went home finally...

23-01-2005 heart to heart chat.

went home around 12noon.. slack around the house and chat with mum.. then msn again as usual.. think i am using msn quite often nowadays.. as usual playing afool on msn li siao some pple till night around 9.30pm then went out meet wq cos she also had some problem.. guess i can really make myself a full time listening ear or counsellor le..pple tend to seek advice from me quite often... but my advice usually dun work when it come to myself... fetch wq from tiong baru then went labetor park.. told me about her current bf.. the trust and so... found out that the problem not with her bf but her bf`s friends.. too kpo.. but she need to reflect herself too the way she express her thought a better way.. nv thought yuan lai i was part of the problem too.. lolx.. her bf and bf`s friends think too much le.. the bond in 14yrs of childhood friends are stronger than the word bgr le... chatted alot... while chatting.. saw a shooting star flew from above me toward the front of my view.. really stunted... nv thought really can saw another 1 again.. somemore the 1st time saw a low flying and so bright 1.. quickly asked wq to look also and we made a wish.. (from wat i said.. u will noe the shooting star disappear abit slower than those usual we saw) .. nv mind about wat wish i made.. i will keep in within myself.. hehe.. around 1 am sent her home..
reach home now can't sleep.. so slack around and suddenlt c msg me said sorry about the other day nv turn up simon`s wake..and i got wat goals.. quite suprise she msg me this hr.. so chatted with her for awhiel..yuan lai she also got things bother her.... ahh... now 3.08pm le.. still awake.. heng tomolo sch at 1pm.. phew.. go watch soccer then sleep le..

22-01-2005 ktv again... and a night of 4 guys..

woke up aorund 2pm.. then went home...reached home whole family not around.. sad sia~ then msn chat for awhile b4 i sleep again.. then mum came home around 6pm asked me wanna eat ma.. and tabao rice for me... all the stuffs i dun eat 1 except otha... but still ate it.. then like very long nv saw zr,sjyj,j.. so called up them for ktv cos can't think of anything els.. all agree except for yj whose in thailand.. asked lou along too cos he love ktv so much.. booked a room at 9pm and went.. got a waitress super chiou sia.. but as usual.. i always anti stranger so nv care much but juz take afew look.. sang alot.. keep sing jay`s rap with lou cos only we 2 rap..around 11.45pm then j came.. might as well stay home sia... always like that..but lolx.. fun can le.. then wz sms me.. aske me where am i.. said e caught him smoking.. making him feel very bad espcially when she cried and not scold him.. so asked him go ww house 1st and we went over later..
around 1am ktv ended.. farewell those few and went over ww`s house with lou... lolx.. thur night lou juz went... then when he went home on friday night around 10pm.. he said "fuyuan sure will come over later.." and sad to say.. i did...then today sat night.. all 3 of us went over again... lolx.. heng when we reached ww hous.. wz feel alot better le cos e replied him.. so we manage to juz like normal gathering crapping around and mess around b4 we slept around 5am.. of course i got the bed as usual while wz,lou slept on floor and ww the owner of the house dunno run to where sleep..

a last pic .. since ages i took a pic with YouW.. so wan a pic of both of us.. but dunno why catcha a wondering around soul behind us... 

another group pic of us...with the merlion finally... look so warmy right 

a group pic of us taken at the merlion there...ok..we stood the wrong direction... from left:jy,YouW,sl,yr,me,pj,ms. like this pic alot
PS: dun get fool by the pic. pj is still short. LOLX.

21-01-2005 a sad day yet enjoyable night

woke up 10am this morning waited for xl call.. cos was saying if he wanna attend to burning then i go with him.. wait until 12noon but he nv.. so did some prayer to buddha for simon b4 i went back to sleep.. don't wanna see him being burned..

