A lot of up and down recently. Sorting out what i really want in life. A normal working lifestyle or so. Set back again for some issue. Am i really too soft hearted. i give everything i had and in return always empty handed... i try to forgive and to forget... but come on... it's easier to say than to be done...
I am worry... worry by the crazy and brainless act... confuse about the person i love and know... changes in life... move on? improve? sucessful? Does these matters if there isn't anyone that understands... supporting me and my choices...
I have never once regret the choices i make in life... though there were alot of foolish one too... Was really hurt today...
No words can describ my feeling... it's not anger that filled me but instead... disappointment... shocked.. by the very one that i always believe... if everyone in thid reality world change... this person will be the last as the person has a heart of pure-ness...
Am I wrong to think so... have I forgotten past lesson learnt? I hate to face the facts and choose to believe lies over lies again...
My pride... my happiness... just by 1 foolish act... it's down the drain... why 1 won't cherish what they have... why is it so hard to stick with the person and supporting them through the hard time...
All i want is trust... as simple as that... so i can have an ease of mind to focus on my goals...my future... my happiness....
only god knows what's going on....
seriously.. i really hate coming online to blog anymore... cos i do not have the free time to do so... and when i did so.... it's always a dismoralising entry... This is not what i am looking at when i started this blog... nor did i want to upset myself further everytime i typing here...
Betray is a harsh word...i trying to pick myself up again...believing in man kind...
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
18-23rd June 2009 Man's thought
Woo… what a weekend for me… boring… lonely… then fun… seriously… never know I will missing jun so much when she is away… always thought I will have tons of fun and freedom… guess I was wrong…
Thursday 18th June 2009
Any… jun and family went Thailand for a shopping sprees from thurs morning… woke up at 5am in the morning , quickly changed my office wear and headed over her house as I volunteered to send them to the airport. Managed to reach at 5.35am and greeted her mum before loading their stuff in the boot. Throughout the journey the feeling was a little awkward due to the relationship between her mum and me. But was really glad she agreed on getting a ride from me as she will definitely decline the offer last time. Jun tried her best to lighten up the awkwardness by talking non stop to everyone (sweet... I can tell). Anyway after dropping them at the airport… drove back into ecp. For a moment I actually had the urge of stopping by beach side to enjoy the morning b4 going to work… but changed my mind and decided to go clementi to pack breakfast for grandma as it was just 6+am in the morning. Brought 2 packet of vegetarian bee hoon for uncle and grandma… reached her house, opened the door and realized she was still sleeping… so just left it on the table and went to work…( my grandma usually wake up around 5+am). Reached workplace at 7.05am... VERY EARLY LOR!!!!!!!!!! So slowly flip open the newpaper I brought and enjoying my breakfast at the same time… works still ok nothing much… only some updates from jun after her flight landed… Only happening thing was that Desmond really strike the Sweden match exact score 5-1 and won $1200 using $15. Lucky guy, but hope he will save up more as his wife expecting again.
Went to grandma’s house after work… told her about the breakfast as I forgotten to do so in the morning… can tell she was quite glad and was still saying she was wondering who brought it since my dad was in bukom and my other uncle currently at oversea. Hahaha... went school after that…. Then meet up with pb,mj,wz at mj’s house playing games before going home…. Talked to Jun on the phone for a little while before going to bed… missing her badly already…
Friday 19th June 2009
Work work and still work… after work went home to fetch mum and dad… having pre-father day dinner at peris at marina square… dad was hold back at work… mum kept calling him asking him what time he will be back until he was damn fed up. When reached scolded us for making him rush -.-… ( I wasn’t part of it) msg-ed sis to warn her about it and told her we will be late as we left the house at 6.40pm . reached the place at 7.20pm. luckily dad’s mood was better and starts smiling talking like his usual self… ^_^ the food not bad la actually.. unlike what pb they all told me… maybe less choices that’s all… but quite expensive… 5 of us (including yx) $240 something. But everyone enjoyed the dinner I guess… had a great time grabbing my favorite clamp and raw fish.. hahaha… after dinner… dad suggested that we go drink since that time he was left out due to work when we went with mum.
So we went to orchard wisma ‘s live band bar ( can’t remember the name). place was quite nice and we had a good time drinking… mid way there was a ah-gua standing outside flirting with the band all the way… rocks… and hilarious… I went off 1st as I meeting mj and pb… told they all I never knew it was going to be so lonely and missed june so much when she is not around… they laughed… then we played some games at mj house before heading down to safra jurong west as ww, louis and their dates were there playing Left 4 Dead… the 3 of us then joined in too but play a separate campaign ourselves. I tried jackpot too and won $20… in less than 5min hor… just when I was boasting to them… the another uncle struck jackpot + 5 feature games… and ended up he won more than $2500… -.-….. x2 some people just have the luck I guess… anyway continue playing game with mj before sending ww home as he was not riding. Still missing my June, even more…
Saturday 20th June 2009
Woke up…. Change… work… head breakfast meeting… got nagged by boss… continue with life and work… knocked off at 12.30pm in stead of 12noon as was answering customer his enquiries…went home… eat… talk to mum… eat…. Slept as I was very tired…. Woke up around 8pm… called ww and kw for dinner…. Brought them to the bukit timah Indian restaurant and ate nasi brayni . nice but exp… 3 of use ate 28dollers.. some more kw only at prata…lolx… called up mj said we will be going over…. Told wm also… headed down to find mj and nanli and they helped me in washing my car and polish it … quick 1 of course… but ok la… as long it shine… b’cos need to go fetch june, her mum and sis from airport.. so better make it clean… played some games at mj house before heading to airport at 12..20am as their flight supposed to reach 12.30am was delayed by a little… reached airport at around 12.50am… as there were still time ( they coming out around 1.15am) so when to jolly beans and brought some drinks and snack for them as I was thinking most probably they should be hungry. Saw them coming out at 1.15am… so glad to see my princess again…. talked non stop with her on the drive to her house…kept my tone down to sound more mature… LOLX… but ok la… her mum now really nicer… at least that’s how I feel and I hope I wasn’t wrong… o.O
Went back to mj’s house and continue playing games after I dropped their luggage. Played proto type ( a mission fighting game) . 1st time try but cool…!!! Went supper with the gays at 651 before heading back home around 4+am… sentosa next day. So glad June is back.. love everything about her *blush*
Sunday 21st June 2009
SENTOSA DAY!!!! Woke up at 10am sharp though I slept at 5am. Morning call all ass hole wingwah,mj,ww,kw,wm…replied to dad’s sms … he wished me happy father day…. Told him where got father wishes son 1… told him I am really proud to have him and he;’s always there for us… seriously… he is the greatest father in the world. After texting bath, change and met wingwah at my carpark… pick kw up then ww up before heading over to wm’s place the market to have brunch… bought a Frisbee near the market to play later on… mj soon joined us we left for sentosa after he too ate his brunch….
Reached sentosa around 12+pm… walked all the way from the carpark till near the starting point of the beach as the middle portion was close for renovation… saw min min at sentosa with her boyfriend and friends… still so cute and mini… hahaha… found a spot and unpack everything on the mat I always keep in my car….( what can they do without me… lolx.). stubborn wm… told him get 2 big bottles of mineral water…. He insisted on just 2 super big gup from 7-11… told him not enough 1 ask him buy 4… but when he came out… (#-.-) really just the 2 cup.. by the time we reach the beach area… 1 cup almost gone…. 6 guys left with a cup of drink… and of course eventually we ran out of water thanks to the smart alex… so no choice we came out with a competition of beach soccer… loser team will go get beers and drinks… bought a volley ball and used it to play soccer… me ww mj (rookie) a team… kw wm wingwah a team… thought we will lose for sure, kw even demand what he want to drink 1st… end result… WE WON 3-2.. I even dive into the sand to save the ball while ww and mj super performing over their potential… why?!?!? COS THE JOURNEY TO WALK BACK TO THE DRINK PLACE WILL TAKE 10MIN!!!!! plus WALKING BACK!!! 20MIN!!! LOLX… anyway they came back with the drinks and we continue to play and swim and sun tan… it was more fun than we thought it will be… and guess what… 6 guys… we actually built a sand castle…
the other group os mixture of gals and 
guys tried to follow us do the same things and fail… smashed their own sand object and even buried their friend inside… lolx… we really spent quite some effort to built.. trim… enhance the firm-ness . wm slept on the beach while we building and still wanted to join in for photo… kw keep patting on the sand and made the wall collapses a few time… but really great effort by all (beside wm). Asked a lady took photo for us whom after that use her own SLR camera to take a photo of it also while we played soccer… 
Washed up around 7+pm… went to ulu pandan road for zi cha… nice but a bit expensive as it was father’s day . Very full… after dinner sent them home before I too went home and wash up before going down to Jun’s place to meet her as it was our monthly anniversary too… reall burnt.. sun burnt… went mac café with Jun and talked quite a lot… updated each other on the past few days before sending her home around 1am. Thanks to her.. now my family has some red wine and snacks from thai… Love my gal so much~
Monday 22nd June 2009
Usual work day …. Aching all over.. or rather.. burning all over… fetch June after work to home for dinner… talk a lot.. crapping a lot also… love this kind of moments where we just behave like kids again… Sent her home after Shun Zi Xin… Serious… that Alvin guy really can’t act… met wz wing wah and ww at my house coffee shop… ate mee… the table behind us of uncles talked to us… nonsense… so I answer back nonsense to shut them up.. Thumbs up for myself… bought some drink from 7-11 and went over to my void deck there to talk… discussed some really serious stuff and really think it can work out… as usual… effort!!!!!!! Commitment!!!!! Action!!!!!!!! Is what we need to get it to start. Hope it can succeed this time. Talk to Jun for awhile… Can’t stand her for being annoying when I meeting my friends.. especially when we are discussing serious stuff… but… some how can’t really be angry with her once her sweet voice penetrate my ears… I found my match… totally… my sassy girl… that’s the way I like her to be… =)
Tuesday 23rd June 2009
A little slacking at work today…so typing this entries now… took me quite a while hor… in fact I started around 10+am.. stop at 12noon for lunch and continued at 12.40pm.. now 12.50pm… going to stop here… hopefull y whatever my I dream of will come true… ^_^
Thursday 18th June 2009
Any… jun and family went Thailand for a shopping sprees from thurs morning… woke up at 5am in the morning , quickly changed my office wear and headed over her house as I volunteered to send them to the airport. Managed to reach at 5.35am and greeted her mum before loading their stuff in the boot. Throughout the journey the feeling was a little awkward due to the relationship between her mum and me. But was really glad she agreed on getting a ride from me as she will definitely decline the offer last time. Jun tried her best to lighten up the awkwardness by talking non stop to everyone (sweet... I can tell). Anyway after dropping them at the airport… drove back into ecp. For a moment I actually had the urge of stopping by beach side to enjoy the morning b4 going to work… but changed my mind and decided to go clementi to pack breakfast for grandma as it was just 6+am in the morning. Brought 2 packet of vegetarian bee hoon for uncle and grandma… reached her house, opened the door and realized she was still sleeping… so just left it on the table and went to work…( my grandma usually wake up around 5+am). Reached workplace at 7.05am... VERY EARLY LOR!!!!!!!!!! So slowly flip open the newpaper I brought and enjoying my breakfast at the same time… works still ok nothing much… only some updates from jun after her flight landed… Only happening thing was that Desmond really strike the Sweden match exact score 5-1 and won $1200 using $15. Lucky guy, but hope he will save up more as his wife expecting again.
