wasn't able to sleep yesterday night.. but not feel like going out.. and finally decided to beach.. bike cannot start... use sis bike pillion ww over help me.. still cannot.. so went 7-11 bought some drinks and sat at my void deck chatting... of course.. the topic surrounded simon..althought ww dunno him.. quite and emotional night i have to say.. been very long le since having this kinda deep thought chat of xin shi with him.. (after all he`s the only 1 i trusted..)..
went back home with him around 3+am.. chat and lying on the floor.. let him sleep bed since i always sleep his bed.. around 5am fell asleep..
woke up today around 11am.. brush up and went sch... on the way in mrt..(bike break down).. ms sms me said simon passed away this morning... really shocked.. althought this ending is most likely happened.. but still quite hard to accept it...feeling really shit on the train... to actually realise a childhood friend gone forever... in a train of no return... maybe a better land.. but leaving pple who care for him behind him.... it`s really hurting... was still hoping for miricale yesterday.. really hard to accept it.. especially someone whose juz my age.. not even 21 yet.. juz left this world like this... but no matter where u r simon.. i will always miss u.. always be in my heart.. the once cheering and outing going person.. always... so will the rest of them too... farewell my friend... may a better next life waiting ahead for u... a mi tou fou...
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