woke up in the afternoon.. chatted on msn with friends.. then ms chatted with me hint wanna sit bike.. but i was rushing to go out meet another friend 1st and nv caught the hint..lolx.. meet pj,ms,sl at marina bay around 7.50pm... damn lot pple pj and ms walk round looking for table while sl and i 守株待兔... and haha.. a table b4 me emptied and called those 2 dummies come back =X stupid pj sia.. ask her help me buy 2 bottle mineral water... she ended up help me get 2 1.5L water... where got pple drink so much in a steamboat 1....-.- went get the food awhile and youW reached also.. so all started eating... around 9+10pm jy also reached when we are finishing..
was quite full le and went in arcade play NBA.. was trashing computer until pj and ms came.. ms keep wanan pass the steamboat $$ to me and distracted my game.. ended up lost by 2 points... -.- but nvm.. juz a game...
then we went yr house fetch him while pj sit my bike.. while riding keep discussing how ms and jy look compatiable.. and ms keep wanna take pic of us... and that..pj... actually post for her.. looked at the taxi driver beside us.. (whom was looking at waat the hell we doing) and make a sign showing the 2 of them are crazy.. lolx!!!!!
reached yr place and have to make decision weather esplanade or go walk the new yr decoration.. vote 2 against 2.. so phyco yr who later also agree with esplanade.. 不愧是好朋友~
as usual chatting away at esplanade there and took photo... around 12mn sl said wanan go home as he quite tired.. so no choice all have to go cos onli pj,ms wanan stay while i am quite anythign as usual.
But as i find it too early le..so called ww and went over his house.. alot of crapping as usual.. then wanna find something to eat.. so went bukit timah prata.. and Damn..it`s close.. forgotten it`s hari raya... no choice then change location... for west coast kui zae... when reached.. more stunt.. it was torn down....(i juz came 2+ week ago and it was still there) -.-.. sms pj asked her any nice place around but no reply.. so went clementi.. passed by my old hdb.. and we actually ride into the void deck and look around.. and the carpark.. then the block nearby refresh memories b4 headed for clementi eat.. and went back ww house sleep.. damn.. it was 6am+ le then

from 18-01-05 to 20-01-05

Basiscally... these few days alot up and down... juz wanna say.. life is really unpredictable... the monment when u think things will goes as planned.. shits happened .. and it really make 1 regret not to treasure what`s b4 them last time... meet up afew pri mates on the 20th.. i wun say fun but nice gathering..juz that wrong time wrong location... what xl said to me really make me feel alot.. heng manage to said some encouraging words b4 my eyes also went red with him...

a night up and down.. what`s more.. this is just me as usual..strong on the outside weak within...

tml is the day... dunno will turn up ma.. but juz wanan said "farewell my friend.. u will always be in my heart forever...all the memories,fun and chat will company me down my road.. knowing once in my life.. i knew someone so great...so strong.."

bike break down

juz reached home from sending bike for repair.. think the CDI spoil.. money gone.. went a feel shop juz now to ask the price.. pushing indeed tiring.. ended up call up the tow truck ask him send my bike to my mechanic there.. after checking for around an hr... then realise it not the magnetic coil.. is cdi or some wiring.. ask him by tml fix it cos need to use it in the evening..

reached home real tired... then msn cl to update him today.. and chatted awhile ont he *same topic* not really in the mood to chat with anyone... guess i am juz tired.. mood switch guy.. haha.. hope this week will pass real soon.

Good Bye my friend..

wasn't able to sleep yesterday night.. but not feel like going out.. and finally decided to beach.. bike cannot start... use sis bike pillion ww over help me.. still cannot.. so went 7-11 bought some drinks and sat at my void deck chatting... of course.. the topic surrounded simon..althought ww dunno him.. quite and emotional night i have to say.. been very long le since having this kinda deep thought chat of xin shi with him.. (after all he`s the only 1 i trusted..)..
went back home with him around 3+am.. chat and lying on the floor.. let him sleep bed since i always sleep his bed.. around 5am fell asleep..
woke up today around 11am.. brush up and went sch... on the way in mrt..(bike break down).. ms sms me said simon passed away this morning... really shocked.. althought this ending is most likely happened.. but still quite hard to accept it...feeling really shit on the train... to actually realise a childhood friend gone forever... in a train of no return... maybe a better land.. but leaving pple who care for him behind him.... it`s really hurting... was still hoping for miricale yesterday.. really hard to accept it.. especially someone whose juz my age.. not even 21 yet.. juz left this world like this... but no matter where u r simon.. i will always miss u.. always be in my heart.. the once cheering and outing going person.. always... so will the rest of them too... farewell my friend... may a better next life waiting ahead for u... a mi tou fou...

A Really Bad Day.. Sunday~

Dun really noe wat to write now.. or maybe juz too much..heart like sinking till the bottom of the sea... hai~ but i will still write something ba...