Went to grandma’s house after work… told her about the breakfast as I forgotten to do so in the morning… can tell she was quite glad and was still saying she was wondering who brought it since my dad was in bukom and my other uncle currently at oversea. Hahaha... went school after that…. Then meet up with pb,mj,wz at mj’s house playing games before going home…. Talked to Jun on the phone for a little while before going to bed… missing her badly already…
Friday 19th June 2009
Work work and still work… after work went home to fetch mum and dad… having pre-father day dinner at peris at marina square… dad was hold back at work… mum kept calling him asking him what time he will be back until he was damn fed up. When reached scolded us for making him rush -.-… ( I wasn’t part of it) msg-ed sis to warn her about it and told her we will be late as we left the house at 6.40pm . reached the place at 7.20pm. luckily dad’s mood was better and starts smiling talking like his usual self… ^_^ the food not bad la actually.. unlike what pb they all told me… maybe less choices that’s all… but quite expensive… 5 of us (including yx) $240 something. But everyone enjoyed the dinner I guess… had a great time grabbing my favorite clamp and raw fish.. hahaha… after dinner… dad suggested that we go drink since that time he was left out due to work when we went with mum.
So we went to orchard wisma ‘s live band bar ( can’t remember the name). place was quite nice and we had a good time drinking… mid way there was a ah-gua standing outside flirting with the band all the way… rocks… and hilarious… I went off 1st as I meeting mj and pb… told they all I never knew it was going to be so lonely and missed june so much when she is not around… they laughed… then we played some games at mj house before heading down to safra jurong west as ww, louis and their dates were there playing Left 4 Dead… the 3 of us then joined in too but play a separate campaign ourselves. I tried jackpot too and won $20… in less than 5min hor… just when I was boasting to them… the another uncle struck jackpot + 5 feature games… and ended up he won more than $2500… -.-….. x2 some people just have the luck I guess… anyway continue playing game with mj before sending ww home as he was not riding. Still missing my June, even more…
Saturday 20th June 2009
Woke up…. Change… work… head breakfast meeting… got nagged by boss… continue with life and work… knocked off at 12.30pm in stead of 12noon as was answering customer his enquiries…went home… eat… talk to mum… eat…. Slept as I was very tired…. Woke up around 8pm… called ww and kw for dinner…. Brought them to the bukit timah Indian restaurant and ate nasi brayni . nice but exp… 3 of use ate 28dollers.. some more kw only at prata…lolx… called up mj said we will be going over…. Told wm also… headed down to find mj and nanli and they helped me in washing my car and polish it … quick 1 of course… but ok la… as long it shine… b’cos need to go fetch june, her mum and sis from airport.. so better make it clean… played some games at mj house before heading to airport at 12..20am as their flight supposed to reach 12.30am was delayed by a little… reached airport at around 12.50am… as there were still time ( they coming out around 1.15am) so when to jolly beans and brought some drinks and snack for them as I was thinking most probably they should be hungry. Saw them coming out at 1.15am… so glad to see my princess again…. talked non stop with her on the drive to her house…kept my tone down to sound more mature… LOLX… but ok la… her mum now really nicer… at least that’s how I feel and I hope I wasn’t wrong… o.O
Went back to mj’s house and continue playing games after I dropped their luggage. Played proto type ( a mission fighting game) . 1st time try but cool…!!! Went supper with the gays at 651 before heading back home around 4+am… sentosa next day. So glad June is back.. love everything about her *blush*
Sunday 21st June 2009
SENTOSA DAY!!!! Woke up at 10am sharp though I slept at 5am. Morning call all ass hole wingwah,mj,ww,kw,wm…replied to dad’s sms … he wished me happy father day…. Told him where got father wishes son 1… told him I am really proud to have him and he;’s always there for us… seriously… he is the greatest father in the world. After texting bath, change and met wingwah at my carpark… pick kw up then ww up before heading over to wm’s place the market to have brunch… bought a Frisbee near the market to play later on… mj soon joined us we left for sentosa after he too ate his brunch….
Reached sentosa around 12+pm… walked all the way from the carpark till near the starting point of the beach as the middle portion was close for renovation… saw min min at sentosa with her boyfriend and friends… still so cute and mini… hahaha… found a spot and unpack everything on the mat I always keep in my car….( what can they do without me… lolx.). stubborn wm… told him get 2 big bottles of mineral water…. He insisted on just 2 super big gup from 7-11… told him not enough 1 ask him buy 4… but when he came out… (#-.-) really just the 2 cup.. by the time we reach the beach area… 1 cup almost gone…. 6 guys left with a cup of drink… and of course eventually we ran out of water thanks to the smart alex… so no choice we came out with a competition of beach soccer… loser team will go get beers and drinks… bought a volley ball and used it to play soccer… me ww mj (rookie) a team… kw wm wingwah a team… thought we will lose for sure, kw even demand what he want to drink 1st… end result… WE WON 3-2.. I even dive into the sand to save the ball while ww and mj super performing over their potential… why?!?!? COS THE JOURNEY TO WALK BACK TO THE DRINK PLACE WILL TAKE 10MIN!!!!! plus WALKING BACK!!! 20MIN!!! LOLX… anyway they came back with the drinks and we continue to play and swim and sun tan… it was more fun than we thought it will be… and guess what… 6 guys… we actually built a sand castle…
the other group os mixture of gals and 
guys tried to follow us do the same things and fail… smashed their own sand object and even buried their friend inside… lolx… we really spent quite some effort to built.. trim… enhance the firm-ness . wm slept on the beach while we building and still wanted to join in for photo… kw keep patting on the sand and made the wall collapses a few time… but really great effort by all (beside wm). Asked a lady took photo for us whom after that use her own SLR camera to take a photo of it also while we played soccer… 
Washed up around 7+pm… went to ulu pandan road for zi cha… nice but a bit expensive as it was father’s day . Very full… after dinner sent them home before I too went home and wash up before going down to Jun’s place to meet her as it was our monthly anniversary too… reall burnt.. sun burnt… went mac café with Jun and talked quite a lot… updated each other on the past few days before sending her home around 1am. Thanks to her.. now my family has some red wine and snacks from thai… Love my gal so much~
Monday 22nd June 2009
Usual work day …. Aching all over.. or rather.. burning all over… fetch June after work to home for dinner… talk a lot.. crapping a lot also… love this kind of moments where we just behave like kids again… Sent her home after Shun Zi Xin… Serious… that Alvin guy really can’t act… met wz wing wah and ww at my house coffee shop… ate mee… the table behind us of uncles talked to us… nonsense… so I answer back nonsense to shut them up.. Thumbs up for myself… bought some drink from 7-11 and went over to my void deck there to talk… discussed some really serious stuff and really think it can work out… as usual… effort!!!!!!! Commitment!!!!! Action!!!!!!!! Is what we need to get it to start. Hope it can succeed this time. Talk to Jun for awhile… Can’t stand her for being annoying when I meeting my friends.. especially when we are discussing serious stuff… but… some how can’t really be angry with her once her sweet voice penetrate my ears… I found my match… totally… my sassy girl… that’s the way I like her to be… =)
Tuesday 23rd June 2009
A little slacking at work today…so typing this entries now… took me quite a while hor… in fact I started around 10+am.. stop at 12noon for lunch and continued at 12.40pm.. now 12.50pm… going to stop here… hopefull y whatever my I dream of will come true… ^_^
Thursday, June 04, 2009
May to June 4th ( as many as i can)
Cool! Been 1+ months since I last updated anything here… time flies huh… 
training finally over… not sure if this is consider good or the bad… work load starting to come in 1 by 1 but still no specific job for me yet… more like helping here and there at the moment… feel more like an office push around boy than an engineer. Luckily people here in my company are all quite friendly and helpful so far... hope this will last. Though bore sometime but still… u can find time and things to entertain yourself… hahaha… example : taking photos =X Thanks once again to Sweet Jun for the Shirts
8th may 2009
Anyway... May was a horrible month for me… I went for the 三跪一拜at bishan with wq and her family and friends… asked wm to join us too. Anyway... the event was really enjoyable except for the long wait but we managed to actually keep self entertaining but cracking some jokes here and there... We queue up since 9+pm… started at 2+am and 4+am finished… Rain started to pour... went for breakfast at Mac and drove home… too tired... never pay attention to the road situation… just before reaching my car park… this lorry stopped to pick pple out in front of the bust stop and before the zebra crossing and yellow line… as it was raining and plus I was tired… didn’t realized it till I was too late to avoid it… managed to avoid the full impact but still my left side was kana… hai~ The bangala at 1st still wanted to call his boss.. but decided not to when a passer by motorist stopped to scold him for stopping there and caused an accident… decided to let the things goes and I went home with my wrecked car… can’t really bother as what happens has happened. So after covering the car with car cover, went home and sleep… it was only until Tues then managed to send the car to a workshop near my work place to repair… $2500!!! Hai~ but ok la compare to another workshop that quoted me $4000+- $5000. Thanks to wm. Anyway, WW super steady la… loan me his bike to work on Monday and went to workshop in the car after work… scarily but funny. And we still can take cab go Bugis meet up with wm to walk and eventually MJ and WZ also joined us… as if it’s some weekend outing, lolx…
21st May 2009
John finally came back from US after a long 4years … was so glad to receive his sms.. met him up on the night with PJ. Had a great chat and updated each others about stuffs… HE actually came back 1 week ago but decided to inform us about his return after he settled his stuffs… anyway, just when we thought can get to see him more often, and he announced that he will be heading back to US for voluntary work and then 1 year of research plus 5 years of studies master and PHD… the 2 of us was like wow… but ok la.. as long he is happy with it… it’s good to be able to do something you like.
