5am now and i still can't seem to sleep... was thinking alot.. about my plan for the coming up few yrs.. what i wanna achieve.. and stuffs regarding friends.. when we were young.. we were told to study hard so next time can live easy life.. but think of it.. after study so much.. u still need to work hard to not be ditch behind all the way till retire.. by the time maybe like wat adult said "the right time to enjoy".. but really still have the passion for all those things? the energy?? Life is really totally confusing .. dun think i can ever figure it out even till the day i die... the cafe pub thing.. planning don't come juz 1 day.. alot of stuffs and research needed..$$..sponser...loan... damn... why not even in my mid 20s and i had to start thinking for all these...
Was listening to Jay`s GeQian while a friend shared her problem with me.. dunno why think this song suit her so much..she`s juz another 1 who need a listening ear to shout out i think.. hope she`s feeling better le... and sucks..dunno why tonight my lungs ach so much... think really is time to stop smoking..but wat to do.. -.-..... think i rubbishing alot now.. juz hope tomorrow will be a better day.. at least i can wake up and say " ah.. i am gald i am still breathing" ^_^v
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