was woke up by the sms of my hp today.. was suppose to sleep till 3-4pm as we sleep from 9am... but after looked at the sms... totally awake... cos J msged me this "Please come n visit simon one more last time..he can't pull through.singapore general hospital block 4 level 5"
Was shocked by the sms.. called back to her and ask her was she serious..(i noe i am dumb..) as she working so we hang the phone very soon.. and started to call up pple..but find it very troublesome... so forward the sms to everyone...
rushed home and bath and went out as meeting BK and John at around 2pm while yr youJ around 4pm.. but damn my bike cannot start.. dunno why.. so took a cab to SGH... alot pple were there...met bk and John..bk nv change much... we sneaked into the icu with simon`s grandma althought it put a sign say no visitors.. saw simon... l ying there motionless.. real sad.. his grandma talking to him.. and he responsed by moving.. (that`s wat i thought).. but ended up find that is his body dunno why keep jerrking... the look of him really feel the heart ach.. can bear to see much so i move out of the room after awhile... john and bk also after sometimes... we were discussing why this would happen when he still sms us during christmas and i juz on phone with him last pervious friday a week ago..... then pj finally called us after endless trying to reach her.. and she coming down... bk then said he go see his granny for awhile whose o nthe same level.. so john and i went for lunch.. yl wanted to come but work hold him up.. then youW called said he at jp coming over... so was jy also who took a few hrs leave from his camp...then pj arrived and we went in again.. frankly speaking.. every look at him really cause the pain.. remenbered the good old days when we were in pri sch..but now... then went to the cooridoor chat for awhile..updating each other.. around 4pm Yr and YouJ arrived.. and we went in again...awhile more youW, jy ,cecelia & bf(nv expected until she called me say she reached) so they went in with the lead of john.. i stayed outside as went in quite a no. of time and dun really wanan face him this way.. but after around 10min.. the rest of us also went in.... and saw john talking to simon... asking him to be strong and fight against to live.. afew tears came off from my eye althought i tried my best to control it.. it`s nt juz cos of wat.. it`s cos.. someone..once so lively.. so active.. so crappy..fun and out going..a great childhood mates to many.. now lie infront of us motionless.. helpless ..stuggling juz to live... remenbered wat he chatted with me last week when he can't make it for outing cos need to go back hospital for chemical treatment.. and we promised me that he will try his best to make it for the next outing and me too told him will keep him inform.. within my heart..i said " u better get well soon bastard..so many pple care for u.. u can't just leave like this...wat u promise me u better keep ur words.." carefully wiped the tear as if my eye was itchy.. and the room juz filled with silent.. wat`s more can be said.. nothing at all... all our heart juz wan him to recover.. it`s not his time yet... went out from the room and went down for a drink..youJ and bk weent off 1st as they have something on.. youJ said to me "really alot of us turn up today..but not the right occasion.." which i agreed.. we wan gathering ..but not something like this.. told him will organise 1 and get all togather.. but definetely for something good.. shook his hand and pat a good bye..at 1st all dunno wat to say at the food court and asked me to start a topic.. me too dunno wat to say.. heng yr asked about bday stuffs and got everyone to participate in the conversation.. and lighten up the mood abit... but after sometimes.. we decided to went up the icu again b4 we leave... so went up.. jy went in 1st as too many pple.. and waved us goodbye.
Then we went in too.. simon`s mum were beside him chating buddist prayer... the back view of her really touches me... a mum that wun give up and filled with hope.. when the no. of the Blood P increase.. she pointed at the no. too us... and i started to chant and pray in my heart too.. and john hold on to simon`s hand.. we stayed in the room for 20min b4 simon`s bro and sis came in and i decided to let them take over and asked everyone go...
so waved goodbye to cecelia and her bf and the rest of us sat pj car and went home... tru the juroney.. juz to sound abit lively but guess easily being expose.. bt well.. who could..wanted to go loryang.. but changed my min and pray to the buddha statue in my house...
slacking now and writing.. thinking alot.. was suppose to be going out with one of my sec sch xp(sista) later ba..since she asked me wanan come out.. so ask her company me to ecp.. for the 1st time she agree without much ... haha.. thanx Sista.. but changed my mind after a short while.. no mood to anywhere i guess

Another mini gathering..

woke up at 12noon... bath and ride to habour front take mrt as chinatown`s road going to be close from 3pm-11pm..meet up pj and yl went for lunch 1st as the rest were late.. went to cha ren zhi jia meet yinJ around 2.30 and went in.. after that sl and jy also came..have a great time in the ktv.. actually everyone singing not bad.. and quite some pics taking.. too bad no group pic...sang till 6.30pm b4 we went meet Yr..yl went of for dinner with friends while yj also.. and sl went back get his van.. so pj,jy,yr and i took a train to habour front and wait for him.. while waiting took quite some pics of my bike and on my bikes... haha..(felt like star...) then sl reached and we board his van leavaing my bike there...have quite some chat tru out the ride and finally reached fisherman village... but parked wrong carpark at 1st... so ask pj tell sl to go another 1...and yea.. finally sat down beside the beach having dinner.. the waiter attidue kinda sucks.. but nevermind since we saw a chiou bu waitress... order 4 dishes and drinks..cost us $91.. exp sia.. but ok la.. not bad.. saw a shooting star when i leave my head see the sky.. so lucky sia.. like always see shooting stars now adays... lolx.. then took a walk around pasi ris park and play some stuffs.. like back to childhood sia... then we played this 45 degree cicular shape object and turn up and down.. fun.. but errrhmph... pj lost her balance and fell into the cicrle and spinning around.. lolx.. heng yr and i held on to her... (stinky legs)... home after that.. was suppose to meet yuJ they all go loryang.. but damn lazy cos juz back from there... but after bathing damn awake... sneaked out with ww meet wz and chatted till morning 6am b4 i went ww`s house chat and sleep.. rocks..