22nd May 2009
Attended a relative’s daughter‘s wedding. Played with her when we were kids but never contact at all when we grew older… she still looks the same I must say… congratulation to her and her husband… Saw Yu Wei there too… she was actually the MC that night… and amazingly she recognized me. Sweet Jun wasn’t very happy about me talking about Yu wei but ok la… there was an even bigger issue before the wedding lo.
I asked grandma a few days back whether anyone fetching her down to the wedding if not I will be going to fetch her… she told me no need as there will be people sending her… I said ok but I will still drop by as I need to fetch Sweet Jun from work also. So this is what happened… On the day itself, when I was about to knock off... Sis called me and said YX was hold back at work and ask if I can go home and fetch mum and dad… And of course I agreed and went home fetch mum and dad then went back to west coast to get Jun from her school before heading down to the ball room… everything was fine… relatives arrived so and so… until my 1st uncle reached around 7.50pm and said “ ah! You never go and fetch grandma ah? She said you will be going down to fetch her so I never send her over.”
Once I heard this. w/o 2nd words straight away double up my step toward the door to the car park and rushed down to grandma’s house. On the way over keep calling grandma’s house but she did not answer… felt even more panic and speeded all the way.. Reached grandma place at 8.10pm and opened the door myself as I had the keys… grandma was in her room preparing… apologies to her for my mistake and was glad that she wasn’t angry a single bit at all. She said she just woke up from her nap but I knew she lied as she already fully dressed up… she just don’t want me to feel bad I guess. So sent grandma house and we reached back to shenton way before 8.30pm., just in time for the 1st course. The bride’s father came out to welcome her and leaded grandma to the VIP table. Phew~ I was being praised for my instinct reaction but deep inside I feel damn guilty… luckily everything when well for the night. Will bear in mind when you promised old people something.. no matter she want or don’t want… keep your promise….
27th May 2009
Went for RT IPPT but ended up never run the 2.4km as my back was aching plus I am running late to meet Jun , John and JY. So output myself and drove to Jun’s school to pick her up.., followed by picking John and JY from clementi and headed down toAMK for crab bee hoon. Nice Meal. Fun. Jun was Spoilt and I was a little mean. But all were make up when we went chewy chocolate café. To chill. Talked a lot.. had some nice chocolate drinks plus spicy one too… ended the night looking forward to more gathering. Can tell Jun really enjoying it. Just like before… just the 4 of us.
30th May 2009
Meet up JY, John, and Jun to minds café… picked up Jun from her school as they were having a carnival . Helped to carry a table with the help of a very nice gentleman. We were all late except for John who reach there on time. One of the waiter was damn weird or rude… I can’t really difference… keep asking us are we going to make our order when we just reached… but still .. it was fun… PIW joined us too and I went to get him as he lost his way…. Oh ya… Piw is our pri school friend whom is a Thai and now stationed in Singapore for work. Had quite a lot of fun though Piw 1st didn’t really like the minds café idea… Had dinner at central as Piw said he wanted to be in aircon place.. so well we just go lo… JY went off 1st as he going some dinner… anyway… after dinner we went KTV at Liang Court and wow… now party world interior really quite nice lo… sang from 8pm till 11pm before sending them home.. went up to Piw apartment for a visit . Simple nice and cosy… Will visit again next time. =)
31st May 2009 (Sun) ***
Went for RT. Lazy James never go. Met them at Marina square for lunch before watching terminator salvation. Walk around and saw some shiny flashing stuff which catches my eye. Diamond… went in take a look here and there a decide to get something.. nice and very very nice clay pot rice for dinner....Getting tired from typing… I been typing this since 10.30am…. partly due to the length , the only time I can really type is like now e I am quite free now.
4th June 2009 Ahhh now 1.,30pm le…so fast… but I want faster… lolx… had lunch with Jun just now…. Forgotten to bring my wallet with me… heng it is in my drawer… and ended June sweet sweet treat me eat.. So Sweet…. And John this morning flew back le… wishes him all the best.
training finally over… not sure if this is consider good or the bad… work load starting to come in 1 by 1 but still no specific job for me yet… more like helping here and there at the moment… feel more like an office push around boy than an engineer. Luckily people here in my company are all quite friendly and helpful so far... hope this will last. Though bore sometime but still… u can find time and things to entertain yourself… hahaha… example : taking photos =X Thanks once again to Sweet Jun for the Shirts8th may 2009
Anyway... May was a horrible month for me… I went for the 三跪一拜at bishan with wq and her family and friends… asked wm to join us too. Anyway... the event was really enjoyable except for the long wait but we managed to actually keep self entertaining but cracking some jokes here and there... We queue up since 9+pm… started at 2+am and 4+am finished… Rain started to pour... went for breakfast at Mac and drove home… too tired... never pay attention to the road situation… just before reaching my car park… this lorry stopped to pick pple out in front of the bust stop and before the zebra crossing and yellow line… as it was raining and plus I was tired… didn’t realized it till I was too late to avoid it… managed to avoid the full impact but still my left side was kana… hai~ The bangala at 1st still wanted to call his boss.. but decided not to when a passer by motorist stopped to scold him for stopping there and caused an accident… decided to let the things goes and I went home with my wrecked car… can’t really bother as what happens has happened. So after covering the car with car cover, went home and sleep… it was only until Tues then managed to send the car to a workshop near my work place to repair… $2500!!! Hai~ but ok la compare to another workshop that quoted me $4000+- $5000. Thanks to wm. Anyway, WW super steady la… loan me his bike to work on Monday and went to workshop in the car after work… scarily but funny. And we still can take cab go Bugis meet up with wm to walk and eventually MJ and WZ also joined us… as if it’s some weekend outing, lolx…
21st May 2009
John finally came back from US after a long 4years … was so glad to receive his sms.. met him up on the night with PJ. Had a great chat and updated each others about stuffs… HE actually came back 1 week ago but decided to inform us about his return after he settled his stuffs… anyway, just when we thought can get to see him more often, and he announced that he will be heading back to US for voluntary work and then 1 year of research plus 5 years of studies master and PHD… the 2 of us was like wow… but ok la.. as long he is happy with it… it’s good to be able to do something you like.
22nd May 2009
Attended a relative’s daughter‘s wedding. Played with her when we were kids but never contact at all when we grew older… she still looks the same I must say… congratulation to her and her husband… Saw Yu Wei there too… she was actually the MC that night… and amazingly she recognized me. Sweet Jun wasn’t very happy about me talking about Yu wei but ok la… there was an even bigger issue before the wedding lo.
I asked grandma a few days back whether anyone fetching her down to the wedding if not I will be going to fetch her… she told me no need as there will be people sending her… I said ok but I will still drop by as I need to fetch Sweet Jun from work also. So this is what happened… On the day itself, when I was about to knock off... Sis called me and said YX was hold back at work and ask if I can go home and fetch mum and dad… And of course I agreed and went home fetch mum and dad then went back to west coast to get Jun from her school before heading down to the ball room… everything was fine… relatives arrived so and so… until my 1st uncle reached around 7.50pm and said “ ah! You never go and fetch grandma ah? She said you will be going down to fetch her so I never send her over.”
Once I heard this. w/o 2nd words straight away double up my step toward the door to the car park and rushed down to grandma’s house. On the way over keep calling grandma’s house but she did not answer… felt even more panic and speeded all the way.. Reached grandma place at 8.10pm and opened the door myself as I had the keys… grandma was in her room preparing… apologies to her for my mistake and was glad that she wasn’t angry a single bit at all. She said she just woke up from her nap but I knew she lied as she already fully dressed up… she just don’t want me to feel bad I guess. So sent grandma house and we reached back to shenton way before 8.30pm., just in time for the 1st course. The bride’s father came out to welcome her and leaded grandma to the VIP table. Phew~ I was being praised for my instinct reaction but deep inside I feel damn guilty… luckily everything when well for the night. Will bear in mind when you promised old people something.. no matter she want or don’t want… keep your promise….
27th May 2009
Went for RT IPPT but ended up never run the 2.4km as my back was aching plus I am running late to meet Jun , John and JY. So output myself and drove to Jun’s school to pick her up.., followed by picking John and JY from clementi and headed down toAMK for crab bee hoon. Nice Meal. Fun. Jun was Spoilt and I was a little mean. But all were make up when we went chewy chocolate café. To chill. Talked a lot.. had some nice chocolate drinks plus spicy one too… ended the night looking forward to more gathering. Can tell Jun really enjoying it. Just like before… just the 4 of us.
30th May 2009
Meet up JY, John, and Jun to minds café… picked up Jun from her school as they were having a carnival . Helped to carry a table with the help of a very nice gentleman. We were all late except for John who reach there on time. One of the waiter was damn weird or rude… I can’t really difference… keep asking us are we going to make our order when we just reached… but still .. it was fun… PIW joined us too and I went to get him as he lost his way…. Oh ya… Piw is our pri school friend whom is a Thai and now stationed in Singapore for work. Had quite a lot of fun though Piw 1st didn’t really like the minds café idea… Had dinner at central as Piw said he wanted to be in aircon place.. so well we just go lo… JY went off 1st as he going some dinner… anyway… after dinner we went KTV at Liang Court and wow… now party world interior really quite nice lo… sang from 8pm till 11pm before sending them home.. went up to Piw apartment for a visit . Simple nice and cosy… Will visit again next time. =)
31st May 2009 (Sun) ***
Went for RT. Lazy James never go. Met them at Marina square for lunch before watching terminator salvation. Walk around and saw some shiny flashing stuff which catches my eye. Diamond… went in take a look here and there a decide to get something.. nice and very very nice clay pot rice for dinner....Getting tired from typing… I been typing this since 10.30am…. partly due to the length , the only time I can really type is like now e I am quite free now.
4th June 2009 Ahhh now 1.,30pm le…so fast… but I want faster… lolx… had lunch with Jun just now…. Forgotten to bring my wallet with me… heng it is in my drawer… and ended June sweet sweet treat me eat.. So Sweet…. And John this morning flew back le… wishes him all the best.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Selfless Love?? Craps
I don’t think I am going to ever understand the art of life… was actually blogging another entry about past event but decided to drop it and write this instead.
How ungrateful one can be when you needed her… and all she will do is to tell you she is not free and want to do her own things… those time when everyone in the world neglected her and unwilling to response to her requests… who was the 1 that going through the shit and get to her…
When going to bed requested something nice. But when change over telling her how you yourself feel… they just simply IGNORE it as if you never say it before… what the heck is this!!
When you need help… help will never come… when she need helps… I will always be there no matter if it her family or work...
Why everything when I need from her… she still has to rethink and see if I have done so for her in the past before unwillingly to say yes or worse... no.
Even when gathering with people…when she don’t feel like meeting… I have to be the bad guy and said it was my idea to cancel… or even worse… she will just push the blame to me by telling tales to friends… I don’t mind being the 1 with bad impression… but at least show that what I did is worth it…
I don’t think I am asking a lot… I just want attention too… I am a human too… how cans 1 be so selfish and keep thinking for herself only…
I seriously reaching my limit… I can’t believe she just forever behaving this way especially when I keep considering for her and believing that she will change… damn it man…
Don’t think I will do so anymore… the feeling sucks… I need to love myself more… since my belief in her has been shaken…
How ungrateful one can be when you needed her… and all she will do is to tell you she is not free and want to do her own things… those time when everyone in the world neglected her and unwilling to response to her requests… who was the 1 that going through the shit and get to her…
When going to bed requested something nice. But when change over telling her how you yourself feel… they just simply IGNORE it as if you never say it before… what the heck is this!!
When you need help… help will never come… when she need helps… I will always be there no matter if it her family or work...
Why everything when I need from her… she still has to rethink and see if I have done so for her in the past before unwillingly to say yes or worse... no.
Even when gathering with people…when she don’t feel like meeting… I have to be the bad guy and said it was my idea to cancel… or even worse… she will just push the blame to me by telling tales to friends… I don’t mind being the 1 with bad impression… but at least show that what I did is worth it…
I don’t think I am asking a lot… I just want attention too… I am a human too… how cans 1 be so selfish and keep thinking for herself only…
I seriously reaching my limit… I can’t believe she just forever behaving this way especially when I keep considering for her and believing that she will change… damn it man…
Don’t think I will do so anymore… the feeling sucks… I need to love myself more… since my belief in her has been shaken…
Monday, March 30, 2009
Happy 25th Birthday To Me
Wooo!!! Been quite sometime never blog le... not that nothing to blog… but a little busy recently… ok... lazy actually…
Anyway… It’s my birthday today... S.H.E Hebe’s too. Van Gogh the famous artist and Celine Dion’s too. =)
Ok back to the point… Had a wonderful weekend pre celebrating my birthday with my family, Jun and my bros. Let me write a little about it here.
Fri
After work went grandma house to visit grandma. didn’t talk much as uncle was there... went pick up Jun from school and the headed home to pick up mum and dad as meeting sis at Kranji D farm resort there for my birthday dinner… reached there around 7.30pm… The food was not bad... the service was quite bad… and the ambiance was quite nice especially there were some singer singing too. Talk quite a lot especially our childhood day… like this kind of outing with family and Jun. very warmly... after dinner went pasi pang prata place to get a drink with Jun before sending her home while sis and YX send mum and dad home… of course.. my red packets already collected on Monday as tue was my lunar birthday. Hehehe…
Sat
After work, picked up Jun from her house and visit Grandma for a short while. And god! Jun was especially gorgeous that day wearing a very pretty dress. Anyway... after visited grandma. Headed down to Bukit Permei for lunch… the Lor Mee stall never open… so ended up ate wan ton mee from another stall. Not too bad also… headed down to Changi Village Hotel after lunch as there was a promotion for the room. Slacked in the room till around 5pm before we drove to down town east for dinner at new York x2 and order the
Meat lover. Too big for us to finish lo.. but nice… went for a stroll around the area and JUN grabbed quite a lot of bargain gifts for her school kids… indeed a very sweet teacher hor. Went back to the hotel around 9+pm dropped our stuff then went to the flea market around Changi Village to take a look and also see if there anything we can get.. In the ended I got a Chelsea decal sticker for my car for $4. =P
Went back to the hotel watch a movie which we also do not know the name. Quite a not bad movie… except that it was really a sad and tragedy one… it was about a director and his happy family… one night he fetched his elder son from a hockey match.. dropped by a petrol kiosk to pump petrol… the son was in the stall buying a drink when a robbery happened and the son got slashed in the throat by one of the robber…the director managed to struggle with 1 of them and saw the face of 1 of the guy whom later got banged by a vehicle while escaping.. the son died in the hospital and the man was charged… but due to the director was the only eye witness.. they can only sentence him to 3yrs jail term.. ended up… the father decided to take things in his own hand and killed the robber… which happened to be the brother of a mafia gang… so killing continue… very sad ending as everyone die except for the youngest son whom was in coma… and the director aka father died on the sofa watching all the good times he had with both his sons and wife…
Anyway.. after the show watched guess x3 and ate pudding… simple way of celebrating but I just love it with Jun.
Sun
Reached home around 2+pm. Slacked around till 5+pm before go fetch ww & Kw. Fetched wm as well as there was a change in location and wm had an accident again the day before… -.-… anyway… meet the rest of the group at mr bean before we headed down to Rui Chun for my Dim Sum Buffet… Saw sis there with YX family also.. went over to say hi before we continue. Order a lots of food lo… 1 table also not enough…. Have to keep clearing the empty plates… but really enjoy eating with my this group of bros… after so long and we are still together… proud of it… =)… bill came with $140.70.. not expensive considering 10 of us eat and we really ordered a lot.
Went to parklane after that and played lan from 8+pm till 12+ miod night.. omg… but really enjoyed myself… oh ya.. thanks for the bag.
Mon actual Birthday 30th march 2009
Normal day at work until Jun called me and said she bring food over.. really surprise and shocked… was really touch and happily plus lost as she never did this before… sushi, egg, coffee, cakes.. a lot lor… anyway as she had to rush to school.. never talk much… enjoyed my lunch and now typing about it… going back to work soon…. Just love everything she did for me and of course… Love her even more… got to go.. happy birthday to me again
Anyway… It’s my birthday today... S.H.E Hebe’s too. Van Gogh the famous artist and Celine Dion’s too. =)
Ok back to the point… Had a wonderful weekend pre celebrating my birthday with my family, Jun and my bros. Let me write a little about it here.
Fri
After work went grandma house to visit grandma. didn’t talk much as uncle was there... went pick up Jun from school and the headed home to pick up mum and dad as meeting sis at Kranji D farm resort there for my birthday dinner… reached there around 7.30pm… The food was not bad... the service was quite bad… and the ambiance was quite nice especially there were some singer singing too. Talk quite a lot especially our childhood day… like this kind of outing with family and Jun. very warmly... after dinner went pasi pang prata place to get a drink with Jun before sending her home while sis and YX send mum and dad home… of course.. my red packets already collected on Monday as tue was my lunar birthday. Hehehe…
Sat
After work, picked up Jun from her house and visit Grandma for a short while. And god! Jun was especially gorgeous that day wearing a very pretty dress. Anyway... after visited grandma. Headed down to Bukit Permei for lunch… the Lor Mee stall never open… so ended up ate wan ton mee from another stall. Not too bad also… headed down to Changi Village Hotel after lunch as there was a promotion for the room. Slacked in the room till around 5pm before we drove to down town east for dinner at new York x2 and order the
Meat lover. Too big for us to finish lo.. but nice… went for a stroll around the area and JUN grabbed quite a lot of bargain gifts for her school kids… indeed a very sweet teacher hor. Went back to the hotel around 9+pm dropped our stuff then went to the flea market around Changi Village to take a look and also see if there anything we can get.. In the ended I got a Chelsea decal sticker for my car for $4. =P
Went back to the hotel watch a movie which we also do not know the name. Quite a not bad movie… except that it was really a sad and tragedy one… it was about a director and his happy family… one night he fetched his elder son from a hockey match.. dropped by a petrol kiosk to pump petrol… the son was in the stall buying a drink when a robbery happened and the son got slashed in the throat by one of the robber…the director managed to struggle with 1 of them and saw the face of 1 of the guy whom later got banged by a vehicle while escaping.. the son died in the hospital and the man was charged… but due to the director was the only eye witness.. they can only sentence him to 3yrs jail term.. ended up… the father decided to take things in his own hand and killed the robber… which happened to be the brother of a mafia gang… so killing continue… very sad ending as everyone die except for the youngest son whom was in coma… and the director aka father died on the sofa watching all the good times he had with both his sons and wife…
Anyway.. after the show watched guess x3 and ate pudding… simple way of celebrating but I just love it with Jun.
Sun
Reached home around 2+pm. Slacked around till 5+pm before go fetch ww & Kw. Fetched wm as well as there was a change in location and wm had an accident again the day before… -.-… anyway… meet the rest of the group at mr bean before we headed down to Rui Chun for my Dim Sum Buffet… Saw sis there with YX family also.. went over to say hi before we continue. Order a lots of food lo… 1 table also not enough…. Have to keep clearing the empty plates… but really enjoy eating with my this group of bros… after so long and we are still together… proud of it… =)… bill came with $140.70.. not expensive considering 10 of us eat and we really ordered a lot.
Went to parklane after that and played lan from 8+pm till 12+ miod night.. omg… but really enjoyed myself… oh ya.. thanks for the bag.
Mon actual Birthday 30th march 2009
Normal day at work until Jun called me and said she bring food over.. really surprise and shocked… was really touch and happily plus lost as she never did this before… sushi, egg, coffee, cakes.. a lot lor… anyway as she had to rush to school.. never talk much… enjoyed my lunch and now typing about it… going back to work soon…. Just love everything she did for me and of course… Love her even more… got to go.. happy birthday to me again
Thursday, February 26, 2009
25th Feb 20009 An evening of Sweet and colors
Yea!!!! Got back my baby today after almost 2 weeks struck with that problematic wiper VIOS. Went all the way down to Enous. Not really a good drive as it was raining. Anyway… after getting back my car. went down to Jun’s school to fetch her home… upon reaching West Coast area, saw rainbow across the sky... Beautiful will be the word I use to describe. Not 1 but 2 rainbow some more… It stretches across the sky of the whole west coast. Was really amazed by the beautiful slight that I took photo of it when the car stopped at traffic light. And guess what… the drivers around me all were doing so too… funny slight… lolx. Called Jun and told her about the rainbows and she told me she saw it too. After meeting up with her… we find a spot and took some photo with the rainbows… from the photo can only see 1 as the another 1 fade in color… Think due to my camera… The rainbows definitely looks much nicer and bigger than it’s shown in the photo.