14/01/2005 tiring day...

woke up from my dream due to my alarm clock.. was dreaming dunno where half way.. alarm rang.. keep finding the ring alarm clock in my dream as there million of it...heng finally found it... and damn.. when i opened my eye... it`s 7.20 le.. quickly brush up and went sch... nv attend assembly.. got a schling from advicer.. but ai ya... no one really care...

slack in sch till 12.30 then went home.. wanted to go ah ma house.. but see her window close so nv go up.. and went home took a short nap... woke up at 4pm and prepare my stuffs b4 i went out of the house meeting jy and pj for badminton.. as usual ,mum ask where i going and i replied again "去打枪" lolx....kana nag again b4 i left.. reached around 4.45pm.. then went in and play..damn.. pj and jy quite good sia... or maybe i really lost touch of it since so many years nv played.. kinda feel insulted that i can't get pj those landing net ball..hai~

after badminton at 7pm.. took a bath and went bukit timah eat dinner...then went john house and slack.. chatted and jokes..and ate quite some goodies that he brought home from his holiday... around 11pm jy ditch us go club... =~~( left the 3 of us chat and plan for up coming trips.. left around 1+am as all of us quite tired...called ww and told him i going over as lou asked me ealier on... but changed my mind on the way as wanan bath ..and now slacking b4 the com again..slacking and chatting msn with ailing for the very 1st time. lolx..think will no stay up too late ba.. tml still going ktv.. :)~~~

13/01/2005 juz another day...

slack in sch.. finally for the 1st time in the week.. done some work in class.. adunno wat fish bone management.. i draw well wor.. lolx.. released at 3pm when lesson suppose to end around 5.30pm... but who cares..went home and blah blah with mum... qas talking about plan about my birthday..think should be buffet at home ba..(this is juz wat i wanted.. no need too complicated) then slack at home till at night..ww and i wanted to meet for coffee..but drag here and there due to lit quarrel with her sis.. it already 2am.. so idea dropped.. heng while waiting for him.. chatted with cl and pj on msn... was talking about crush when we were young...lolx.. innocent admire and puppy love.. ended conversation with then and continue do my stuffs till i realised it was 5am and rush to sleep.. need to wake up at 7am

Another Tiring day

woke up 8+am.. must reach sch around 9am.. damn.. slept onli 3hrs.. continue 3 nights nv sleep poperly..but who to blame... -.-..dad company me to sch today as he wanna take my bike for inspection..damn.. ride damn safely... and abit late for sch cos cannot spped as dad`s bike behind me -.-... heng the pe teacher nv turn up today... save my asss...then try to keep myself awake in classs today but fail some how cos too tired... heng is juz onli introduction only... phew... then pj sms ask wanna badminton ma.. b4 i can reply.. ms also sms said the boat outng cancel as cannot get boat.. stick to ktv.. dunno why.. some how i felt relief seeing the sms.. cos at least i wun feel bad.. sch early release cos nothing much to teach also around 3+pm...went clementi indoor stadium book a courton friday.. thne went home.. and once again.. slack...slack...till now.. 9.40pm...

Tiring Day

7am.. wash up and left home.... 1st time for the past 1yr.. i attended the assembly... so werid sia..as usual my class not much pple turn up.. then lesson.. till 10.. went for pratical lesson.. then 12noon break... almost 3/4 of the class jabo... wanted to go home too but decided not to... as i promised myself not to slack again.. so stay in sch.. discuss with the other about the up coming project till around 3pm b4 we were released... reached home straight away fell asleep cos haven slept for the whole night...

woke up around 10+pm..(jayce was sleeping..not gu yi nv pick up lolx) still very tired.. slacked around com.. then wz asked me still wanna s11 ma.. said nope cos i wanna sleep.. but ended up 12+am went down cos pb they all also going down.. so ok lor.. juz go lor... while at s11.. jy and ms sms me about the sat event.. said they 2 + pj ok with the power boat.. so i how.. so ask " then yinJ how then?" and told me will inform yj ask him wanna come along ma. so told them i anything ba as long as they inform yj about the cancelling 1st.. went home around 2+am and slacked infront of com till 5am sleep..