Anyway… after sending Jun home. Meet up with Wm and went for dinner at S11 before we headed down for soccer. We were the earliest 1 lo. And to our horror no one brought the ball… luckily in the end the decisive man came.. . phew~ Had a great time as we won most of the round.
After soccer went to 907 with Wm, Pb & PBB as Sweet Jun told me she’s playing Majong. Crapped around at 907 about a lot of issues including whose going to get marry 1st so and so… Quite looking forward to 2-3 years from now =) * hint * * hint *
Send wm home before I headed for home.. reached home around 12+am going to 1am… bath and called Hyper Active, Spoilt yet cute and adorable Jun. Got a lecture from her for being home so late and without telling her… luckily in the end she spared my ears and updating what each of us did.
Was quite tired after the call. Didn’t manage to watch Chelsea Match but was glad that Chelsea won the 1st leg against Juventus . ^_^ Go Chelsea Go.! ! !
Anyway… after sending Jun home. Meet up with Wm and went for dinner at S11 before we headed down for soccer. We were the earliest 1 lo. And to our horror no one brought the ball… luckily in the end the decisive man came.. . phew~ Had a great time as we won most of the round.
After soccer went to 907 with Wm, Pb & PBB as Sweet Jun told me she’s playing Majong. Crapped around at 907 about a lot of issues including whose going to get marry 1st so and so… Quite looking forward to 2-3 years from now =) * hint * * hint *
Send wm home before I headed for home.. reached home around 12+am going to 1am… bath and called Hyper Active, Spoilt yet cute and adorable Jun. Got a lecture from her for being home so late and without telling her… luckily in the end she spared my ears and updating what each of us did.
Was quite tired after the call. Didn’t manage to watch Chelsea Match but was glad that Chelsea won the 1st leg against Juventus . ^_^ Go Chelsea Go.! ! !
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
25th Feb 2009 1 more day remaining at Keppel + thoughts that's driving me crazy -.-
Today will be mine 2nd last day working in Keppel. To be frank… the feeling is great except that a little worry of the challenge ahead that I will be facing. Informed Sugu (Senior Project Manager) that tomorrow will be my last day here.. Have to say he is really a nice boss although I only start working for him only 1month... gave me some advices and wishes me all the best. Believe Din and WY will do well under his wing.
Anyway, called the work shop as they are taking a little too long in fixing my car… glad they told me today can get the car le, will be heading down to Enous later. ^_^v Miss my car a lot lo… not only me but my sweet Jun also.
Anyway… having some thoughts again… some negatives thoughts I guess. Share with whoever happens to be reading this…
Ever wonder the meaning of Life??? Why we are here… How we are actually form apart from what science explains… How amazing that all these actually form from dusts… what comes after life? Or rather… what comes after death… Is there really life after death? Or is it just human way of self comforting. People always say “ after death we will go heaven, hell, transform to animals… back to human… souls that wondering around.. God… enlightenment and become Buddha “ Ever doubt these saying? I am a Buddhist. But somehow these question keep appearing to me over the years… What if there isn’t such stuff at all, and we human or anything will just get old, die and that it. .. Like a black hole… Just like a sudden black out… no feeling .. No thoughts… no sight… no nothing… just blank and finish… scary?? At least to me… I keep asking myself… isn’t that unfair if this is really the case… living a whole life to achieve total doom… people keep saying life to the fullest since you won’t know what’s ahead… how to live fullest when you don’t know what’s ahead… Being a nice and good guy the whole life and turn out to be in vain as there isn’t karma which will bring forward to your next life… same for bad guys…
To be frank, these thought has been bothering me since young… when I was a kids, I will cry in bed asking my mum why must we die and my mum will be so lost. Even when at times my dad will explain to me… it still doesn’t convince me. If there really life after death and the final destination of this cycle will be enlightenment and becoming a god or Buddha. Do we really want it? Is that really good? No wars, no quarrels, no emotional… everyone being enlightened will surpass emotion and fully concentrate on just teaching of good… no sex no game no nothing…
Really confusing… everything that is coming into my mind… memories will not stay with you after death… starting a new life in a new body… but isn’t that totally different… Just like inserting others brain into our body… still looks the same but the fact is it totally different person… another example will be your computer hard disk spoilt beyond repairs… by changing a new hard disk installing new programs doesn’t not mean it the same as before… the old 1 is still scrap and destroyed…
Funny thoughts huh?? Some times these thoughts actually confuse me till the extend that I also not sure what I want from the conversation anymore… Guess this is the greatest fear within…
Anyway, called the work shop as they are taking a little too long in fixing my car… glad they told me today can get the car le, will be heading down to Enous later. ^_^v Miss my car a lot lo… not only me but my sweet Jun also.
Anyway… having some thoughts again… some negatives thoughts I guess. Share with whoever happens to be reading this…
Ever wonder the meaning of Life??? Why we are here… How we are actually form apart from what science explains… How amazing that all these actually form from dusts… what comes after life? Or rather… what comes after death… Is there really life after death? Or is it just human way of self comforting. People always say “ after death we will go heaven, hell, transform to animals… back to human… souls that wondering around.. God… enlightenment and become Buddha “ Ever doubt these saying? I am a Buddhist. But somehow these question keep appearing to me over the years… What if there isn’t such stuff at all, and we human or anything will just get old, die and that it. .. Like a black hole… Just like a sudden black out… no feeling .. No thoughts… no sight… no nothing… just blank and finish… scary?? At least to me… I keep asking myself… isn’t that unfair if this is really the case… living a whole life to achieve total doom… people keep saying life to the fullest since you won’t know what’s ahead… how to live fullest when you don’t know what’s ahead… Being a nice and good guy the whole life and turn out to be in vain as there isn’t karma which will bring forward to your next life… same for bad guys…
To be frank, these thought has been bothering me since young… when I was a kids, I will cry in bed asking my mum why must we die and my mum will be so lost. Even when at times my dad will explain to me… it still doesn’t convince me. If there really life after death and the final destination of this cycle will be enlightenment and becoming a god or Buddha. Do we really want it? Is that really good? No wars, no quarrels, no emotional… everyone being enlightened will surpass emotion and fully concentrate on just teaching of good… no sex no game no nothing…
Really confusing… everything that is coming into my mind… memories will not stay with you after death… starting a new life in a new body… but isn’t that totally different… Just like inserting others brain into our body… still looks the same but the fact is it totally different person… another example will be your computer hard disk spoilt beyond repairs… by changing a new hard disk installing new programs doesn’t not mean it the same as before… the old 1 is still scrap and destroyed…
Funny thoughts huh?? Some times these thoughts actually confuse me till the extend that I also not sure what I want from the conversation anymore… Guess this is the greatest fear within…
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
24th FEB 2009 Thoughts from within... memories lane..
Slacking 1 whole day in office again…Bore with nothing to do, so watch 2 meaningful movies. “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” “10 promises to my dog”. Nice but draggy especially “TCOBB”. like the part where brad pitt describe how things can be different if everything take place earlier or later just by a few sec or few min… every event play a part for something that happened. Rate it 3.3/5.
As for “10PTMD”, it’s about a little gal who lost her mum due to illness and company by her dog and dad through her growing up and the 10 promises set by her mum to her dog... a heart warming show I will say… 3/5.
Anyway…recently really quite bore… till the extend I am actually reading my own blog right from the beginning all the way till the most recent post... Have to say, it’s really refreshing when you read your own stuffs… bringing up memories that hidden deep within… the changes that took place over the years… quite amaze by myself that after almost 6years..I am still updating this blog… think next time must print all these entries out and keep as a dairy... lolx.
Set aside the jokes… time do really flies… almost 6 years of changes… a lot of good and bad things came along the years… One of the biggest changes shall be my languages… English dialog to be exact… not use to speaks in English in the past until I start meeting up the Pri school people… took quite awhile to actually adjust myself. Also credit to Sweet Jun for correcting me all these years… don’t be mistaken… she’s not fussy… I requested for her coaching… o.O Anyway, the 3 happiest things that happened these few years…
1) 21st ague 2005 4.25am – Our love story started… until now everything that had happened were like the previous day and night still fresh in my mind… *blush*
2) Grandma recovered from her illness… Till now I still believe it was a miracle as even the doctor said she won’t pull through
3) Getting my car… a Very big decision to make.
Of course… when there is something to be happy about. There will surely be some misfortunate event too. Till now… the greatest loss will still be the death of grandpa during my army time. I held his hand till his last breathe, not sure if that was considered lucky… everyone was there and the sadness in the eye of all… for the 1st time someone really so close actually passed away… regretted why I only talked to grandma most of the time for the past 20+years and so little words with grandpa… but like I said.. he will always be remember.
Read about those younger days or shall I say the time before most of us went to army… those endless night chat by playground/ s11 or just with ww or wz travel around eating… talking about how things will change after a few year and can never be the same again… cherish all the time that we can have while we are still students… now looking back.. quite grateful that I actually jotted all these stuff down… and so glad that after 5-6years writing that down… we still meeting up weekly.. not as often as before due to work and gf commitment… guess this will stick on and continue for another 10years or so…
Have a lot of thoughts after reading…. Seeing how much we have progress.. improve… the promises we made and whether we actually still keeping it… even if it’s something bad… learn from it and grow…
Wondering why I writing all these…?? Actually all these thoughts came to me after talking with sweet Jun for awhile regarding reading my own blog… had a good time laughing and refreshing the images from the past… really grateful that after so many years… most of the people that are important to me are still in my life… *Cherish*
As for “10PTMD”, it’s about a little gal who lost her mum due to illness and company by her dog and dad through her growing up and the 10 promises set by her mum to her dog... a heart warming show I will say… 3/5.
Anyway…recently really quite bore… till the extend I am actually reading my own blog right from the beginning all the way till the most recent post... Have to say, it’s really refreshing when you read your own stuffs… bringing up memories that hidden deep within… the changes that took place over the years… quite amaze by myself that after almost 6years..I am still updating this blog… think next time must print all these entries out and keep as a dairy... lolx.
Set aside the jokes… time do really flies… almost 6 years of changes… a lot of good and bad things came along the years… One of the biggest changes shall be my languages… English dialog to be exact… not use to speaks in English in the past until I start meeting up the Pri school people… took quite awhile to actually adjust myself. Also credit to Sweet Jun for correcting me all these years… don’t be mistaken… she’s not fussy… I requested for her coaching… o.O Anyway, the 3 happiest things that happened these few years…
1) 21st ague 2005 4.25am – Our love story started… until now everything that had happened were like the previous day and night still fresh in my mind… *blush*
2) Grandma recovered from her illness… Till now I still believe it was a miracle as even the doctor said she won’t pull through
3) Getting my car… a Very big decision to make.
Of course… when there is something to be happy about. There will surely be some misfortunate event too. Till now… the greatest loss will still be the death of grandpa during my army time. I held his hand till his last breathe, not sure if that was considered lucky… everyone was there and the sadness in the eye of all… for the 1st time someone really so close actually passed away… regretted why I only talked to grandma most of the time for the past 20+years and so little words with grandpa… but like I said.. he will always be remember.
Read about those younger days or shall I say the time before most of us went to army… those endless night chat by playground/ s11 or just with ww or wz travel around eating… talking about how things will change after a few year and can never be the same again… cherish all the time that we can have while we are still students… now looking back.. quite grateful that I actually jotted all these stuff down… and so glad that after 5-6years writing that down… we still meeting up weekly.. not as often as before due to work and gf commitment… guess this will stick on and continue for another 10years or so…
Have a lot of thoughts after reading…. Seeing how much we have progress.. improve… the promises we made and whether we actually still keeping it… even if it’s something bad… learn from it and grow…
Wondering why I writing all these…?? Actually all these thoughts came to me after talking with sweet Jun for awhile regarding reading my own blog… had a good time laughing and refreshing the images from the past… really grateful that after so many years… most of the people that are important to me are still in my life… *Cherish*
Monday, February 23, 2009
23rd FEB 2009
Very tried… Think not enough sleep yesterday…really tired today… wanted to say this morning… but till now still feel like sleeping…
Drove with ½ opened eye… -.- nothing to do at work as basically not wise for me to do also since Thursday will be last day. Anyway… slacking and hoping time will pass faster so that I can go home and relax sooner… lolx… talk with Wy and Din regarding the new job…. hope it will really be a better job… going to miss this 2 cocksters.
steven
11oohrs
Drove with ½ opened eye… -.- nothing to do at work as basically not wise for me to do also since Thursday will be last day. Anyway… slacking and hoping time will pass faster so that I can go home and relax sooner… lolx… talk with Wy and Din regarding the new job…. hope it will really be a better job… going to miss this 2 cocksters.
steven
11oohrs
shopping spree
Continual of 21st FEB Very Very Sweet Girl of Mine
Knocked off at 11.30am. Went over to grandma’s place… She was sleeping soundly when I reached… Da Gu ma was there doing household. Was told that grandma went out early in the morning to red hill on her own to buy vegetables… just reached home and exhausted from all the walking -.-… It’s not that we don’t allow her to go out, but always think it will be good if there’s someone accompanying her as her age is catching up, also to prevent her from getting injure… anyway, had lunch with grandma after she woke up, talked about current job and the upcoming 1… really chatted for quite awhile till it was 1.50pm before I left to bukit timah to pick Sweet Jun from tuition.
Raining cats and dogs lo… went over to IMM. Manage to find a parking lot at level 2. ( just nice when we reach the spot, the other driver going off). Jun always bring me luck. Went get a ice crem cone from mac.(I seriously love the ice cream there). Then bought a banana crepe and a roti mama. Really enjoy this kind of small small stuff. With her. After finishing we went to G2000, recommended by WZ but sweet Jun claimed that she also know this place having offer. No kidding.. it’s seriously cheap… We bought 2 shirt at $29 each and 1 shirt at $39… and~ 2 pants for $50. cheap right!!! All the color chosen by Sweet Jun… and she paid for all the items and including a pair of shoes which cost $53 ^_^ . Very sweet of Jun to actually pay all the stuff saying it’s for starting of my new job. Went home put down the stuff and rest awhile as it was raining heavily…left home again at 6pm went Rui Chun for diam sum dinner. Food nice.. we ordered 11 items but the bill on $20.70.
Was really full by the end of the meal.
Headed down to Orchard as we were catching the 9.40pm movie “Slump Dog Millionaire”. Drop by Hereen for a walk… think earlier on the food a little unclean or what.. both of us stomach ache and had to rush to the “little john”. While waiting for Sweety Jun.. walking around and decided to window shop watches… when Jun came out… joined me and decided to get me a watch also since I lost mine and for starting of new job. went to quite a few shop and finally stopped by fossil and both of us decided on a watch on 1st glance. Really like the watch a lot.
After all the shopping… went collect the tickets and headed for the movie. I have to say this… Never expected Bollywood movie to be this good. The way they bring out the story and explaining how the main actor actually knew the answer to the questions no doubt lowly educated… The hate and love between the brotherhood and love for his dream gal. The part that catches me the most should be the Riot in India and the reality dark life of the beggars in Mumbai. Recommend everyone to watch this movie… something new and never experience before…. Rate it 9/10.
After the movie… went home straight after sending Jun home as both of us were damn tired… Pi no long after playing some games…
Really thankful to Jun for all the stuff she bought… Especially when she always thinks twice buying stuff for herself… But do hope she will pamper herself more instead of others.. or maybe she just wanted to tied me up with all the stuff she bought… =X ok… kidding…
22nd FEB 2009
Woke up around 10.15am… quite surprised by myself to wake up at this timing as I was so tired last night… anyway, decided to go lunch with mum and also to author the length of my pant… we sure know how to drag…. From 10+am drag until 12noon then we manage to get out of the house… Sis and YX joined us for lunch too.. mum paying of course…. Was quite pissed off just before we went out after sis told me my watch was found… I had been searching for days and asked them all said never see… asked mum about it and she also said don’t know… Ended up it was like the watch I placed it on the living room table… mum as usual just drop anything that’s doesn’t not belong to her back to our room. And without asking whose watch it was… she put in on sis bed thinking it ‘s belong to her and don’t how it dropped inside sis’ s bag and only realized it after almost 1 week… Was damn pissed off as I keep asking and all say never see… ended up made Jun wasted money to buy me a watch that’s not necessary…. Feel damn angry and bad at the same time… told Jun about it and wanted to pay for the watch since the change in plan… she rejected but I decided to at least pay ½ of the price for it.
Anyway… after awhile things got calm down and we went out for lunch.. went to this place nearby Jurong East and Bukit Batok for roasted duck rice and roast pork… have to que sia… But I will say it worth the wait… Going to bring Jun here soon.
Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza with mum to walk and edit the pants… quite like spending this kind of time with mum… and also no need to pay for any expenses!! =X But BPP quite boring la… nothing much to walk…
Went home after the pants collected and dropped by NTUC… it has relocated at the condo… basement. The shops occupy the basement and 1st floor of the building. Looking forward to the grand opening but at the same time feeling the threat to the noise level in my neighbourhood… -.-
Slack at home all the way till night time… talk with Jun for awhile and meet up WZ for a short while.. at 12.55am MN … crazy huh…
Reached home jump into the bed and realized I can’t sleep… turn and turn up 4.30am before dozing off finally
Knocked off at 11.30am. Went over to grandma’s place… She was sleeping soundly when I reached… Da Gu ma was there doing household. Was told that grandma went out early in the morning to red hill on her own to buy vegetables… just reached home and exhausted from all the walking -.-… It’s not that we don’t allow her to go out, but always think it will be good if there’s someone accompanying her as her age is catching up, also to prevent her from getting injure… anyway, had lunch with grandma after she woke up, talked about current job and the upcoming 1… really chatted for quite awhile till it was 1.50pm before I left to bukit timah to pick Sweet Jun from tuition.
Raining cats and dogs lo… went over to IMM. Manage to find a parking lot at level 2. ( just nice when we reach the spot, the other driver going off). Jun always bring me luck. Went get a ice crem cone from mac.(I seriously love the ice cream there). Then bought a banana crepe and a roti mama. Really enjoy this kind of small small stuff. With her. After finishing we went to G2000, recommended by WZ but sweet Jun claimed that she also know this place having offer. No kidding.. it’s seriously cheap… We bought 2 shirt at $29 each and 1 shirt at $39… and~ 2 pants for $50. cheap right!!! All the color chosen by Sweet Jun… and she paid for all the items and including a pair of shoes which cost $53 ^_^ . Very sweet of Jun to actually pay all the stuff saying it’s for starting of my new job. Went home put down the stuff and rest awhile as it was raining heavily…left home again at 6pm went Rui Chun for diam sum dinner. Food nice.. we ordered 11 items but the bill on $20.70.
Was really full by the end of the meal.
Headed down to Orchard as we were catching the 9.40pm movie “Slump Dog Millionaire”. Drop by Hereen for a walk… think earlier on the food a little unclean or what.. both of us stomach ache and had to rush to the “little john”. While waiting for Sweety Jun.. walking around and decided to window shop watches… when Jun came out… joined me and decided to get me a watch also since I lost mine and for starting of new job. went to quite a few shop and finally stopped by fossil and both of us decided on a watch on 1st glance. Really like the watch a lot.
After all the shopping… went collect the tickets and headed for the movie. I have to say this… Never expected Bollywood movie to be this good. The way they bring out the story and explaining how the main actor actually knew the answer to the questions no doubt lowly educated… The hate and love between the brotherhood and love for his dream gal. The part that catches me the most should be the Riot in India and the reality dark life of the beggars in Mumbai. Recommend everyone to watch this movie… something new and never experience before…. Rate it 9/10.
After the movie… went home straight after sending Jun home as both of us were damn tired… Pi no long after playing some games…
Really thankful to Jun for all the stuff she bought… Especially when she always thinks twice buying stuff for herself… But do hope she will pamper herself more instead of others.. or maybe she just wanted to tied me up with all the stuff she bought… =X ok… kidding…
22nd FEB 2009
Woke up around 10.15am… quite surprised by myself to wake up at this timing as I was so tired last night… anyway, decided to go lunch with mum and also to author the length of my pant… we sure know how to drag…. From 10+am drag until 12noon then we manage to get out of the house… Sis and YX joined us for lunch too.. mum paying of course…. Was quite pissed off just before we went out after sis told me my watch was found… I had been searching for days and asked them all said never see… asked mum about it and she also said don’t know… Ended up it was like the watch I placed it on the living room table… mum as usual just drop anything that’s doesn’t not belong to her back to our room. And without asking whose watch it was… she put in on sis bed thinking it ‘s belong to her and don’t how it dropped inside sis’ s bag and only realized it after almost 1 week… Was damn pissed off as I keep asking and all say never see… ended up made Jun wasted money to buy me a watch that’s not necessary…. Feel damn angry and bad at the same time… told Jun about it and wanted to pay for the watch since the change in plan… she rejected but I decided to at least pay ½ of the price for it.