A quiet night 5.25am

can't sleep...afew more hrs much report to sch le.. better not take a nap ba since i noe myself too well le... luckily this is the 1st week if not can die sia...

fetched sh home again..she went singing again.. pei fu pei fu.. was thinking at 1st to do so or not but went since a friend in need ba..(ok la.. cos i also haven sleep yet).. lolx wear skirt and had a hard time get on and off the bike.. hope she will take the advice i gave to her these past few days ba* wahaha.. reached home around 1+am... saw pj and afew still online.. so msg her and chat since i not sleeping yet.. around 2+am jac* called.. quite suprised actually.. been sometimes last chatted with her.. so chatted for awhile.. still as crappy.. said those rubbishs..lolx.. but ended the called around 1/2 hr as she got 2nd line.. after that lazy to pick up the call from her le cos not really in the mood talking.. wan some room for myself... and watched "zui feng shao nian esp11" which i juz downloaded.. nice~~~

Then laying around and look around the room.. suddenly thought of the stuffs yc said she passing me.. really thanx a million for wat she giving..save alot $$.. but ask her pass to joe so no need so ma fan go take from her.. then saw this lighter still inside the wrapper from a friend... like the slipper design alot althought it`s not wind proof..dunno why she said it`s normal when i find the outlook quite special.. anyway.. thanx alot for it..like it alot..(wanted to said this but keep forget)

now 5.38am le.. still got another 1.30hr to go b4 bath..siao liao la.. parents waking up very soon.. better act as if i also just awake if not sure nag later.. don't know later how to ride to sch sia... wish me luck then.. haha.. ^_^v

kinda lo soh nw

nothing much to do.. so decided to write another 1... mum called back asked me check this check that.. mafan sia.. but also blur la she.. take down everything beside model and no. -.- leaking gas.. end nv kaaaa boooommm.... it gald that i decided to stop smoking again.. due to wat the other said on sat... was quite pissed off this afternoon and wanted to start it..bu stopped myself as i believe it`s not the way to handle problems..and i last on forever.. i can't promise too.. but will do wat i can ba..no matters for health or pple around me or $$...

was browsing tru my blo and realise i been writing so muh juz after 2 mths..and hanging out with pri pple alot nowadays..have to say..blo really a good way to keep days of our life..words in our hearts.. was reading and found alot intresting stuffs..some funny.. some stressing.. but wat ever it`s.. it`s good memories... and if don't mind.. it`s a very good way to share life story online.. :)

Damn pissed off with myself...

woke up around 7.40am.. wash up and went sch.. a new day and new start... nothing much to do in sch today.. juz checking some stuffs.. actual lesson start at 1pm.. but since 1st day..sure other to do.. so everyone went home around 10am...
reached home . start to prepare for the ftt later... around 1pm finally think i am done.. then saw the time still early cos the test around 3.30pm... so went for a nap after setting alarm... guess wat.............. by the time i woke up..(cos wz called to see where i am) realise it`s 3.35pm... wz asked me rush down.. and of course i did... but still... althought i reached b4 3.45pm.. i was not allowed to took the test.. damn disappointed.. top up the acc and book another date.. very piss off with myself.. then look at my hp and saw wat pj sms me earlier wishing me good luck.. made me feel worse hai~~~~ but no choice le.. better luck next time...hai~
parked the scrambler back to the carpark.. dunno suddenly feel it`s looking quite good.. after serving me for 1yr.. the 1st time i think my bike is good.. maybe due wat i chatted with sh yesterday night.. the bond between me and the scrambler is there le ba after putting in so much effort.. hope it will serve xq(sis) well also..and take good care of her..
now then suddenly remenber adam`s box`s key with me.. lolx.. dunno how he going to take out helmet sia.. hai~ miserable day... thinking alot put think for once wun share it here..




两个世界终究不能勉强

A slacky day

hai~~kana force to wake up from all the bombing of hp call.. damn fed up... slept 7+am.. can't they juz let me sleep when they already noe i am sleeping... wake up ans the called.. stupid wc wanna act ferice.. so ans "hello..what!" then striaght away the voice not same le "no la..wanna ask u wanna billard ma" then told them go ahead ba cos i very tired and it`s too early..（well..i noe it`s 3+pm but really still considered early for me..) after put down phone.. found myself totally awake.. damn...but still feel like staying home..after all..it`s sunday..slack at home and treat it as family day. :) msn chatted with chong lim and quite a few other pri today... like suddenly everyone back in contact again...the feeling so good.. hope it can stay like this forever..(i noe it`s mpossible).. missed chonglim alot... very long nv see him le..haha..hopefully can see him at the end of the year ba.. yu jie called again around 8pm asked me billard again.. also rejectted him.. cos sch next day..dun wanna sleep to late.. so was wz when asked me to meet him coffee... but ended up still went cine around 12.45am fetch up sh when she sms-ed me earlier on can or not.. don't get wrong.. just feel that can help then help ba.. even is a guy friend i also will do so..infact i did so quite alot of time..after a short chat with her around her block then headed for home..
Had quite alot of thought since yesterday.. but don't really noe how to express it out.. recently putting a cheerful and playful side of myself.. some words within my heart i wanna tell.. but think it`s better to be keep deep within.. sometimes stuffs are to be keep within if u think it won't work out instead of ruining everything by release everything from the heart... i not sure i am right or wrong about it.. but guess it`s the better solution for me now...