Anyway… after awhile things got calm down and we went out for lunch.. went to this place nearby Jurong East and Bukit Batok for roasted duck rice and roast pork… have to que sia… But I will say it worth the wait… Going to bring Jun here soon.
Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza with mum to walk and edit the pants… quite like spending this kind of time with mum… and also no need to pay for any expenses!! =X But BPP quite boring la… nothing much to walk…
Went home after the pants collected and dropped by NTUC… it has relocated at the condo… basement. The shops occupy the basement and 1st floor of the building. Looking forward to the grand opening but at the same time feeling the threat to the noise level in my neighbourhood… -.-
Slack at home all the way till night time… talk with Jun for awhile and meet up WZ for a short while.. at 12.55am MN … crazy huh…
Reached home jump into the bed and realized I can’t sleep… turn and turn up 4.30am before dozing off finally
Saturday, February 21, 2009
writing freely
20th FEB 2009
Continual of the day event… Supposed to meet up KW and Wz for movie or chill. Ended up kw airplane as he got some issue with someone… so we try to get SS whose was damn fickle minded. Keep changing his mind until I gave up. Anyway, in the end went Safra Mt Faber to try our luck on jackpot… no luck… wasted $15 each… then played pool… won~ lucky… then headed down to pasi panjang for prata supper while Wz had Maggie goring. Very long never visited this store le... a little bit out of the way for us. Used to come here with Sweet Jun… but have to say… they do serve good food. Anyway after the supper sent wz home before headed home and “chit chatted” with jun… Tried to find my watch that MIA but so result…. Wondering where did it go.. not the 1st watch that gone MIA in the house.. creepy…
21st FEB 2009
Answering doubt of colleagues that asked me regarding my resignation… came back to office but other to do at all… more like killing time…. Surfing net… writing blog… booked tickets for SD millionaire at cine 9.45pm… hope it will be a nice show… shopping day today with Jun… amazingly… I will be the 1 going to buy stuff… looking forward to it.. going to pay his father a visit in hospital too.
Continual of the day event… Supposed to meet up KW and Wz for movie or chill. Ended up kw airplane as he got some issue with someone… so we try to get SS whose was damn fickle minded. Keep changing his mind until I gave up. Anyway, in the end went Safra Mt Faber to try our luck on jackpot… no luck… wasted $15 each… then played pool… won~ lucky… then headed down to pasi panjang for prata supper while Wz had Maggie goring. Very long never visited this store le... a little bit out of the way for us. Used to come here with Sweet Jun… but have to say… they do serve good food. Anyway after the supper sent wz home before headed home and “chit chatted” with jun… Tried to find my watch that MIA but so result…. Wondering where did it go.. not the 1st watch that gone MIA in the house.. creepy…
21st FEB 2009
Answering doubt of colleagues that asked me regarding my resignation… came back to office but other to do at all… more like killing time…. Surfing net… writing blog… booked tickets for SD millionaire at cine 9.45pm… hope it will be a nice show… shopping day today with Jun… amazingly… I will be the 1 going to buy stuff… looking forward to it.. going to pay his father a visit in hospital too.
Friday, February 20, 2009
twist and changes
17th FEB 2009
Kept talking rubbish on email with R & G. Finally decided meeting place…. knocked off at 4.30pm as I wanted to go over to grandma house. Chit chatted with grandma till around 6.30pm before I went over to Jurong point to meet G. Upon reaching… R Sms-ed said she was tied down by work… not able to meet us in time or might not even meet us…. So no choice but to use my Duo Ming Zhui Huen Call and told her that G & I will go over find her… think she don’t have a choice but to agree ba.lolx… finally met up at 8.15pm (damn long lo) and decided to go Bugis for steamboat. The food actually so so la… but the company not ba lo… after dinner bought some apple S and send them to Jun’s place … made use of the chance to intro them to her also… sent them home… vomited and rushing to stomach… bad sign…..~~~
18th FEB 2009
Diarrhea… so never go work today… plus already make up my mind to tender. So decided to rest at home. Think must be from yesterday steamboat with the girls… -.-… anyway… was quite surprise to learn that Wz was also at home… so asked him to go Queenstown’s polyclinic as there’s the fastest… within 1hr… finished everything… Pb called… so both of us met him and BH at Taman Jurong for lunch… talk cock awhile before going home rest and went soccer again…. Am I Really Sick??? O.O
19th FEB 2009
Woke up early to day as going down to sign the document. Was start in the jam. Never know from CCK to west coast actually need 40min lo… anyway after signing the LOA… went down to Taman Jurong area for the medical check up. Stupid clinic told me not much pple… my foot sia~~ made me waited for around 1hrs then my turn… reached there at 10.30am… go off at 12.30pm…. hai~
Met pb at the coffee shop below in my area as cl came to cut air… never know that my here got such a saloon that pple actually willing from east to west to trim hair~ but ok la… due to her… manage to chit chat with pb for quite awhile.
Took a nap and went school… after school meet up sweet Jun to go Yishun for tau hui. So cute lo… just love her so much of her every moment, expression and lame joke…. Think I am going to have a lot of fun living with her for the rest of my life. ^_^ After supper went to NUH to visit Jun’s dad for a short while… really was short while only as it was going to be 12mn soon.
20th FEB 2009
I finally told Siti my decision... Amazingly … I actually told her the truth why I want to tender. She said she foresee this coming actually ever since that incident happened. Frankly speaking… if you ask me whether I will miss this company… my answer will be yes. I did make a few good buddies here. But like what the old timer said “when it’s time to go, it’s time to go”
One thing funny about hr is that even if u wants to quit... got timing 1... Can only go resign at 12.30pm. Funny… hope it’s not due to feng shui stuff… lolx
Anyway… hope the next job can really be a better job… hopes really can benefit and learn from it. Hope 2009 will be smooth sailing… everything will be fine so next year I can plan something big~ ^_^
Kept talking rubbish on email with R & G. Finally decided meeting place…. knocked off at 4.30pm as I wanted to go over to grandma house. Chit chatted with grandma till around 6.30pm before I went over to Jurong point to meet G. Upon reaching… R Sms-ed said she was tied down by work… not able to meet us in time or might not even meet us…. So no choice but to use my Duo Ming Zhui Huen Call and told her that G & I will go over find her… think she don’t have a choice but to agree ba.lolx… finally met up at 8.15pm (damn long lo) and decided to go Bugis for steamboat. The food actually so so la… but the company not ba lo… after dinner bought some apple S and send them to Jun’s place … made use of the chance to intro them to her also… sent them home… vomited and rushing to stomach… bad sign…..~~~
18th FEB 2009
Diarrhea… so never go work today… plus already make up my mind to tender. So decided to rest at home. Think must be from yesterday steamboat with the girls… -.-… anyway… was quite surprise to learn that Wz was also at home… so asked him to go Queenstown’s polyclinic as there’s the fastest… within 1hr… finished everything… Pb called… so both of us met him and BH at Taman Jurong for lunch… talk cock awhile before going home rest and went soccer again…. Am I Really Sick??? O.O
19th FEB 2009
Woke up early to day as going down to sign the document. Was start in the jam. Never know from CCK to west coast actually need 40min lo… anyway after signing the LOA… went down to Taman Jurong area for the medical check up. Stupid clinic told me not much pple… my foot sia~~ made me waited for around 1hrs then my turn… reached there at 10.30am… go off at 12.30pm…. hai~
Met pb at the coffee shop below in my area as cl came to cut air… never know that my here got such a saloon that pple actually willing from east to west to trim hair~ but ok la… due to her… manage to chit chat with pb for quite awhile.
Took a nap and went school… after school meet up sweet Jun to go Yishun for tau hui. So cute lo… just love her so much of her every moment, expression and lame joke…. Think I am going to have a lot of fun living with her for the rest of my life. ^_^ After supper went to NUH to visit Jun’s dad for a short while… really was short while only as it was going to be 12mn soon.
20th FEB 2009
I finally told Siti my decision... Amazingly … I actually told her the truth why I want to tender. She said she foresee this coming actually ever since that incident happened. Frankly speaking… if you ask me whether I will miss this company… my answer will be yes. I did make a few good buddies here. But like what the old timer said “when it’s time to go, it’s time to go”
One thing funny about hr is that even if u wants to quit... got timing 1... Can only go resign at 12.30pm. Funny… hope it’s not due to feng shui stuff… lolx
Anyway… hope the next job can really be a better job… hopes really can benefit and learn from it. Hope 2009 will be smooth sailing… everything will be fine so next year I can plan something big~ ^_^
Monday, February 16, 2009
Month of Feb... AHHH!!!!!! HAI~~~ WAH!!!!!!
Month of Feb… what a month I will say… Friday 13th was just few days back… but I will remember it for a long long time… never have I been a bam dang person. But last Friday just happened to be 1 of the suay day.
Met with an accident with a prime mover hitting me from behind. Car skied … and guess what… the driver actually stepped on the accelerator and bang hit my right side also… luckily I was negotiating a right turn at green arrow. Plus I was keeping track of my petrol these few days... so the speed was quite slow for me when it happened... if not the car might have over turn lo… best thing was that the driver still accused it was my fault. And tried to frighten me with the entire claim he can claim but he “being so nice” will only want $40 dollars for his head light wiring… and said he got a eye witness saying I cut into his lane… but he don’t know who he was dealing with… I, Mr. bad boy once won’t be taken a back by all these bull shit… so I told him… go ahead and file insurance… he was taken aback and said I may not get the claim and will lose more… but I insisted on it and wanted his particular… guess what… he.. Rejected … he raised his voice saying… “Just take the plate no. and report... no need particular” of course I refused... he climbed back to his prime mover and wanted to go off… I stopped him from doing so… asked again for his particular and he refused again… so I have no choice but to take out my hp and snapped a photo of him. Realizing what I am doing… he became aggressive and got down the P.M trying to snapped my hand phone from me saying I have no right to do so and he will sue me and call police… realizing the threat.. I told him “ok then... let’s call the police” and I dialed … on seeing what I am doing... he snatched my phone from me… but of course... being much stronger and younger than him.. I easily snatched it back… the half bald driver then grabbed on my collar and threaten that he will punch me... I managed to struggle off his grab and told him to back off… as I was engaged to 999. This is what the conversation between me and the police goes
Me: “hello... is this police... I am now a benoi road and met with and accident with a prime mover… I trying to exchanged particular with the driver but he refused and turned aggressive after anew attempts of getting his particular but fail… so I have no choice but to take his photo as he trying to leave the scene”
Police: why don’t you let me talk to the driver?
Me: he ignoring me and refused to hear anything I said
Police: nvm you just try
Me: uncle ah... the police want to talk to you
Driver: ignore and closed his door
Me: he’s still ignoring
Police: why not you del his pic then try ask him for his particular
Me: I can’t... what if he drives away...
Driver: start engine*
Me: he going to drive away
Police: nvm... record his plate. Then make a police report.
Me: …
Moved his vehicle toward me thinking I will siam... But I didn’t so he brake and reverse and drove off... luckily I was in time to jot down his company no. and company name.
I called the no. after awhile… the man in the phone whom claims to be the boss and address himself as Mr. Leong said his driver didn’t mean to drive off but because he was late for work... and he has been late a few times...
Anyway... we concluded that we will file insurance and the rest of the story was a whole day of traveling from places to places to settle the car issue with my shoulder aching and later on realized red mark over the area where the driver grabbed me… I didn’t state that in my police report as all I want is to claim the insurance… I believe the uncle was just in the mid of panic when he grabbed me. Anyway... some of my friends told me I should have reported his road bully act… but nvm… give him a chance ba… see his age I already ½ soften my heart.
So of course on Thursday which was the 14th of Feb. Valentine Day?
Drove Vios (loan from workshop) to pick sweet up... rushed to lot 1 collect the flower and rushed down to pick her up. Hidden the gift that I wanted to give her in the compartment and the flower in the rear passenger seat… up on seeing me… she passed me the cake she made or rather yogurt. =X … presented her with the flower. Then the wallet... got scolded as we promised not to get gift but can tell she was delighted with the smile on her face.
Went esplane for choc and ate the “cake” she baked. Not easy task wor… we wasted a lot of saliva then managed to get the waitress to agree letting us have the cake... the cake looks good, feel weird and taste good! In case any gals reading my blog… learnt from my girl… guy don’t need expensive stuff or what... just some D.I.Y effort like this will melt our heart…
Anyway… we went took a walk before our dinner and then headed down for a play at Victoria. Don’t like the play... but my moody self make the play worse for sweet.
Luckily we went for supper… but I was too tired on the return journey. So sweet Jun took over the wheel and drove to her house before I continue the journey home… love my sweet… Happy 4th valentine
Sunday 15th Feb.
Met Shawn and Linus for pool competition.
Lost... hai~ don’t want to talk about it… 1st match we shouldn’t have lost... and suay enough to meet the champion in our 2nd game… that the end of our pool story…
Went home. Rest… kW came over at 3plus and help me solved my entire computer problem… my savior. Played winning 11 with him and finally won~ wahahaha.
Nua at home watched nan jiu huo. Slept after talking to sweet JUN
Mon 16th Feb.
Usual day at work. The different… the MTQ called back... offered me the pay and term… quite tempted… but with some question marks... gave me 2-3days day to answer them… will really think through properly later when I reach home.. hope to nego for $100 more... For Pride… hahaha… wish me luck
Met with an accident with a prime mover hitting me from behind. Car skied … and guess what… the driver actually stepped on the accelerator and bang hit my right side also… luckily I was negotiating a right turn at green arrow. Plus I was keeping track of my petrol these few days... so the speed was quite slow for me when it happened... if not the car might have over turn lo… best thing was that the driver still accused it was my fault. And tried to frighten me with the entire claim he can claim but he “being so nice” will only want $40 dollars for his head light wiring… and said he got a eye witness saying I cut into his lane… but he don’t know who he was dealing with… I, Mr. bad boy once won’t be taken a back by all these bull shit… so I told him… go ahead and file insurance… he was taken aback and said I may not get the claim and will lose more… but I insisted on it and wanted his particular… guess what… he.. Rejected … he raised his voice saying… “Just take the plate no. and report... no need particular” of course I refused... he climbed back to his prime mover and wanted to go off… I stopped him from doing so… asked again for his particular and he refused again… so I have no choice but to take out my hp and snapped a photo of him. Realizing what I am doing… he became aggressive and got down the P.M trying to snapped my hand phone from me saying I have no right to do so and he will sue me and call police… realizing the threat.. I told him “ok then... let’s call the police” and I dialed … on seeing what I am doing... he snatched my phone from me… but of course... being much stronger and younger than him.. I easily snatched it back… the half bald driver then grabbed on my collar and threaten that he will punch me... I managed to struggle off his grab and told him to back off… as I was engaged to 999. This is what the conversation between me and the police goes
Me: “hello... is this police... I am now a benoi road and met with and accident with a prime mover… I trying to exchanged particular with the driver but he refused and turned aggressive after anew attempts of getting his particular but fail… so I have no choice but to take his photo as he trying to leave the scene”
Police: why don’t you let me talk to the driver?
Me: he ignoring me and refused to hear anything I said
Police: nvm you just try
Me: uncle ah... the police want to talk to you
Driver: ignore and closed his door
Me: he’s still ignoring
Police: why not you del his pic then try ask him for his particular
Me: I can’t... what if he drives away...
Driver: start engine*
Me: he going to drive away
Police: nvm... record his plate. Then make a police report.
Me: …
Moved his vehicle toward me thinking I will siam... But I didn’t so he brake and reverse and drove off... luckily I was in time to jot down his company no. and company name.
I called the no. after awhile… the man in the phone whom claims to be the boss and address himself as Mr. Leong said his driver didn’t mean to drive off but because he was late for work... and he has been late a few times...
Anyway... we concluded that we will file insurance and the rest of the story was a whole day of traveling from places to places to settle the car issue with my shoulder aching and later on realized red mark over the area where the driver grabbed me… I didn’t state that in my police report as all I want is to claim the insurance… I believe the uncle was just in the mid of panic when he grabbed me. Anyway... some of my friends told me I should have reported his road bully act… but nvm… give him a chance ba… see his age I already ½ soften my heart.
So of course on Thursday which was the 14th of Feb. Valentine Day?
Drove Vios (loan from workshop) to pick sweet up... rushed to lot 1 collect the flower and rushed down to pick her up. Hidden the gift that I wanted to give her in the compartment and the flower in the rear passenger seat… up on seeing me… she passed me the cake she made or rather yogurt. =X … presented her with the flower. Then the wallet... got scolded as we promised not to get gift but can tell she was delighted with the smile on her face.
Went esplane for choc and ate the “cake” she baked. Not easy task wor… we wasted a lot of saliva then managed to get the waitress to agree letting us have the cake... the cake looks good, feel weird and taste good! In case any gals reading my blog… learnt from my girl… guy don’t need expensive stuff or what... just some D.I.Y effort like this will melt our heart…
Anyway… we went took a walk before our dinner and then headed down for a play at Victoria. Don’t like the play... but my moody self make the play worse for sweet.
Luckily we went for supper… but I was too tired on the return journey. So sweet Jun took over the wheel and drove to her house before I continue the journey home… love my sweet… Happy 4th valentine
Sunday 15th Feb.
Met Shawn and Linus for pool competition.
Lost... hai~ don’t want to talk about it… 1st match we shouldn’t have lost... and suay enough to meet the champion in our 2nd game… that the end of our pool story…
Went home. Rest… kW came over at 3plus and help me solved my entire computer problem… my savior. Played winning 11 with him and finally won~ wahahaha.
Nua at home watched nan jiu huo. Slept after talking to sweet JUN
Mon 16th Feb.
Usual day at work. The different… the MTQ called back... offered me the pay and term… quite tempted… but with some question marks... gave me 2-3days day to answer them… will really think through properly later when I reach home.. hope to nego for $100 more... For Pride… hahaha… wish me luck
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Ox Year , Ox personality
Been quite while since I touches here… have been busy lately… Chinese New Year… work… finding jobs…
Not sure what I am going to write below also… but anyway… here goes…
Chinese New Year (OX) fell on the 26th Jan 2009. Had quite a great time meeting relatives . . . ok... More like they visited my house actually as we never go anyone house except uncle’s house.
Watched fann wong’s movie with jun on chu yi night b4 sending both she and her sister home. Then headed down to Yujie’s house
Chu er was great… jun jun came over to bai nian, then we move on to grandma house. Stayed there till 12noon b4 we headed down to sentosa.
Damn crowded lo the place… but took quite some photos =X
Start coughing and sore throat… since day 1 of Chinese new year.. think spread by mum. -.-
On sat (Chu 6), 7eamX gang came over to bai nian and gamble… big win… gave mum $40 as she cook for us… then move on to mj and ss house… still… big win… was very lucky that day…
Anyway… now the main issue… I need to change… not referring to job… referring to myself… my self control… really disappointed with a lot of things that happened yesterday… but most important of all… my self… I promise I will change.. to be a better person and better man… cos there are a lot of stuff waiting ahead for me to accomplish…
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not sure what I am going to write below also… but anyway… here goes…
Chinese New Year (OX) fell on the 26th Jan 2009. Had quite a great time meeting relatives . . . ok... More like they visited my house actually as we never go anyone house except uncle’s house.
Watched fann wong’s movie with jun on chu yi night b4 sending both she and her sister home. Then headed down to Yujie’s house
Chu er was great… jun jun came over to bai nian, then we move on to grandma house. Stayed there till 12noon b4 we headed down to sentosa.
Damn crowded lo the place… but took quite some photos =X
Start coughing and sore throat… since day 1 of Chinese new year.. think spread by mum. -.-
On sat (Chu 6), 7eamX gang came over to bai nian and gamble… big win… gave mum $40 as she cook for us… then move on to mj and ss house… still… big win… was very lucky that day…
Anyway… now the main issue… I need to change… not referring to job… referring to myself… my self control… really disappointed with a lot of things that happened yesterday… but most important of all… my self… I promise I will change.. to be a better person and better man… cos there are a lot of stuff waiting ahead for me to accomplish…
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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