A complicated b ut fun day 08-01-2005

Damn..woke up late again... why everytime when something important and i always late.. no discipline.. damn pissed off with myself.. found myself sms-ing alot pple in my sleep.. found 4-5 miss call by pj..(thanx for calling but i juz too lazy)... hai~ quickly pack up wash up and left the house as it`s already 1.55pm... been very long since i riding a average 120km/h on scrambler le..can felt it crying..but no choice pal.. i real late... reached interchange saw no 1 there..so call yinjie as b4 i leave he say he reaCHIG.. but no 1 ans.. then called jy and noe they at mac.. so went over find them... damn pai sei sia.. i organise and i late till so kua zhang.... hai~.. then pj and sl reached... i felt worse when i saw them.. cos none of the 2 of them in beach wear and got the msg... at that point quite mindless.. dunno wat to say also... cos yw came for sentosa and now like this.. so just sat there speechless....so let them decide wat to do next ba... so end up went sl house.. but you wei say he go home 1st and see how.. make me felt worse...
ride over to sl`s house and wait for them... keep thinking of the inccident but tried my very best to keep my cool(grate i did so)..sl house indeed quite beautiful.. and alot toliet..lolx.. sat there nv talk much at 1st.. but after bath in his toliet... feel alot better and try to be my normal self again.. after all i not th e kinda pple that keep putting stuffs in heart...yj really changed alot..more out going now.. great chat with him and the other..sl mum nv change much..still as pretty.. keep frying fries for us... and his dad ask us listen andy lau ..lolx.. not bad la.. but dunno the rest.. now then remenber.. that yj rocks.. remenbered almost all the gals chinese name last time.. and still remenbered i was quite "naughty" during the sec 2 we met.. impressed.. but this isn't the type of thing i wan pple remenber me as.. luckily he still remenber i quite yandao last time.. lolx.. ok ba.. for the words he said.. will try hard ba.. (yj sms-ed ask me movie and play billard.. but rejected cos got programme le.. told him maybe tml ba..but dunno can or not cos wanan sleep early on sunday night..and zr too.. dunno can wake up go queensway ma.. also not buying clothes now yet..)
around 7+pm decided to go ps for dinner...pillion pj as yj and jy sit sl van... followed them as i dun really to be infront uneccessary when going out with friends..(ok la.. also cos not really familiar with the road they are going)..reached ps.. damn alot cars.. so nv wait for sl they all and went up carpark 1st... and finally smoke another stick while waiting.. the went eat at the food court beside ps.. the pork leg mee pork quite nice.. watch soccer match sg vs indo for awhile.. sg play not bad la(fina score 3-1).. then when orchard shopping centre wanan play pool.. but too many pple.. wait list also super long.. so play arcade.. super expensive..min must buy $10.. but end up still fork out the $10 and play with them cos not much to do..daytona was quite crazy sia.. very long nv play banging daytona le.. sl quite good and crushing other... pj well..WANNA BANG ME and FAIL!FAIL! jy dunno let us crush till where le.. lolx.. ^^$^^ then photo huant..damn stupid game.. no help sia.. hai~ saw ahgong over there too..(not really the kind wanna see) but still say hi ba for polite..think he still in the gang thing like b4... great i am out of it donkey years... then j called said she at ps..wanna see weather we there or not... so we went back to ps look for her... and sat in starbucks chatted for quite sometimes.. j`s friend quite cute looking and young.. but he actually same age as us..(ya..i use cute cos he really quite cute..).. around 11.45pm pj friends called for help as her car can't start.. so we farewell j and went over to 4 season hotel.. wah.. saw alot pple there... didn't help much in the end...cos dunno the problem from where... buay tahan her friend voice.. sound like another friend of mine.. not sweet definetely... but look wise ok ba..lolx..
went back to ps meet ms and watched the movie.."my brother" have to say.. the plot damn draggy... but very touching ending... a bro who got furious and made a mistake he will nv noe...but finally knew wat his mum real intention in the end.. the sky played a joke on him..changed a new leaf b ut lost the most important person in his life.. the part showing how his brother got killed really sad.. and the refresh part about them lying on the tree really touches me... very long since a movie ending can touches my heart and took my percious teardrop... maybe think it quite similar to wat i encountered last time.. but fortunately to have everything with me.. the "big" brother taught me a very percious lesson in the end.. "no matter who you are..what you are..what u encounter..be brave and face urself.. face wat`s b4 you" truely wat i need to learn...
show ended around 3am.. and went home after waving goodbye to them... riding kinda fast too i guess cos stomach ach..wahaha...surf net and sms for awhile...still can't sleep but think better to force myself sleep soon..can't be like this anymore..mon sch starting le... ah.. 5.07am le.. better end here le...continue tml ba.. quite alot of thinking from the heart..also dunno how to continue now.. booked ww on the 23/01 sat for a let out of heart session... lolx.. must book him 1st cos these recent week will be very bz ba..

Wat a night...

nothing much today.. yj called me.. so meet him up help spray his helmet.. suan bian spray my back fairing... promised wz go find him but ended up broke my promise again as i spray till nearly 1am.. then called ww up meet him and his sis drink coffee... damn.. on the way raining again... rain god hates me i guess... after eating struck around greenridge till 3+am due to the rain... chatted alot with them.. about when we were younger..the stuffs we did... so happy once in my life i choosen this path... may not be the smooth like everyone.. but got to meet everyone i wanna meet... 3.30am.. rain like stoping.. so quickly rush home... and thanx to the pj "warn" me about rain... lolx.. too bad it`s fate to get wet.... do some stuffs and wish to sleep asap as going sentosa next day.. but drag drag drag till 7+am b4 i set alarm sms pj wake me and set hp alarm and sleep...

06-01-2005 a diet day that fail... a wonderful ktv session

sleep and awake the whole days due to the numerous phone calls ringing...quite suprise to recieve phone call from agnes ever since she got a bf few yrs back..(quite stunt she still had my no.) thought wat`s up..asked me look find some police friends help her check which lock up a guy (her friend`s bf) being locked up.. so do her the favour but can't manage to get infor... and dunno wat her friend was from my pri sch too.. a 1yr older lady..wondering who she was sia..nvm.. then followed by ss,yj,sl, the seller, and a few dunno who sms me.. lolx.. but heng still manage to on off sleep till 5pm...
left house around 7.15pm to bugis meet pj they all and also the glove seller whom i set time with him...woo.. have to say quite like the gloves.. consider a good deal as i got a $200+ gloves for only $35 as it`s too big for the seller...(used 2 mths). then met up with pj 1st as jy and ms will be late..sl fly us plane as he dinning with family..(he`s the 1 suggested somemore..-.-). went mac had dinner while waiting for the rest.. was planning diet and this the 1st meal.. but ended up when jy came.. we went for che zha again -.- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH plan fail~~~~~~
after dinner phyco them go ktv.. then dunno who called me ask me go clementi kbox.. but rejectted him as i am with jy they all..(till now i still dunno whose that -.-) went home and took a extra helmet 1st as they need quite sometimes travel to ktv ... then went apolo centre meet the 3 of them as fetching 1 of them home later.. saw sms by ww and wz jio-ing me go s11..but not today ba.. lolx.. these 2 really missed me alot sia.. wahaha..bhb..
Great singing session.. finally got to sing all i want after the sore throat.. lolx..nice enviornment i must .. juz that the tv too small..and as usual.. must listen the FIR songs.. but did sing somethis time round and yue guang which i recently like alot.. took some pics with them as usual... lolx.. finish singing around 2+am.. and since jy was going back camp.. so i pillion him while pj ms share a cab home..
finally reach home around 3pm.. slack around surfing forum and listening songs..a short chat with pj about the pple going for movie as have to book tickets.. guess have to wake up in the early afternoon tomolo to call pple up comfirm le.. ahh... now 5am liao.. and i still so awake... jia lat.. guess back surfing some site b4 i go sleep ba.. dunno can go swim with mum later or not

01-01-2005-05-01-2005

Hasn't been updating almost whole week... k let me refresh and think about wat happened

01/01 sat

woke up quite late.. cos of earlier night with yj they billard and geylang.. slacked at home tune on tv nothing much to watch althought it`s 1st day of the yr. around evening 6+pm called ww up and realised he nv went out with Lit cos of the weather earlier on.. lolx.. so met him up and we 2 went crazy again.. went katong 328 for laska...ate a bowl of laska then a otha and a lime juice... we actually finished our food around 8.20 when we reached at 8pm... wat a speed.. the move off to ecp slack awhile as we meeting kw abit later.. the wave definetely quite different from normally wat we saw...around 9.30pm.. went to the hawker for food again...ordered chicken wings and osyter egg...*puke*.. think of the food will vomit sia...ended up wasted the food in the toliet... then moved to the jetty and saw this little gal blowing recorder..dunno why felt quite sad listening to her..maybe the atmosphere ba...then kw sms me said kinda late le meet another day... after awhile ..wz and lou called ask we moving off le ma as they can move le... then acted as if we are on the road le and spoke in "windy voice" lolx..can't st op laughing... met the 2 up around 11.45.. and around 12.30am.. Fark sia.. they wanna go for supper !!! and we took a cab to bukit timah prata around 1.30am... ordered the prata and mutton soup... *puke* damn damn full..nv once in my life felt so full... took a cab back.. on the way saw a superm malay guy on a kips.. can hardly see the bike as his whole body covered it...-.-.. then went back slack awhile with them and wz and i went sleep... need to wake up for bike lesson the other day.

02-01-2005 sun

woke up 11.30am .. went ww`s toliet washed up and headed for the door for bike lesson leaving wz,lou behind.. lolx.. and fark... juz like 1st lesson.. raining again.. whole lesson in rain.. heng i passed..
then went home chatted in msn with pj they all..she`s back -.- (dunno good or bad...lolx joking) then wc called go ktv.. very long nv went le so went with them.. stupid yj in the end put me plane nv go...sang only a few songs as they more keen on singing... after ktv went for billard again... wilson jio me play with him -.- heng he put me points or not sure lose to him.. lolx.. but that ass end up only pay half of the table $$... then fetch wc home since no 1 pillion him.. wanted to give me some cash for the trip but well.. wat`s friends are for.. rejectted him...

03-01-2005 mon

woke up quite late again..5pm when i am workinng/lesson at 6pm... heng told ww follow pb they all as i am riding today...reached ms there around 5.45pm.. damn.. forget b4 liang court got the erp thing... ended up park infront of the malay temple there..walked for 5min...-.- today ben nv come..ended up all of them took mrt..lolx... lesson started as usual..then break.. came back from break the trainer asked us hungry or not and brought us a container of biskets.. the 6 of us within 10min finished up the whole tin without leaving anything for them.. the 2 of them sure stressed sia... lolx... around 8.30pm released us.. then jy called me say push back the meeting to 10.30pm as ms working..so asked pb they all company at lau pa sa till 10.15pm.. they damn steady sia.. and saw huang shu fang and other actor/actress there also.... reached newton cicrle around 10.45pm.. and pj they all still haven reach... ended up bought a pack of cigg and lighted up 1 stick.. hai~~~ met them up around 11pm.. and they ordered quite alot of foods and i nv ate any..too full le.. see food will wanna puke sia.. after eating moved off to Clark quey.. directed them the wrong road and made 1 big round... ashame of myself sia.. ride 2 yrs liao still can wrong road... then found a nice place and settle down.. ordered drinks and chat.. discuss about this coming thur & sat outing...around 2+am then went home.. reached home around 3am..met up joshua at the coffee shop for a short chat.. and showed me his new car.. cool car i must say..dunno when then i can get to own 1..finally reached home at 4+am and sleep..

04-01-2005 tue

woke up at 2pm.. quickly bath and wash up and went fetch ww go bbdc as we having bike lesson.. wz meet us there as he taking self pratice.. damn... almost late..speed down... and worse of all.. RAINING AGAIN!!! why everytime bike lesson must RAIN!!!!the rain damn heavy today.. no choice wear the bbdc rain coat.. felt so noob...then went pratice b4 the instuctor testing us at 4.40pm... and stupid zw..saw him at bbdc too.. and his car drive past me and splash a whole paddle of water at me.. heng got rain coat... then finally test us.. and phew.. heng i passed sia... and the another guy also taking class 2 with me damn suay.. almost end of test road le he went wrong slop...immed failure... then booked my tp on the 1st of feb.. and went off to gombak prata meet up ww and wz who taking the bus for prata... around 7pm then went home.. suppose to meet ww around 11.45pm at his house to compose a new song for a lyric i wrote..but kinda lazy when time nearer... ended up jio me to his house finish the proiddge his mum cook.. then we went off to the east for supper..lolx... after supper went fisherman village wanna get some drink there and slack.. but DAMN!!! RAIN AGAIN!!!! by the time we reached there.. close liao.. slacked there awhile b4 we headed for home after i called pj asked her raining in the west or not (pj..if u reading this.. (#-.-),,,, this is for u..) damn... say not raining.. ended up the rain still quite big... no choice went ww house slack.. joshua offered to drive me home.. but told him it`s ok... then talk cock till 6am b4 we sleep.

05-01-2005

woke up almost 5pm le cos mum called me asked me wat time home.... we were suppose to woke up around 3pm... washed up and went for dinner.. damn gays sia... these few days camping at ww`s house..lolx.. after dinner.. went to a cd shop and bought a cd by the singer called "DAO LANG" frankly speaking.. his song rocks... then went home finally.. sh sms said supper later she went sleep and call her up later..thought she sms wrong pple at 1st.. and that pig.. sms her at 10pm she actually replied me "wait.." then almost 11pm then called me ask why nv wake her up.. -.- went bedok 85 for supper as i duno how to go to the raffle city dunno wat victories market or watever...eat and chit chatted b4 we realise it 3am-.- sent her home and went home... using irc now.. almost 7am le.. msg afew seller regarding their selling of some bike
item.. hopefully can get the gloves today... think must go sleep soon.. meeting pj they all at bugis in the evening...